Chapter 17: Blessings
Thanks to chelsnichole12 for following my story!
Previously:
I grab both tests and bring them into the room where Emmett is. He is standing now and walks towards me, meeting me half way. I took a deep breath and counted before looking 1…2…..3….. I turn the test around and fall to the ground. Emmett rushed over and kneels down to me and asks "what does it say" I look up with tears in my eye's "it says-"
Digital Pregnancy test results:
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'Not Pregnant',I saw these 2 words but it made me beyond happy to know I wasn't pregnant. "It says I'm not pregnant Emmett" I looked up at him with happy tears in my eye's. He pulled me to his chest in a tight hug. I buried my face in his neck and sobbed, one part of me was getting used to the idea that I might be a mom. But the bigger side of me was petrified, I wasn't ready for kids, mentally or emotionally. I hadn't felt so much joy in so long it made me feel like I could concur the world. After about 30 minutes I finally pulled away from Emmett's neck and looked down at both tests one more time. I had to check and make sure I didn't read the words wrong, or somehow dreamed that it said 'Not Pregnant' when it really says 'Pregnant'.
"Babe, your not pregnant, no matter how may times you look at the test it isn't going to change." I smiled at him and let out a breath I didn't know I was hiding. He wiped the tears falling down my face with the pads of his thumbs. He cupped my jaw and pulled me into a sweet but fiery kiss. I instantly kissed back, wanting to feel closer to him I pulled my self onto my knees and scooted as close as I could to his body. He pulled away even though I didn't want him to and said "Babe, I can't tell you how badly I want to take you right now. But I think we should first get you some help before we do this. I want you to be sure and not doing it for me, I like you so much and I don't want to mess this up." I smiled at how much he really cared, now that we knew the results we had to go talk to everyone else about this. "I think we should go downstairs and talk to your family about this." He nodded his head in agreement and helped me stand up.
I took both of the test and tossed them in the trash, counting my blessings in this moment. Emmett grabbed my tiny hand in his huge one and lead me down the stairs. I was scared to know everyone's opinion about this situation. When we arrived down stairs everyone was sitting on the couches huddled together. Everyone holding there mates in there arms, I scanned the room and saw Esme, Alice, Rosalie and Bella all sobbing into there mates arms. I instantly felt terrible for making them cry. I instantly pulled my hand away from Emmett and walked over to everyone. When the girls was me they all pulled me into a huge hug.
"Were so sorry, sweetheart" said Esme, "Yes, we all feel terrible about this" said Bella. Everyone was looking at me with sadness But I didn't want them to. So I told the girls to calm down and when they finally did I explained how I was feeling. "Guys I don't want you to feel sorry for me. I know this situation is really fucked up but, I am NOT going to let this dictate my life. I want to live a happy and fulfilling life, I want to be with Emmett and go to school and have a Career. I love all of you like you my own flesh and blood, but I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. So ladies, dry your tears because it's going to be ok."
Emmett's POV
I sat and listened to Sid telling us how she was feeling and she still amazed me. After everything she has gone through, she is still trying to comfort everyone and explain to them that everything will be ok. She amazes me and I cant wait to make her mine, I so badly want to just ask her to marry me right now, but I want her to get some help. See a therapist and talk about what happened. In the meantime until we set all of that up we need to figure out how to deal with her dad. I looked around to see everyone had cheered up and were smiling at Sid. Everything in this moment seemed perfect and I was so glad to have brought her into my life. As everyone was talking I zoned out and started daydreaming about our future.
DAYDREAM 1- Sydney was walking down the isle in a beautiful long white wedding dress. She was carrying in her small fragile hands a bouquet of white roses and lily's. She had a lone white veil trailing behind her figure as she walked gracefully in cream colored heels. She looked stunning, I couldn't help but feel the venom tears start coming forth in my eyelids. I knew they would never fall but I still wanted to show just how much this moment meant to me.- DAYDREAM 1 ENDS
DAYDREAM 2- We were in Ireland for our honeymoon and making love for the first time. Her naked body was underneath mine as I kissed her soft, supple skin. Her arms were wrapped around my neck and my hand were wrapped around her waist snaking up her back. Her long legs were spread and draped over mine. The moans and sound that escaped her lips sent me into a frenzy. Our body's being connected in such an intimate way felt so right.-DAYDREAM 2 ENDS
DAYDREAM 3- I walked into the house from a hunt to see my beautiful wife, pregnant with our baby boy. She was 7 months pregnant and looking as beautiful as ever. She still walked with grace and poise, she still held herself very well. She is never the type to just sit around and do nothing. She likes to be out and about, she walked over to me and greeted me but planting a sweet kiss on my lips. When she pulled away she graced me by creating words with her beautiful melodic voice. Knowing she was going to have o=me baby, our baby made me the happiest man in the world.- DAYDREAM 3 ENDS
I smiled as I thought about all of those things, some of them we would be able to do. But others we wouldn't. I did want children, more than anything but I wasn't going to put Sid in danger like Bella. She Barley survived and it was basically a miracle that she and Renesmee did. Even though we won't have any kids, I still want to marry her. I still want to make love to her, over and over and over again. I loved her and I was going to be there until the bitter end.
Hey Everyone! Were the results of the test what you expected, did you want Sid to be pregnant? I hope you enjoyed this chapter, but you'll have to wait to see what happens to Sid's dad. I loved writing this chapter, this may be giving you some hints as to what might happen in this story. But don't worry, there not going to be settling down yet, there is still so much drama I have in mind so stay tuned. Thank you for reading! (By the way If the links don't work when you click on them copy and paste them into your browser.) With love- TwilightFanGirl_1