Author's Note: Jasper talking to the Major looks like this.The Major talking to Jasper looks like this.

Bella's POV

I was floating in the state of in between. Barley awake but too awake to go back to my dreams.

Barely aware of my surrounds I had no clue why I had butterflies running down my neck and over my bare shoulders.

Or why there was a tree limb around my waist. Half believing I was still asleep, I rolled away from the butterflies and tried to go back to sleep.

My alarm though had other ideas as it started to blare the weather report at me. Groaning I was about to roll over and turn it off, when it stopped all on its own.

Glad for the silence I took a deep breath in and prepared to throw myself from my warm comfy bed. I knew that if I didn't get up now that I never would.

"Yer not much of a morning' person are ya Darlin'," Jasper's deep gravelly southern voice ask me.

Wait Jasper? Why was he here? Totally confused I bolted up right, only to fall back against the pillows just as quick from the head rush of my sudden actions.

"Easy there lil' Darlin' don't hurt yerself now."

Now that I was wide awake the events of last night came rushing back to me. Jasper being my mate, meeting the Major twice, kissing Jasper, and I vaguely remember asking him to stay the night with me.

"No, Jas I'm not much of a mornin' person. At least not until I get my mornin' cup of Joe."

"Well Darlin' lucky for ya coffee is something I know how to make. Why don't ya get up and do whatever ya normally do in the mornin' and I'll go start the coffee for ya."

"Thanks Jas. The coffee is in a red container above the kitchen sink," I told him.

I couldn't help but to love this man a little more than I already did. He was so kind, so generous, and so sexy. Everything any girl could ever ask for, it didn't matter to me that he was a vampire.

I could careless if he ate people, because I knew that he would never, ever lay a harmful hand on me. Getting out of bed I was about to head to the ensuite bathroom when I was grab from behind and pulled into a hard chest.

Looking up I saw Jasper looking at me with wonder and love in his eyes.

"Jas," I ask him confused by the look he was giving me.

"Did ya know, that just now was the first time since ya found out the we was mates. That ya had felt love and acceptance of our bond," He seemed so happy about this fact.

I had no idea that he had felt my insecurities. Or that he had misinterpreted them as rejection.

"Jas, hon how can I not love or accept ya? Yer an amazing man and I'm honored to be yer mate." I said with complete and utter honesty in my voice.

Everything I said was true, I was honored to be this incredibly beautiful vampire's mate. Anyone who couldn't see how truly amazing he is, is either blind or stupid.

"Yer the amazing one Darlin'. I can't believe how easily ya are accepting this."

"Well I've always been good with weird I guess. Now, I believe ya said ya was goin' to make me coffee and I desperately need to pee and take a shower. I smell like stale beer and frankly its gross." I replied sassily as I wiggle myself out of his hold.

He allowed me to go but not without first smacking my ass. I swear that man as some kind of freaky attraction to my ass.

Jasper's POV

It was close to ten o'clock in the morning when I felt Bella's emotions start to shift from blissful dreams to wakefulness. Deciding to help her wake up a little quicker.

I started to place small butterfly kisses on her neck and bare shoulders. She started to wake a little, then tried to turn over and go back to sleep.

Geez this girl was not a morning person. I could tell by the way she was so reluctant to get up.

I had just decided to let her sleep in some more if she was still this tried, when her blasted alarm started to blare the news loudly.

The dam thing was so loud it hurt my ears. Rolling away from Bella I hit the off button on the blasted thing as quickly as I could.

Hearing the alarm had made Bella wake up a little more. She took a deep breath in and I could tell from her emotions she was preparing herself for something.

Confused by what, I spoke before she could do anything. "Yer not much of a morning' person are ya Darlin',"

My voice seemed to startle her awake and she bolted upright in bed. I felt her dizziness before she just as suddenly plopped back onto the bed.

"Easy there lil' Darlin' don't hurt yerself now," I soothingly tried to settle her down. She was as skittish as a newborn colt.

Now that she was fully wake. I felt her confusion start to ebb away as she must have remembered what had happened last night.

She then replied to my earlier statement, "No, Jas I'm not much of a mornin' person. At least not until I get my mornin' cup of Joe."

"Well Darlin' lucky for ya coffee is something I know how to make. Why don't ya get up and do whatever ya normally do in the mornin' and I'll go start the coffee for ya." I didn't want to get in the way of her routine.

Especially since I had no clue what that routine was yet. So I figured I'd better go downstairs and let her be.

Making coffee for her was the perfect excuse to leave her alone without it seeming as if I was rejecting her. Turning my back to her I was about to go to the kitchen.

When I felt such strong emotions of love and acceptance rolling off of Bella. Glancing back at her I saw she was staring at me.

Not knowing I was watching her she got out of bed and headed to the bathroom. Before she got there though, I grab her from behind and pulled her into my chest.

I had to know if what I felt from her a minute ago was how she really felt or not. Confused by my actions she looked into my red eyes with bewilderment.

"Jas," She questioned me.

"Did ya know, that just now was the first time since ya found out the we was mates. That ya had felt love and acceptance of our bond," I was so happy that I found it hard not to project it but I restrained myself.

I wanted to feel her emotions for me. Not make her feel mine for her. Something in my eyes must have given away how unsure I felt about her feelings for me, because she responded with,

"Jas, hon how can I not love or accept ya? Yer an amazing man and I'm honored to be yer mate."

I felt nothing but pure honesty and love pouring off of her after this statement and I knew that what she had said was how she truly saw me.

I was overwhelmed, how had I got so lucky as to have this amazing creature as a mate? She was not only beautiful on the outside but on the inside too. I couldn't help but to tell her so,

"Yer the amazing one Darlin'. I can't believe how easily ya are accepting this."

And her sass that I loved so much, came back with her response,

"Well I've always been good with weird I guess. Now, I believe ya said ya was goin' to make me coffee and I desperately need to pee and take a shower. I smell like stale beer and frankly its gross."

She tried to wiggle out of my hold and I let her go but not without smacking that ass I love so much.

Heading downstairs and into the kitchen I started the coffee pot for her. As I was waiting for her I took a look around the house and the land. Outside was a barn that I could tell had horses in it.

Well that was interesting, I never took my lil Darlin' for a horse lover. Then again I didn't much know her anymore.

She had changed so much from the insecure little high school girl she had been around Edward. She still had some insecurities, I could feel them.

But she was so full of sass now and there was a fire in her eyes that never use to be there before.

Hearing the shower turn off I ran back in the house and into the kitchen. I didn't want to seem like I was invading her personal space.

I had the instinct to protect what was mine and I couldn't very well do that if I had no idea of the territory I was in.

I sat at the kitchen table and waited for her to come downstairs. When she did and I finally got a look at her I was hard pressed not to take her back upstairs and strip her naked.

She was just so dam sexy in a pair short jean shorts, a purple plaid shirt that was unbutton to show a tight white tank top that hugged every curve she had, and a pair of western style boots that, in my opinion were the sexiest part of her outfit.

Whistling at her I groaned and told her,

"Dam girl ya really are a tease. Didn't I tell ya last night not to wear skimpy clothing around me. I may be controlled lil' Darlin' but I am still a man and ya Darlin' are making it very hard for me to keep my control. Keep parading around in little to no clothing and I wont be able to control myself for much longer."

And like always when I admit I find her sexy, she giggled, fucking giggled. I was starting to think my little mate liked to see me in pain. The Major decided to throw his two cents in and said, Or maybe she just wants us to fuck her and make her ours.

I was startled by his talking to me again. Since we had left the southern vampire wars the Major had built himself a little cage and for the most part had stayed quietly in there.

He stopped talking to me and he never tried to fight me for control. He just stayed in his cage like a sulking puppy.

Since we had meet Bella though, he had decided to leave his cage and it was weird to be one with him again.

I had got so use to him just hiding in his cage. It was going to take some adjusting to get use to having him inside my head again.

I wasn't sulking and I am no puppy. I was just no longer needed anymore. Why should I stick around when there was nobody to fight.

So why have ya all of a sudden decided to come back now.

I came back because we meet our mate. Duh. Ya didn't think I'd let ya have her all to yerself did ya now.

Yeah speaking of our mate, could ya I don't know, maybe share her. So far since we meet her ya have spent more time with her than I have.

Stop pouting and talk to our mate. Ya need to tell her about me. About how I came to be and ya need to find out what she is doing here. Not that I not glad she's here but there has to be a reason behind it.

Yeah yer right I'll ask her. Do me a favor and go back into yer cage would ya. I need to focus on her and I cant do that if yer buggin' me ever five minutes.

I make no promises. But I'll try to be quite if I must.

Ya must

My conversation with the Major over. I looked up to find my mate staring at me across the table with worry in her deep coco eyes.

"Where'd ya go just now Jas. I called yer name but ya was to busy to notice I guess," I could tell that she was genuinely concerned for me. She must have had a tiny freak out when I didn't answer her.

"Well Darlin' ya remember the Major right?" And I started to tell her about my human life, how I became a vampire, and the wars I had to fight after I was turned.

Hoping against all hope that when I was done she'd still love me. Even after she found out how much of a monster I truly was.

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