Author's Note: I don't know how many of you read my author profile. So incase your one of the people that don't here is the gist of what I recently added to my profile. I will soon be moving both of my stories to The Writers Coffee Shop (TWCS). I already had an account there long before I started writing for fan fiction. Instead of make a new one I deiced to use that one. The Penname is not the same one I use here on fan fiction. You can find my stories under the Penname Misstressgolth24.
Also I recently found out a close family member of mine has cancer. That is why I have taken such a long break from writing. Its been hard on me both emotionally and mentally. At the time my mind was on anything but writing. My heart was not into writing and I love my stories too much to continue writing when my heart was not into it. So I put both of my stories on hiatus. I love writing, it is my greatest passion and it is because I love to write that I put my stories on hiatus. I promised that as soon as I was in a better place mentally. I would update again. And that is what I am doing.
Incase any of you were wondering, my family member started a new treatment for lung cancer that has shown very promising results in study cases. His first treatment was about a week again and already he is doing slightly better. I am, however, under no misconceptions that his health will stay that way. So I wanted to worn you all that my updating schedule will all depend on how his health is. If he is doing good I will update as soon as I can. If his health is poor I will not feel like updating and it may be a few months before I will feel like updating again.
So far I have been lucky not to have people hounding me constantly to update and I feel blessed that all of you guys, my fans, have been really understanding with me. I hope you will continue to be understanding in the future as well.
Bella's POV
I woke up to the sound of my alarm blaring and the feeling of a pair of strong arms holding me tight.
Rolling over I looked up into the most beautiful pair of crimson eyes and a dazzling smile. Rubbing the sleep from my eyes I leaned up and kissed Jasper.
It was suppose to be a chaste kiss but before I knew it the kiss deepened and I was left breathless.
When we finally broke the kiss, I smiled at Jasper and whispered good morning. He smiled back and told me I needed to get ready for work.
I nodded at him then ask if he would make me coffee while I took a quick shower. He said yes, gave me a quick kiss, then left the bed.
I then got out of bed and went into the bathroom to take a quick shower. When I was done, I throw my hair up into a bun, then went back into the bedroom.
I grabbed a pair of under garments from my dresser and a pair of socks, put them on, then walk over to my closet. From there I grabbed a pair of old worn jeans and a tank top.
Once dressed I made my way down stairs, where Jasper was waiting for me in the kitchen. I grabbed a travel mug from the cabinet above the coffee pot.
Made myself a cup of coffee then sat down at the table. Jasper looked serious and I could tell he wanted to talk about something.
So I just sat there drinking my coffee and waited for him to talk.
"What are your nightmares about Bella? You never told me anything' about them just told me you had them ."
Shit when did I tell him that. Then I remembered when I was telling him my story I said I had bad nightmares and then again last night when I begged him to stay.
I told him he keep them away. Taking a deep breathe in I explained to him about my nightmares. How I had been having them every since Edward had left.
I told him about dreams of being lost in the woods, then about my dreams of the wolves, and my nightmares about Victoria finding and killing me or my parents.
When I was done talking he looked furious and I wanted nothing more than to comfort him but a quick look at the clock told me that I was running late.
So I gave him a quick kiss, ask him to put the horses out, and told him I got of work at six.
After getting his assurance that he would put the horses out and he would be here when I got off work. I rushed out of the house, jumped in my truck, and peeled out of the drive.
The best part of living in the country had to be the limited traffic. I made it to work with time to spare.
After parking my truck I followed the stream of hands into the kitchen to get breakfast.
The owners of the farm Mr. William Trucker and his wife Sophia, were an elderly couple in their mid to late fifties.
They had three sons and a daughter who also worked the farm and then us hands. Who they jokingly referred to as their extended family.
There was ten workers, not including the Trucker's children, and every morning before going to work, Mrs. Tucker made us breakfast.
She insisted that if we were going to be working in the hot sun all day. The least she could do for us was make sure we were properly feed and had plenty to drank.
The Tuckers were nice people and I couldn't help but fall in love with them. Even all of their children were nice.
To them we were family not workers and I loved that most of all. They were very understanding and tried to help us anyway they could.
After breakfast all of us hands went our separate ways to do our different duties. I was in charge of the pastor and barn that housed the newly born foals and their mothers.
Stepping into the barn, I was greeted by the soft neighing of Octavia. She was by far my favorite of the foals.
After filling up the feed and water buckets, I turned the older foals and their mothers out into the pastor.
The rest of my day was spent like it always was, I cleaned the stalls, check on the mares about to foal, trained the older foals, and all my other chores.
Around noon we had lunch and at five-thirty we had dinner. At six on the dot I said my goodbyes and made my way out to my truck.
I drove home in a hurry. All day, despite how busy I was, my mind could not help but to wonder to the sexy cowboy who would be waiting when I got home.
And waiting he was, when I pulled into the drive Jasper was waiting for me on the porch. I put the truck in park and took the key out of the ignition.
I was reaching for the door when it was opened for me and Jasper lifted me out of the cab. Before sitting me on my feet he gave me a passion filled kiss that left me breathless.
Jasper's POV
I was really beginning to hate that dam alarm of hers. Not only was it annoying as hell but ever time it went off, it took her out of my arms.
I couldn't wait until after I changed her, then she would never have to go to work again, and I could just lay in bed with her in my arms for days.
Signing I waited for her to wake up, when she did she kissed me. I knew she had intended for the kiss to be chaste.
But I was already dreading having to let her go, so I deepened the kiss. When I finally pulled away she was left flushed and breathless.
Just the way I liked her, I silently thought. She ask me to make her coffee while she took a shower and I agreed.
I couldn't be that close to her while she was naked and not take her. So the best place for me to be was downstairs in the kitchen.
After starting the coffee pot I sat down at the table to wait for her.
Even from down here, I could hear all the little pleased sighs she was making in the shower and it was taking ever ounce of my self-control to stay seated.
Thankfully the Major was silent today. If I had to fight with him, while hearing all the sounds she was making.
I knew I would lose and Bella would find herself mated and changed faster than she could understand what was happening.
Fortunately for me, Bella was one of those girls that didn't take hour long showers. She was in and out in twenty minutes.
I heard her getting dressed and waited for her to descend the stairs. That's when my real torture began.
She was wearing a pair of hole filled Wrangler jeans that hugged her ass and thighs nicely.
She also had on a black tank top that was tight near her breast and showcased her cleavage nicely without looking sluttish.
It loosened up a little near her belly but was just a tiny bit to short and as she reached up into the cabinet for a cup.
A small patch of her flat stomach was revealed to my hungry gaze. Quickly looking away from her, I tried to get myself under control.
Without looking at her I heard as she made a cup of coffee. Then came and sat in front of me at the table.
Hunting for something to distract me from her temping body. I remembered that I wanted to ask her about her nightmares.
So I did and she told me all about them. When she was finished it took everything I had to hold my rage in.
She should have never had to experience the things she did. I sore to myself that I would never again let her feel the pain and terror of her past.
Even if it killed me I would protect her with my very life. She would be cherished and happy as a woman should be.
She seemed to know I was upset and I could tell she wanted to comfort me, but a quick look at the clock had her rushing about in a hurry to leave.
She gave me one last kiss, asked me to turn the horses out, then told me she got off at six and to meet her here.
I told her I would take care of the horses and that I would see her at six. I smiled and was temped to laugh as she ran out of the house and jumped into her truck.
After she left, I walk out to the barn, and turned the horses out into the pastor. I cleaned their stalls, and filled the water barrel in the pastor.
I throw some hay into there stalls for when she put them in at night, then feed the barn cat who hissed at me, and left for home.
Once I got home I repeated my past actions with my own horses. Then went to my room to take a shower.
After my shower, I went for a quick, clean hunt, before returning back to my house.
When I step through the door I was immediately ambushed with questions from everyone,
"Where is Bella?"
"Why aren't you with her sugar.? Y'all didn't fight now did ya?"
"Did she finally get tired of you and kick your sorry ass out of her house?"
And the questions keep coming. Finally having enough of them I raised my voice,
"Quiet! Bella is at work, no we didn't fight, and no Garrett she did not kick me out of the house. Anymore questions?"
When they all shook there heads in the negative. I went up the stairs to my study, picked up the book I was reading, and sat down in my chair to read.
The others could sense that I was not in a good mood and so they left me alone. By noon I was about ready to pull my hair out.
I had an unbearable ache in my chest, my mind was hazy, and I couldn't concentrate for shit.
My mind keep wondering to Bella and every time it did. I would unconsciously rub at my chest were my heart lay.
I was in unbearable pain and it was driving me to the brink of insanity, because for the life of me I couldn't figure out why I felt this way.
It took Peter saying that I should go check up on Bella. Before I figureed out that what I was feeling was related to our mating.
I had heard the mating pull describe by others but it truly took feeling it to understand it. And I never wanted to feel it again.
Putting my book back down, I ran as quickly as I could toward the pull. Which lead me to the place of Bella's work.
I hid in the trees around the ranch trying to catch a glimpse of Bella. When I finally saw her exiting out of the big house in the center of the ranch.
I breathed a big sign of relief, and took in a large breathe.
Her scent was carried on the light breeze in my direction and the ache in my chest seemed to vanish once I smelt her scent again.
I stood hidden in the trees for the rest of the day just watching Bella work. I felt like I stalker and the thought of me being just like Edward briefly crossed my mind.
Before I forcefully shook it from my thoughts. I was nothing like that controlling pussy, I was only here to satisfy the mating bond.
Bella seemed to also feel the bond to a degree, I noticed that when I moved deeper into the trees to hide from the blazing sun.
She became more distracted and she would reach for her chest. A quick check of her emotions told me she didn't feel pain like I did.
At least not any physical pain. The pain of separation for me was a white hot burn almost identical to the burn of changing.
For Bella the pain was an emotional pain instead of a physical one. When we were separated she felt lonely, sad, upset, and abandoned.
Around five-thirty Bella and the other workers all headed back to the large house. Were I could smell food being cooked.
I choose to leave then, Bella would be home soon and I wanted to be waiting for her.
Leaving her hurt but I consoled myself with the thought that I only had to endure it for about five more minutes.
I was waiting for her on the front porch when the pain in my chest disappeared and Bella's truck turned into the drive.
Running to the truck I opened her door and lifted her out of it and into my arms. Where I laid a breath taking kiss on her lips.
I only pulled back when I knew she needed to breathe. Once she caught her breathe back she sassily ask,
"You didn't miss lil' old me did ya miss me Cowboy?"
In response to her question I kissed her breathless again. This time when I pulled back I put her back on her feet and lead her into the house.
Once inside the door I proceed to show her just how much this cowboy had missed his beautiful and sassy little mate.
The pain of the mating pull was forgotten and for the rest of the night the only thing on my mind was the pleased sighs my little angel made.
Tomorrow I would tell her about the mating pull, but for tonight the only sounds that came from our mouths. Were those of pleasure filled moans and groans.
Author's Note: So what did you guys think? Was it worth the wait? Review and tell me what you guys thought.