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Oh and btw Kino der Toten* = cinema of the dead
O3o Enjoyyy the fluffinesss~
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Sunday, 28th August
[Tohru]
''At least cover yourself properly. Some summer flu seems to be going around.'' Natsuno fell into a heavy sleep on my pillow.
I'm kinda thirsty. I'll go buy some juice. I thought to myself after making sure my best friend… whom by the way I had kissed… wasn't going to feel cold during the summer night.
I wended my way to the nearest vending machine. Honestly tonight I was… exited. Never had it crossed my mind that kissing my best friend would result in a full make out session in which I wanted more. Moouu, if he hadn't fallen asleep what would I have done? Go further than that..? HAI, HAI STOP! I like Ritsu-chan and Natsuno likes someone else. Such ridiculous things spun in my head and my heart's rhythm still refused to calm down.
''UWAAA!'' In attempts to chase my dirty mind away I dropped my 100 yen coin and it rolled under the machine. Greeeat!
''I can't reach it!'' I had a habit of talking to myself but this time someone was there.
''Yah! What's the matter?'' A stranger said with what seemed to me exaggerated concern. Who could that be? I turned to face the mysterious figure.
''Who are you?'' He had blue hair and… Ahaha as if he has dog ears. The young man was dressed in a ''Nysteric'' worker uniform with short sleeves.
His name was Tatsumi. No wonder I didn't know him, he is from Kanemasa… What a weirdly nice guy.
''I actually happen to have a backscratcher with me!'' He said loudly after hearing about my troubles with the coin.
''Oooh!'' I was surprised but I got my yen back so didn't put much thought in it. ''Ahh, thank you! I'm Mutou. I live in the house over there.'' I said pointing at the house and bought the drink.
''You should drop over some time!'' I had to thank him properly so inviting him for some games seemed a good idea.
''Yah! Then can I bring a friend along too?'' Tatsumi appeared happy.
''Yeah.'' I smiled.
''I'll visit you for sure.'' It gave me the creeps when he stated that.
…
I didn't speculate over Tatsumi. The view in my room when came back was a 100 times more … interesting.
Natsuno had pushed the sheets to his feet ;lying on his back ;right hand on the pillow next to his drooling face ;left one on his bare tummy.
''Oi, don't drool on my pillow!'' I said with a laugh. Adorable view.
I opened the drink and sipped. Now I was alone with him again and the silly thoughts overtook me. I better fix his shirt before he catches a summer cold. My gaze was focusing on Natsuno's T-shirt which had rolled up.
I reached and pulled it down but for a split second my cold fingers came in contact with his skin and he twitched making me look at his face with a blush on my own, wondering if I had woken him up.
Phew.. His eyes remained closed ; head turned slightly and he exhaled making some sleepy noises. I was too lazy to get a sleeping bag and besides I wanted to watch Natsuno's relaxed face ... I laid beside him and covered us to the waist.
Fastening my eyes on his lips made me remember yet again what we had done.
It's normal right? People in the city must consider it normal since he asked me… best friends teaching eachother how to kiss. I shouldn't take it the wrong way… AND I'm certainly not gay, I like Ritsu-chan right? She is cute.
When Natsuno neared his head towards me my reflections took another direction.
Natsuno is cute.
My mind went blank and I leaned lips against his.
The hot air between our faces made me regain my senses and I immediately drew back. THE FUCK AM I DOING? Am I some kind of a perv? Taking advantage of my friend while he is sleeping … A GUY at that …I'm the worst.
The sleeping beauty didn't seem to mind one bit though. Regardless of how hot it was, Natsuno brought his whole body nearer ; burying his face in my fast throbbing chest.
I blushed hard. Natsunoo … do you plan on seducing me like that whole night?
Last thing I remember was that I fell asleep aroused by my best friend.
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[Natsuno]
I wanted more but my exhausted body betrayed me and i felt so sleepy all of a sudden. All I could do was use the last bit of strength I had to peck him when he asked a stupid question; stating my objection with one last kiss. I enjoyed it...I want to kiss him more...I'm sleepy.
"Call my… parents.." I remember saying something like that before drifting in wonderland.
《Dream Wonderland》
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I was watching a romantic movie with mum and dad one saturday night last year. Sitting on the floor eating popcorn in the nostalgic living room we used to have during our city life. The sex scene began. I turned my head to the side.
"Natsuno, don't get shy now. Soon you will play a role like that in life." My dad was looking at me with those eyes every father has for his son...Expectation… "So? Do you wish to do that with a girl? You are at that age and…"
"Not really." I hurried to interrupt him.
"Mou, dear." My mum laughed. "I don't think Natsuno has interest for girls."
"How so?" My dad expressed puzzlement and I harshly turned head to mum looking at her. Purple eyes widened. Did she know? HOW? Wow, i had to admit mothers are amazing.
"Natsuno?" He now focused eyes on me. Mum hadn't given him an answer, just a giggle.
Sigh.
I waited for the annoying moaning in the movie to stop. Was now the right time to come out? Mum seemed to know but dad… he wouldn't accept my sexuality so easy.
"Dad… I prefer guys." I had to look him in the eyes so he wouldn't think it was a joke.
The mood was killed by a brutal silence.
My father stood up. I followed and set my stance straight against him.
Slap.
I felt burning pain on my left cheek. Losing my balance I staggered like a drunk man but soon regained control over my body and faced him again.
"Dear!" It came as a surprise to mum but I was somewhat expecting it.
He walked out of the room.
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Next thing I found myself in a cage. A dark space encircling me from all sides. That's how I felt in the village. An angry feeling overtook me. I started jostling against cold bars. LET ME OUT! I DON'T WANNA BE HERE! Hysterically I screamed.
"Natsuno…" I heard his voice. The warm warm tone of Tohru-chan suddenly enlightened the cage. His body went through the prison bars as if he was a ghost coming closer and closer to me;looking at me from his height.
My fist met his head.
"Ouch, Natsunooooo!" Tohru-chans voice woke me up. I really had hit him even in bed. That dream… it's how my dad found out and after that we came to the village. Dad thinks the village and the lack of lgbt will change me. He is wrong. But i'm with my first crush now thanks to that.
"Don't call me by my first name." I opened eyes. Tohru-chan looks like he didn't get much sleep.
He yawned.
"Good morning." My bestie's lips formed a smile and my gay mind was turned on. Fuck I kissed him last night. Made him kiss me …
Blush.
"Yeah…" I twirled round because I was sure he could hear my heart beating like the one of a marathon runner on the last round.
For the first time in a week my dreams weren't about the pink-haired dead woman. Feels refreshing.
I was hugged from behind.
"Natsuno, are you mad at me?" His concern could clearly be heard.
"As if ,baka!"
"Eeh, but you never said you liked it."
[Tohru]
So Natsuno was embarrassed. I see that for the first time. Hehe. I was still waiting for an answer. I was pleased with that kiss.
"Tohru-chan I… liked … but that doesn't mean I'm good at it." It came out as a mumble because his head was under the sheets before i knew it.
"Natsunoo! You're a naturally skilled kisser, have some confidence." I said and pulled the sheets to see his blushy face.It's the truth so…
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"You'll give your crush a boner." That escaped my mouth unwanted and I gave out an awkward smile.
"Of course." Natsuno frowned and was his normal cheeky self now.
[Natsuno]
"Of course." Of course he's gonna say that. He still thinks I like someone else. Doesn't matter… I got my moment of happiness I have no regrets.
I'm not sorry that I lied.
Monday, 12th September
Tomobiki
I was sitting in a half full bus. The new term had already started but the summer heat continued to pierce my skin intensely.
People are talking about those who died again.
When I was living in the city nobody knew anything when somebody died.
Is it such a big deal in the countryside?
"Good morning, Yuuki-kun!" The terrifying voice of the dead girl made me tremble in shock.
I stared at the pink haired girl in disbelief. Is she alive? Crap. No! Sitting on the seat in front of me she turned around ;my eyes meeting those of a dead one.
Snap.
She was no longer there. Was I daydreaming? I let my fingers slit in my purple colored locks.
There is no way she could be there...Shimizu is already dead.
I had problems with sleeping more often lately. How many all-nighters in a row did i pull? I stumbled when i got off the bus. Insomnia will kill me someday…
I was still feeling it while in my room...That feeling of being watched. It's as if it's coming closer to my room. I cant sleep…
Since this continued i decided to sleep at Tohru-chan's place that night.
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[Tohru]
I was driving around the village with Ritsu-chan as usually. She had offered her help and i gladly accepted. After all i had a crush on her since that time by the doc when she gave me an injection and i didn't feel a thing because i was staring at her… chest.
I looked at her.
"Hora! Tohru, eyes on the road!" I did what she demanded without saying a thing.
Where did the butterflies in my stomach fly off to? Am I no longer attracted to her? The hell is up with me?
Natsuno.
Blushhhh.
My cheeks red I clutched the wheel and my body became tense.
Ritsu-chan seemed to have noticed.
"Tohru, pull over."
So I did. Burning thoughts still spinning in my poor head.
"Something on your mind?" She was concerned.
Yeah, there is. I'm a fucking pervert for thinking such things. I am falling for my best friend? Just 'cause that kiss? Gosh pull it together!
"I just realized something important." I kept the answer short.
I like my best friend.
"Sorry, Ritsu-chan. Lets wrap it up for today. I'll drive you home."
"Sure." The green haired ex-crush of mine didn't pressure me with questions and I was thankful.
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Tohru's room
As always games were my only way out of the reality. When I played my mind was at peace and I had control over my thoughts.
Playing COD:Kino der Toten* seemed interesting. Kill some zombies? Why not it will help to get Natsuno out of my head.
》New Game《
Round 1
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Round 5
Zombies came at me from all sides. Uwaa now its intense. I threw a granade and destroyed the creatures which brought me satisfaction.
Suddenly burning with a purple-blue flame a glaring zombie wolf jumped at me. Death.
GAME OVER
You survived 5 Rounds
Points: 12 325
Kills: 79
Headshots: 25
I stared at the screen. No, not because the game over because the little wolf reminded me of Natsuno that day. When he jumped at me giving me a surprise kiss before dozing off….Imagine how big of a problem this was. Really? Even while gaming I can't shake it off.Am I gay? T.T
Such things haunted my mind until night came.
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Doorway of the Mutou family
[Natsuno]
I opened the unlocked door. People here always leave it like that hmm.
"Good evening!" I greeted the same old smiley faces. That smile runs in the family.
"Ou! Natsuno-kun." Tohru-chan's dad was the first one to answer. "Tohru is upstairs."
"You've been coming over a lot lately, don't you have other friends?" A smart ass question of the oldest daughter Aoi.
"Hey, Aoi!" Her mum laughed but made a remark.
They are a nice family.
I entered Tohru-chan's room and saw him on the ground; joystick in his hand. My walking in the room gave him a jump.
"Tohru-chan, were you fapping or what?" My eyebrows formed a frown.
"No! Just ...thinking." His face was red as hell. Weird.
[Tohru]
He truly came at the worst possible time. I had reached the state where i thought about doing dirty things with Natsuno…
Thats it… I have to put this to an end.He has someone else he likes. I should try loving someone else too. Ritsu-chan… I'll ask her on a date.
Meanwhile Natsuno made his way to the bed and i could tell he was deadly tired.
"Natsuno, I know you want to get out of here as soon as possible...and I know why…" Yeah if he goes to study in the city universiity he'll be with his crush. " But if you keep losing sleep studying for the entrance exams, you'll ruin your own health!"
"Leave me be…" He leaned on the wall.
…
"Hey, Natsuno. I have a favour to ask."
That moment I decided to lie.
[Natsuno]
"Leave me be…" I didn't even study cause of her.
"Hey, Natsuno. I have a favour to ask."
I blinked.
"That's rare. What is it?"His back was turned towards me and I didn't like the uneasy feeling in my heart.
"Hh-m...Well. How to say...About Ritsu-chan...I want to invite her for a weekend drive but … i don't have the courage to ask. Can you come with me when I invite her?"
Oh…
"Eh? But aren't you always riding together when u practice driving." He was acting weird.
"This time I want to take her out on a date." Tohru-chan still hadn't looked at me.
Yup he likes her... Older women must be appealing. I was angry at the time and felt so helpless for crushing on him. But it's a favour he wanted from me as his bestie. I can't refuse when he needs me.
"All right, all right!" I finally agreed. "I'll come with you."
[Tohru]
"Really?" I tried to look as happy as I could.
"Thank yoou." I jumped at him for a bear hug but Natsuno stopped me with a painful face kick.
"Idiot."
"Uu…" Sleepy sounds. He looks like he could faint any moment now. "I'm sleepy... going to sleep."
Natsuno made himself comfortable on my pillow again.
"Ah, wait! I've prepared a proper bed for you. Now, you can sleep over any time you like!
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"Natsuno?"
I got the futon and picked him up. He isn't that heavy. Did he lose weight due to lack of sleep?
Putting his pretty face on a fluffy white pillow made my heartbeat rise again.
If I start dating Ritsu-chan this will stop.
The cold cover came in contact with Natsuno's body and he started shivering
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I couldn't look away as he looked so innocent… He is innocent indeed.
"Good night…" My lips didn't resist the desire of touching his soft cheek.
I'm sorry that i lied Natsuno but I have to get over you.
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Yeeesh Tohru-chan is sowwy that he lied TwT WHYY WOULD U TOHRU? WHY U DO THIS TO ME? O3o oukay sowwy Vay crazy ..umm.. I'm glad there are people reading my fic OuO Luv ya. Yes yuu. The one who is reading this now o.o/ hai hai.
Double hearts for my kouhais Sofi-chan and Ika-chan *.* also for Zero OuO thanks for motivating me to write at school just to finish it . c;
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