We spend Sunday cleaning the mansion and then make our way back to the house to watch films. Everyone heads home early ready for school the next day. When everyone goes home Mom and Luke come down stairs to speak to us. And by us I mean me and Jace. Jon's staying over Sebastian's house.
"Ok guys. I know that to get in the position you are in what you had to do, but no funny business in my house when we are here ok?" Is the first think my mother says to me. I internally cringe at how straight forwards she's being but nod my head none the less in agreement. "Ok now we've agreed to that. Sleeping arraignments. Jace, you can sleep in with Clary if you want. But know that I will be in to check on you so if you are naked I will kill both of you ok?" Jace gulps but agrees anyway.
"Now Jocelyn is done frightening the poor boy." Luke says nudging Mom in her leg as he speaks. "We booked you and ultrasound for Monday after school. You will be going to school and I will phone up the headmaster, who happens to be an old friend of mine, and let him now about our predicament. I'll try and get him to give you and Jace, or whoever is in your class at the time, special passes to give you permission to go to the bathroom whenever. So that means no coming home half way through school like Friday ok?"
"Okay." Jace and I say in unison. We turn to smile at each other, Jace squeezes my hand in the process.
"Okay now cuties up to bed you have a long day tomorrow." Mom says bending over and kissing our heads. We make our way upstairs and into bed. As soon as we get into bed I'm pulled to Jace's chest. I mumble my good nights and I love you. And fall asleep in my favourite place.
I wake Monday morning and shoot out of bed heading straight to the bathroom. My morning sickness making an appearance. After a few seconds Jace is in the bathroom with me. My hair in one of his hands, and the other rubbing soothing circles on my spine. We stay like that until my morning sickness leaves.
"I'm sorry Clary." He says and pulls me into his arms. His head resting against the top of my head. He places a kiss on the top of my head and turns his nose into my hair.
"What are you sorry for? What did you do?" I question, pulling myself away from his embrace and making my way over to the sink to brush my teeth. As I'm doing it he replies.
"It's my fault your like this. If I had just thought at the wedding about consequences of not using anything. Or if I'd actually thought about anything other than the fact you looked so hot in my shirt we wouldn't be in this situation." He hangs his head, his hands going into his hair and pulling it.
"Hey! Stop now. I told you Saturday and I'll tell you again now. I was there too. I could have mentioned condoms just as much as you could have. There is not just one person to blame. I need some blame too. Just because you're the man doesn't mean that it's your responsibility to think about contraception. Just like it isn't all the women's responsibility. It should be done together. If you're doing it you both should think of the consequences. We didn't but if we did I don't think we would be like this. I wouldn't have had the courage to tell you how I felt. Would you have?" I say to him, holding his hands in mine to stop him from pulling out his hair.
"I probably wouldn't have done it right. I would have told you in a drunken haze, probably during one of Izzy's games of truth or dare. And I'd hate myself for telling you that way." He says looking into my eyes the whole time.
"See, I like the way you told me of your feelings. It was… well, the bit before you actually confessed your feelings was amazing if you ask me. When you told me of your feelings I was ecstatic and so glad that it wasn't a one way thing. I know were young and this isn't the ideal situation for two seventeen year olds to be in, but we will make the best of this. We'll be our own little family. People already want to buy my art from mom's studio so I can hopefully get a job in there. You can look for something, or ask Luke if you can have a job in the book store. We will make this work Jace. And if you want to go to college you can, I'll stay home with the baby." I use my thumb to sooth circles on his cheek. He pulls back from me and looks into my eyes.
"Do you honestly think I'd leave you home with the baby? If I am going to college I'll go part time and you can go part time and we'll alternate looking after him or her. If I'm getting an education so are you. Now enough talk we need to get ready for school. Are you joining me in the shower?" He asks a cheeky grin on his face. I smile and nod and we both strip and jump in the shower.
Showering took longer than normal, you can guess why. We quickly got dressed and I dried my hair whilst Jace went down stairs and made breakfast. Fruit and Yogurt, what I was craving this morning. As she sits and dries her hair she wonders how she didn't realise all the strange cravings that she was getting before she found out that she was pregnant. But then again they weren't that weird. She's had weirder since she found out. Yesterday she wanted bourbon biscuits and custard. The only problem were her mother bought the biscuits from the British isle in the supermarket 20 minutes away and no one was in the house to get them for her. Jace offered but she didn't want him gone that long just to get biscuits. She started crying because he was offering to leave to get them. Damn hormones are so annoying!
In the end mom and Luke went after work and when they came home with them Clary almost attacked Luke taking them out of his shopping bag and running back into the kitchen to get her warm custard. It was the best thing she had ever tasted. The thought of food made her stomach grumble. Luckily enough during all her thinking she managed to dry her hair into perfect curls. Izzy will be proud.
Making her way down stairs she notices that although her mom had left for work early, Luke was still there. Thinking back to her shower she blushes and bows her head and makes her way over to sit next to Jace and eat her cereal in peace.
"Okay guys. I've spoken to Mr. Starkweather and he knows about the situation. He's agreed to give Clary two passes, one for her and the other for whoever is in her class at the time. You have to inform the teacher you have them before the lesson starts not when you're about to go to the bathroom. I'm off to work now but mom will meet you at 3:30 at the LLH ok?" Luke says getting up from his chair.
"LLH?" Jon asks sleepily walking into the house, Sebastian not far behind. God that boy never wakes up until around 12 o'clock in the afternoon. I don't know how he manages to pass his morning classes.
"You know Jon, The hospital Lake Lyn Hospital?" Jace says, answering my brother before anyone else.
"Oh yeah I know now." He says rubbing the back of his head and moving to the kitchen and grabbing an apple to eat as his breakfast.
"Come on then everyone! To school." Luke says as he grabs his coat of the hook. "Also Jace, Jocelyn is thinking about your idea, she said she'd get back to you tonight. Have a great day." And with that he left the house.
"What idea?" I ask pushing away from the table and grabbing my shoes.
"It's nothing. I don't want to tell you until its set in stone. I don't want to get your hopes up." He says a smile on his face he leans down and plants a kiss on the side of my head.
I look towards Jon who shrugs his shoulders in response. I look at Jace and let the subject drop making my way to the car to get to school. When we get there we met up with Izzy and Simon. They tell us that Alec and Magnus already went in because they were cold I just agree with them and make my way into the school. As soon as Jace and I walk into the school the noise levels drop and I look up from my phone to see almost everyone staring at him.
"Jace why is everyone staring at you?" I ask squeezing his hand slightly whilst using the other hand to put my phone away. He chuckles and throws his arm over my shoulder and kissing the side of my head.
"They're not just staring at me. They are looking at us. A lot of people in school didn't know about us liking each other. News probably spread from the party that we went up to bed together. They always jump to conclusions." He says as he pulls me down towards our lockers. "This time they just have happened to guessed correct." He says removing his arm from around my shoulder to open his locker.
"And what it is that they are guessing correctly?" I ask him, a small smile threatening to slip out.
He makes a shocked noise and places his hand over his heart. "Don't tell me you have forgotten already? Is my love for you that insignificant that you don't realise that no one else knew?" He says with a small grin spread over his face. I reach over and push his shoulder laughing slightly.
"Remember we need to go to the Principal's office before the lessons start." I say and reach over to plant a kiss on the side of his face.
"Get a room!" Someone shouts behind us. I turn to see Izzy walking towards us, laughing with Simon. "You two have only being going out a weekend and you're already the talk of the school. It's almost as funny as when the douche from the football team kept coming on to me and me walking up to Simon and kissing him in front of everyone. Ha! They were so shocked when he started kissing me back." Izzy laughs to herself, remembering the incident. We all laugh at her far away state.
"Hey Clary. Don't forget were Luke said you need to go before you start class." Sebastian says walking up behind me with Jon's hand linked with his.
"Oh so you were actually listening this morning? I thought you'd fallen asleep in the doorway, you didn't even have your eyes open." I say laughing again, he laughs with me and everyone else smiles. "But yeah, I remember, Jace and I were just about to go there before we got rudely interrupted." I cast a look over to Isabelle who raises her hands in surrender. I laugh again and pull Jace away from our group of friends.
"See you all in Math!" He calls back to our friends as I pull him to the Principals office. "You're very laughy this morning." He says pulling me close.
"'Laughy' is that a word?" I ask, laughing yet again. "Okay, I may be very 'laughy' today." I say and lean into him "But it's only because you make me that way." I smile at him, lean up on my tip toes and kiss him. He smiles against the kiss and then kisses me back.
"Come on Fireball, let's go get our passes." He pulls me towards Principles Hodge's room.
We get there and he hands us the passes no questions asked. He only tells us to show them to the teachers beforehand and dismisses us. I look at Jace who just shrugs and we make our way to the math class room. As soon as we get there we go and sit with our friends. The teacher isn't there yet so we all just gather and talk around Alec's and Magnus' desks. I lean against Jace who's up against the desk. He wraps his arms around me and unintentionally places his hand on my stomach. I lean back and smile at him. Looking back I see that Jon is also smiling at Jace's hands, I send a smile his way as well.
"Okay class, I'm your new teacher. Please take a seat where there is one. Not on a person's lap." He says and everyone snickers. We all know he's aimed it at me. I look up and gasp. He looks towards me and does the same. "Clarissa?" He calls. At my full name Jon and Jace both look up. "Jonathan, you as well?" He says and walks towards us.
Everyone in the class is looking between Jon and our new teacher. Trying to figure out how they look so much alike. Just as he's getting close to me I hide behind Jace.
"Clary, what's wrong? Who is this?" Jace asks reaching behind me to hold my hand.
"Who am I? Who are you? Having my daughter sit on your lap in the middle of my classroom?" He shouts back in Jace's face. Silence falls from all around us. My breathing becomes heavy, I'm not sure anyone noticed. I start to feel dizzy and sick. I think my morning sickness is coming back.
"Clary!" Is the last thing I hear coming from 4 different people before the world turns black and I start to fall.
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