Okay. So, I thought I had all the chapters for this ff in my phone but couldn't find them. And then I remembered that there was a good amount of chapters that I finished on ao3 instead of on a document. And I deleted the one on ao3.
Moral of the story - save all ff on a document because if you delete the ff online someday, at least you'll still have copies. This was my favorite fanfic for a long time (and also the longest to this day) until I didn't write for a while and forgot the details which then made the writing inconsistent.
Sorry. I have a hard time seeing the good in this ff but I know some people liked it. I'll try to rethink these things in the future instead of deleting something that I've been writing for years on a whim.
Sad to say goodbye but there's no going back.
