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Macey's POV

"I love being a bitch."

Wow. That's all I can say to describe what just happened. My bes— ex-best friend is alive. She is different and basically a bitch. She used to be innocent and now... she's just not. The way she holds herself, not like the innocent child but like the badass chick. It's freaky. The scariest part is the eyes. The once sparkling blue eyes filled with innocence, are now cold and hard, unreadable. Her mask is stone. She addressed me telling me she would make sure Preston stopped by to talk to me later. I didn't answer, I was still in shock. I watched her exchange with Bex and Zach, she seemed to already know they were together, but a good spy can hide her emotions. I wouldn't be surprised if she did know though, she seemed all knowing now. She's not our Cammie. I think we lost her, and I don't know if we'll get her back.

—i'm a little time skip hehehehehe—

It's dinner and I'm waiting, watching for cammie to walk in. For Preston to walk in. I'm not gonna lie when they walked in our dorm together, I was hurt. They seem really close, and I just hope he didn't replace me. I know I was kinda a bitch to him, but I've always loved him. I just don't want to be broken by a boy, so I acted nonchalant. I'm glad he knows about spies and already has a little training, but I wanted to be with him when that happened, but I wasn't, Cammie was. I wouldn't be surprised if he wants to be with her instead.

The oak doors opened and they strolled in. Cammie in front they headed over to the far end of the senior table and sat down. Cammie seemed to tell Preston something. They conversed for a minute or two, all eyes in the hall on them. Preston then turned and walked towards us. He stopped right in front of me. His eyes were intense, so much so I was lost by the depth of emotion in them. I was still lost in them when he picked me up and kissed me. It took me 3.725 seconds to realize this fact and kiss him back. Wolf whistles erupted from Grant and Cammie. He pulled back and pulled me close. I hugged him with all my might.

"My love?" he asked.

"Hmmm?" I mumbled contently.

"I need to sit with Cammie tonight, we just got debriefed and she has a very bad headache is that okay?" he questioned.

That question froze me. Jealousy boiled up inside me, no of course I wasn't ok with it, you spent the summer with her, do you really need more time to be with her, but I don't want to be that mean girlfriend that doesn't allow her boyfriend to be with his friends, and right now it seemed that him and Cammie were the best of friends. She couldn't take that away from him. She agreed and he pecked her in the lips promising to stop by her room to say goodnight, before sweeping away sitting next to Cammie.

Liz was also sitting with them by Jonas in the bench opposite Grant, Cammie and now Preston. The seemed to be having a nice conversation so I decided to stop staring and talk to Bex and Zach.

"I can't believe that she thinks she can just waltz back like there is nothing wrong" Bex announced to our little group, "She left for six months without a word and she thinks everything will be fine. She's gone bonkers if you ask me."

Zach rubbed soothing circles in her back. They looked at each other and started making out right in front of my eyes.

"Ewww. PDA rules much" I exclaimed covering my eyes.

Bex rolled her eyes and started eating. Her and Zach's relationship is purely physical. They never have had any type of an emotional connection. They don't love each other, that much is obvious. It might just be a way to get back at Cam. I know it must hurt Cam a little to see the guy she loved with her ex-bestie. I mean it hurt to see her and Preston and they aren't even dating. It must absolutely be destroying her. My eyes subconsciously drifted over to her, only to see her with her head in the table rubbing her temples. Her headache I thought. Then something that was almost guaranteed to make her headache worse, was headed her way. Tina Walters. As the school gossip, she always asked too many questions. She sure is going to be onto Cammie, till she gets the scoop on her summer. I saw their mouths moving. Tina's back was to me so I could only see Cammie's response. Which was "No" to everything. Then Tina asked something and I could see Cammie tense, just the slightest bit, before shaking her head in the negative. Tina must of kept going on that question because Grant and Preston suddenly lost it, they exploded.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" They yelled together. Tina looked shocked. They opened their mouths again, but Cammie got there before them.

"Enough" her voice was sharp, independent and demanding. They were about to argue, but again she beat them to it.

"I said enough" she growled. Their eyes seemed to flicker with fear before they nodded and sat back down. Tina opened her mouth.

"Just leave it Tina," Liz said, "just back off."

Cammie stood up threw her plate away, turned away and headed for the door.

"Where are you going?" Jonas called.

"Exploring" was all she said before doing what she does best, disappearing into thin air.

wow a whopping 969 words. that's a lot. most i've ever written. billy v. he's going to be preston. umm i'd like to give some love to one of my besties. therandomgalaxy. love that woman. ;) she's beautiful. umm comment and vote. that's pretty much it. so yeah, if it sucks sorry, i wouldn't doubt it. anyways peace out girl scouts.

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