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Raven's POV
"Raven…" A voice called out. I tried to figure where the voice was coming from. It was pitch dark and I felt a cool breeze. "Raven… I am you're worse nightmare" The voice faded. I blinked my eyes a few to try to get my vision back but nothing seem to work. I felt my body shake and I closed my eyes to remember the last thing that happened. All I can remember was talking to Beast Boy and then… Then it was complete blank. Once I open my eyes yet again I found myself in my room covered in sweat. My breathing was heavy and my heart was racing. "W- What was that about?" I questioned myself. The sun was slowly rising from the looks of it as I looked outside my window. I got up from bed and quickly took a shower. I tried to remember what was that nightmare about where everything was pitch black. I didn't want to look into much of it because I promised Robin I would help with training. I got out the shower and put on my shirt and sweatpants. I looked at my phone to see a few text messages and one of them from Beast Boy.
"Yesterday was random but I liked it. I hoped you did also" From what I read from his text
"What the hell happened yesterday?" I was still confused. That's when Knowledge appeared in front of me. I sighed knowing this wasn't good. "Why are you out of the mirror again" I rolled my eyes.
"Well, you kind of called me out you know" She replied
"Meh, anyway why are you out?" I crossed my arms
"You wanted to know what happened right?" She tapped her foot
"Not really, especially if it has to do with Beast Boy" I rolled my eyes
"You are so in denial. You two kissed last night!" She yelled
My heart raced the moment she said that. "N- No?!" My face felt hot "I would never confess that I actual like him"
"But you did, you are too ashamed of him that you deleted that part from your memory somehow. You cannot take back your confession unless you delete that part of his memory somehow, but even by then he must have told Cyborg. I just say go with the flow and see how this goes." She smiled a bit and then disappears. Maybe she is right but still, Beast Boy and I? That is crazy. Beast Boy will never like a freak like me. Plus he loves Terra. I shook my head. I needed tea and fast. I left my room and headed to the kitchen to see Cyborg, Robin and Beast Boy. Beast Boy looked cute in just a tang top and shorts. I didn't realized that I was dazed until Robin had to snap me out of it. "Earth to Rae?" Robin snapped his finger in my face.
"Huh, what?" I shook my head just t see the guys staring at me.
"You okay?" Robin asked "You seem a bit pale"
I nodded "Y- Yea. Just need tea." I looked down. I son felt a pair of hands on my breast and my face went extremely red. The guys also face went red. I turned around to see Starfire behind me. "Hi friend Raven" She said cheerfully while her hands were still on my breast.
"S- Star?" I questioned
"Yes?" she still was holding them.
"W- Why are you holding my breast?"
"Oh. I was watching this TV show this is how best friends greet each other. Holding each other why grabbing the female body parts." She smiled so innocently.
I finally pulled away but put my hand over my breast knowing they had a reaction after that. "Well, could you warn me next time" I felt my face feeling more and more hot, after all the boys got to see a sort of girl on girl action. I walked past the boys while Starfire floated to Robin and gave him a peak on the cheek.
"Oh Rae, I cannot make it to training today, something came up" Robin said
"Something came up alright" I smirked and looked over at him and now his face went red.
"HAHA SHE GOT YOU" Cyborg laughed as he walked out the kitchen and went o the living room.
Robin stuck up his middle finger as he smirked back and I just smiled. He then grabbed Star's hand and they both left the kitchen. Now it was just Beast Boy and I. I tried to not pay him any mind while he ate his fake meat. I grabbed a cup from the dish rack and poured some water in it then placed the cup in the microwave.
"Rae…" I heard his voice but it was very faint.
"Hm…" I tried not to look at him
"Look about yesterday…. It was great and all but I feel like you're still unsure on how you feel about all of this." I felt his eyes staring at me. I looked at him and it was quiet for the past few minutes. As I was about to talk the alarm went off. We all ran into the living room to see who was causing trouble.
"H.I.V.E Five, why am I not surprised" Cyborg sounded annoyed. Bumble Bee popped up on the screen.
"Hey Sparky, let Titans East take care of them. We got this, right guys?" She said
"Are you sure? We can handle it after all" Cyborg replied
"Trust us." Speedy gave thumbs up. Cyborg sighed and looked at Robin who nodded his head in approval.
"Aright guys, go. Just report right back to us as soon as you're done. Got it?" Robin gave a firm look. The nodded and went off the screen. "That was random…." Robin replied as he sat on the couch
"Yea it was but hey more free time for us I guess." Cyborg said while grabbing his controller for his game station. "Beast Boy do you want to play?" He looked over to him and to our surprised he said no.
"Not in the mood to play games. Plus I have a lot on my mind" Beast Boy walked out the living room and I felt like I knew what that was about. While the others talked among themselves. I grabbed my cup from the microwave and put my tea bag inside of in and stirred it. I put to spoonfuls of sugar and stirred it again. I put the spoon down and left to sit on the roof. Once I sat down on the roof I took a few sips. I looked at the view before me and sighed as I remembered what Beast Boy was trying to tell me.
"Raven?" I heard his voice again and I quickly turned around to see Beast Boy standing behind me.
My heart raced as he took a seat next to me. It was quiet yet again for another few minutes before he spoke up. "Rae, what are true feelings for me?" He bluntly said.
I didn't know how I felt about him. Must have been the heat of the moment when we kissed. "I- I don't know" I said honestly. He sighed as he was getting annoyed with me. "Raven, seriously. I do like you a lot but you keep playing games with my emotions" He glared at me. I flinched. Why do I feel so weak when I with him. I tried to talk my mouth felt too dry. Tears started to form in my eyes. What about this boy made me feel this way? "I am not playing with your emotions! Maybe I like you back but you wouldn't care either way. I'm just a creep to you" I started to cry.
"Are you serious right now? Tell me you're joking?" He stood up
I just sat there with my head hanging low. I then felt my body being pinned down onto the roof floor. I looked up t see him hovering over me while he looked down at me. "G- Garfield?" I questioned as I felt my body shake with fear.
"Raven, I am going to say this for the last time. I care about you a lot. You mean the world to me but it hurts me when you push me away or treat me like I killed you or something. How can I make you understand this?" I saw that he was about to cry. I hurt him without knowing I did. All I wanted to do was cry for hurting. I pushed him off of me and ran off but I felt him grabbed my wrist and pulled me close to his body. Our body was touching and we looked at each other eyes to eyes. Our lips were inches apart from one others. He leaned down to place his forehead on mines and I looked at him. My heart was racing. Then it hit me, our kiss yesterday meant so much to the both of us. He does care about me I just never saw it that was. I leaned closer and he leaned in closer, we slowly connected our lips together and shared a passionate kiss. One that I can remember this time. I felt warm in his arms.
"AWWWWWWW" A voice said as he both jumped apart from one another. We saw Terra standing there with her arms crossed and was floating on a rock. "How cute" Her smirk bothered me and I felt rage in my body.
"What do you want?" I levitated off the ground. The hate I had for this girl was way too real. She just laughed and clapped her hands as if she was watching a movie. "Well?" I asked as I clenched my fist
"T- Terra?! But how?" Best Boy asked.
"Don't worry how; just know that I am back." Terra replied
"Why are you back here you little bitch" I wanted nothing more than to punch her in her face.
"Language young lady" She teased
"Azarath Metrion ZINTHOS" I yelled out while letting out a black wave of magic but she dodged it
"Temper Raven" She wagged her finger as a few pebble pieces appeared out of nowhere in front of her causing her to flick them at me. I moved out of the way and tried to tackle her but she moved away and disappeared. "Poor little Raven, always in everyone shadows." I heard her voice but didn't know where she could be. Next thing I know she appears in front of me and punches me in my jaw causing me to fly back on to the roof. "Rae!" Beast Boy said as he ran to me but she grabbed Beast Boy by the leg and threw him against me. "Ouch…" I pushed him off of me.
"I'll be back sooner than you think. When I come back we'll have a nice chat" Terra replied as she smirked and disappeared for now. "UGGGHHHHHHH" I yelled out as I felt the tower began to shake. I was letting my emotions take over and my powers was out of control.
"Raven!" Beast Boy said as he hugged me to calm me down. Which calmed me down and I was on my knees. Robin and the others came upstairs wondering what had happened . Beast Boy explained everything minus the kissing we did and Robin suggested that I get some rest. I took the offer but I couldn't get it off my mind. I had to place an ice pack on my jaw while I laid down on the couch.
"Why and how is she back?" Robin questioned
"Maybe it has to do with when we fought Raven's father. Remember everything came back to life even Slade" Starfire said and they all looked at her. She may have a point. If Slade is alive then so is Terra… "Fuck" I said under my breath. "Glad you're not seriously hurt. "Robin looked at me. I nodded and got up to go to my room. That little bitch will pay. I laid on my bed and tried to fall asleep.
Beast Boy's POV
"Why…" I replied as I finally get to lie in my bed after the long day I had. Why did Terra randomly appear and I am still unsure if Raven and I are dating. Too much drama for one day. I closed my eyes for a few minutes and a knock came on my door. "Come in" I yelled since I am too lazy to get up from my bed. Robin walked in with Cyborg and I knew it must have been serious if they both in my room. I sat up and looked at them. "What's the word?" I asked.
"Not sure what Terra is after but we have to keep an eye on her. I was thinking if you can see what is up and why is she back." Robin said.
"Whoa. Wait why me?" I stood up
"Because out of everyone she trusted you" Cyborg added
"Have you guys forgotten that she hurt me and betrayed me?" I glared at the both of them
"Yes we understand that but.."
I cut Robin off "But nothing. I will not go there again."
"Just hear us out" He added
"So, you want me to go be buddy buddies with a girl who played me like a game. Not happening" I looked up at the ceiling and then back at them
"You make it seem like we're asking you to cheat on a girlfriend you don't have" Cyborg chuckled.
"I do have a girlfriend" I snapped back without thinking. I then covered my mouth and then waved my arms up and down. "D- Disregard that last statement" I felt my face go hot after that and the flash backs of me and Raven kissing didn't make it even better.
"Wait you got a girlfriend?" Robin smirked
"Is she even real?" Cyborg joked.
I rolled my eyes "ha-ha. Very funny" My face felt flushed.
"So who's the lucky lady? Robin rose his eyebrow
"His right hand" Cyborg laughed and Robin busted out laughing
"Good one" Robin wiped the tears from his eyes form laughing hard.
I glared at them "Out" I mumbled
"Huh?" Robin asked
"Get out" I said once more.
"Okay okay. Just think about what we asked" Robin said. They both had left my room and I leaned against the was very annoying and I don't even know why they want me to talk to Terra. After all the pain she put me though.
Ughh. I needed a drink. I change out of my clothes and put on a shirt and jeans. I walked over to Raven's room and knocked on her door. Surprising she opened her door.
"H- Hey" I said as I saw that she was in just her tang top and underwear.
"Hm?" She questioned
The thoughts of her was running through my mind. "Earth to Beast Boy?" Raven said snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Sorry… I just wanted to know something." I said and she sighed but let me in her room then closed the door behind me. "So? What do you want?" She asked.
"C- Can you put on pants first" I asked kindly
Without hesitation she did what I asked. I sat on her bed and sighed. "Raven, I know we've been going through something but I just wanted to know if we are dating." I asked bluntly
"After all that has been going on, I'm not sure if dating is going to work as of right now." She said honestly. I nodded in agreement. I got up, left her room, then left the tower and walked to the bar. I ordered a few drinks while trying to figure out where I had done wrong. I might as well just give up on Raven since she's giving me mix signals but then again I love the girl. Te day must have gotten away from me because it was 11:25pm. I walked out the bar a bit tipsy.
"Oh dear, Beast Boy you're tipsy" A voice said and I looked over t see Terra standing there.
"W- What do you want?" I questioned as I try to keep my balance
"You are in no condition to be walking home alone this late" She smiled
"And why do you give any fucks on what goes on with me"
"Because I still love you dumbass!" Terra cried out as she ran and gave me a hug. She pressed her lips against my lips and we started to kiss. After a few minutes we broke the kiss I just stood there confused on what is going to happen. As I was going to reply I felt my head felt dizzy and passed out. I woke up the next morning with a pounding headache. "Ughh. No more drinking for a while." I said out loud to myself. I sat up to realize that I wasn't in my room in the Titans Tower. I was somewhere else. I looked down at the bed to notice someone sleeping next to me. I pulled the covers away from the person it was Terra. I quickly jumped out of bed and felt my stomach turned. I notice I wasn't wearing any of my clothes and neither was she. "What the fuck is going on" I yelled out loud as I grabbed my boxers and put them on.
Terra must have woken up due to my screams but I didn't care at the moment. "Hey you're awake" She smile but I glared at her. "Why the face?"
"What the hell am I doing here and why where we both naked?" I asked as I put on my clothing
"Don't you remember from last night. You and I went out, then we hooked up after you forgave me. Then we had sex" She answered
"N- No… That can't be true. I am still a virgin." I backed away from her and her lies.
"It's true. You were tired of Raven playing with your emotions that you came to me asking me out. We had sex and I can prove it." Terra got up and got dressed. She then left the room for a few moments and came back with a condom. She held it to my face and it had white stuff in it. I started to panic because I didn't want this t be true. I put on my shoes and left her house . I went back to the tower. Good thing it was still early in the morning so everyone was still sleeping. I took a shower and then went to my room.
"That cannot be true. I didn't have sex with her…. Or did I" I questioned myself." As I laid on my bed.
A few hours later, I woke up but didn't eat anything. Just thinking of what Terra telling me had me worried because I don't want Raven finding out. I sat quiet which made the others worried. Cyborg pulled me aside and asked me to speak but I couldn't . Soon enough I ended up telling him everything that I could remember and then what she told me.
"We told you to find out what's up not sleep with her" Cyborg said
"NO SHIT" I threw my arms up in the air.
"What are you going to do?" He asked
"Not sure… But I just want to eat." I felt my stomach growl. We went back to the rest of the team and I notice Rave staring at me. I went to the cleaning cabinet to clean it off of the stove before I start to cook and grabbed the gloves. Raven quickly appeared in front of me and slapped the gloves out of my hands.
"Hey dummy. You forgot you're allergic to latex?" Raven replied as I stared at her. She was right I was allergic to latex. I gave Cyborg a look and he knew where I was getting at. Fucking bitch tried to set me up saying we had sex when I know for a fact that I cannot put on condoms due to my allergy. Oh she is going to get what is coming to her one way or another.