Authors Note: Heyyyyy Guess who's back? Lol. I know I know it's been long overdue for the next chapter but here it is. Been busy with work lately so bare with me. But This chapter is just a warm up chapter since I have typed in a while.
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Beast Boy POV Con...
I snapped out of it and realized who I was hugging. I pulled away and stared at Terra. She tried to give me a warm smile but I pushed her away. "Wait, I can't do this. You hurt me and then you hurt my friends" I replied and Terra looked confused.
"B- But I love you!" Terra cried out
"But I don't. You played me and blamed US for you dying. I can't forgive you. Please just stay away" I walked off leaving her.
"BEAST BOY" She cried out and I just started running away from her. I couldn't take this. I ran back to the tower to just run into Robin and Cyborg who was in the kitchen. "Beast Boy" Robin called out. I sighed and walked over to them. "Yes boy wonder" I sat next to Cy.
"You okay, you've been acting strange lately" Robin said
"Yea I guess." I leaned back against my chair
"Did something happen?" He continued
"I went for a walk and I ran into Terra who tried to change my mind about her. I ran off not trying to hear her bullshit" I bluntly replied.
"Fuck… I wonder what she is trying to plan with Slade" He ignored me
"Robin!" Starfire flew in through the doors and Raven wasn't that far behind her. I didn't look at Raven because I knew where we stood after what happened.
"Yes cupcake?" Robin hugged her as she sat in his lap
"I miss you" She giggled as she rubbed her nose against his. Cyborg and I made noises.
"Rae?" Cyborg said as he saw her walk passed all of us just to get in the living room.
"Hm?" She replied
"You okay?" Robin said as he took Starfire off his lap. "You have been very quiet for the past few weeks."
"I am okay Robin, really" She replied.
"I may know why Raven is sad" Starfire cheered up with joy to tell us all.
Raven looked back and Robin, Cyborg and I also looked at her waiting for an answer. "Why?" Robin raised his eyebrow.
"Because Raven and" Raven quickly tackled Starfire onto the ground which made us all jump.
"Starfire, please don't say a word" Raven who was now on top of Starfire said
"Why?"" Starfire looked confused
"It's called a secret for a reason" Raven got off of her and helped her up. We guys were just really confused.
"But we are friends are we not. We do not keep secrets. We are supposed to help one another am I wrong?" Starfire had a point and Raven just stared at her. "You have to come clean someday or it's going to kill you inside" I was totally in shock that Starfire was giving a deep speech. "I second that" Robin replied "We should be comfortable telling each other anything since we live under the same roof." Cyborg added
"This is something I don't want to discuss with everyone though. It's very personal" Raven looked at Starfire with annoyance.
"So what if you and Beast Boy lost your virginity to each other." Starfire said and then covered her mouth quickly. Robin choked on his coffee that he just finished making and Cyborg opened his eyes wide. My jaw dropped and Raven just stood there shook like she couldn't move.
"Wait WHAT?" Robin asked as he put his cup down.
"N- Nothing" Starfire backed away from Raven who looked like she was going to kill her. But she didn't Raven just disappeared. "I- I am sorry…" She looked at me. I had no words and Starfire ran after Raven. Robin looked at me and Cyborg looked like he just walked into someone's funeral.
"Wait wait wait!" Robin said as he stood up. "You and Raven had sex?!"
"Yea, what of it?" I asked ad I crossed my arms.
"You two had sex?!" He repeated and I was starting to get annoyed
"YES BOY WONDER! Raven and I had sex! You act like you never had sex." I said now standing up
"Why wasn't I informed?" He glared at me
"Maybe it's because you go psycho and why should I tell you about my dam sex life?" I slammed my hands against the table.
"She's like my little sister" Robin slammed his hands against the table
"But she's not. I fucked her so there. I fucked her so good she loved it but at the end hates me. She won't even speak to me. Sorry for having normal urges that a guy should have of a girl that he is actually in love with!" I yelled
"Guys, listen we all need to just calm down." Cyborg said as he had enough
"NO!" He both yelled as we both looked his way.
"Well okay" He backed up.
"Look man I'm sorry but birdie over here is overreacting" I tried to calmed down
"Cyborg you knew didn't you?" Robin looked at him
Cyborg looked at me then back at him. "Yes I knew but unlike Starfire I know how to keep a secret" Cyborg replied.
"Why am I the last to know?" Robin asked as if he was hurt by this.
I sighed and I sat back down. "It was a mistake okay. Yes I love her but it got taken way to too far and now I'm pretty sure she hates me but not more than Starfire right now." I explain and He also took his seat.
"Look I'm sorry for spazzing, I just..." He looked down
"You just care a lot about Raven as a big brother should and would" I finished his sentence for him and he nodded.
"Why don't you try talking to her?" Cyborg added as he sat back next to me.
"You don't think I tried that? I think she's in shock of what happened and Starfire made it worse." I stretch my arms out and notice that Starfire came back with a sad look on her face.
"Raven hates me…" She said as she sat next to Robin
"What you did was wrong you know that right?" I said as I looked at her
"Yes I know. I didn't know it was a big deal. I thought that was that's what you do here on Earth. Isn't it normal for earthlings to have sex with one another?" She asked
"Well yes but we do not speak of it if we are not comfortable." Robin replied
"Oh…" She seemed even more down.
"I'm going to see how she is doing." I said as I got up and walked away for them to talk among themselves.
My heart began to race and my mind was over thinking. I finally walled the lonely dark road that led to Raven's room. I sighed as I reached the door and gave a small knock on it but loud enough for her to hear. "Raven? Are you there?" I asked and there was no answer. I was about to walk away but I heard her door open.
"What do you want?" She said as she stood in the crack of her door.
"I think we need to talk. It's long overdue anyway" I said as I looked at her. She sighed as she opened the door letting me in and closing it behind us. I sat on her chair that was facing her and she faced me.
"Raven, I want to apologize for well you know… I know I can't give you that back but I do want to apologize for that… It's been weeks since we talked and I feel like you hate me for it." I felt my heart beating fast to the point my heart wanting to come out.
"I don't hate it… I'm just confused. That was my first time. It felt so right but yet so wrong." She said as she looked at me. "Maybe it was a mistake. I don't think this can work out" Those words hit me hard.
"I see…" I said getting up from my chair. "Well again I am sorry..." I walked to her door to only be stopped by her arms wrapped around my waist. "Hm" I looked back
"Beast Bo… I mean Garfield. I am not sure if I am in love with you and I'm not sure how this would work out…" She replied and I turned around and looked at her. I can see her tears forming in her eyes. I can feel our breaths in sync with one another. She was there and I was here. I pulled her close and she blushed. I had never seen her act this way. She's always the tough girl but something about her changed. I slowly pressed my lips against hers and she pressed hers against mind. I was sure this time we can make this right.
"Raven" I pulled away and held her hand. "If you give me the chance I can be a great boyfriend if you let me. I just want you to smile" I brushed my right hand against her cheek. I heard a knock on the door that pulled us apart. Raven went and answered her door. It was Starfire who looked like she had been crying.
"Friend Raven I am so sorry. Please forgive me. How can I show you that I am sorry?" She went on her knees. Raven made her get up and hugged her.
"I forgive you… I guess." Raven said
"REALLY?" Starfire screamed with joy.
"Just next time keep what I say to yourself" Raven replied and Starfire nodded.
"I shall leave the both of you alone yes?" She smiled
I nodded. "Please" I said. Starfire nodded and left us alone. I closed the door behind us and looked at Raven. "Are you okay?" I asked as I watched Raven sit down on her bed.
"Look Beast Boy, things are moving way too fast. I don't want to go through with this whole boyfriend and girlfriend thing… I am scared." She admitted and I nodded in understanding.
"Let's forget that we kissed and had sex okay?" I answered back
"I can erase Robin's, Starfire and Cyborg memory of what happened" She said
I shook my head in disagreement. "It's better if they know. After all we can't keep secrets forever right?"
She nodded. "I guess you're right" I rubbed her head and she giggled a bit which made me blush. I stood up and walked to her door. "I'll see you later. I have things to take care of." I waved and walked out the door.
Raven's POV
As Beast Boy left my room I let out a huge sigh of relief. I still wanted to kill Starfire but I cannot blame her. I guess it's best to tell the truth then having to lie. Till this day I forget that I had sex with Beast Boy. I didn't even think it was possible. I felt my mind wander around as I lay in my bed. The only thing I can think of was Beast Boy. I didn't want to but it just happens. Since I couldn't sleep I went downstairs to see if I can find something to snack on. Robin was in the kitchen alone as I walked in to grab me a snack.
"Hey" Robin said as he finally noticed me
"Hello" I said as I grabbed a back of chips from the cabinet
"Can we talk for a moment?" He said and I nodded while sitting across the table from him.
"Speak" I said as I opened the bag of chips.
"Did you really have sex with Beast Boy?" He asked bluntly
I knew this question would come up sooner or later. "Yes Beast Boy and I had sex. It happened and I wouldn't want to do it anymore" I said trying to avoid eye contact by shoving my face with chips.
"Good…" Robin replied
I raised an eyebrow and looked at him. "Why is that good?" I questioned
"Because I don't want you getting hurt by him" Robin voice raised
"Why do you care? You have Starfire" I said back
"Yea but… It won't look good for the team"
"What the hell Robin? Why are you so worried about me anyway?"
"Because you are like a little sister to me. I care a lot about you."
I jumped a bit. "Really now?" I placed the bag of chips down
"Yes. Raven I always cared for you. And I want what is best for you. Sure Beast Boy is a sweet guy but I'm not sure if he's right for you." Robin explained
"Why am I not right for her?" Beast Boy said coming from around the corner. My heart raced as I saw Robin get up. "Why do you care? Don't you have a girlfriend to worry about?" Beast Boy said and you can see that he was pissed off.
"Look, no offense but you aren't right for her" Robin said
"But you are, is what you are saying?" Beast Boy said and Robin's face went red. "I KNEW IT" He yelled
"W- What are you talking about?" Robin stuttered
I was just as confused as Robin. Beast Boy went face to face with Robin. "You already have a girlfriend so just stop. I won't put you on blast but I already know" Beast Boy said
"I do not know what you are saying but I do know you should back up before things get ugly" Robin replied.
"Things already started getting ugly when you "made" yourself into her big brother. Creepy isn't it" Beast Boy smirked
"I am giving you to the count of three to back the fuck off" Robin clenched his fist
"Or else what?" Beast Boy crossed his arms.
"Boys…" I said starting to get annoyed. "What the hell are you guys talking about?" I questioned
"Ask your oniichan (Big brother)" Beast Boy backed away one step. "Go on tell her your secret"
"The hell is wrong with you?" Robin asked
"You" Beast Boy looked at him and laughed. Soon enough Robin couldn't take it any longer so he punched Beast Boy in the face and knocked him to the ground causing him to bleed form his lip. Beast Boy quickly got up and turned into a Rhino and charged full force into Robin and smashing him into a wall, then back to normal and kept punching him over and over . Robin started to bleed but that didn't stop him from kicking his feet underneath Beast Boy's feet causing him to fall back on to the floor making Robin get on top and punching him endlessly. I was too much in shock to stop them from fighting. Cyborg and Starfire quickly came downstairs and broke them apart from one another.
"HEYYYYY" Cyborg said holding Beast Boy back.
"Friends must not act this way!" Starfire cried out as she held back Robin. They made them sit on opposite sides of the living room. Starfire had to tend to Robin's care with the first aid kit and Cyborg did the same with Beast Boy.
After they were both given the care that they need it was time for a group meeting. I sat next to Beast Boy and Starfire next to Robin and Cyborg stood in the middle of the room.
"I will go first. The past few days this house has been nothing but chaos. I am sick and tired of it. We all live here so we are all going to get along. I understand secrets have been spilled when they weren't supposed to but come on now. We are a team. The fighting and hate needs to stop. We have a much bigger problem now. Which is why is Terra back and what does she want. Also does Slade have anything to do with this? These are the questions we should be arguing about." Cyborg said which had all of us quiet. Starfire raised her hand wanting to speak. Cyborg nodded and let her stand in his place while he sat in hers.
"Friends, I understand what I did was wrong. I should have never spilled the beans about Raven and Beast Boy's sexual intercourse but I all do not feel bad as well." She began and I raise my eyebrow. "Although I care for you guys, you guys are very confusing. I do wish to understand but you guys make it hard. Are you two dating or just the "friends with benefits" as these kids say nowadays." She questioned as she looked our way. I looked at Beast Boy and he looked at me.
I stood up and took her place. "What Beast Boy and I did wasn't internal. It just happened okay. It's normal to have urges. No we aren't dating and we are not fuck buddies. We are just to sort of normal people who just happened to have sex. So please get off my back about it. And as for Robin and Beast Boy I don't know why you two started fighting and I honestly don't want to know nor care to find out but come on just stop acting childish and grow the hell up. That is all I am saying and I am going back to my room." After saying what I said I ran to my room and locked the door. My heart raced. I didn't want any more to do with drama. I went straight to bed and hoping the next day will be better.
I woke up the next morning to loud music playing. I covered my ears with my fingers but I can still hear it. My mind hasn't been able to control itself since I haven't mediated in a while. I got out of my bed to see the small light coming from my curtains. I yawned and stretched as walked to my dresser to pick out what I wanted to wear since Star wanted to go out. I took a quick shower and got dressed. I put my hair in a pony tail and threw on my sneakers. I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs to see Star fire dressed up in shorts and a belly t-shirt and sandals. I also saw the guys sitting quietly while listening to loud music.
I walked over to the radio that was playing loud rock music and turned it off. As soon as I turned it off all three of them looked my way. "What? I can't hear myself think" I gave them a look back.
"Look Rae, you guys are going out why does it matter if the music is blasting?" Beast Boy replied
"I don't want to lose my sanity thank you very much" I rudely said
"I thought you lost that along with your virginity" He snapped back. I quickly stayed shut and Starfire just backed away knowing that wasn't good. Cyborg and Robin moved away also.
"W- What did you just say?" My phone dropped out of my hand and I had my hands glowing ready to beat him up.
"You heard me." He smirked and I was about to attack him until Starfire grabbed me.
"Raven let's go!" She said as she dragged me out of the house. I felt nothing but anger but I calmed down once I reached outside but he wasn't in the safe zone yet. Just he waits till I come back I have something for his ass.
Beast Boy POV
I couldn't believe what I said to Raven. But how am I suppose to react if all she does know a days. I got a busted lip, I am no longer a virgin I became more of a jerk ever since Terra decided that she wanted to come back. All of this just makes me just want to snap.
"Dude that was cold even for you" Cyborg said as he came from the kitchen.
"Not even I would go that far" Robin replied. He had a black eye and a few bruises around his face and body. "But look, I'm sorry for over stepping you. I just really don't want to see Raven hurt. I trust you enough"
I rolled my eyes and gave him a shrug. "She must hate me now after our fight and after what I said.
"She's been acting different ever since you two had sex." Cyborg replied
"Yea." I shrugged once more.
"Maybe you have to fuck her again to remind her that you are the boss" Cyborg joked and Robin and me chuckled
"I can't do that. She'll really hate me" I leaned back against the couch and closed my eyes. I then woke up a few hours later not realizing I took a nap. I then saw Raven and Starfire standing in front of me. Starfire giggled and Raven had a smirk. "What are you guys doing here?" I asked. I turned my head to see Cyborg and Robin with their phones out.
"What's going on?" I blinked a few times
"I see why he's called BEAST BOY" Starfire joked and everyone laughed but me since I didn't get it.
"W- What?" I was so confused until I looked down at myself and saw that I was completely naked and I had a hard on. "AHHH WHAT THE FUCK" I quickly grabbed the nearby pillow and covered myself. I felt my face turned red. "WHO THE FUCK DID THIS" I was super pissed off. Raven raised her hand I glared at her. "W- Why?" I questioned
"Don't mess with me and I won't mess with you" She smirked.
"Oh baby you have started something and you won't like the end result" I said as I stared her down. I then looked at everyone else. "Stop recording or your phones will be broken" I turned into dog and ran off to my room. I couldn't believe she would do something like that. I'm going to get her back just not now.
A few days went by and the tower was quiet for the most part. We fought who ever tried to attack the city and went back to our normal lives. I came to realize this must be the day that I was going to die since I was bored out of my mind. I went downstairs to make me some food. I realized that I was home alone since there was a note on the table saying that Robin went out of town for the weekend and Starfire also had went with him. Cyborg also went away to visit his girlfriend Bumble Bee. I honestly forgot that Raven existed since the last time we had an argument. I strapped down to my boxers and sat in the living room while watching T.V. I totally forgot that I was supposed to be making myself something to eat so I hopped out the seat and walked to the kitchen.
I began making my food when all of a sudden a shadow appeared and I freaked out but out of the shadows it was Raven who was apparently wearing nothing but shots and a bra. The heat must have gotten to her also. I quickly turned away making sure she didn't see my boner that happened to pop up.
"Morning…" I said as I stirred the food into the pot.
"Mmm" She said as she walked over to get her tea.
"H- How was your sleep" I questioned as I pulled out a plate and set it on the table.
"Mmm" She said again as she took out a cup from the dish rack and put water in it then put the microwave. It was silent for the most part as I put my food onto the plate and she sat across from me while drinking her tea. I felt extremely uncomfortable being here when it was quiet.
"So have you been mediating at all" I questioned trying to break the silence
"Yes. I mediated this morning. I am back to normal" She said in her monotone voice.
I honestly missed this Raven. "That's good" I tried to smile.
"What's your deal?" She questioned
"Huh?"
"Nothing nevermind." She replied as she finished her tea.
"Hey Raven"
"Yes?" She got up from her seat.
"You do realize I still think about what happened between us right" I looked at her
She looked at me back. "I know. Not surprising though. But you have to let it go" She walked away and put her cup in the sink. She then walked out the kitchen and down the hall. My heart was beating fast and I ran after her. "Raven wait" I said causing her to stop in her tracks. I picked her up and pinned her against the wall. She looked at me in shocked. "Beast Boy" She quietly mumbled. I put her down but still had her against the wall. "W- What are…" I placed my finger on her lips making her quiet down. I life her head up and pressed my lips against hers she pressed back and we shared a passionate kiss. I miss this feeling. Her warm soft lips. I carried her into my bedroom which was not a mess for the first time in a while. I can hear her breathing as I placed her on my bed.
"Raven I can no longer hold back." I kissed along her body and pinned her hands down. She fussed and fought but I was too strong for her. I wanted her tonight but I didn't want to over step her comfort zone. I lay next to her and had her lay her head against my chest. Our breathing was in sync again with one another. She held my hand and I held hers. I don't know what this makes us but right now at this very moment I am loving it. We fell asleep to the sounds of our breathing and the sounds of the waves coming from outside the towers. Everything felt so right.
I woke up the next morning to realize that Raven wasn't next to me. I grab my sweats and put them on. I go down to the kitchen to see that she was in their making breakfast. She seemed to be in a good mood so I walked up behind her and held her waist which startled her a bit and causing her to look back at me. I gave her a small smile and she gave me a kiss in return. I quickly blushed and pulled away.
"Good morning to you too?" I questioned as I looked at her swaying her hips back and forth.
"Good morning love!" She smiled as she put a batch of pancakes on a plate.
"Are you feeling alright?" I rose my eyebrow at her.
"Mhm" She hummed
I didn't know how to feel this wasn't Raven. She wouldn't hum or call me love. This was weird even for her. I stood up and turned her around. "Who are you really?"I asked and she gave me a looked. "It's me Raven duh. Did you hit your head?" She patted my head.
"Beast Boy will you cut down the noise" A voice said and it seemed cranky. To my surprise it was another Raven. I jumped back and noticed that there was two Ravens'. I panicked not knowing what to do. Then the fake Raven turned into Terra. "WHAT THE HELL?" I yelled as I started to shaking "what are you doing here." I yelled
"Oh sweetie you forgotten we where dating already and that mean old hag over there took you from me." Terra said sweetly.
I backed away falling over on a nearby chair. "G- Get away from me."
"Oh Beast Boy. You know I can't do that until I get rid of my problem." Terra said as he rose her hand up causing the floor to shake. Raven looked pissed but when she tried to use her powers it didn't want to work. "Would you look at that? You seem to be useless without your powers Raven. That's what your dumbass gets for stealing my man" Terra laughed and ran over to Raven and placing her hands around her necking causing Raven to gasp for air.
"TERRA STOP!" I yelled. Winds started to pick up in the house seeming like it was a tornado inside the house. I grabbed onto the counter to make sure I wasn't blown away. I saw Raven trying to reach for nearby knife that was on the table. I quickly grabbed it and tossed her way when Terra wasn't looking. Raven grabbed it and stabbed Terra in her neck causing her to let go of Raven. The winds stopped when Terra collapsed to the floor. Raven fell and was holding on to her next trying to breathe right again.
"Raven?" I ran over to her and picked her up. I ran to the safe zone of the tower and locked us in. Raven looked at me as she started to regain her strength.
"I- I am going to kill that BITCH" Raven yelled and it seemed her powers came back too when I saw her hands glow. Raven punched and kicked the walls out of anger and I didn't blame her. "She wants you so bad well she'll be dead before she can get to you" Raven looked at me.
"Rae, I get it but right now this is not how we should approach this." I said as I was clearly upset also.
"Beast Boy. I want to kill her. I had enough of her bullshit. She's toying with us don't you get it?" She leaned against the walls.
"I get it. But as of right now we need too…." I didn't finish my sentence because I noticed Terra managing her way inside the safe zone somehow and stabbing me with a knife into my chest causing me to fall. I saw Raven yell out my name in terror but I couldn't react because I had blacked out onto the floor.
"BEAST BOYYYYY!" Raven yelled out.