A/N: I am back with a whole new chapter. Sorry for the lack of any updates. Just been busy with work and trying to find a new apartment. I also have been working on my other stories so it took me a while to update this one. If you want you can take a look at my other story which is biased off the Anime/ Manga called Tokyo Mew Mew named Sucker for Love. I hope you enjoy this because it took me a while to type this and try to get it to look at least good.

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Raven's POV

"You bitch!" I blasted Terra with a blast of my magic causing her to bang her head against the wall and making her knocked out. I didn't really care much about her at the moment. I ran back over to Beast Boy who was bleeding from his chest. I started to cry and I pulled out my Titans Walkie. "C- Come in Robin!" I said as I used my magic to try and heal Beast Boy myself.

"This is Robin. What's up?" Robin said over the walkie

"911 Robin. Beast Boy has been stabbed in the chest by Terra!" I said crying as I notice he wasn't moving

"Wait WHAT? I am on my now. Team head back to the tower now" I heard him yelled to the others

"No time to come to the tower, meet me at the ER!" I replied as I carried Beast Boy's body bridal style and tied up Terra with my magic. I rushed to the hospital and had them take Beast Boy right away. I sat in the waiting room crying my eyes out. I didn't know how this can come to this. My mind is racing and I never felt this much emotions since my mother gave me away to some monks. I looked up to see the time but as soon as I looked at the time Robin, Cyborg and Starfire rushed in through the doors.

"Raven…" Robin said softly and I ran over to him hugging him while crying in his arms. He rubbed my back and told me it would be alright. It was a quiet few hours until a doctor came out. "Excuse me; are there any family members here for Garfield?" The doctor asked as we all stood up but it was Cyborg who spoke.

"Well, um we are his family. His parents are not with us." Cyborg said "But I am the closest thing he has to an older brother. Anything about him you can say to me." The doctor nodded and took Cyborg to the side to talk about Beast Boy.

"I hope he's okay" Starfire replied.

"Same" Robin said as he held my hand tight. Cyborg walked back to us after he was done with the doctor.

"Well?" Starfire asked "Is our friend going to be okay?"

"Yes. Beast Boy will be okay. He lost a good amount of blood but he will be okay the doctor said. He had to get a few stitches and he's very lucky because they said he was stabbed close to his heart. He's expected to heal quickly but is advice to not fight crime for a good two month so he can fully heal" Cyborg said with a smile. Starfire jumped with joy while I sighed with relief. "Also he awake now so one of us can go see him. I say Raven should go first." Cyborg smirked.

"I second that!" Starfire said cheerfully said and Robin gave me thumbs up. I blushed and got up from my seat. I walked to the back room until I reached Room 105. I walked into the room to see Beast Boy who was in a hospital gown and was on the bed watching the T.V.

"Hey…" I said shyly

He looked over at me and gave me a small smile. "Hey Raven. Glad you're okay" He said as walked over to his bedside. I began to cry again as I saw a bandage through his gown as it was wrapped around his chest. He sat up and pulled me close to his body. He kissed my forehead. "I'll be fine. No need to worry" He said in a soft voice.

"No, it won't be fine! That bitch hurt you. You wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her. I won't ever forgive her for what she has done to you, me and the team." I pulled away from him as tears fell from my eyes.

"Rae, I'll be fine. Honestly it's just a cut" He sat up

"I thought I lost you dummy!" I cried out

"Why? I'm not easy to kill" He smirked. I smacked his leg and he laughed.

"Friend!" I heard Starfire voice coming from the doorway. She floated to Beast Boy's bedside. "I was worried we came as soon as we heard. Are you going to be okay?" She asked as she held his hand. The guys walked in after Starfire.

"Everyone I will be okay. Please stop worrying. I will heal and I will get better" Beast Boy sounded annoyed a bit.

"Whatever." I rolled my eyes. They allowed him to go home the next day. He seemed to be doing fine from what the doctors saw. I was in my room doing some mediation to calm my nerves down after the events that took place. I was very focus until I heard a voice call out to me. I quickly opened my eyes to see Lust standing before me.

"May I help you?" I questioned

"I'm hungry." She said as she played with the end of her cloak.

"I am not feeding you. There's food in the fridge so go help yourself" I rolled my eyes and I opened up one of my spell books.

"Not that type of food silly. You know what I want and I must have it or else I will make you lose control again." She pouted

"You have no control over my body. I will not give you that satisfaction again. Also I will not do that again with Beast Boy" I flipped through the pages.

"Oh, I want him and I will have him. This is not a conversation you can win. Not even your powers can stop me. I am unstoppable. You will give me him even if you do not like him but you would be lying to yourself if you say you don't like him. I have been to that part of your mind where you hide all your emotions and you have the biggest crush on Beast Boy so all I am trying to do it help you while helping me get fed." She on my bed and smirked my way.

"Listen, I do not have feeling for Beast Boy. Plus that was the first and last time I would let you control me. I will not have sex anymore and you will not be in charge of my body. Now away with you" I slammed the book closed and glared her way

She gave me a huge grin as if I she was going to take this as challenge. "Don't say I didn't warn you" She disappeared. I don't get what's her problem but as long as I am in control she can't do anything. I went downstairs to see the guys watching TV and Starfire cooking something that I probably won't eat.

"Friend Raven. You are awake" She said happily. Her cheeriness makes me sick at times. Always too dam happy.

"Mmm." I grabbed my usual cup from the cabinet, filled it with water and placed it in the microwave for 30 seconds.

"Do you want to get your nails done with me" She sat on the counter. I shook my head. All I wanted was my herbal tea.

"Raven" Robin called out and I sighed in frustration

"Yes?" I questioned as I walked over to the living room. Now the guys were staring at me. I felt a bit weird once I looked at Beast Boy.

"We are planning a camping trip. I want you to come with us." Robin smiled

"I do not do camping" I heard the microwave go off.

"Remember guys she's boring" Beast Boy snickered causing them to laugh.

"Say the one who got stabbed" I turned around and looked at his reaction and he looked pissed just the way I like it.

"I know you aren't talking darkie" He began. "Last I recalled you couldn't stop me from fucking you" I heard him laugh. I shot a nice glare at him causing Robin and Cyborg to move away from him. I then appeared in front of him not sure how I did it but I was in front of him. He looked up at me and I looked down at him. He had a sly grin on his face. I wanted to smack him but his sly grin was kind of cute. Turning me on in fact. I shook my head and I grabbed a fist full of his hair and pulled his head back as I sat on top of him. I saw his green eyes meet mine. I felt his hands grip my butt but I couldn't control myself.

"Need a moment you guys?" Cyborg said snapping me back to reality. I felt a blush along my face and I disappeared myself back into my room. I felt a strong urge and I took a cold shower. I knew it was Lust trying me. She wasn't going to win that easily.

Beast Boy's POV

"That was weird even for her" Cyborg said as he sat back next to me. I shrugged as I smirked at what just happened.

"She can't get enough of this beast" I laughed

"Eww" Robin mocked

"I feel like you kind of pushed it friend" Starfire said.

"How? She is the one who was on top of me. I just sat here like an innocent person" I yawned.

"I fear you two will end up in bed again." Robin rolled his eyes.

"If it happens remember she still hates me for taking her innocence from her but then again she wanted it. Plus our first time was on the couch" I chuckled causing the guys to quickly get up and look at me in disgust. "Don't worry that was months ago." I laughed. I got up myself and stretched. "Anyway, I have to change this bandaged on my chest and take a shower." I walked upstairs as I whistled. I heard sounds coming from Raven's room so I went over and knocked on her door. "Rae?" The noise stopped and I heard her footsteps. She opened the door and I waved to her.

"What?" She sounded annoyed and not surprising neither.

"Are you okay in there?" I asked

"I'm fine." She replied

"Are you sure? You've been acting weird ever since I got back from the hospital."

"Yes I just told you I am fine." She rolled her eyes once more. I didn't believe her so I moved in closer. I saw her face changed and she blushed a bit. I lifted up her head from her chin and made her look at me.

"You can't deny that you love it when I do this to you" I licked my lips and I see that she was getting turned on by that. "Just accept my love already" I teased her by running my finger along her soft cheek.

"How bout no" She pulled away from me.

"Whatever you say Rae." I then walked away while I heard her door slam. "She wants me" I said to myself as I went to shower and change into something more relaxing. Apparently, Starfire made dinner for us and she wanted us all downstairs. We all made our way downstairs and saw a table filled with food and real food not that alien food she tries to feed us.

"Sit, sit my dear friends" Starfire said happily. We all took our seats. "I made this food to celebrate our friendship. I figured it was needed with all the tension, arguments and sexual frustration has been going on lately."

"Thanks babe" Robin smiled and she gave him a kiss on his lips

"This all looks great Star." Cyborg said as drool was dripping from his mouth.

"This is very nice of you. Thank you" Raven said. Starfire made everyone plate and then herself. I picked at the food with a fork as I watched them all eat.

"What's wrong BB?" Cyborg asked with a mouth full of food

"Is the food bad?" I heard the sadness in Starfire voice.

"It looks good and smells good but you forgot I am a vegetarian" I said as I pushed the plate away from me.

"Oh, I am so sorry." Starfire looked disappointed.

"Thanks anyway, I'll just sit here and watch you guys eat" I tried to give a small smile. She gave me a smile back. I watched them as they ate. I heard my stomach rumble and I sighed. I got up and walked away from the table. I took out a TV tofu dinner and heated it up in the microwave. Once it was done I sat back at the table and began to eat. Cyborg and Robin had finished first and was planning to play games the rest of the night. Starfire decided to clean the dishes leaving just Raven and I at the table. I didn't say a word and kept eating. I felt her gaze on me at time but I ignored it. Once I was done I handed my plate over to Starfire and went to sit with the guys. Raven then came over and sat next to me. That is weird of her. She pulled out a book and began to read it. Starfire joined us not to long ago after she was done cleaning.

Cyborg decided it was time for him to sleep since Robin and Starfire left to their room an hour ago. Once he left it was just Raven and I. I flipped through the channels as she was still reading her book. "Ughh there's nothing on!" I groaned as I put the remote down and left it on a movie channel.

"So why not play the game if there is nothing on TV jackass" Raven said as I turned to her.

"Because I do not most of my days. Anyway, what the heck was that earlier?" I raised my eye brow at her

"Do not mention that" She closed her book and stood up.

"No I will mention it because it was weird even for you."

"I said do not mention it." Her voice was firm which I didn't care for.

"I already said I will bring it up. So spill" I crossed my arms as she stared down at me.

"Remember I bite" She threaten

"Remember I'm a beast. Don't use that as an excuse because I can bite you much harder and you know it. Also you would love it." I teased as I stuck out my tongue. She was getting pissed off which means I won. I got up and felt myself being pulled down yet again but this time she was fully on top of me. I was surprised to see that she did this to me. "Rae?" I questioned. She wasn't herself and I can tell. I sense that she wanted something and I knew exactly what it was. I pulled her face close to mine and pressed my lips along her neck and gave it a soft lick. I heard her let out a light moan. Yea she wants me. I pressed my lips against her ear. "Tell me what do you want?"

I felt her body shudder. Her lips were close my ear and she whispered in my ear. "I want you to…. Have sex with me" My eyes opened wide since Raven being blunt with me. I sat up with her sitting on my lap.

"Are you sure about this?" I removed her bangs from her eyes. She gave me a wink. I smirked a bit and grabbed her hand. "If you are sure about this let's go to my room where it's more private. She nodded and we walked to my room. Once we entered I locked the doors and from there we did things.

Raven's POV

I woke up the next morning we body pains but I remember what this pain was from the last time. I looked around the room to realize I wasn't in my room. Last night was a blur and I couldn't remember exactly what happened. All I remember was Lust and I conversation. Then it hit me, I looked over to my right and there he was. Beast Boy was lying peacefully next to me. I realize I wasn't wearing any clothes. "Oh fucking hell" I mumbled to myself making sure I didn't wake him. Lust did exactly what I didn't want her to do. I placed my hand along my face and sighed.

"Why does happen to me" I sat up a little trying not to wake him up in the process. He does look peaceful sleeping. I rubbed my hand along his cheek softly. I think Lust was right but am I ready to commit to a relationship with Beast Boy?

"Mmm" I heard the sleeping green boy. He stretched out his arms and opened his eyes to see me sitting up. "Morning?" He questioned with his sleepy voice. "Are you okay?" He yawned

I nodded. I put my hair in a bun and sighed. "Garfield…" I began

"Oh come on. What did I do now? Hey for the record you said you wanted this to happen last night so I don't want you snapping at me" He gave me a look and I kind of felt hurt by him saying that. Must have been Lust who took over my body but I slept with him yet again and cannot go back to that.

"I- I wasn't going to sn- snap at you" I looked at him and now he looked concerned

"So what are you feeling?"

"I'm not sure but I want you to know I am not mad at you." I played with my fingers

"Are you really? Kind of hard to believe but no offence but you are you and you are always mad at me."

That hurt even more but I needed to get this off my chest. "Just listen will you" I rolled my eyes as I began to get annoyed.

"Alright then speak" He stood up and I realized he didn't have any underwear on.

"Can you put on your clothes first" I looked away quickly. I heard him groan in annoyance. I also put on my clothes and we were sitting on his bed but apart from one another.

"Alright, I am clothed and ready to hear what you have to say" He yawned once more.

"Lately, I have been noticing a change with us. We use to tease each other and show hate towards each other. After the first kiss we shared I felt on top of the world but I was confused because you always called me creepy. I knew in my heart that kiss meant more but all I can do was hid. I didn't want to feel hurt and I don't want to hurt. I try to keep my emotions at bay but I can't help it at times. Then there was other times we kissed and I can feel that was even more than the first. I just feel like somewhere in your heart you still care for that girl and you know who I am talking about" I said

"Terra? Why would I still love her? The crazy bitch hurt you and stabbed me almost to death. I been gave up on her and love all together." He shrugged.

That last sentence felt like a stab to my heart just now. I was just about admit that I was falling for him but it's no point if he doesn't want any love. "I understand. I'm sorry for waiting your time" I stood up and was about to walk out but he placed his hand along the door causing me to look back at him. "W- What?" I asked trying to hold back whatever tears was forming.

"There's more isn't there? What are you trying to tell me" He said in a firm yet calm voice.

"It's nothing…" I mumbled

"Rachel do not lie to me…" I looked at him. It's been a long time since I heard my actual name being used and I was surprised that he knew it.

"You wouldn't understand…"

"Try me" He grabbed my hand and lead me to his bed and have me sit while he stood in front of me.

"I- I can't. Please understand" I almost cried out

"Rachel stop doing this. If you have something to say it or so help me I won't speak to you for a long time." I heard him getting annoyed

"…" I turned my head and he sighed hard.

"Get out" He whispered

"Huh..?" I looked up at him. He was pointing to the door.

"Out."

I got up and started to walk to the door. My heart was banging against my chest. I blew it. I fucked it up. I began to cry and ran out his room.

After that day I haven't said a word to Beast Boy or anyone else in the house. A month went by and I was to myself in the living until I a touch on my shoulder caused me to jump. I saw Starfire standing behind me.

"Friend Raven. You have not said a word all month long I am worried about you please speak to me. We can go to your favorite places." She smiled and I shook my head. "Oh come on. Speak! This is so unlike you" She begged. We heard the door open and it was the guys. They made their way over to us.

"Hey girls" Cyborg said

"Guys she still will not speak" Starfire cried out

"We can't do anything about it Star" Cyborg said

"We must. She's our friend! We must always help friends." Starfire pouted.

"I understand sweetie but this is her choice. We cannot force her" Robin rubbed Starfire's cheek.

"Am I the only one who cares for our friend's wellbeing? All you guys say is we can't do anything but its sad seeing her like this. What do you think Beast Boy?" Starfire asked him

"What do I know? I don't know jack shit on how you female brains work. One minute you're all lovely dove and the next minute were wrong for just breathing. Heck if I care if she speaks or not as long as she doesn't say a word to me then I'm fine." Beast Boy said which they all just stared at him in disbelief

"That's harsh even for you" Cyborg shook his head

"What crawled up your butt?" Robin asked

"It's nothing." He looked at me "You wouldn't understand" He mocked my words from before. I felt my blood boiling he was mocking me. I stood up and glared at him and he shot his glare right back at me.

"What? You have a problem you can say so?" He smirked

"Beast Boy what are you doing?" Robin said as he backed away along with the others.

"You see, Raven will not speak because me and her got into an argument a month ago. I won't go into details but ever since that day we haven't spoken to each other but she took it to the next level and didn't speak with any of you." He stuck out his tongue which I wanted to rip out instead I just walked away and slammed the door once I went to my room.

I couldn't believe I was falling in love with a fucking fool. "UGHHHH" I yelled out causing one of my emoticons to appear. I look and see it was Knowledge who was sitting on my bed.

"Are you done having your tantrum" She stared at me

"What are you doing out of the mirror?" I questioned her while ignoring her question.

"Well I won't be out here if you was smart enough to tell Beast Boy how you truly feel. You keep holding back and you will not get anywhere. The more you deny that you love him to yourself the more it will hurt you and will cause Lust to lash out on him sexually." She fixed her glasses. She had a point in her own way.

"It's hard to express my love for him. I feel like he doesn't love me the same." I sighed

"Well you need to find out soon. Why not this weekend. They did plan that weekend trip to go camping. Why not go and share a tent with him." She explained

"I'll see. Thank you for your advice." I replied while she nodded then disappeared. I have some work to do and this will not be easy.

Beast Boy POV

After I said what I said Robin and Cyborg talked my ear off about how rude I was but I didn't care. That girl just doesn't know what she wants and I am tired of playing her game. I spent the rest of the week either outside or in my room so I wouldn't have to hear their mouths.

The weekend rolled around which I was happy for. We were all going camping and the best part no Raven. This was going to be the best weekend ever or so I hope.

I sat in the living room with my bags ready to go. Starfire was across from me as she was taking selfies of herself. Soon enough Bumble Bee showed up. I guess Cyborg invited her.

"Hey Beast Boy" Bumble Bee said as she waved my way

"Hey Bee" I smiled and waved back

"Where's Raven. I thought she was coming" Bumble Bee asked

"I'm afraid she won't be coming" Starfire sadly

"Aww. I was hoping us girls could bound" Bumble Bee replied

"I'm coming" We heard a voice say and out of nowhere Raven came downstairs with her bag and was dressed really pretty.

"Oh Raven you can make it. I'm so glad" Starfire flew to her and hugged her and so did Bumble Bee. I for one sighed hard.

"What made you change your mind" Bumble Bee said as she let her go from the hug and so did Starfire.

"I've been feeling down for the past few days. Haven't really talked much to anyone and I want to change that so I told Robin that I was going and here I am." Raven smiled which was rare of her.

"Oh splendid" Starfire said cheerfully.

"So when are we leaving?" She asked and I saw her look my way for a quick second then looked away.

"We leave now" Cyborg said as he held up the car keys

"Hey Sparky, not all of us can fit in that car of yours." Bumble Bee reminded him

"No shit, come and follow me" Cyborg said and we all followed him after we grabbed our bags. We went to the garage to see his new work of technology. "Meet and say Hi to the T-Van. She has everything an R-Van would have but it's built more like a bus. Go on and get in. Also Robin said he will meet us at the campsite he had something to take care of first." Cyborg smiled with joy. We all got in the van with our bags and he got in the driver seat. While the girls sat together I sat alone in the back. I put my ear buds in my ears and drowned them all out with my music until we reached the area.

3 hours later

I felt the van come to a stop and a tap on my shoulder. "Hm?" I said as I opened my eyes to see that we were here finally. I jumped out of my seat and rushed outside to stretch my legs. The view was nice. We were near the water which was good and the campsite was already set up. Robin had probably set it up already.

"Hey guys and gals" Robin said as he was only in his swimming trunks. "The water is great!" He smiled as we saw water dripping off his body.

"Yayy" Starfire yelled cheerfully.

"Child I can't get my hair wet. I just got it done" Bumble Bee complained

"Oh, you are going in that water" Cyborg teased

"Says who?" She placed her hand on her hips.

"Says me!" He carried her and ran straight to the water while she was fuzzing and fighting for him to let her go. While that was happening I sat on one of the logs near the fire place.

"Oh there are three tents set up" Robin said as now a wet Cyborg and Bumble Bee returned back to the campsite.

"I thought it was going to be only two tents?" Bumble Bee said as she was ringing out the water from hair.

"Change of plans. So these are the people staying in which tents. Starfire and I in Tent one which is over there not too far from the rocks, Tent two is Cyborg and Bumble Bee which is located a bit by them trees and Tent 3 is Beast Boy and Raven which is located near the water." Robin explained. I sighed hard because I knew something like this would happened but I knew complain about it would just make matters worse. "Dinner is at Sunset so please try not to be late other than that you guys are free to do what you want until then." Robin said. We all went to our assign tents. I couldn't believe he has me sharing this tent with her.

We walked down to our tent in silence. Once we arrived I stood in front of the door not letting her in. She stood there and glared at me.

"Listen if we are going to spend a weekend together in a tent we at least need a bit of rules." I said and she crossed her arms.

"It speaks" She rolled her eyes

"Don't start your bullshit" I threaten

"If you would move I wouldn't have to start my bullshit" She smirked.

"What is your deal?" I started to get pissed off.

"Nothing is my deal. What are you on edge?"

"Because you are being a little bitch right now. You always act like a bitch after we have sex why?"

"For one we only had sex twice and another thing that doesn't change my mood"

"Yes it does Raven. If it doesn't then why did it take a month for you to speak to people again?"

"I can do what I want. Now move aside and let me in"

"No. Your sleeping outside"

"No you sleep outside you are part animal right? So be a good boy and stay out here." After she saying that I wanted nothing more than to shut her up. "That's right stay shut." She pushed me aside and went in the tent. I followed right behind her and zipped the tent behind me. She turned around and pulled her close to my body. I couldn't help it but anger and frustration overcame me.

"What are you doing? Let me go"

"I'm tired of your shit Raven. We are going to talk and we are going to talk now." I made her sit on the floor where the beds were.

"This isn't the way you talk to me" She pulled away from me and pouted.

"Just tell me why are you acting like this towards me." I asked

"This was a bad idea for me to come" She mumbled. She used her magic to disappear but that didn't stop me from me going with her. We appeared back at the tower. "Why are you following me?" She asked once she realized she wasn't alone.

"I already said we need to speak" I felt my head was about to burst

"You want to speak so bad? Fine Beast Boy… I've been holding back on how I truly feel about you but every time I try to express myself you end up getting angry and think I am playing with your emotions or just using you. The truth is. I- I-" She stopped herself

"You what Rae" I sighed

"I love you Garfield!" She cried out. That had caught me off guard. A moment of silence came in the air. I was speechless. I heard her cry a bit. I went over and hugged her.

"Raven…" I whispered and she looked at me. "I have been waiting for you to say that for a long time now."

"Y- You have?" She wiped her tears away

"Yes. I already told you how I feel about you but you never returned the feelings so I gave up until you were ready. I'm sorry if I was a jerk to you but you do make me mad at times. Rachel I love you too." I held her close. "Now can you answer one question for me" I rubbed her head.

"Depending on the question" She said bluntly

"Heh, typical Rae. Anyway, I want to make you happy but the only way I can do that is if you let me. So would you do the honors or being my official girlfriend?" I asked as I lifted her head from her chin to look up at me and her eyes shined.

"I guess we can give it a shot" She admitted

"Thank you. You will not be disappointed my love" I pulled her in close for a small deep kiss. I pulled away so that way we could breathe. "Now let's get back before Robin realize we are gone." I said she nodded and teleported us back to our tent and I opened the tent and walked towards the water with her. We held hands and I finally can say I am happy but then again how long will this last is the real question.