Chapter 4 FlashBack

Yuu POV

I watched his purple eyes darkened in outrage but I didn't get the big deal about any of this, sure I yanked him out of the room pretty roughly. So if he was made about that then I could get it, but he didn't seem to give a damn about that. "Whats your deal?"

He hasn't said a single word since I pulled him to our apartment, at the moment he was staring at the fire pit, it looks almost lifeless without a raging fire in it. Usually, dad made one late at night when it got cold. But seeing it so dark and empty was alien to me. Kimizuki, on the other hand, was staring intently at it as he took in a deep breath holding it.

Though I don't think that he noticed that he hadn't said a single thing since we had walked in here. He didn't even yell at me or call me a batard or an idiot when I dragged him down the hallway like a rag doll or a small child. "It's no fair, it's not possible he's like 26 and your 16, there is no way that he could have a kid at the age of 10. Things don't add up."

His voice was void of angry but each word that he spoke was lace with confusion as his eyes lit up with client questions and his eyebrows knitted together as beads of sweat dripped down his face. "He adopted me when I was 10 after an escaped the vampire city he found me in the winter cold. Took care of me raised me trained me, by the time that I was 11 he adopted me and became my legal guardian. Became my dad really and the only one that I have really known if, we are telling the truth."

I took in a sharp breath as I collapsed on the soft black couch, my head lolled to my head in exhaustion. Today had been a long day is it only seemed to be getting longer with each moment. A sigh escaped my lips as I stared blankly at a picture of me and dad with the squad back from when I was a kid.

My bright smile shocked everyone that day, I haven't smiled once since dad took me in. It wasn't until I realized that I want alone anymore, smiling became easier once I realized that fact. "So what you're saying is that you are betraying the memory of your real father."

The hell did that even mean my real father was a son of a bitch that is better off dead and I was glad that he is dead. "DON'T talk about things that you don't understand" I snarled angrily as flashes of a man with bright green eyes loomed over me. A butcher knife in his right hand as this sinking grin formed on his face while madness lit up his eyes.

"When I was 7 he called me the devil's spawn and tried to kill me, my mother killed herself to get away from me. So as far as I am concerned there no family to me. My only father will always be Guren Ichinose so don't dare speak about thing that you don't know. Anway keep this information to yourself. Dad and I agreed that it would be best for the rest of the class not to know."

He scoffed in outrage as he turned swiftly to look at me, a bright fire burning in hiss purple eyes as he got ready to yell at me with every breath in his body. This is so aggravating I wonder if this is what it was like for dad when I was in one of my stubborn moods.

"Why the hell should I? I know that he is going to let you try out for the black demon series before me even though you don't deserve it, which is total bullshit by the way. " He had to be kidding me sure my dad does give me more training than the others but he doesn't let me do anything that he thinks I'm not ready for.

"That not true he didn't even want me to be in the Moon Demon Company, he didn't think that I could handle it. He said that I couldn't work with a team or follow a simple order so I didn't serve the honor."

"Don't pretend like you know how my dynamic with my dad affected my military career. Screw off and keep your mouth shut about what we talk about. If you do I'll put in a good word with my dad so that you can try out out for the black demon series. Deal?"

I watched his eye widen in shock dismay at what I had just said but then they sly grin formed on her face like that had been the best deal that he had heard all day. "Fine but if I think that you aren't holding true on the deal then I will let everyone know" I nodded my head and watched him walk out of the apartment before collapsing on the couch. How the hell am I going to make that happened?

Seriously what was I thinking, I slowly opened my eyes to see that my room was followed with golden light from the open window. The sound of birds chirping in the distance filled my room as I rolled onto my back. My brain rushed to cope with the fact that I wasn't cuddled up to my dads side. Thank God that he had enough for sight to be out of the bed before i woke up.

I felt my body shoot up at the smell of bacon and eggs it smells delicious, but damn if I don't feel ashamed. It took 4 years for dad to trust me to sleep on my own without sleeping pills or him watching over me. Now he was going to be worried about me all the goddamn time.

"It's about time that you woke up." I snapped my head up at the sound of my dad's tired voice as he casually sipped coffee at the kitchen table. The white porcelain cup as smoke billowing out of the cup in a spiral as he stared down at the black tar-like liquid.

It was good to see that for the most part that he wasn't staring at me with disappointment in his eyes. I moved slowly down the last remaining stairs before stumbling into my seat as I struggled with the bright sunlight hitting my eyes. Why do I pick the same seat every morning when I know that the sunlight is going to blind me. "Yeah I smelled the food and thought that it would be best to get up and eat while I could."

He laughed evilly as this shifting sound made me aware of the other person in the room. evil "It's good to see that you are awake Yuu, I thought that I was going to have it set aside a plate for you." I knew the gentle voice well "Hey Sayuri, good morning " I didn't look up from my palms so I don't know if she threw a smile my way.

I was just trying to avoid his stare, I can feel it bearing down on my heavier than a thousand pounds of weights. "I'm sure that he brought up the impossibility of you being my biological son right? Forcing you to talk about the genetic donors."

I nodded my head silently for the first time working up the nerve to look at him. But he wasn't lagering worriedly at me. There wasn't any anger in his eyes, instead he is sipping coffee thoughtfully. "Alright you know that if you start to have trouble sleeping again I'm going to start putting you back on those pills right." I groaned but nodded my head ever so slightly. "Good eat we have plenty of training to do today."