Hello Everyone: For everyone that doesn't read the blog, a quick update for you guys: Long story short, I had a kidney infection which basically gave me this unstable ass fever, explosive migraines, inability to sit up or lay down properly, I couldn't eat or drink anything without feeling nauseous, it also hurt to drink or eat anything so I mostly stuck to an almost water diet and skipped food, and a trip to the hospital. Fun times.
I do apologize but I just wanted to let you guys know, I was staying on top of my writing and planning, but there was no way in hell I could've seen a whole kidney infection coming or I would've told you guys that you were getting a chapter this week instead of last week. Even if I had the chapter done to the last period, there was no uploading it because I couldn't sit up so yeah. Review replies at the end of this chapter and I hope you all enjoy. I do encourage you all to either follow my blog, or my tumblr, or both. They help now and then.
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The following morning, the sun had risen peacefully in the sky and was accompanied by a scattered assortment of clouds providing shade to people passing by. As the light began to shine through the sheer black curtains, Kagome's eyes began to twitch from the sudden light beaming against her eyelids. She slowly peeked her hazel orbs opened, adjusting her eyes and fighting against the sleep crusts that formed overnight atop and inbetween her eyelashes.
She had been lying on her back, with her left elbow thrown over her forehead and her right hand entangled in something soft and tousled. She peered downward lifting her head up from the thick memory foam pillow beneath her as the bed continued to mold comfortably to her shape and position in the bed. Seeing the white tresses from the man sound asleep on top of her abdomen flow gently from his scalp to being thrown widlessly across the king sized mattress brought back all memories of the night prior.
Kagome placed her left hand on her forehead not wanting to wake the half demon by removing her right hand from his hair. 'Oh shit. I did that thing again. The thing I told myself not to do but did anyway...shit.'
Rubbing her hand through her messy, wavy bed hair, she simply shrugged her shoulders and let out a sigh. 'Oh well...not much I can do now. I wanted it so I got it...but it makes me feels so dirty...but at the same time it feels so good...ugh! I have no idea what the hell i'm feeling...wait a minute.'
She looked down at Inuyasha and remebered that she was dealing with one of the most highly intellectual beings she had ever encountered in her almost 18 years of living. The man clearly had an understanding of most feelings and emotions as well as their outcome even if he himself didn't feel the same way or practice the same behaviors. She wondered if asking him anything would make the vibe awkward between the two of them.
She fell gently back into the marshmello felt pillow, and closed her eyes. 'I don't know why I'm bugging so much. He isn't my boyfriend or anything nor are we looking for anything like that. Plus it won't be awkward if I force myself to stop doing stuff like this with him and just find that outlet elsewhere...but what if they don't do it like he doe- oh gosh no! I shouldn't be wanting to do these things in the first place let alone be comparing anyone...oh goodness I need help but Sango hates everyone and Shippo wants me to get my hoe on...Why is it that the only sane friend I have is the one I'm screwing around with. Good job Kagome.'
Letting her mind wander, she accidently fell into the memories of last night.
After the first round in the shower, Kagome began to feel a little bold. Inuyasha had stepped out of the shower and secured a red towel around his waist and used another to semi-dry his hair. Once he was sure he wouldn't make the floor entirely wet, he picked up a pink towel and unveiled the naked goddess behind the shower door. Instead of cowering this time, she simply crossed one leg over the other and hugged her chest. It was a small difference that Inuyasha was used to picking up.
He opened the towel from end to end, holding one side as she spun in a circle laughing and securing it once she had spun the towel around herself completely. Then he topped it off with a kiss to the forehead and dried off her hair with the same towel he had used for his head. As he did that, Kagome's head tilted downwards. What she saw only spiked her curiosity more.
One thing that wasn't a secret amongst the world of humans and supernatural was that demons were known mostly for their enlarged girths even when soft. Kagome had seen Kouga hard many times but never when he was soft which is why she was confused when she saw the shaft pointing her way slightly but still keeping a close distance with his leg. She had never taken time before to observe it before. Not even when they both were in the shower just minutes prior. The thought of him being soft at such a large state made her worry about just how big he could actually get during a round of sex.
"So I got you this hard huh?" Kagome asked trying to break the ice and not seem awkward about it. She mostly just wanted to end her curiosity then and there. She didn't expect him to chuckle at her question.
"Oh my dear. It gets a lot harder than this. Trust me..." He responded as he finished towel drying her hair. As he lifted the heavy material from her head, he replaced the taken space with his mouth in front of her earlobe. "And if you're a good girl for daddy, then I might even let you ride me one day." He backed away from her ear and looked her in the eye before winking. "But that's a conversation for another day. You're too innocent for me now."
He turned on his heel and walked out of the bathroom to head into his room. Kagome took a minute to think over what had been said to her and couldn't decide whether or not it was the ringing in between her legs or his words that had made her face feel flustered. Regardless of what is was, she followed him into his room and skipped up behind him to hug her arms around his waist. He couldn't ask her what else she wanted because her hand made itself at home rubbing up and down, twisting her hand gently around his dick.
The surprising act from the woman made the saliva in the back of his mouth stall in his throat for a few seconds. He coughed out into his hand and swallowed whatever remnants was left. He turned his head backwards a little and asked her what she was doing.
She looked up into his bright amber eyes with a playful look in her hazel ones. " I'm just touching this large thing coming from your leg. Little ole innocent me just wanted to kiss it to make the swelling go down. A bump THIS big definitely needs to...come out." She winked, giggling towards the end of her sentence, not able to keep up the innocent seductive act. Her laughter was contagious and Inuyasha joined in lightly before moving her hand so that he could sit on the edge of his bed.
Kagome was unsure what came over her but watching Inuyasha sit on the bed and run his fingers through his long body of hair that dripped tiny water droplets to flow in between the lines of his defined abs turned her on more than anything. That, and the fact that she knew this was making Kouga upset. Kagome would hate to admit it but the tiniest part of her enjoyed that Kouga was jealous and somewhat getting a taste of his own medicine. They weren't together so she wasn't cheating but considering it was with someone he knew, the thought was more than likely stressing him out. After all the stress he had been putting her through, she thought it was well time that she get her fair fun out and let him be the one to stress and worry.
Before she knew it, she was on her knees and inbetween his knees licking away at the long flesh of meat that took her two hands to stroke. He hissed to catch the moan in his throat as he tongue accidently dragged itself across the hotspot right below the head. Kagome gave no fair warning, and Inuyasha wasn't turning her down although a small part of him felt like he should've. Kagome's head bobbed up and down in a non rhythematic motion but it was still enough to get Inuyasha off. He could tell it was something she didn't do often but she was clearly eager to learn.
'I'll be one hell of a teacher then.'
He put his hand on her head to get her to stop. He took a moment to catch her breath and Kagome panicked thinking that he didn't like what she was doing. "Did it hurt-" he shook his head.
"No but I just want you to do me a favor." He grabbed one of her hands and placed it at the bottom of his dick and placed her second hand just atop of it. His dick twitched a few times from all the extra attention.
"It's crazy to ask you to put your whole mouth on me so this is an easier way to do it. Get messy baby. Let all the spit drip from your mouth and onto your hands so it's easier to rub. Think of me of all the candy you like to suck on." He put his finger under her chin and lefted her head up to make sure she understood. "Got it?"
She nodded and he flicked his bottom lip under his teeth. "Good girl. Just like that for daddy. "
She lowed her head back down onto the top of him, sliding her tongue around the tip before sucking on it. Once again, her tongue had touched his spot, but this time he couldn't control his moan from coming out.
"Oh Kagome-mmm. That tongue of yours is uuh. "
His moan to her was short lived but well worth it. She remembered all the times she tried to do anything like this with Kouga and he was always very bland about it. She wasn't used to getting a reaction of a guy. The sound of her name on his lips excited her and she wanted to hear it again.
So she got a little bolder and prepared herself. She removed one of her hands and let the saliva from her mouth roll down the throbbing shaft of the half demon in front of her. She rubbed for a few more seconds before opening her throat and going a little further. She started slowly at first not wanting to choke herself. She felt when her throat would close up and quickly caught onto how fast she had to do it. Although she wasn't able to take him all in, she began deepthroating him down as much as she could.
Inuyasha let his back fall to the bed, closing his eyes so that he could get as much out of the experience as he could. To him, she was doing really well for someone that had no clue whatsoever how head should be done. Just when he was adjusting to her moderate speed, she started to speed up, swirling her tongue back and forth across the skin every time she went down. Inuyasha shot up when he the feeling him but Kagome put a hand on his stomach to stop him and before he could stop, she was taking in his entire seed like a champ, swallowing every last drop and opening her mouth for him to see.
His chest was heaving up and down from the excitement and her nastiness honestly could've dinged him in for round two but he didn't want to push the boundaries. Her swallowing him was enough for the night. He secretly hoped that she wouldn't remember him moaning out her name.
As Kagome's thoughts were grabbing her by the edges and tossing her emotions in a whirlwind, Inuyasha slowly began to wake up. As he opened his eyes, he could see the beaming light from the window had already consumed a majority of his room. The sour taste of sleep invaded his taste buds but as he mentally prepared himself to get up to go to the bathroom, his swollen relaxed face felt the plush stomach of the woman beneath him. Just like Kagome, memories of the night before came flooding into his head and he couldn't help but smile at the thought of it all.
He shifted his head up to see Kagome staring into space but as soon as he looked her in the eyes, she finally reacted to his movement and jumped slightly. Inuyasha giggled after feeling the small twitch in her body.
"Good morning my dear." He said. His throat had not yet adjusted to him being awake but his sleepy voice was music to her ears.
"Good morning." She said looking down into her lap.
The mood then became awkward as Kagome started looking for objects around the room to keep her eyes on. This small action was another that didn't go unnoticed by Inuyasha. He decided to start up small talk to relax her.
"Ya know, I haven't had a woman spend the night in my bed in years." He admitted.
His statement definately caught her attention. She stared at him wide eyed for a moment before scoffing. "Tuh, yeah right. You don't have to lie Inuyasha. It doesn't bother me what you've done with other girls. It's none of my business."
He shook his head. "Kagome, I'm serious." He sat up from her stomach and her hand that had been sitting comfortably in his hair fell down to her side. He twisted himself around to face her without removing himself from the blanket. "I've never let a girl spend the night since I was in high school. I make all the hoes go home...safely of course."
His eyes were honest but Kagome was still skeptical, giving him the sassy look up and down still not believing him. She pestered him with more questions. "So you mean to tell me that after a party, you screw a girl at like three in the morning and send her home at like four or five in the morning?"
"Yup. Sure do. I don't care if they sleep in the hallway or in the lobby, they aren't staying in my bed, my room, or my house. That's how attachments happen Kagome. I already dickmatize enough girls. Even the ones I don't sleep with get dickmatized. I don't need them getting anymore wrong ideas." He stated.
She loosened up her facial expression. After his explanation, she could see him not letting any girls spend the night. She bent her elbows back and placed her hands on the bed to push herself up and lean her back against the golden red headboard.
"Okay Inuyasha. I believe you but..." She started but then paused. She put her lips together and put a finger to them.
"Go on." He encouraged her.
Looking him in his eyes, she continued. "Does that mean you can get attached too? From letting a girl spend the night that is."
He shrugged his shoulders up and down, flashing a quick smile as he did so. "I guess so. If I like the girl at all, it could happen. I mean, I normally only let my girlfriends spend the night but you were so good to me last ngith Kagome, I just couldn't find the heart to send you back to your room." He ended his words playfully with his signature smirk warranting a light slap on the shoulder from fake offended Kagome.
She sucked her teeth and let out a small laugh under her breath. "I don't think I could ever have a serious conversation with you without things going left."
"Yeah you can. I am technically a therapist. It's my job to listen to people." He said, moving himself from beside her waist to sit next to her at the top of the bed.
She looked down at her lap again, folding her hands in it. "Well...you say that now then...how about we give a try? If you break character, you owe me...hmm...a trip to the candy store!" She bounced up and down in excitement thinking about all the cotton candy and pineapple soda's she could buy.
Inuyasha rolled his eyes. "Pick something else. I can take you the candy store at any time with money out of my pockets. I'd be delighted to do so and I do not need a bet to make me do so."
She pouted her lip out and folded her arms. "You're no fair. Ugh. Fine. How about...hmm...oh I know! You have to wear a shirt that says you're Kagome's boyfriend for a whole day!"
He snapped his head at her. "Are you nuts? That's my reputation on the line!"
She snicked. "Okay fine...The shirt will be a picture of me and you on it...kissing AND it has to say I'm your girlfriend!"
He fell over sideways with a hand over his chest. "Kagome you're killing me here!"
She put her hands up beside her head. "Hey, you said change the bet."
He sat back up and this time, it was his turn to pout. "Fine."
Althought he was putting on a show for Kagome, his mind was somewhere else. 'Oh Kagome, I would prefer the real thing. Not some damn shirt but I guess it's a start...shit. I'm really crushing that hard ain't I...Fuck. I'm calling Sesshomaru first chance I get.'
"So what about you? What twisted evil things do you want from me if you win this bet?" She asked, bringing him back out of his thoughts.
It's a good thing he already knew what he wanted before she even asked. "I would like for you to be my sex kitten for one hour."
"What?!" She was snapping her head at him now. "You're insane!"
He was unphased by her. "Look here doll face, if I gotta walk around basically telling my hoes I'm in a relationship that I didn't consent to, you're going to be my sex kitten girlfriend."
"Wait, you didn't say girlfriend the first time!" She raised her voice.
He looked up as if he was thinking. "Hmm. You're right, I didn't. But you changed your bet so I was just following in your foot steps. Deal or no deal my dear. It's up to you. Remember if you win, you basically get to shut down my entire hoe career."
'Why am I telling her this. Girls around here don't care. Knowing I have a girlfriend will make them flock to me even more...What Kagome doesn't know won't hurt her. It actually might make her jealous...Heehee. But I'd rather her be my little kitten.' He thought to himself.
She didn't give the decision much thought. She rolled her eyes. "Fine. Deal." She stated and they shook hands to confirm their bargain.
"So, talk to me. About anything."
Kagome decided to face forward. She knew what she wanted to ask of him but was unsure because she didn't want to make their friendship more awkward than it already was to her.
'I can't believe I'm about to do this but...it's now or never.'
"You know Inuyasha. I feel like since I've been here, you've been my only friend." She started off. Her statement his him like a truck, causing a huge lump to form in his throat. He let her continue.
"I know that's weird and all because we haven't known eachother that long but as far as I'm concerned, you've had my back, you talk to me like I'm an actual person, and you always consider my feelings. That's more than I could ever ask for considering the two people I know here on campus are complete assholes now"
His chest began to warm up and his stomach felt butterflies bursting from the inside. After everything that had gone down, it made him happy to know that Kagome appreciated him and actually considered him a friend.
"I just wanted to let you know those things before I said anything else...so..." She took a few seconds to pause before continuing. "I know we have been doing stuff with each other and it's been great and all but...I don't really know what I'm feeling so I was thinking of telling you what I do feel and hope that you can make some sense of it for me?" She still wasn't able to look at him although he was able to look over at her. She fiddled with her fingers to keep her eyes distracted and her headstill.
Inuyasha had a feeling that he knew where she was going to take the conversation and he had no problem helping her make sense of things. "I'm all ears Kagome. I won't judge. Promise." He said softly. He knew she probably was really embarrassed or scared to speak her mind.
She took a deep breath in before speaking. "I can't say that I like you in a crush type of way because honestly I don't know how that feels anymore. It's been so long since I've even thought of looking at another guy... I do know that I like having you as a friend though and as someone that can stay by my side. You've made me really happy in our short time together and I would like to see where things could go as far as our friendship is concerned."
Inuyasha's chest almost caved in at the thought of being in the friendzone but he kept his face straight and his ears focused, wanting to give her his full attention before any of his thoughts. He made sure to look at her body language as well as she was talking.
"With that being said, I find you...uh...I find you..." She began to tripping over her words as she found herself not wanting to let him know what she was really feeling inside.
'Kagome, you gotta calm down. Just think of him as your therapist. Not your friend. Just let it out...but he has already said so much about pushing away girls that like him...ugh. I just have to watch my wording...yeah. That's it.'
She took another breath and closed her eyes. "I find you incredibly attractive...so much to the point where it is a little distracting even when I'm not around you. What we've been doing together sexually hasn't made that any better either. It's made things worse. I love what you do to me but at the same time, it's not like me to throw myself out there to someone. I don't open up as fast with people in a friend type of way so for me to even have gone this far with you sexually is pretty bold for me...so much that is has me questioning if I even know who I am or what I stand for."
Inuyasha was making sense of what she was saying any by the time she finished speaking about her character, he had already figured out what was going on with her. He didn't want to cut her off so even when she paused, he kept quiet to give her a chance to get her thoughts together before speaking again.
"I feel like it's wrong to be doing what I'm doing with you but I can't explain to myself why it's wrong which is making me confused because I don't know if it's wrong or not but I also feel like if I can't explain why it's wrong, then I'm okay. I mean, you showed me you weren't infected with any STDs or anything like that and I'm single and you're single so I shouldn't feel bad but I do and I don't know what's wrong with me."
Inuyasha nodded, taking in what she was saying.
"Then even for a second, I thought about just doing stuff with other people instead of you because I didn't want a day to come where we had to stop being friends because you got a girlfriend or something. I mean, I wouldn't feel comfortable being someone's girl and they had some friend that was a fuck buddy so just saying...but um yeah. That's mostly it I think..." She trailed off towards the end.
After a few moments of awkward silence, Inuyasha figured she had said everything she desired to and decided to start talking.
"Okay, well first off thanks for sharing all of that with me. I'm sure it wasn't easy but I do have a question. Are you asking me for advice or are you asking me to tell me what you're feeling?"
He was still looking at her as she kept her head down. He didn't mind. Anything that made her more comfortable, he was all for it.
She let out a sigh. "I guess a little bit of both...and I guess what you're feeling too?" She looked up at him for the first time since that conversation started with hopeful eyes. She began to feel her stomach twist and turn and she wasn't exactly sure if it came from hunger or the nervousness she felt as she awaited to hear his answer.
He nodded and then looked away from her. She also turned her head back to it's original position.
"Okay well I will do them in order since that's what I would normally do when I was helping my mom with patients. You're feeling things that are completely normal Kagome. There is nothing really good or bad in this world. Only what we as people have made acceptable and unnacceptable. Things I think I am doing right might seem ok for me to do but someone else might see me as an asshole for doing that. At the end of the day, as long as you're sticking to what feels right to you, then you shouldn't have to worry about what's wrong or right."
He spoke to her the only way he knew how. From the heart. As he went on, he began to look up at the ceiling.
"If you wanna go be with other people...then I guess I mean it isn't really up to me on that end. I'm okay with anything for right now to be honest. If you wanna go and sleep around, that's cool too. If you want to stay to yourself or whatever, that's fine. As long as you're happy. Find what works for you. That's my advice...and no I won't hate you if you want to stop doing stuff with me. I'm not that big of an asshole."
At this point, he answered two-thirds of what she wanted to know. Her chest felt less heavy as the feeling of anxiousness began to pass. Talking to him about their situation and how she was feeling was less awkward than what she thought it would have been. With that being said, she was still looking forward to the final question he had to answer. She looked up at him to see if his facial expression would change but he had managed to look down at her at the same time. She wanted to look away but found herself frozen in the moment.
"I'm pretty sure you're looking forward to this one. How do I feel about everything right? Yeah. I guess it can be hard to read someone like me, yeah? Well you might not like what I have to say but...I'm not in love with you Kagome. I don't have this every dying love for you but I mean I'm pretty sure you don't feel that way either right?" He asked her.
For some reason, his words pricked her slightly in the chest but she brushed the feeling off as quickly as it came. She then shook her head. "Nah. You're right."
"Yeah I figured. " He said before continuing his answer. "I will be the first to say that...well you probably already know this. I'm really open to a certain extent about myself. There is not much I really hide anymore. I kinda just am who I am ya know? Which is why I can sit here and tell you that I am interested in getting to know you more. You've been on my radar since I laid eyes on you and like you, I don't even know if I can count my friends as real friends at this point until they get their act together. I'm so fucking over everyone at this point but you...you my dear. I can't get you out my head. You're just really fun to be around...and cute too-"
"Inuyasha!" She cut him off, shoving his shoulder lightly.
"What? I'm not playing! I'm being so serious right now! Kagome, you are beautiful. Me and Miroku tried to cop your number the minute we saw you. Do you not remember?"
She folded her arms. "Whatever."
"Exactly. Anyway, as I was saying, I like doing stuff with you because you satisfy me mentally. I don't get that from a lot of women so I kinda haven't been on my top notch hoe status since I've been your friend. I actually felt wrong myself for doing anything with you because of this whole Koga thing. Even last night, I thought about it. I don't want to nor do I want you to feel like I'm taking advantage of you...but I cannot deny a request when you start moaning in my ear Kagome. That shit is impossible and although I am not the worst of my friends, I am still a dude with a dick that is single and..and..it's just fucking hard okay! I have self control, you're just what my body can't get enough of at the moment and if that't uncomfortable with you, then we can stop."
Kagome grabbed Inuyasha's hand and intertwined it with hers. "Thank you Inuyasha. I needed that."
He smiled down at her. "Not a problem my dear...but you do know that I won the bet right?"
"Wait what?" She looked up at him dumbfounded as realization hit her. "Dammit!"
"I guess after I get my one hour, then we can stop eh?"
"Fuck you Inuyasha."
The two rested in bed for the next few hours in the morning talking over random subjects before deciding that they couldn't stay in bed forever. Inuyasha let Kagome stay in bed after the two had brushed their teeth and washed their faces. He offered to go fetch the two of them breakfast from somewhere nearby while she enjoy her time in the new place. She didn't argue and Inuyasha promised not to be long. He was out the door within minutes after throwing some grey joggers on and a blank white tee with some regular black converses.
He walked to a nearby spot called Sunny Dip. The small restaurant was along the street their apartment was located on along with a bunch of other stores. He walked in, not really caring too much about the atmosphere of the place. He walked past the hostess at the front to the person manning a cash register in front of a juice bar. The entire menu was plastered at the top of the wall above where the cash register was located. Inuyasha already knew what he and Kagome wanted so he didn't waste much time looking at it.
He ordered regular french toast for himself and a stack of strawberry pancakes with frosted sugar on top for Kagome. She didn't tell him too but he asked for honey and a ton of extra sweetened syrup for her. He laughed to himself on the inside as to how quickly he had adapted to her sugar addiction. While he waited for their food to finish, he pulled out his cellphone and dialed the firt number in his favorites.
After a few dialtones went by, a voice could be heard from the other end of the line. "Yes brother."
"Hey, wassup." He greeted Sesshomaru happily.
"Not much. Just sorting through some bullshit my marketers got me into this morning. I can't stay on the phone too long because I have a lot to look at today." Sesshomaru's tone of voice was similar to Naraku's voice. Almost all of the time they were monotone.
"That's fine." Inuyasha responded. " I'm just chilling. Waiting for me and Kagome's food. I decided to call you and see what you were up to. Don't know why I thought you wouldn't be working. You're a fucking workaholic."
"Well someone has to be in this family Inuyasha or the whole family name will go to shit."
"Hey, don't be that way. Mom works really hard. "
"When she isn't babysitting father, yes she is. Very dilligent woman. Just wished she would act like she actually graduated college sometimes."
"What do you mean?" Inuyasha asked.
Sesshomaru paused for a moment before responding. "Well, you're old enough to know now I guess. I didn't want to have this conversation right now because I wanted to understand more of what's going on over there with you and that...girl you told me about but. That can wait I guess."
"Yeah, I'll tell you all about it. Just tell me what you were talking about with mom."
"Well you were too young so we never wanted to tell you but mom didn't leave her job because she wanted her own business, she started her own business because our dick of a dad starting blowing the family bank account left and right on lord knows what and they were going to take our house because of whatever he did. Starting her own business allowed her to have her own hours and she could make the money she needed to in order to make up for lost bills. She also could run the business and keep a closer eye on our father and his spending habits."
Inuyasha was leaning over the blue counter as he was taking in all of the information his brother was telling him. "Dude, are you fucking kidding me? He really is that bad with money?"
"Inuyasha, take a second and think. Your dad...I mean our dad, excuse my ignorance, is not just any lawyer. He is an infamous lawyer great at defending well known criminals for a hefty check and winning the case. He charges a base fee for those type of cases and another fee if he wins which in fact he has never lost a case when defending those people either. Our mom is one of the most well known mental caretakers in her industry and yet majority of the time we had no money, and I am the one that is putting you through school right now. What did you think was going on?"
Inuyasha shrugged. "I don't know...I just...I just thought he was more so a selfish person-"
"Yes he is. Don't ever doubt that. " He cut Inuyasha off. "But he isn't this selfish person that saves money. He throws is all away. It's starting to piss me off too because I got ahold of some of his most recent receipts and I wanna know who the fuck is he walking around taking to the chanel store and Baby's R US. I will be flying out to see our parents next weekend and I am going to address him. Our mother has invested too much time and energy into him to be played like this. I will not allow it Inuyasha."
The cashier came from behind the back door with a bag of two containers in hand. He handed the bag to Inuyasha, and Inuyasha handed him his debit card. "Yeah, please talk to him. That's so crazy." He said, and then grabbed his debit card back before exiting the store.
"Don't worry too much about it Inuyasha. I spent many sleepless nights alone and drained so that you wouldn't have to suffer from their decisions. As long as I'm here, I don't want you going to them for anything. They have been going through some things and I just don't want them using you as a pawn anymore."
"Yeah, thanks Sesshomaru..." Inuyasha was walking down the sunny street, passing by a few couples holding hands here and there.
"Well, I have to go but before I do, tell me this. Who is this woman Inuyasha that I had to stop a business meeting for so that I could get you two a last minute furnished apartment?"
Inuyasha chuckled. "Someone I met first day of the semester."
"You're joking right?"
"No, I'm serious but check this out. She is beautiful, and smart but I found out her boyfriend, who was also our roommate, was cheating on her. I told her or whatever and he went ballistic. Tried to rape her, beat her, beat me up, all types of crazy shit. I didn't want to be there anymore with him because my other friend roommates were basically condoning it and I wasn't here for it so. I couldn't just leave her there Sesshomaru."
"Why are you always trying to save these girls Inuyasha? They don't want to be saved."
"I don't know but she won't be staying with me. This is just till the DA can get her a room which will hopefully be this week."
"If you say so...do you like her?"
"If I tell you, will you make fun of me?"
"Of course I will."
"Well, I don't like her like that but I think I might have a crush on her. Just a little tiny tiny tiny one."
"You like her. Got it. Note taken."
"Ugh, Sesshomaru it's not like that. She is just really pretty and smart and funny and I like being around her is all."
"Inuyasha, You haven't liked a girl like that in almost three years. I don't count those failed forced attempts you tried to do to get people off your ass over the past two years. Since that one girl, you've been so picky on even getting a girlfriend. So do me a favor, at least try?"
"...I'll think about it."
"You'll do it? Great. Let me know how it goes and please don't fuck this up. I have to go. They are knocking at my office window trying to get me to come out or something. I don't know what they want but I will try to stop by next weekend when I got to see our parents. Love you and see you soon."
"Yeah yeah, Whatever Sesshomaru, love you too. Bye."
He hung up the phone and made his way into the building. When he got to the apartment room, he put the key in and was met with the smell of french vanilla. He locked the door behind him and walked straight back to his room. The door was cracked. He pushed it open and saw Kagome devouring a tub of ice cream in her lap as she watched something on her phone. Seeing him enter, she put her phone and spoon down, and placed the ice cream lid back on the tub.
"Oh you're back! How does the food look?" She said, pushing the ice cream to the side.
He gave her a half lidded look. "Are you serious? Where the fuck did you get ice cream from?" He walked to the bed and sat their food on the bed.
"Oh! I was walking around, just getting a better look at the place and went into the fridge just for giggles and saw some food baskets for us. The one in the freezer had ice cream and I couldn't help myelf. Want some?" She stuck the ice cream tub in from of her and Inuyasha immediately shook his head.
"No thanks. I'm not a sugar person like that."
She stuck her tongue out at him and put the ice cream on the nightstand beside her. "Because you suck."
"Whatever my dear. I didn't look at the food because I was distracted on the phone. My bad but it smelled like ours so." He pulled their two marked containers out and handed one to her that had the letter P on it. She opened up the box and her face lit up with excitement. She clapped her hands together and did a small happy dance in place.
Watching her wiggle her hips back and forth along with her shoulders made him laugh. He couldn't help but feel warm from seeing her so happy about food.
'Now why would any man not want to see this happy face?' He thought to himself. It was hard for Inuyasha to imagine anyone telling Kagome she needed to lose weight. She loved to eat. Especially sweet stuff.
'I mean, if her health is a concern to them, all they had to do was work out with her. Fruit is sweet too, they could give her that- fuck it, people are just dumb. They never think of anything.'
He took out his food and ate along with Kagome on the bed. While he was eating, his phone vibrated. He pulled his phone back out of his pocket and put in the passcode. Pulling down the screen, he saw the text was from hojo.
Hojo: Yo, haven't seen ya in a bit. When is the next time you coming by?
He texted him back instantly.
Inuyasha: I'm actually free today, I'll drop by a little later.
As the two of them texted back and forth, Kagome grabbed her phone from the nightstand beside her and saw a text from shippo.
Shippo: Hey girlie. Hows everything going?
She texted him back.
Kagome: Great actually. But I had a super weird convo with inu this morning tho
Shippo wanted to know everything that was going on but Kagome didn't want Inuyasha to be around when she talked to him. She just wanted some quality friend time with Shippo. After finishing her pancakes, she wiped her mouth and fell back onto the bed.
"Oh, I'm stuffed." She said.
Inuyasha giggled. " I'm sure you are."
He picked up their trash and threw it away in the kitchen. When he returned to the room, Kagome was on her phone. He rested himself next to her on his stomach.
"You doing anything later?" She asked him.
"Yeah, I am actually. Going to see Hojo for a bit later. Why?"
"Oh no reason. Shippo is coming by later. I just wanted to know if you were going to be here or not."
"Yeah, you two enjoy your girl time. I'll be out for a bit." He responded.
Kagome rolled her eyes. "He is a boy Inuyasha."
"Okay…your point?"
She smacked him on the back of his shoulder. "Bequiet. You're not allowed to speak anymore."
The rest of the afternoon went by uneventful. Kagome used up most of her time sorting through the bags Inuyasha had packed for her and putting her stuff away. Although she knew she wouldn't be staying at the apartment forever, she still wanted it to feel like home when she came in. Inuyasha took a midday nap and didn't wake up till around 5:30pm. Kagome was just finishing putting the last of her things away when he woke up. She heard him shuffle around in the bed and skipped her way back into his room.
She picked up the large pillow beside him and pounced the pillow on his head. "Wake up. Don't you have somewhere to be?" She said.
He groaned. "I know, I know. Damn." He rubbed his eyes and got out of bed.
Kagome mentioned to him that Shippo was on his way as he went into the bathroom to freshen up. He didn't take long and was out of the bathroom in less than ten minutes. He kept his same attire on. After throwing his keys, wallet, and phone into his pockets, he gave Kagome a wave goodbye before he was out the door.
"Don't forget tonight is a school night for us Inuyasha!" Kagome hollered as the door closed shut. She knew he heard her because of his hearing though.
Not too long after Inuyasha had left out, there was already a knock on the door. Kagome ran to the door to peep through the peephole. Upon seeing the familiar orange hair, she squealed in delight.
"Hey!" She said.
Shippo gave her a small quick hug, making sure he didn't hit her with his tote bag. "Hey girl!" He responded.
Kagome locked the door behind him. "So how are you?" She asked.
Shippo sat on the three-seater couch near the door and put his bag next to him. "I'm good. Mad as hell you all left me to deal with that BS back at the dorm or whatever you wanna call it.
"What's going on now?" Kagome asked, taking a seat on the couch across from Shippo.
"Girl, everything. Kouga just would not shut the fuck up, Miroku keeps talking shit about Inuyasha like I won't smack him in the mouth, and Naraku…Naraku has been chills. He's been doing him so not too many issues from him but those other two are climbing on my nerves." Shippo rested his elbow on the arm rest and his head in his palm.
Kagome folder her arms and bared a soft look of concern. "I'm sorry to hear that. I know it sucks. That's why Inuyasha and I got outta there."
"And left me. I know. But it's cool. I didn't stay there. It was too much so I ended up spending the night with Bankotsu in his room."
"Wait, he got accepted into our school?" She asked.
"Yeah. He fell for me and decided to follow me to the ends of the earth. At the time though, I found that really stalkerish and was against us sharing a dorm together for the simple fact that I didn't know if he would turn out to be some crazy dude or a serial killer or some shit like that. That's why I don't blame y'all because I could've been cooped up with bae but nope. I was being cautious."
Kagome fiddled with her fingers in her lap and gave him a comforting smile. "it never hurts to be cautious."
"Yeah, I know but speaking of cautious, what's going on between you and dog boy."
"Your cousin?"
"Yes bitch, him. Spill all of the hot cheetos."
She leaned back, covering her mouth as she whaled in laughter. "Oh my gosh, hot cheetos? Really?"
He moved his head from his palm and flicked his fingers at her. "Yes, spill the cheetos and stop stalling!"
"Okokok. So, I did some stuff with him last night-"
"Oooh, you a nasty bitch. Tell me more." He said, pulling a bag of hot cheetos out of his bag.
Kagome did her best to contain her laughter but the story itself was making her smile so hard, she struggled to get the words out. "I mean we didn't do much. Just the usual head and stuff…but I did give him head and-"
"Oooh!" Shippo sqealed, kicking his short legs back and forth.
"Theeeeen, that was it. But after all that, I woke up and he was laying down on my stomach and I found myself just thinking about everything. I couldn't make sense of any of it and…you're gonna think I'm dumb for this but…I asked him for advice and stuff and basically told him everything I was feeling and stuff like that."
Shippo's excited duck lips quickly fell into a straight line. "Yes, you are dumb but still tell me what happened."
Kagome went on and explained the entirety of the morning conversation between her and Inuyasha. Once she stopped talking, Shippo was looking at her with his mouth open.
"So, what I'm getting from this is…you basically told him you don't like him like that and you don't know if you want to be a hoe or not or if it's just being a hoe with him you don't want?"
She nodded.
He fanned out his fingers and placed his middle one on his forehead. "Girl, I have to teach you how to get a man. You started off good with the bet but that conversation, you should've just left that alone but it's too late for that now."
"He said he feels similar too Shippo."
"Kagome don't be dumb. Inuyasha likes you, he just doesn't know it yet but trust me, you'll find out soon enough." He stated.
"How so? Is he nuts too? Because I really don't want to deal with another Kouga-"
"No girl. Inuyasha is sane…he's just a little…jealous I guess you could say. Not in a bad way though."
Kagome slouched in her seat. "Ugh! No, I do not need any of this boy trouble. That's why I don't want to deal with anything serious right now."
"Kagome chill. He is the cute type of jealous. He will want like hella attention if he even sees another guy looking your way. He can get nasty jealous but that doesn't happen too often. Either way, he is nothing like Kouga. That man is just possessive in general."
She let out an elongated sigh. "I don't know Shippo. I just don't want to get caught up and get my feelings hurt or even hurt his feelings. I don't know exactly what it is I want right now."
He put a finger to his chin and tapped twice. "Hmm. Well Kagome. My only advice to that is see other guys. You'll never know if you don't try."
"You think so?"
"I don't know to be honest but Inuyasha isn't the only guy on campus."
"Well…isn't he like a player or something? I don't want to get involved with that." She said.
"No, no. He does not play women, he sleeps with women and tells them to have a nice day."
Kagome popped up when Shippo said that. "Wait, he does what?"
"Girl Inuyasha is honest but he is rude. Like he will sleep with a girl and put her ass out. I remember one time before this past summer, we had a party and Inuyasha fucked this girl to sleep, and once he was done, he tried to shake her but she wouldn't wake up so he threw water on her face and made her get out of his bed. Why did we let him do that? That poor girl. She was so upset but hey, Inuyasha just does not like anyone but him sleeping in his bed."
Kagome titled her head to the side. "But…he lets me in his bed all the time."
"….Bitch! Why did I just realize that?! Girl, tell me he don't like you again and we fighting. Girl! He HATES when girls that aren't his girlfriend sleep in his bed. For the past few years, it's been that way anyway."
She lifted her feet up to lay sideways on the couch. "Well I mean I still don't think it means anything."
"Kagome…if you knew what Inuyasha has been through, you would not be saying that but that's not a story of mine to tell you. That's for Inuyasha to tell…Shit. Don't even tell him I told you there was a story to begin with."
Kagome found Shippo's presence extremely comforting and she wasn't picking up on anything negative from his. She appreciated his honestly and straightforwardness. It was something she liked about Inuyasha as well and she figured that she had probably been looking for the wrong traits in friends her entire lifetime.
"Well tell me this Shippo…can I like Inuyasha but still see other guys? Would that be wrong?"
He shook his head. "The man's my cousin but no. You can like him but still want to expand your options. I don't know how it will make him feel but as far as I know, it's not wrong if you're single…I would encourage you though to see how he feels about you."
"He said he likes me but doesn't like me basically." She responded.
"He likes you. That's just what I think but hey, if he said that, then he can't be mad when you start doing you."
"Yeah, I guess…"
He gave her a small smirk. "But make sure to do yourself a favor Kagome." He said.
She looked up at him, intrigued. "What is that?" She asked.
"Don't fall into the daddy fetish. That shit will fuck up your life. Bankotsu will literally curse me out during sex if I don't call him Daddy. I know Inuyasha has a daddy fetish too so if you do pursue him, once you call him daddy, that's it. He's not letting you date anyone else. "
Kagome thoughts trailed back to the night before for the umpteenth time that day.
"Oh my dear. It gets a lot harder than this. Trust me..." He responded as he finished towel drying her hair. As he lifted the heavy material from her head, he replaced the taken space with his mouth in front of her earlobe. "And if you're a good girl for daddy, then I might even let you ride me one day."
"Good girl. Just like that for daddy. "
"Well I should've figured that much about him...but I find that weird to be honest. I can't imagine calling anyone daddy. Ew! Even just saying it is weird!"
"You say that now..."
BREAK HERE
At the bar, Inuyasha was getting a mouthful from his friend Hojo the bartender. When Inuyasha had arrived, Hojo was cursing out a few guys who were trying to bribe him into slipping something into the drinks they wanted to buy for some of the girls there. Hojo let them have it and had security escort them out as Inuyasha walked towards the bar. He took a seat in his normal spot in front of Hojo. It took his friend a moment to notice his presence because he was eyeing the men all the way out the door until they were out of sight. Once the swinging door closed behind them, Hojo shook his head, and went back to cleaning the dirty glasses he set aside.
"Inuyasha..." He started, finally acknowledging his presence. "I swear on everything, I'm gonna blow my damn head into a casket if I have to keep putting up with this shit. Why the fuck would they ask me some dumb shit like that? What do I look like? I'm a fucking bartender. I'm not losing my job over any golden dollar I tell you. Everything that glitters ain't gold and no billion is worth me sitting in jail over a rape charge I ain't do. Fuck that."
Inuyasha sucked his teeth. "You say that like these college boys actually get convicted when they rape a woman."
"Oh shit. True. But still, I could never live with the thought of it." He said, pulling out the all too familar liquor bottles. He mixed the drink quickly and slammed the glass down in front of Inuyasha.
"Here ya go my friend, it's on the house. You're usual as usual."
He chuckled before taking his first sip. "You're crazy Hojo."
"Yeah yeah. So what's going on with Kouga? Word gets around Inuyasha and this bartender has nothing better to do than eavesdrop on all the conversations. "
Inuyasha wasn't shocked to hear Kouga's name but was a little taken aback at the fact that Hojo found out so quickly. "What do you know so far?" He asked.
Hojo shrugged, putting a glass down and moving on to wipe down the next in line. "Not much. There was a party, Kouga fucked shit up, and beat a guy up because his girl broke up with him after cheating on him with his best friend. Then he went to jail. The story sounds like something out of a really bad movie so I thought I'd ask you about it."
Inuyasha put his head down over top of his drink and folder his arms around it. "Well unfortunately all of that is true with the exception of the best friend thing and Kagome cheating. I am not his best friend, a friend maybe. Depends on how you look at it. But me personally, I don't see Kouga and I as friends like I thought I did."
"Wow, you actually considered him a friend?"
Inuyasha lifted his head up. "Eh, not a close friend but a friend enough to where if we were in the same room, I would speak. He wasn't nothing special and I honestly had a hard time opening up to him because I didn't trust him for a while. Once I let my guard down, I noticed little shit about him that threw me off so I never got too close to him but we've given each other advice here and there. After seeing how he is, how he really feels, and what him and Miroku have been up to, I don't feel like he ever was my friend to begin with."
Hojo nodded. "Is that why you don't care about going after his girl?"
The half demon smirked, sucking his bottom lip in. "Who said I was going after her?"
"Well clearly something happened. You made the wolf demon go nuts."
"Pfft. He made his own self go nuts. All of this is his fault anyway."
Hojo sat his glass down and threw his cloth to the side. He leaned over the counter to face Inuyasha. "Tell me how is it his fault you're tryna get his girl?"
Inuyasha looked at him with a straight face. "He shouldn't have fucked up, because there wouldn't have been shit for me to tell. He would've still had his girl, we both would have been cool, and I wouldn't be hooked on eating this girl but hey. Hopefully he learns from this-"
"So you are trying to get at her! I knew it! Oh boy. This is exciting dog." His newyorker accent strongly rolled off of his tongue as he slammed his palm down on the counter.
Inuyasha rolled his eyes and waved him off. "Nah, just wanna keep her around for a bit. She's cute and nice to talk to. I thought I told you all of this last time I was here?"
Hojo threw his hands up, shaking his head. "Alright man, if you say so but I call it. That's gonna be the next one for you. If she ain't the one, she will at least be the next one to get you there. I know we talked but you were still on the fence a bit, you're heading deeper in the waters now it seems."
"Hojo listen, even if she was the one, the girl just got out of a relationship. It was three years long remind you. The same man tried to rape her, and beat her. Plus she doesn't have any real friends here on campus. That's an entire setup man."
Hojo rolled his eyes before catching site of the two girls that took a seat at the other end of the bar. He hollered to ask them if they wanted anything but they only asked for water. He threw some ice into two tall glasses, spray water inside, and slid them down the counter. He then turned back to Inuyasha, not paying the astonished women any mind.
"Inuyasha, I'm really curious so don't mind me too much but what you gonna do if the girl does catch feelings for ya? What if you catch feelings for her?"
Inuyasha took another sip of his drink. "Simple. I stay away from her-"
"Inuyasha!"
"I'm just kidding! Damn calm down. Already ready to jump down my throat and shit... I don't know how i'll act to be honest. Only time will tell but I'd probably just turn her down because I don't wanna be the next guy to break her heart. She's too good for that and has already been through a lot."
"hmph. Interesting." Hojo said, pulling up a bar stool from his spot.
"No I don't feel bad at all. Me and that dipshit were never friends in my eyes. I hold no obligation or loyalty to him."
Hojo let out a small laugh. "I mean hey if it's how you feel, it's how you fe-"
"Hey there big boy." A deep sultry voice slithered from behind Inuyasha, rubbing her freshly manicured fingertips against his shoulder.
He slapped her hand off of him and rotated his shoulders forward. "Fuck do you want kikyo?"
"I just wanted to know how my lover was doing...Hi Hojo." She said but Hojo didn't reply. He got up from his stool and busied himself with organizing his stash of liquor on the wall. He wasn't all too interested in the woman dressed in nothing but gold booty shorts and a white triangle bar barely covering her nipples.
Inuyasha massaged the left corner of his forehead with his hand, trying to move along the headache that began to form. "Kikyo listen. I don't want you, what part of that don't you understand?" He asked, still refusing to look at her.
She leaned against the counter beside his, pushing her chest out at him. "Oh really? That's not what my text messages say-"
"What fucking text messages?" He asked, cutting her off.
She bobbled her head back and forth as she spoke. "Oh Inuyasha. You really think that I wouldn't keep the receipts?"
He put his palm in her face. "First of all, its 'you thought' and second of all, there are no receipts. You're just a crazy bitch." He said to her harshly still facing forward.
She smacked his hand out of her face. "Don't you speak to your girlfriend like that Inuyasha! I will tell everyone about us if you keep trying to ignore me! I will expose you for the scumbag you really are!"
As she said that, he finally looked at her with his hands folded in front of him, eyes pointed at her in the most irritated of ways.
"You do that and I can tell you right now that you'll be dealing with a storm I don't think you're quite ready for. Don't test me Kikyo. I already know you even tried to sleep with me 'friend' after you couldn't get at me so miss me with the bullshit."
She pushed up off of the counter and put her hands on her hips. "Okay, since you feel that way, I will just continue on getting more information out of Miroku and Kouga who both by the way already told me about your last girl so maybe it just isn't meant for you to have a gorgeous girl like myself on your side. I'm drop dead gorgeous but I'm not trying to drop dead-"
"Kikyo, get the fuck out because that shit is uncalled for!" Hojo screamed at her, throwing a glass onto the floor. The music wasn't that loud so everyone's attention turned to the sound of the shattering glass.
Inuyasha's face had already started to heat up when Kikyo opened her mouth but he was shocked to hear Hojo go off. "Hojo-"
"No Inuyasha! That is not cool, this is my bar and I will not allow anyone to come in here and openly disrespect my friends like that! Either you apologize or get the hell out sis because you're not going to ever step foot in that door again!"
Kikyo's mouth was on the floor and her hand was on her chest. She started to gasp overdramatically over and over again until she turns on her silver heels and storms out of the place. As soon as she was out of sight, most of the kids began laughing and talking about what had just happened.
Hojo took a deep breath to calm himself. He looked over at Inuyasha with tiredness in his eyes. "I think I'm the one that needs a drink now."
Inuyasha was standing up now, with his phone in hand and drink forgotten. He puffed air into his cheeks and began to shake his head. Without a second thought, he sent a lengthy text to Miroku and Kouga before blocking their numbers. He also sent a quick text to Kagome and someone else before shutting his phone off.
He looked back at Hojo with the same expression. "Hojo. I've had enough drinks for the night and I need to find my chill before I kill someone tonight so I'm gonna go."
"Alright, where are you- Okay nevermind then. Bye." Hojo said, trying to ask him a question but Inuyasha power walked outside faster than he could blink.
'Thank goodness we close early on sundays.' He thought to himself before retreating to the back room to calm his thoughts.
The night began to settle in and before the two realized it, midnight was upon the both of them. When Bankotsu called Shippo to let him know he was there to pick him up, Shippo kiss Kagome on the cheek goodbye and waved to her as she shut the door behind him. She took a look at the time and jumped a little at how late it was. As quick as that thought came, so did the next one which wondered where Inuyasha had gone so late.
She went to grab her phone when she had noticed a text from him almost over three hours ago. She mentally applauded herself for not touching her phone much the entire time Shippo was over but she also mentally kicked herself for not responding back in a timely manner. She opened the text and read it.
Inuyasha: Hey love...don't wait up tonight. Be home as quick as I can
The joyous smile widened across her face, stretching at her cheeks. She found it very heartwaming whenever he would call her little nicknames. It was something she enjoyed from relationships and appreciated she didn't have to jump in one to get the same treatment. She typed away and sent him a text back.
Kagome: Hey there Inu. Sorry I'm just getting this. Shippo jus left and I wasn't on my phone. I'll see you tomorrow and drive safe please! I know you've been drinking!
She giggled like a schoolgirl and the thought of Inuyasha reading her text and getting smart with her back about his driving abilities but to her dismay, Inuyasha did not text back as quickly this time. She took a shower, and had gotten dressed in her room which took a little over fifteen minutes total and he still had not gotten back to her. From her experience, he was normally a quick texter. She contemplated sending him another just in case he didn't feel that text come through but once she picked up her phone, she hesitated.
'Wait...I don't wanna look desparate...but we are friends. Friends can check on each other...yeah. That's all this is.'
Kagome: Hey, everything okay? You never texted me back
She laid down in her own bed and made herself comfortable under the thick pink blanket. She found herself waiting up for about half an hour waiting for him to text back but she never received anything. She fell asleep on her own but shortly after was awoken by a slam outside her door. She jumped out of her sleep, breathing heavily from the scare. Before she could think, she heard the sound of Inuyasha's cracking voice.
"Sesshomaru I am so fucking serious, I want to hurt her and them! Do you NOT hear how frustrated I am Sesshomaru?!...So! I don't care. I'm not committed or anything like that. I only fucked her to calm myself down. I left right afterwards...I-I...ugh! Just bye Sesshomaru because you're not fucking helping right now!"
A second slam was followed by Inuyasha ending the phonecall with the sound of the shower coming shortly after. Kagome took a second to collect herself after realizing what Inuyasha had said.
'He...he slept with someone?'
She couldn't understand why but hearing him say those words stung throughout her nerves. She buried herself into her pillows and blankets, closing her eyes to try and force herself into sleep.
'But...why do I care?'
She couldn't stop replaying the conversation in her head. The thoughts rung so loudly, that she didn't hear her own bedroom door crack open and close. She did feel the weight of the bed shift when a body hovered above her.
Inuyasha flopped down beside her, nuzzling into her back. "Kagome I'm sorry..." He said. His alcohol stained breath faintly waved past her nostrils. It was strong.
"I know you heard me...it's just really hard to love you know? I don't know how else to get her off of my mind...I hurt someone and I don't want to hurt you...but I weally like you..a lot." He was talking and his speech began to slur up. Kagome was frozen in place, surprised by his actions but still upset from his earlier words.
"I have the bigest cwush on youuuu. You're so amajiiiing. I want to be yours but I don't know if you'll be mine. I'm ready to move on. I don't wanna think about her anymer...mmm." From talking to sleeping just like that, Inuyasha passed out while he was still behind her.
"Inuyasha? Inuyasha?" She called out to see if he was faking or not. When she received no reply, she tried to shove his body away but this resulted in him grabbing her waist and pulling her against him. After a five minute struggle, Kagome finally gave in deciding to sleep so that she wouldn't be tired for class in the morning. Nonetheless, she still couldn't shake how upset she was from what he said regardless of his drunk confession of love to her.
Wooh. That was long. Me go nap now. lol. Thank you all for following and I will see you all next chapter! (NOTE: I made sexy time a little more realistic and less sexy here because I didn't want Kagome to be some unrealistic expert as head ya know?)If you aren't following my blog on wordpress dot com, I suggest you do because I update there a lot. My name on there is inusitter and you can actually find the link in my profile on the top.
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Missyouneek818: Lol well they are apart of the reason for his rage but I will keep that spoiler under wraps. Kouga is an entire folder case so keep that in mind. I've always imagined Kagome with a thicker lower half because the anime made her look that way to me lol. She was never skinny to me like that. She had hips for days lol
Hive-chan: Sesshomaru is one of my favorite characters in this story so far. I love him xD and Bankotsu will be the snack of the story lmao. I am looking forward to you playlist as well :) can't wait to see what gets played for what. I made this whole chapter dedicated to development XD hope it wasn't too dialogue heavy
Susu-anon: I have tumblr now that I will be using more now that chapter 14 is out of my head lol. I have time now to take care of it lol. Shippo is Inuyasha's cousin but they have a weird backstory you all will be finding out later in the story. It's really funny because Shippo used to be less shady and ratchet.
MinniXCX: I hope this chapter length suited you XD And I hope you enjoyed the sexytime. There will be plenty ;)
Christopher: Hi! Welcome! I hope you will continue to read my story XD I know it's a little ratchet but I hope it will keep you satisfied.
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