Warning ️: mentions of suicide.
"I'd like to honor the amazing Jonah Beck for being the a total hottie!" Natalie announced with a mincing smirk as she looked at Cyrus.
The crowd cheered for Jonah making Cyrus feel awkward as held Jonah's hand.
Jonah furrowed his brow at the girl as she continued her announcements.
"I'd also like to thank someone else. This person is...well...Jonah Beck explains it perfectly." Natalie announced raising her phone up to the mic to play a recording.
Recording
("Why do you even hang around him Jonah? He's so lame. He literally doesn't deserve you're time." Natalie dissed.
"I only use him to get what I want. Marking him was just a way to make him my property so he wouldn't go anywhere. He's an annoying kid who cries to much. You're way better then him in every single way possible.." Jonah spat.
"Oh Jonah...you bad boy. I can't believe you'd do something like that. It's so...hot." Natalie replied.)
Natalie smirked as the crowed gasped. Cyrus instantly let go of Jonah's hand and ran off.
"Cyrus!" Jonah yelled chasing after him.
Buffy stormed over to Natalie and got in the girls face. "Listen here you conniving jealous bitch. You don't know anything about Cyrus. And quite frankly I'm sick of your shit. I'm gonna give you to the count of three to fix this." Buffy raged.
"I don't know what your talking about" Natalie responded.
"1..."
"I don't understand why you're friends with such a loser. He should just go kill himself." Natalie laughed.
"2..."
"Cyrus is a total..." the girl was cut off by a fist hitting her in the face making her fall over.
Marty ran over to Buffy to stop her from murdering Natalie.
"She didn't even say 3." Andi Jones only for walker to shake his head in disappointment.
Natalie held her nose as she glared up at Buffy. "Jonah's mine. He'll never love Cyrus how he loves me." She uttered in a nasally tone.
"Oh my god Natalie! Shut the fuck up! You're obsessed with Jonah. Like you really need help. He stated that he doesn't love you. Get over it and move on. Honestly, I don't want to be your friend any more. You seriously need help." Amber stated.
"What are you saying?" Natalie questioned worried.
"I'm saying that you're insane. If you were really in love with Jonah then you'd care for his feelings. Instead you're being a selfish bitch who doesn't care about anything else besides what's in Jonah's pants. Quite honestly, it makes you look slutty." Amber dissed walking past the girl as she sat on the floor dazed by her ex-best friend's comments.
A mixture of "damns!" and laughs were heard from the crowd of people making Natalie shrink. She then got up and ran in the opposite direction with tears flying from her face.
"I guess she got what she deserved." Andi commented.
"You should have let me hit her more. I think her pretty face needs some altering." Buffy spat still filled with rage.
Meanwhile...
"Cyrus!!!" Jonah yelled while frantically looking for the omega.
Jonah stopped once he heard loud sobbing coming from inside an abandoned food shack. Jonah ran inside to see Cyrus crying his eyes out.
"Get away from me!!!" Cyrus cried out hurting Jonah's soul.
"Cyrus...what I said. That wasn't me...well it was but I wasn't in the right head space. I meant none of it. You have to know that. I'd never think of you as something so little." Jonah explained getting closer and closer to the boy.
Cyrus tried to scoot further from Jonah but his back hit the wall stopping him from going anywhere. "Cyrus you have to understand. What I said. I was in a state of lust. I wasn't thinking. She wanted me to say something so she could use it to split us apart. Don't you see that?" Jonah pleaded.
"And you let her do it!!She manipulated you because you were to stupid to think about someone who actually fucking loves you!!!!" Cyrus screamed.
"Cy I...I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you more then I already have. I swear to you. I didn't know she recorded that. All that happened before we made up Cyrus." Jonah stated.
"And?!?! you think that makes it better?!?! It still hurts Jonah!" Cyrus yelled.
"Cy ..."
"Don't fucking Cy me...i want this to end!!!" Cyrus screamed.
"Cyrus What are you getting at?" Jonah asked afraid of the boy's answer.
Cyrus stared at the floor as tears dropped from his chin. He had a little bit of snot running from his nose and looked as if he had been hit by a truck. His eyes were dark and lifeless as if he were dead.
"Jonah...the only way to free myself is to end it all..." Cyrus stated in a dull but broken voice.
"Are you saying you want it end what we have?!?!" Jonah questioned.
Cyrus slowly shook his head.
"I wanna kill myself Jonah...I'm...I'm so tired ...I can't take it anynore." Cyrus stated with cracks in his voice.
Jonah bolted at Cyrus scaring the smaller boy and grabbed him. He clutched on to Cyrus with all his might not letting go of the smaller boy.
"Don't ever fucking say that shit again! All the bullshit...all the pain and suffering. All that ends today." Jonah let go of Cyrus and looked the boy straight in the eyes.
"If you end your life you'll be taking mine with you. Don't you see that? My life is like the night sky Cyrus. It void and filled with darkness, but when your there the moon appears and behind it a million stars that I can't help but gaze at in amazement. If you were gone...I'd be soulless. I'd be a walking zombie who would only sit in his own filth as his life passed him by. Do you honestly think I'd be happy with that? Do you think I'd just go back to being the old Jonah who didn't care? That Jonah started dying the moment I marked you and right now he's being buried. So don't ever even think about taking your own life because you'd be committing murder too." Jonah sermonized.
Cyrus's wide eyes studied Jonah's expression. The boy was dead serious about what he said and Cyrus knew it. He knew Jonah had no control over what Natalie had planned. He was completely caught off guard. Cyrus's had contemplated suicide only twice in his life.
The first time was because he felt like nobody cared, but that changed once his mother stumbled upon an old notebook he used to write in. The second time was from what just occurred. Each time he was instantly reminded of the people who loved him in his life.
Buffy would kill anyone if Cyrus gave the say so. Andi was...Andi. Walker wouldn't kill for Cyrus but he'd do anything else for him. Marty would make things seem better if he was down. Then there was Jonah. At first, he thought Jonah's love for him was small in comparison to his friends but he found out that Jonah loved him in a different kind of way.
A way that he couldn't explain. It was a deep attraction that Jonah felt for Cyrus. Stronger then that of a mark. Cyrus had finally come to understand that there was no running or hiding from Jonah anymore. Jonah wanted Cyrus all to himself. Jonah understood that so he changed for Cyrus. Cyrus never realized that his own stubbornness could cause him to be so complicated sometimes. Cyrus spent so much time not trusting Jonah that he didn't realized he needed to change too in order for him to allow Jonah to love him the way he wanted.
