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Disclaimer: Teen Titans is not mine, otherwise I wouldn't have let the series end. The song "Meet You There" belongs to Simple Plan.

Lost Without You

Chapter 2 Funeral

A cold breeze whipped through my hair, sending chills down my spine. I pulled my cloak tightly around me. My face shone with tears as I stared at the coffin before me. This was so wrong. I wasn't supposed to be here. Beast Boy wasn't supposed to be in the coffin in front of my eyes. This wasn't supposed to happen. But it did.

Now you're gone,
I wonder why
You left me here,
I think about it on, and on,
and on, and on, and on, again.
I know you're never coming back,
I hope that you can hear me,
I'm waiting to hear from you..

I glanced around the cemetery at the numerous people who came to say goodbye. Besides us, the Titans East, a group of super heroes called the Doom Patrol, and several citizens surrounded us. If Beast Boy did this because he thought nobody cared about him, he was very wrong.

Cyborg's voice cracked, snapping me back into reality. I had already listened to Star's sobbing speech and Robin's monotone one. My turn was next. It would be a miracle if I didn't break down. I turned my attention back to Cyborg.

"Beast Boy was my best friend. I will never understand why he took his own life, but I know that I'll always miss him. Thank you."

Until I do,
You're gone away,
I'm left alone,
A part of me is gone,
And I'm not moving on,
So wait for me,
I know the day will come..

Cyborg left the podium next to the closed bronze casket and sat beside Bumblebee, who patted his metal shoulder. I sighed heavily. It was my turn. My legs carried me to the podium. I barely noticed. My hands clutched desperately to the wooden object in effort to keep myself steady. I looked at the people before me. My vision blurred. I took a deep breath.

I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you here,
I'll meet you there.

"Contrary to popular belief Beast Boy was the most important person to me. He brightened my life every day with his laughter, his smile, even his corny jokes." Some people in the audience chuckled. I smiled briefly in spite of myself. "He protected me and made me feel safe."

I wish I could have told you,
The things I kept inside,
But now I guess its just too late.
So many things remind me of you,
I hope that you can hear me,
I miss you,
This is goodbye,
One last time.

I ran a hand through my violet hair. "I never appreciated him like I should have. I didn't treat him the way he deserved to be treated. I might have been the cause of his suicide. And for that I'm sorry with all my heart.

The week before he passed I tried everything I could to find out what was wrong. But I was too late. He had fallen too far. I blame myself for not noticing sooner. If I had, he might still be alive."

You're gone away,
I'm left alone,
A part of me is gone,
And I'm not moving on,
So wait for me,
I know the day will come..

I looked up at the stormy sky. The weather matched the atmosphere perfectly. The tears started to fall. I closed my eyes and started to talk again. This time I wasn't talking to the audience, but to the man I loved; the man I lost.

I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you here,
I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you here,
I'll meet you there.I'll meet you there...

"Beast Boy, while you were dying in my arms, you told me that you loved me. You didn't live long enough to hear me tell you that I felt the same." I took a deep breath. "I never got to tell you how sorry I am for all the times I hurt you. I promise you this: I will continue to love you even after the day I die. So please wait for me."

And where I go you'll be there with me,
Forever you'll be right here with me..

Not caring if it made me colder, I took off the blue cloak that was covering my black dress. Then I laid it upon the coffin. I walked away from the podium and back to my seat. I couldn't watch the rest of the service, so I buried my face in my hands for the remainder. My heartache was too much for me to bear.

I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me to,
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you here,
I'll meet you there,
No matter where life takes me..
I'll meet you there,
And even if I need you..
I'll meet you there...I'll meet you there...
I'll meet you there..

BBRae

Thirty minutes later I returned to the tower with my teammates. My powers were getting out of control because ever since Beast Boy's death my emotions had been going crazy. I hadn't been able to meditate either. I needed to do it now.

I knew that no matter how hard I tried I wouldn't be able to get Beast Boy out of my mind. I probably never would. Without thinking twice I floated straight to his room and locked the door behind me. Once I was in the middle of his room I floated cross legged and began to concentrate. "Azarath...Metrion...Zinthos!" Within minutes I landed in Nevermore.

Nevermore was looking darker than usual. Not surprising from all the horrible events going on. Once I stepped into it I knew immediately that something was horribly wrong. In the middle of the long road was a pink robed figure lying face down. My heart dropped. Happy. I rushed over to her and flipped her on her back. Happy's face was extremely pale. A bullet hole was in the middle of her chest. Blood soaking around the wound. She was dead. "Oh my God! Happy!"

"Raven?"

I looked up to see Timid standing by the archway. She looked so lost. "Timid," I said softly, standing up.

She ran over to me and flung her arms around my neck, sobbing. "P-please tell me it isn't t-true! B-B's not really d-dead!"

A sob escaped my throat. I didn't have to worry about my powers while in Nevermore. I hugged her tightly. "He's dead," I confirmed sadly. "He died in my arms."

Timid sobbed harder into my shoulder. "What happened to Happy?" I asked fearfully.

"She died during his funeral." Timid said softly

I closed my eyes in devastation. I had no idea that my emotions were in this much turmoil. With Beast Boy and Happy both dead I knew that I was falling apart piece by piece.

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