loneliness
my dear Eveline
.
mommy's, so sorry
.
that she was unable to...
.
bring you back to this world for a long...
.
but that man...
.
It has been so hard without you...
.
little happy baby smile...
.
I Wonder...
.
the man, who I would have called your father...
.
unlike your actual birth father...
.
that SCUM OF A MAN, who tried to hurt you...
.
then it was the man, the one who I would have called your father...
.
I loved him, so very dearly...
.
but he died trying to help you...
.
such a good man...
.
always gentle and ever scared to let you fall out of his arms...
.
Sometimes I feel jealous when any other woman...
.
talk to my sweet Y/N...
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sometimes I thought he was too kind...
.
BUT THAT'S EVERYTHING I LOVED ABOUT HIM...
.
I have WANTED a taste of his body...
.
satisfy him and him alone...
.
I WANT him, so so so SO much
.
but I will never have that chance again...
.
or to be able to see...
.
*sob*
.
*sob*
.
see you again *sod* and i...
.
HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH...
.
to be continued.
