a/n: here's a little past between hans and anna :0

I was alone again on a Thursday evening. I was already used to this. The sun setting down, kids leaving, and I was all alone. Of course.

Ma was sitting by the side reading as I gathered myself to the sandbox with buckets and little plastic shovels. But even if I was alone, I was still content.

I didn't care anyway because I'd be going to New York in a few days. A place that was so unfamiliar to me.

The sun was still bright today, lighting up the sky. The park was nearly empty with kids and their parents leaving the area. And this was finally my very own place. As usual.

Grinning happily, I began playing with myself, humming my favorite song. Ma would always sing it to me, but I really just couldn't remember the lyrics. What could a little seven years old do at this age? So young and innocent (forgetful too)… I'd even talk to strangers!

"Hey, Anna."

Picking my head up, a little boy-a bit older it seemed-was standing in front of me. Wow, did he look timid. And gosh, the red hair. Mine seemed a bit brighter than his. There were a few seconds of silence between us. "Are…" He looked down to the ground, fingers entwined together. I stopped playing, finally giving him all my attention. One more thing: I was curious too. "Are you okay? I-I didn't mean to push you. And I haven't seen you here for so long… did you get hurt somewhere?"

"Huh?"

"L-Look, I'm sorry! I-I didn't mean to… you know, push you like that. M-My brothers would embarrass me if I didn't."

What? I cocked my head one side. "Who are you?"

He blinked. "Huh? What do you mean?"

I turned to Ma for help. She didn't notice. "I… I don't know who you are. What do you mean by 'okay'?"

"What? It's Hans." He glared at me. "Don't you recognize me? O-Or my brothers? I… I was the one who pushed you. And… the other girl."

"Other girl?"

"Elsa! T-The girl who had a crush on you!"

I was confused. "El… sa?" Who? At this point, I might as well go over all the 5'Ws. Was I honestly this forgetful? Sure, I was clumsy, but never had I been this confused. Maybe, I wasn't the mad one here, and he was. I scratched my head, and I could see the confusion and disappointment in his eyes.

"I… take that as a no?" He sighed, head dropped to the ground. Oh, I didn't mean it…

Perhaps I could cheer him up… even if I didn't know what the hell was going on.

I picked up a shovel. "Do you want to play with me?"

"H-Huh?"

I pouted. "Please? I haven't had a friend play with me for a long time…"

"But… don't you know who I am? O-Or you've already forgotten…"

I shrugged, gazing at him with my big teal eyes. "Do you want to be friends with me?"

"I…" Hans contemplated for a second, his eyes wandering around-as if someone would be watching him. It was only the two of us, Ma to the side. He sighed, his smile finally growing. "Okay, what do you want to build?"

"You're… what?" Her eyebrows crossed into a grimace, and suddenly all my hopes of her finally being happy and loving had gone down the drain. She pushed me away slightly. "You cannot be serious."

"E-Elsa?"

She closed her eyes, pinching the bridge of her nose. "You're pregnant… and you let me do this? And you didn't tell me sooner…" She cursed under her breath. Immediately she got up from the bed, hands in her hair. Shit, what if she panics? I didn't know why this was such a big deal. I wrapped my bare self in a blanket. In comfort or in fear, I'd rather not find out. She looked scared, to say the least.

"What's… what's wrong?"

She didn't look at me, and she let her hands slide down her face. She was cold, and everything she did made me realize… perhaps, I was in the wrong. No, I couldn't be. We'd worked so hard to have a baby, after all. Her baby.

She sighed. "How long did you plan on keeping this away from me?"

I gulped. "I… didn't. I found out yesterday, but you were so tired from work, I didn't get the chance to tell you."

"... Was that why you wanted to ask me something when we went to bed?"

I nodded. "I-I just thought you wouldn't have the attention span to listen."

"How many tests did you take?"

"Two. They're both positive. Elsa, what is going on?"

Silence. And finally, she let herself gaze back at me. "I could've hurt you." Her voice quivered, and I could see the glistening in her eyes. Gods, she stayed so strong… how could I break her down with just a single sentence like that?! I am the worst!

That honestly hurt… with her pained stare wrecking my soul. I knew it. She was always the one to blame herself. Slowly, she sat back in bed beside me. She struggled to let out a breath. "I could've hurt both of you."

I reached for her hand and held it tight. "What makes you think that?" I grinned slightly, in hopes she'd cheer up. I kissed her tears goodbye. "Don't cry."

She squeezed my hand and let my body fall on hers. Her arms wrapped around my shoulder. This is safe. "I could've made this extremely dangerous for you. For the baby."

"But you didn't."

Elsa shook her head. "What would you do if I did? How would I feel?"

I didn't care. Smiling, I kissed her cheek. "You're my wife. My love for three years… and I know you know me well. I trust you. If I didn't… I wouldn't have let you… spank me, or… deny me from my orgasm, or chain me-"

"Anna."

"Alright. But don't you trust me too?"

"Of course, Anna-"

"If I deem something to be unsafe, I'll tell you."

She cocked an eyebrow up. "Will you really?"

I scoffed jokingly. "My wife doesn't trust me. Maybe, she shouldn't have gotten me pregnant in the first place."

"No, Anna…" She scrunched her eyebrows. Aw, she's pouting.

"I know what you meant. You just… don't sound too happy about it. I was hoping you'd cry… for a happier reason."

She blinked, blue eyes brightened through the night. I looked at her, and I could only see the sincere and care in her eyes. Her arms held me tighter than before. Maybe it was just me who need reassurance now. "Of course I'm happy," she whispered, breathing into my hair. I hummed in silence, having my arm hug her waist, my ear listening to her heartbeats. "What could you possibly do that would upset me…?"

"I don't know." I paused. "Sometimes… you are just a wonder." I looked at her. "A mystery."

She chuckled lowly. "I take that as a compliment. And I am very happy to hear that you're pregnant." I could feel her smile against me. "We're going to be mommies."

My eyebrows perked up. Oh wow. I didn't know she could be this happy. Was this an effect of being her wife? I picked my head up and kissed her beautiful lips. "Now care to take a bath with me… and celebrate?"

"No alcohol."

I rolled my eyes.

"Yes, we can celebrate."

"What would happen if I kiss you now?"

We found ourselves drowning into each other's embrace, her gasps sounding through the night. The water was still running, splashing on my back and I was on top of Elsa. Her eyes were shut tight, her cheeks completely flushed… Never had I ever been this tender to her. Never had my fingers felt this kind of delight.

And it was way too hot here. We didn't mind it at all. It heightens the mood.

I kissed her neck, letting my fingers grasp between her own, and she held tightly. I could tell, Elsa was trying to hold back from vocalizing too much but... tonight, it wasn't working. She was moaning like a madwoman, and I loved it. Gods, I love it!

I kissed her neck, breathing in her fragrance… her skin. I was in heaven. My fingers were already pumping against her tight walls, feeling every little piece of her. And the space between us was tight, but we were so caught up in the hot pleasure… we didn't seem to notice. Elsa didn't seem to mind it at all.

She grasped the back of my neck, her blue eyes finally emerging. Shivers ran down my back at that look. So dark… lustful, everything that spelled out Elsa Snow. Everything that made me… hers. I slowed down my thrusting, gazing into her eyes, drinking all of her in. Her smile was radiating. How odd. How different. But this was a good different.

I wasn't going to complain.

"Elsa…" I breathed, and I could feel her trying to tug me in. I let her kiss me, her tongue embracing mine. I hummed in delight, and without a word, I let my fingers continue doing their work, prompting the woman to moan into me, her body tightening with every little pump.

Her body arched against mine, and I knew she wanted more. Harder, I continued pumping.

"Oh God…" she gasped, tilting her head up with love. "A...Ah… Anna…"

I gazed at her, finding her take her arm and pressed it up against her eyes. And suddenly, her walls tightened and pulsed against my fingers, her gasps growing frantic… and she let out a cry of pleasure. "Oh fuck! Anna!"

She withered her tensed body below me, not knowing where her hands should be reaching. I smiled at the sight, milking out her release. Her legs hugged my waist tightly, and I had no way of getting out. Oh, but this was fine… I'd never seen her like this.

I was desperate for more.

Leaning in, my lips caressed her neck, giving her all of me. She sighed pleasantly, running her hand up my back and through my hair. "Oh babe…" she whispered.

I smiled at her. "You're welcome?" Gently, I pulled my fingers out.

Elsa gazed at me as I sit up, so tiredly. So blankly. But I was glad she was smiling. She was so beautiful below me… her body so pale-contrasting so wonderfully with that tattoo… so fit. Elsa had been taking up kickboxing for a while now in her free time.

Her breasts were so full-oh Jesus. She held my wrist, and her eyes dropped to my fingers. My heart was frantic, watching every move she made-her eyes watching my own… and she let those fingers slide into her mouth. Covered in her essence.

I gulped, face flushed at the sight. So obscene and bold, but oh, I loved it. I loved her.

"Mm…" she hummed.

"E-Elsa…"

"Hm?" She looked up. Oh for fuck's sake. She was trying to make me blush, wasn't she?

"I-I…" Oh, what is she thinking? I pulled my hand away, and I couldn't help but stare in awe. No words could come out, and just seeing her smirking like that… Gods, how infuriating! I gulped. "Jesus… you really are something."

She sat up, and kissed me once more, her arms wrapped around my body. "It's a celebration."

I hugged her neck. "Yeah, but…"

"Don't you love it?" She cocked her head one side in curiosity.

I couldn't deny it. She'd always do some crazy things, but in the end… how could I ever hate it? I let out a sigh. "I… do."

"Good." Her fingers came up to caress my cheek. Her eyes fell to my stomach, and she laid her palm against it. I'd never seen a smile so big from her. I pressed my hand atop of hers. "I'm very happy with you, Anna."

"And I you."

The woman leaned in and kissed my lips. "I love you."

Dear god, she was a handful. But of course, seeing her happy for once had made me realize… it was I who gave her this joy. I ran my fingers through her golden fringes, listening to the purrs and hums of content. Who could ever think anything would be her fault?

I grinned and pressed a chaste kiss on her forehead. "And I you."