A/N: OMG I forgot ALL about this damn story! (I think I had lost my mojo/inspiration) I had written this chapter back in October and COMPLETELY forgot to post it! I AM SO SORRY GUYS! I will finish this story once "Tension" is done. Forgive me :O
Six months had passed since Emma's tragic accident. The younger woman did suffer from PTSD for a while. Regina would have to lull her back to sleep every time she would wake up scared, drenched in sweat. She would always dream about the look on her birth mothers' face when she had killed her, then seeing the look of anger in her birth father's eyes when he had tried to kill her, and then, hearing Regina scream in fear. A few weeks after the war, Emma had gone into a huge depression because, not only was she having PTSD and the vivid dreams, she told the queen she didn't deserve her to healing power; she said she deserved to be in pain for what she had done. She had never killed anyone in her life, and the first people she killed were her only bloodline. She was expecting to massacre the huge monsters roaming the land or…someone else other than her own mother. Regina remembered looking at Emma with complete guilt and remorse. The queen felt it was all her fault, but Emma reassured her that it wasn't. Emma had volunteered herself into the position she was in. The blonde said no one was forcing her to do anything, it was all on her own.
Sometimes when she would dream…no, not dream…have nightmares, she would sometimes dream of everything her and the queen had been through. The rough parts of their relationship when she was her sex slave. Everything had been such a cluster fuck through the winter into the spring. Which, was a long winter indeed. The snow lasted from November until early April. If it wasn't snowing, the sky was spread with dark, heavy clouds. However, it was now early June…which happened to be Emma's favorite month. The weather was finally warm enough to go swimming, riding Edward, and camping. Regina was so blissful once the blonde had mentioned possibly going camping or doing something other than lay in bed all day, or lock herself away in the library.
Regina loathed the idea of camping, but promised she would give it a try if it brought a smile to Emma's face, which it did. Emma was finally starting to feel like her old self again the moment she stepped out into the warm sun. The regal queen thought the idea of sleeping in a tent on the cold ground with only a fire to keep them warm was hardly appealing; or mosquitos nipping her everywhere made her skin crawl. Regina wouldn't back down going for more than a weekend, which Emma thought was more than fair…I mean…she did have a kingdom to run. Nevertheless, she had her trusty mirror to check on things if anything of importance required her attention. Other than that, her guards basically shoved the two women out the castle promising that everything would be under control and if anything were to go wrong, they would seek her out immediately. The women packed their bags, mounted their horses and took off into the mountains.
Regina had complained almost the entire ride there. The only time she was quiet was when they were racing each other up the mountain. Emma had promised the trip would be worth it once they got there. Thankfully, where they were going had a natural hot springs and not a lot of people went where they were going, if any. It was pretty secluded, which is why Emma chose the spot.
Once they reached the top of the mountain that early afternoon, they began setting up the campsite. Emma thought it was both cute and hilarious the way Regina looked around the forest then glanced at the younger woman darkly with a 'Oh my God, are we really doing this?' face. The regal woman crossed her arms, finally walking towards the blonde.
"I have magic, dear, why not let me help you?"
"Because, it defeats the purpose and fun!" Emma retorted securing the knots that were holding the tent up.
"Fun?! How on earth is that possibly fun?!" she paused for a brief moment. "You're down there making things complicated when I can just magic up a miniature cabin and be more comfortable."
The younger woman stood once everything was secured with a huff, shaking her head. "You're such a diva." she grinned.
"I am a queen, dear!" she responded pretentiously.
"And I enjoy it because, I'm complicated and I like using my hands." she smiled lightly. "I like a challenge."
Regina pursed her lips for a moment before wickedly smirking. I can think of something else that requires using your hands. She thought. "Do I not challenge you enough, dear?"
Emma pulled the brunette by the waist, pulling her in with a sparkle in her eye. "You challenge me plenty my queen." she placed a kiss upon those dusky lips she loved so much, suppressing a moan. When Regina broke the kiss, she caressed the pale face before her, giving a small smile, but love full in her eyes. It had been nearly three months since their last sexual encounter. It was safe to say the queen was going absolutely mad. She didn't want to push Emma into something she was ready for, especially with everything going on. The more Regina thought about it, the more she realized this trip is something they both needed…they needed to get away for a while…even if it required the regal woman to sleep on the ground.
About an hour or so later, Emma brought Regina to the hot springs about half a mile away from where they set up camp. It oversaw the entire kingdom, it was like a beautiful painting. The hills rolling over the land, her castle far into the distance, the forests', and the sparkling river. Regina had to admit, it was a beautiful sight to see. "How did you find this place?" The queen breathed as she looked out at the beautiful scenery. She was so wrapped up in the beauty of it all, she hadn't even noticed the blonde stripping.
"When I needed to get away, I would come out here. I hiked this entire mountain one summer." She dipped her tow into the steamy water before slipping into it. "Ahh, this feel amazing." When the brunette turned to see Emma submerged into the springs, she gaped with lust and surprise. Emma noticed this look right away and grinned. "See something you like Your Majesty?" When Regina remained silent, she swam across to where she was standing. "Why don't you stop starring and join me?"
"In that murky water? I'd rather not."
Emma was about to protest, but she was going to get her way with a little teasing. "Suit yourself." she shrugged before leaning her head back, wetting her hair, also exposing her taut nipples. The younger woman hummed as she began floating on her back, now exposing the rest of her body. She could feel the brunette's eyes on her, which made her heart flutter and core wetter. When she noticed Regina was staring for far too long, she sat up, elaborating on her previous statement. "But yeah, this is about three days away from my home. It's like my little secret spot. When Merida left me, I took Edward and we just took off, not caring where I was going or for how long. We came all the way out here by accident, then I began hiking. Secretly, wanting to die since I had nothing to live for." This made Regina turn fully to her with glossy eyes. "But, during the hike I realized that I had a lot to live for. That I would have someone to love later in life if I just…you know…lived. I realized I had a purpose in life, which was finding my soul mate. It may sound stupid, but it kept me going. My motto every time I felt alone was 'I will find someone.' "
"It's not stupid Emma." Regina responded mournfully. "I think it's very brave of you to find your purpose in life." she smiled. "Have you found your soulmate?" she played.
"Of course…you." the younger woman responded with all seriousness.
With that being said, the regal woman began to strip. Emerald eyes barred into the regal woman before her; her mouth falling open. It had felt like a lifetime since she had any release. It may had only been a few months, but Emma was going crazy. She felt terrible that she couldn't give Regina what she needed, but she was consumed by depression. They tried to make love once after she confessed her love for the older woman, but it only ended up failing miserably. The blonde ended up crying in the middle of sex, which was not only completely embarrassing, but incredibly frustrating. She craved this woman constantly. Now, that she was feeling herself again, watching the brunette slowly strip made her weak with desire…and it was hitting her with full force.
"The water's warm you say?" the queen husked. All Emma could do was nod slowly, unable to take her gaze off the older woman's beautiful body. The brunette taking full notice of the blonde's watchful eyes, made the moisture between her legs vastly. When Emma didn't respond, she smirked as she stepped out of her pants, dipping a single digit into the hot spring. "This is nothing compared to the wetness I feel between my legs." That got Emma out of her gaze, snapping her eyes into Regina's. her eyes were black with lust.
"Get in here." the blonde demanded, however, it came out as a whisper.
"Or what?"
Emma wanted to splash the woman before her, or pull her in, but did neither. Her body betrayed her as she stood frozen. "Or else…" was all she could manage to protest.
The brunette chuckled darkly. "You'll have to do better than that, dear." The brunette sat on the edge of the water, slowly spreading her legs before the younger woman. The blonde didn't think her eyes couldn't bulge anymore, but somehow the woman before her managed to get them to pop out more than they already were. The brunette brought her hand down to her labia and began making small, teasing circles. Her mouth dropped, glaring at the sight before her. "If you want me to get in," she moaned. "Then you're going to have to make me." The queen continued this little torture for a few more minutes before Emma couldn't take it. She gripped the queen by her hips, pulling her down into the warm water. The splash got both of their face and hair wet, but the blonde didn't care. Regina, however, was about to protest, but her thoughts were quickly pushed back when Emma crashed her mouth onto hers. The lioness was out, and there was no taming her.
She grasped the queens' beautiful globes that were her breast, eliciting a husky growl. She pinched her nipples as she invaded her mouth with her tongue. It had felt like a lifetime since they had a moment like this, so engulfed in the moment that everything faded around them. Regina wrapped her arms around her savior, deepening the kiss, not getting enough of her. She gasped in pleasure, lightly pulling on damp golden hair. Emma hissed before picking up the brunette so she could wrap her legs around her waist. The older woman moaned, turning her head to the side to give the blonde more access. Emma bit hard onto her flesh, making sure to leave a love mark there. Regina moaned, grinding her hips, wanting…needing more pressure on her core. "Emma…please." the regal woman whispered.
Emma did not disappoint. She buried her fingers deep into a silky, warm, core. Both women groaned in absolute pleasure. "Fuck Regina." She curled her fingers in a 'come hither' motion, making the brunette's head fall back against the hard rock surface, gasping for air. God she felt so good inside her. She missed this. "You're so tight and wet…fuck I missed you!" she whispered hotly against an ear, nipping the queen's earlobe. Everything Emma was doing felt like an electric shock to her system, yet she couldn't get enough. Emma pumped harder, nipping, licking and sucking where ever her mouth could go. Regina let out a loud scream.
"EMMA! EMMA! EMMA!"
This caused the blonde to smirk tremendously. She did not stop until she felt Regina go limp against her, resting her head on her neck. The brunette placed a soft kiss on there before nipping her way to her shoulder. Emma hummed blissfully. "I see I haven't lost my touch." she stated cockily.
"You certainly have not." she breathed back, still trying to gather herself. "I missed you so much." Regina picked up her head, which felt extremely heavy. She gazed into those emerald eyes lustfully, then bit down on the younger woman's lip
"I missed you too, my love." she chuckled, yet her words were filled with nothing but love and admiration. Dusk was approaching them rapidly. They needed to get back to camp before any wild animals made it to where they were located.
"Shall we go back to the campsite? I have a little surprise for you." Regina licked her lips in the most deliciously seductive manner Emma swore she had ever seen. "Not that this water isn't wonderful, but we can come back. We have two more days." Emma nodded desperately before the were submerged into a cloud of purple smoke.
When they appeared, they were inside of their tent. They were both naked, but dry. Regina pushed Emma down with a wicked grin. "I want us to try something that we haven't done before. " she chuckled lightly as she shook her head. "I can't believe I haven't even thought of it until this moment." She spread Emma's legs apart before bending the blonde's knees.
"What is it?" Emma breathed.
The queen leaned over the pale woman's body then whispered, "I want to fuck you with a cock." As she smirked, Emma hitched her breath.
"But…I don't know if I will like it." she protested. However, the thought of her regal queen pounding into her, watching her breast bounce as they were both begging for release…really turned the younger woman on.
"I think it will be fun, don't you think?" her smile became wider and wider until Emma didn't budge. "Unless it really bothers you then-"
"No!" Emma shouted. "I..I want to try it. I'm just nervous."
"Well, how about I try it out on you, then," the brunette took her lower lip into her mouth, gazing at Emma as if she were a hot meal. "I will conjure up a cock for to try out on me. How does that sound?" With the way Regina was gawking at her, how could Emma refuse. She nodded her head desperately.
With the flick of the queen's wrist, she conjured herself a penis. It was a beautiful one indeed. It matched her olive skin, but slightly darker, uncircumcised and was of good size. It was larger than the faux strap on the blonde had used on the older woman from time to time. Emma had been curious about how a cock would feel, but in the end, got too nervous to voice her opinion. Now, she was going to get her fill…with a real one…one where the love of her life grew in a blink of an eye. Nothing had even happened yet, however, the blonde felt her core become wet with anticipation as she starred at the woman before her.
Regina gripped the younger woman's hips, pulling her in close to her new member. The tip grazing the hot flesh against it. Regina hissed in pleasure. The brunette hovered over the blonde, placing a heated kiss upon those pink lips. Emma took the kiss hungrily, wrapping her arms around her lovers' neck. She began sucking on the queens tongue with need, moaning into the kiss. Regina pulled back, pupils dilated so lust blown, you could barley see her iris'. "Sit up, now." she demanded. Emma scrambled into a sitting position as the brunette stood to her knees. She knew what was coming. Regina did this to her when they used the toy…it was the most erotic then she had ever seen…and now, Regina would finally discover for herself how it would drive her mad. "Open your mouth." the brunette ordered. When she realized how harsh she was being, she whispered, "please." Emma knew she wasn't trying to be forceful, she was just in a demanding mood…which was turning her on more and more.
After watching Regina suck the strap on, she had an idea on how to handle it. She grasped the queen's new member with her slender hand, then began stroking it tenderly, placing a kiss on the tip. It was soft, yet hard. Something Emma was not expecting. She figured it would be as hard as their strap on. Nevertheless, the softness pleased her…especially when Regina let out a throaty groan. The brunette hitched her breath so hard, it had sounded like she couldn't breath. Naturally, Emma stopped immediately. This caused her a very displeased glare. "Why did you stop?"
"You sounded like you were in pain. Am I doing it right?"
"Yes. You're doing perfectly, dear. Now, don't stop unless I ask you to." Emma nodded before continuing her ministrations. Regina's breathing became ragged before she huffed, "Suck me…please Emma." So lost in her own desire, she wrapped her lips around the hardened tissue, sucking it hard into her mouth. Regina let out a husky growl, which made the blonde weak. Emma let out a moan as she sucked, causing the brunette to tremble, placing a hand on the back of the blonde's head. "Fuck! Emma!" her head fell backwards as well as her upper half of her body. The brunette was holding herself up with one hand as she thrusted hard into Emma's mouth. The blonde was trying to keep up, but kept gagging. Nevertheless, she didn't stop because of the noises she was eliciting from the brunette. She wanted…no…she needed her orgasm; and the way Regina had looked rolling her hips was an intoxicating sight she couldn't get enough of. Regina was getting closer and closer to her climax…she didn't want Emma's mouth off of her cock, but she needed to warn her. "Em…Emma…I'm about to come. If..oh God…if you don't want my come in your mouth then…fuck! Start using your hand!" With a smirk, Emma sucked harder. If they were going to do this, she wanted the full experience. Especially if things were going to be reciprocated, she wanted to come in that royal mouth. The brunette began shaking out of control before letting out an ungodly scream. The younger woman didn't know what she was expecting, but it wasn't that. It felt like she had gushed into her mouth; she still tasted the same essence of her queen. She didn't let up until Regina fell back entirely onto her back.
As Regina lay back, trying to regain her energy, Emma had hopped onto her lap, slowly easing herself onto the magic member. Both women inhaled sharply. Emma was ready, she needed to feel Regina inside her. Whether she had a cock or not, she needed her. ALL of her. "Emma!" she cried. "You're so tight!" the brunette placed her hands onto the blondes hips steadying her. The blonde slightly winced, a bit before she got comfortable. Regina slowly began thrusting her hips. Both women hissed in pleasure. "A-are you okay?" she breathed.
"Yesss." Emma hummed back. "It's different."
"Well, let's try it this way." Regina sat up, grabbing the blonde. "Wrap your legs around me." When Emma complied, the brunette flipped them to where she was on top of her. Regina caressed the blondes face before placing a chastle kiss upon her lips. "Are you ready, dear?" she whispered. Emma gave an eager nod, taking her bottom lip into her mouth as Regina began to fuck her tenderly.