Helbindi found Loki back in his room standing by the leg of the bed yeah down. walking over he got on one knee.

Loki glanced at him for a moment. "I cannot climb on my bed..."

Surprised that he had spoken Helbindi helped him up and set Loki on his bed. The small Jotun laid own facing away. For a moment nothing happened until Helbindi noticed how the others was sniffling. was he crying? rubbing his back he decided to wait to give Loki food later.

"Leave me."

"No. I will wait until the healers come. They will see what can be down about keeping food down. Are you hungry?"

"Not anymore ... I just want to sleep."

And he did. Loki slipped into a dangerous depression. No talking, no moving, no eating.


Jane look over at Thor as he dried the dishes. She knew that he was upset about not being able to lift his hammer but this gave her, Erik and Darcy a chance to help him learn how to live humble and for them to learn of Asgard.


Laufey scooped up Loki and went back to his room. Settling on the be he held Loki to start the bonding process once again.

A few minutes later Loki curled closer eyes closing. This was a good sign. His soon seemed to snap out of his depression for a short while as this took place.

When he felt the small Jotun leaned closer nuzzling his neck it honestly shocked Laufey. Maybe there was more hope than he thought. Smiling a little he enjoyed the moment when Loki's stomach growled and his son groaned in pain.

Knowing his son was starving he stood and ordered the servants to bring pieces of every food they had to see what Loki would eat.

To his surprise Farbauti came in with said tray only ten minutes later. "It seems we had the say idea."

Laufey nodded. "So it seems. Bring it here.

They tried different kinds of food. Loki would chew or nibble before spitting it out or gagging. Soups were more of the same. As they went on trying to fed him Loki had gone picking at the food as well still gagging. This was hard of Laufey because he feared Loki would die soon, but his mate suddenly jumped up and ran out.

Hour later he returned with food that looked like...

"Baby food?"

"It is worth a shot." Farbauti said shrugging. "Let us see."

Holding Loki up since he was pretty much fainting from hunger Farbauti pressed the spoon to Loki's moth and before they could even think he was trying to gobble down the food desperately. Soon it was gone.

"It worked." Laufey said wiping the food off of Loki's face.

"I figured his stomach might be rejecting the food since he never partaken in our food. We should give him the same until he adjusts. Isn't that right my child?"

Loki wiped his face on the sheet once more before rolling over to rest his stomach now. full and no longer hurting he lay there. He was feeling better for some reason. Not just from the food but whenever Laufey held him although he wouldn't never admit it he liked being hugged often.

Why though?

Too weak think he thought of getting better before he thought more. Jumping a little when he was covered he looked at giants before pulling the blanket more around him.

After a short while they left and Loki was left to his thoughts no matter how jumbled they were. Looking at the window he saw the clouds in the sky. the blue behind them made Loki think of his brother Thor.

Sitting up suddenly Loki felt tears roll down his face. Not his brother ...not anymore ... Realizing this Loki looked out the window and his eyes started to harder as did his heart.

All those years of believing he could be King, the he did something great of Odin in giving him Splinder, the gifts, the treasures, believing that he was Thor's equal.

Eyes flashing redder Loki screamed in anger.


"You can say what you want All Father but you are not getting Lofi back." Laufey aid using his son's original name to bother the Asgardian.

Farbauti watched on hating the man but kept his face blank. That is until a servant came and whispered that Loki was in trouble. Excusing himself he left Helbindi to watch out of his mate even though his son wanted to go see Loki as well.

When he go there he hears was sounded like something crashing inside his and Laufey's bed chamber. Opening he saw Loki throwing things with magic hitting anything that was in the way and he was screaming in hurt anger.

The small Jotun stood breathing deeply looking at him.

"We had just got new dressers too. What troubles you my child?"

Fists tightened Loki let out a frustrated noise and stomped his foot. before anything else could happen a servant asked if The All Father had left for the day.

Farbauti was going to answer but Loki beat him tl it. "The All Father is here?!"

"Yes. Listen my child,"

"No!" Loki jumped off the bed and ran out the door teleporting every time Farbauti tried to grab room

He was getting closer to the throne room. Running faster he nearly fell over the stairs but vanished and reappeared at Laufey feet and everyone on including Odin looked shocked.

"Loki-" Odin started.

"I hate you for what you've done to me!" Loki screamed his heart pounding. "I hate you Odin All Father! I gave you the best of my life and you've stolen mine in return!"

Loki tried to lunge at the one he used to call Father when a hand grabbed him and Loki screamed in anger kicking and waving his fists as Farbauti stood and turned looking at Laufey for a moment before leaving as Loki continued to scream.

Laufey looked at Odin. "This meeting is over."

Odin was gone in a flash and Laufey lingered to let Helbindi handle the court before leaving to find his mate and son.

As he got closer he could hear the screaming still but it was accompanying painful crying which made him run into the room.

Stopping for a moment noticing the damage he saw Farbauti hold Loki close trying to comfort him and Loki was gripping his mate's shirt tightly.

Getting closer Laufey reached out and Loki looked at him shutters from his crying rage.

"What is my punishment?" Loki asked as the tears poured out more the stress overbearing.

"Punishment? My child why would I punish you?" Laufey was confused and so was Farbauti .

Loki gulped and rubbed the side of his face and bit his lip. "I destroyed your room... and I have caused a scene in your court..."

"Loki you are going through hard times and acted out as one would normally and we would never punish you or anyone for it."

"...Are you... mad at me?" Loki asked looking worried.

"No." Farbauti said and puller him back to look at him and smiled and it calmed his son somewhat. "Know this my child that I and your Mother love you and will stand by you for as long as it takes to help you learn of your true heritage."

Loki looked down thinking as he sniffed the last the tears. "I cannot just for get. my whole life..."

"No." Laufey spoke and his son looked at him. "However you can learn of Jotunnhime and we shall help you."

Loki seemed to be thinking about it before he reached out to Laufey shocking them both but Laufey was going to miss chance and took Loki and Loki curled up to him as the bond started to heal where it had left off

"I am sorry for ruining your chambers."

"It is alright." Laufey kissed the soft black hair.

Closing his eyes Loki left the sense of content, security, warmth take hold as he closed his eyes. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad... maybe.


The next morning Laufey walked slowly to the royal dinning hall where his family ate their meals together. the reasons for his slow walking was because of the small pitter pats on the floor beside him.

His oldest son it as everyone said smallest son, was walking fast beside him. they hadn't spoken since they woke and when Laufey told Him they would go to breakfast Loki slid down and waited for him to open the door and followed him.

Opening the door they were greeted but Loki went straight for Helbindi motioning for his brother to pick him up and Helbindi smile and lifted him up and Loki settled himself on his leg hard on the table.

"How are you?" Helbindi asked.

"..." Loki leaned his head back as of saying 'Ahhh...'

"Are you hungry?" Byliestr guessed.

'Ahhh...'

Farbauti leaned over and sat back laughing a little and rubbing Loki's back and Laufey took a look at using son's mouth.

'Ahh'

"You lost your voice from screaming."

'Ahh...' Loki stopped nodded and than; 'Ahhh.'

"Bring the food." Laufey said amused.

Loki looked at the mush that was placed in front of him. Taking the large spoon he used his magic to turn it into the right size for him before eating eagerly.

As he eat Loki listened in on the conversation watching the eyes. They talked about what they planned for the day, joked on what might not get done. Loki went to set his spoon down he reached to turn his goblet small but his magic was still weak and only the goblet shrank cause the drink to spill on Helbindi and Loki jumped off and ran to hide behind plant vase.

The family laughed and Helbindi stood and went to change laughing as well. Loki peeked around and was suddenly was met by Frabuti who scooped him up.

"Come on now, " He chuckled. "We will have costume ones arriving soon."

"...?"

"Of course we are not angry it was an accident." Farbauti held out his hand. "Come and eat, let us put some meat back on you."

Loki walked back over an this time took a seat next to Laufey and ate slowly. Helbindi returned dressed in fresh clothing and ate as well. The talking continued as of it never happened.

Loki thought it was strange since back in Asgard the meal would have been ruined. Now his curiosity was growing about the Jotuns. taking the last bite of his food Loki noticed that Helbindi said he would be on the grounds for the day taking care of things. Byliestr was also going.

Laufey had to attend to things in court and Faburti was there to protect him and Loki said he wanted to rest in his room but the second they left him alone Loki left wanting to explore and try to clear his head about things.

Walking down the hall Loki was aware of servants looking at him. after getting to Tue stairs he looked down wondering if he should climb down or use magic. Than again he had used so much energy before.

As he thought he jumped as he was lifted up by a servant and carried down and set at the bottom. Thanking the giant he continued his walk.

Finding doors he only had to stand in front of one for a short while before someone opened it and Loki explored the rooms one right after another.

Finding a fur that was much to large he drank it and waved on his feet before shaking his head and picking up the fur and wrapped it around him. The firs here were so soft.

Leaving the room he wandered to a window where a servant walked by set him on the sail. Looking out he saw Helbindi running the troops and giving them orders. Smiling he took a seat. Loki rather liked his giant brother.

Looking up he couldn't help but think of Thor. was that olf doing well on Midgar? Or was he eating them out of food? Laughing softly at the thought Loki got up and started to slid down the curtains and walked out of the room.

Loki paused and rubbed his neck feeling soreness leaving. There was foot steps coming his way. Looking up he saw an older looking Jotun came and bowed to him.

"Prince Loki it is time to lean of your homeland. If you will follow me." The voice and Loki's eyes widened slightly before he nodded and followed the Jotun.

However when they got to the room and the giant locked the door Loki started to think that this wasn't going to end well.

The giant turned into a dark elf.

No things weren't going to end well at all.

The elf brought down the sword down and Loki summoned what little magic he had to block of.

"You die today, Jotun runt!"

There was a scream.


To SETO-KIBA-LIFE: Yes he did meet Jane and there little tweaks in it because I need this to be more about Loki than Thor. But I will be adding some more of Thor and the others in the upcoming chapters.

To fan girl 666: Me too! And thank you! I wanted to add in him a Father like away and thee is more with them soon and yes he needs that figure in his life since he was pretty much thrown back.

To ArainaHaldthin: Holes are left to be filled in later. ;D

To Kia: Yes sad Loki is sad Loki.

To jaquelinelittle: He was in shock and in shock he couldn't act like he normally acts therefore all the things are crashing down at once and he was completely unprepared for them. As you see he couldn't handle the foods because he never ate them before. I enjoyed writing that too. :D Odin is trying to get Loki back but there more to it than simply that. Laufey isn't giving Loki back but who knows what may happen.

To I.C.2014: All shall come to light in the later chapters.