Doki Doki. Her heartbeats gotten faster. Mirajane Strauss is sick and insane. There's no other answers to that and she need to get healed. Fast. Her heart is beating faster than normal while her face is hot that she can't even explain what's happening on her body, at the moment. Just out of the sudden, she don't know what's happening on her body and it makes her scared that it's going to be lethal and deadly. It's not normal at all! She still needs to get stronger and protect her siblings. Just because her heart feels like it's racing, pounding, flattering, doesn't mean it's gonna be on her way to reach her goal: Protecting what's important to her.

But she don't know at all, why is it sudden? Why does she wants to stare at Laxus Dreyar? Non-stop and the wanting of talking to him more. Is it because he's weird and mean? Or because of what he said that can't get out of her mind? She just hope it won't take her too long to get this... sickness away.

She's still staring at him though, and she can't understand why she likes his eyes. That deep gray eyes, it's making her feel something she can't explain.

"Let me go, Laxus!" It took Mirajane lots of courage to push him away. No, she's done. Tired. Everyone is right, after all, Laxus Dreyar don't deserve her. Just because he's back once more doesn't mean she's just gonna welcome him with open arms... just like she always does. Every time. Again. No more. Things change.

Coming out unexpectedly is his thing. She made herself get used to it because it's him. He's nothing like the rest. Laxus is very different from the rest. Yet... she loved him for it. She didn't want anything more, she just need him to be there and understand her. Was she wrong with accepting him on the first place? Maybe she is. Now that he's in front of her, telling her pretty lies once more, why does she still wants him back? Deep inside, she really does. Just looking at his gray eyes she felt every kisses they shared, reminisced every promises they made, everything that they did.

Love is something Mirajane Strauss deeply cherish. Love is something Mirajane Strauss wants. It makes her stronger. She learns to forgive and forget. She loves love and that completes her. She loves her family, the guild, Lisanna and Elfman. And even Laxus. But he can't replace all those scars he left, nor erase all those tears she had.

She, no more, could ever change what they did. She wants to bury it on her past and move on her future. What is tiring is when he leaves, she'll be lonely and wishing him to come back then she'll just be there welcoming him once more as if he never broke her. That's tiring, he's... toxic.

She, who became foolish of his so-called love, is one of the reason why she started hating her own way of loving. Never again she'll do it, never again she'll beg, never again she'll cry and think nothing is wrong, never again she'll let him do his own way, never again she'll let him bring her back and put her to pieces then left as if nothing is left that important, never again she'll be that Mirajane Strauss, never again.

Erza Scarlet didn't mean no harm, she was only asking a question out of curiosity. Been trying to stop Gray and Natsu with their little duel, what she need after is a slice of strawberry cake to fill her needs. There, near the guildhall's bar, where she's supposed to be ordering what she's been dying to taste, she saw Mirajane Strauss and Laxus Dreyar, staring at each other.

"Why are your faces red?" The question came as she walks toward them while looking at her fellow mages innocently. Erza Scarlet didn't mean no harm, it was only out of curiosity and a want of being friends with the new member of the guild. It's been weeks since the siblings came but as far as she knows, the older sister isn't as lively and friendly like the two new members. Mirajane Strauss is very... distance. Laxus and Mirajane though, is a big surprise.

Mirajane's body 'stoned' after hearing a voice. She gulps and nervously moves her body to where the voice came from. There's nothing wrong with talking to the Master's grandson, right? Come to think of it, why is her face hot though?! And her body, why is it shaking as if she'd been caught doing something inappropriate? No way! She's sick and insane! How could that happened instantly? Eyeing the blond guy on the corner of her eye, Laxus seems calm and just... nada. He doesn't care at all, it seems. Mirajane's body shaken as she tries to answer the scarlet haired girl that is seems to be the same age as hers. She clenches both of her hand and-

"W-W-WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!" Is what Erza heard from the white haired girl and a 'tsk' from the Master's grandson. What is she acting like this all the sudden? She didn't do anything wrong! Not even a bit, she did. So why does it felt like she's hiding something when she only talked to Laxus? What has gotten into her?

Erza though... Erza is more confuse. Mirajane's reaction is strange. Did she, perhaps, said something wrong? Was it a bad timing? Are they fighting? Did she interrupted something? It's true that she knows nothing about the new mage. Since then, she'd already been trying to talk to the girl but failed for something unexpected would happened. It seems like she and Laxus has already been getting along and she hope the two of them will too.

"Am I wrong?" Erza asks, looking at the white haired girl.

"Wrong? How can you say you're even right?" Pointing her finger on Erza's chest, Mirajane answers the girl.

"I didn't said I am right thought," Erza objects. Was it a bad move already? It seems like Mirajane doesn't like how she talks to her.

The nerve. The scarlet haired girl sure is annoying. Intruding and talking as if they're close. Well, they're not and they'll never be! She keep her mouth shut as she glares to the girl in front of her.

"My apologies, it seems like I interrupted something." Erza says formally, bowing while closing her eyes. Yes, this must be it. Mirajane and Laxus must've been talking about something and she just rudely interrupted them with that question. But thinking of it again, is it wrong to ask?

Mirajane crosses her arms and looks away. Interrupted? What 'interrupted'? Is this girl messing with her? Provoking her because she's talking with the Master's grandson. Unbelievable.

"Hah, like you know a lot," She answers back.

"In fact, I know nothing at all."

"Better mind your own business then."

"I was just trying to be-"

"Do I look like I care?"

And that got Erza. She, who only wants to be Mirajane Strauss' friend, the new member of the Fairy Tail guild, gained an enemy. Now, Mirajane Strauss doesn't like her. Errr, maybe because of something that she said but she don't get it at all. Was it Laxus? Their argument didn't stop that easily and their new rivalry of everything... began.

Mirajane Strauss is the only woman who he wants to forget but can't. Mirajane Strauss is Laxus Dreyar's temptation and he wants her back.