After your truth I told Ryota how I truly felt about you. He said he knew all along, but I highly doubted that. I sat near your grave and ate Chelsea Candies. I still regret not bringing you some. I saw a cat that looked like Chelsea and it follows me around now. I still play piano and I've started to pick up the violin. I told my father about what happened and he gave me pity, nothing more. I miss you so so so so so so much… I wish you would have told me sooner because.. Because I feel like your the only one for me… And now.. I don't see all the colors I saw when you were around.. Koari, I miss you.. I miss how your smile brings joy to the whole world. I miss your amazing violin playing. I miss your confidence. I miss you perfect tempo. I miss your carelessness and your caring nature. I wish you were here.. I miss you….
Sincerely, Kosei