Happy reading hope you enjoy part two of the date!
Chapter 53
Tobias P.O.V
I feel her lips crashing on my lips, hard and urgent. I have no idea where her mind was a second ago. I know she has different memories that I do, some may be dark and twisted, some may be happy and good ones. But she never tells me, and as the coward I am, I haven't asked. I'm scared to hear the answer. Somehow this whole situation has opened up a whole new can of insecurities for me. What if she was happy with Eric? What if somehow he was better than I am? What if he is better sized than I am? It was my first time, what if she thought it was better with him? Do I kiss better? I'm not stupid I know that they had relations, I saw it myself. But we were each other's first at the time, no real expectations were given seeing that. Now this is a whole other kind of ball game. What if I really don't know what the hell I'm doing?
I often have nightmares, most involve the images that I saw in the video that he left behind for Tris and I to watch. It was disturbing seeing the images of me draped over Tris, loving her, and cherishing her on that sofa back in the Bureau. So many times I dreamt of that moment, and there it was. He recorded it, and to make matters worst when I saw the images of him relived it with him replacing me. It was the same sofa, same room, and same positions. Although yes, she was injected with the memory serum, and she was basically brain washed. Those images are embedded in my brain, the feeling of betrayal and hurt from being replaced and forgotten.
I feel her hand slip behind my neck holding me to her tighter, her other hand on my chest. I can't help it I need to hold her closer to me. I need to forget, need to be reminded of the fire that has always been there. My hands go for her waist pulling her out of her seat and onto my lap. She straddles me each leg on each side of my hips. I feel her against me, and for once I don't care if she feels the desires I have pressed against her. I want her to know how much I want her, how much my body craves for her. I would never force her, but she needs to know I'm hers. My tongue touches her bottom lip begging for access, and she obliges almost immediately I feel the warmth of her mouth, and she tastes amazing. I let my hands have a mind of their own, roaming through out her back, running down the side of her body. I feel her moving her hands from my chest, to my shoulder, and finally making their place at home on my back. She balls my shirt into her hand, and for a moment I thought she was going to tare my shirt off.
I have no idea how long we have been battling with our tongues when my alarm on my phone goes off. I had set it when we got on the Ferris Wheel, five minutes before our hour was to be up. To make sure we had time to clean up before we were in motion again.
I feel our kiss slowing down and we both are left breathless, and panting. I wrap my arms around her not willing to let her go just yet, placing my forehead against hers. I lick my lips, wishing to have hers back on them.
"We should start packing up." I say.
"Yea ok." She says slowly moving off of me. I notice my arousal is still present between us, and I rearrange myself a little. Just has we are almost finishing up, we feel the wheel beginning to move again.
We finally reach the ground and take Tris' hand helping her out of the cart. Once she is out I refuse to let her hand drop.
"Thank you John, I'll transfer points to your account." I say with a smile leaving the basket behind.
"Thank you Mr. Eaton." He replies.
I glance up at Tris and see the biggest smile on her face, she turns around taking both my hands in hers and walks backwards. She looks so happy, and so care free.
"So what are you going to do with me now?" She asks almost border line on teasing.
"Mmmm well I have a few ideas..." I say matching her smile. I guide her to one of the booths, I pay for both Tris and I to play. The object of the game is to shoot at the objects, the one with the highest score wins.
"You ready Prior?" I ask her with a smirk. "You going down!"
"You wish Eaton!" She says.
We point our guns and when the hostess says go we both point and shoot. I am little distracted. I think back to Tris' initiation, watching her shooting. She was terrible at first, but then she got the hang of it. I was so amazed by her, she held herself so well.
"Come on Eaton, don't go easy on me!" She says her eyes never leaving her target.
"Not a chance, Prior." I say not long after are verbal exchange we hear the alarm go off signaling the game was over. The hostess comes over and hands Tris a big brown teddy bear with a red bow.
"Ha ha I win!" She says hugging the bear and smiling at me. She looks so beautiful.
"Yea, yea only because I let you." I say being a sore loser.
Next we walk into a haunted house, Tris is in front of me with my hands on her hips. We walk down the hall of the house. It's dark, foggy, and a strobe light guiding us. Out of the corner of my eye, I see a clown pop out of hidden spot in the wall. Tris jumps and screams. Another clown pops out on our other side taking advantage of our distraction. When Tris hears some grunting in her eyes she jumps back into my arms, screaming even louder then before. When the clowns take a step back Tris dashes out of sight trying to get out of the room. Little to our knowledge the hall leads us into another room. There are sounds of chain saws, and a scary music playing giving me the chills. A man holding the chain saw steps close to us turning it on. That sounds, all it took and Tris dashing as fast as she can forward, screaming. I can't help it, I burst out laughing. I almost fall over from the hard laughter that is running through me. When I finally make it out of the house, I see Tris sitting on a curb panting. I walk up to her cautious, wondering if she might hit me for taking her in there.
"Holy hell!" She says even though she has sweat coming down her forehead, she still manages to laugh. "That was..."
"You left me!" I say putting on my best fake pouty face. Then she laughs even harder and I can't help but join in. I drape my arm around her shoulder and pull her into a hug.
"Shit every man for him self in there, ok?" She still laughing. I love the sound of her laughter, and the way it warms my heart. I would do anything to make her laugh like this all the time.
"How about some dinner?" I ask her, taking her hand.
"Sure, that sounds good." She says holding on tight.
I step into the near by dinner and order burgers and fries. I can't help but be reminded of our first meal together back in Dauntless. I never expected her to sit by me. I was so nervous at first, terrified that she would take notice of who I was. I wanted to forget my past, forget where I came from. Yet this gorgeous creature, the one that turned my head and shot shooting electrical jolts through me, may have come to jeopardize all that I worked for.
But I couldn't help the electrical jolts, and the wanting to help and protect her. She sat next to me looking at the patty meat, her expression was so adorable. How can I not help her?
I remember nudging her with my elbow, trying to get just her attention. "It's beef. Put this on it." I had told her passing the ketchup.
Even than I knew I wanted her, I needed her, and craved her. Never thought she would feel the same way for me. I still question what I must have done to deserve such a perfect Angel in my life, and to top it off she gave me a little Angel that is waiting at home too. I can't stop staring at her, sitting across from me. I reach out, just wanting to touch her. I take her hand in mine while I stuff my mouth with another fry. Oh how far we have come.
We decide to play a few more games after the meal. I have to admit, Tris has always been the strongest person I have ever known. But if I had any doubts they are corrected now. She took a massive hammer and slammed it down causing the bell to ring loudly when the ball hit it. She didn't even loose her breath. It was a major turn on.
By the end of the night we decide on a walk around the lake at the Pier, hand in hand we walk in comfort silence. Looking at the lake, the only sound we hear are the laughter and screams from the rides.
"It's so gorgeous here." Tris says.
"Yea it is." I say looking at her. I stop walking pulling her against me taking a hold of her face kissing her with everything I have. I feel her taking me in, breathing in my scent. Her arm pulling me closer bu my neck, her other arm sneaking under my shirt pulling me even closer. When air is a necessity we break apart just enough to rest our foreheads on each other's.
"Come on we should get back home to Abigail." I tell her.
"Your right. I miss my baby. But I loved spending this time with you, just us. Thank you, Tobias." She says making eye contact smirking.
"I would do anything for you Tris. Anything! You and Abigail are my life, my everything!" Needing her to understand how important her and our daughter are to me.
"I know." She smiles. "Take me home to our daughter." She says holding out her hand for me take. "Put me to bed. In our bed."
