Say goodbye to the morning sickness, because at week twelve Karna was back to his big eating activities. Oh, how happy Siegfried was to see this. Nothing was more beautiful that his love indulging himself in food. Siegfried loved to watch Karna eating. He would stare more than eating his own meal.
Karna was adding more rice to his plate and he poured the kare on top of it. Karna was looking happy as he ate, the smile pretty clear when he was chewing. Praise the kare block for this. Siegfried only needed to chop the onions, vegetables and meat and throw them in the pot and add the curry block later.
Karna finished the two plates kare-rice. Siegfried picked the plates and wash them. But Karna wasn't done yet, he was still with the ice cream. He ate the family sized bucket vanilla ice cream straightly from the bucket. Of course he didn't finish it in one go, a bucket could last him four days. The personal cup ones just wasn't enough.
Karna had enough for the ice cream and he closed the cap, putting it back to the freezer. Then, he proceeded to hug Siegfried from behind. Yes, Karna always does this when he had the ulterior motive. "Can we have omurice for tomorrow?"
"I understand," Siegfried chuckled. His cooking skill had improved a lot lately and Karna would request spesific menu sometimes. And when Karna clinged this way, there was no way Siegfried was able to refuse. Karna was too cute to be refused. Also, Siegfried would always feel some parts of him inside being proud whenever his mate requested dinner menus. "Omurice for tomorrow then."
After mission accomplished, Siegfried sat on the his study desk, reviewing the materials and Karna went to the shower. Karna came into the room with the towel on his waist. Siegfried noticed that Karna was starting to show. Just a bit. But his belly wasn't flat anymore. It was getting bigger but it wasn't really that visible when Karna was dressed up.
Siegfried was getting worried about this as well. Not because Karna had problems with his body, but Siegfried was worried about the treatment from the people. Because the people weren't exactly kind to male omegas. Cu was a great friend, he was the kind that didn't discriminate. But the people on the streets, the customers, the dealers, they might not be people like Cu or Boudica who accepted omegas as part of the society. Siegfried wondered if Karna could still continue his work when he got bigger. He certainly didn't want if Karna got verbally-abused or being looked at weirdly by people.
Karna opened the cupboard and took his comfy shirt out. He took off his towel and was about to wear his shirt when he caught Siegfried staring at him and he stared back. Karna was pretty sure Siegfried was looking at his naked body. And Siegfried didn't seem like he looked at the body with lust. His eyes were curious ones. "What?"
"No," Siegfried flinched when he realized he had got caught. "Just looking, you're showing."
Karna raised his brows and looked down to his belly. Sure it was getting bigger. Karna moved back a few steps so that the mirror above the cupboard could show his body. He faced his body to Siegfried, sideways to the mirror and checked on his own body. "Hm, you're right," Karna said and smiled on his own reflection. It was bigger on the mirror than when he looked down.
Siegfried kept staring at Karna. He started to daydream as he was being a happy man. A beautiful mate and a child incoming in six months. Karna would grow even bigger from now on. Ever since they got together, everyday had been so fulfilling.
Karna walked around and Siegfried's eyes kept following him. Karna walked three steps back and Siegfried still watching him in silence. His mate was flying in his thoughts. Karna didn't know what Siegfried was musing in his head, but Karna didn't mind being stared on. No, Karna liked it when Siegfried would stare on him.
Karna was in playful mood. He walked around the room to see how long Siegfried would be staring at him. Siegfried was taken aback when he realized Karna was smirking at him and had been playing with him. The alpha blushed in his own embarrassment. "Sumanai... I didn't mean to stare."
It was funny and the omega chuckled, his voice was seductive. He sat down on the bed and he raised one of his legs. Note worthy that he still wasn't wearing anything and Karna doing this to seduce his mate. Karna smirked to the man, inviting him to come as he moved his legs a little, spreading them wider just because. This time, Siegfried stared at him with the lustful eyes.
Siegfried gulped as he got up from his chair. Oh, he couldn't never had enough of this man. He was turned on and he went to the bed. Siegfried could never refuse his lover's requests, especially when it comes to bedtime. Sometimes, Siegfried wondered if it was okay to have this much of sex. They were really active in this division. They could even do it multiple sessions at weekends.
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Karna was holding a band of sunflowers and he was beautiful. So beautiful that Siegfried's heart almost bursted. "Ah, Siegfried," Karna called and he brightened up by seeing his mate. Added with that pure smile with the sunflowers was next to his face, Siegfried couldn't handle it. He bent down and clutches his chest for a few seconds. His heart was beating so fast. "...what's wrong?" Karna asked, looking weirdly.
"No," Siegfried looked up, he was blushing for certain. But, but, Karna's too beautiful. I can't! The sunflowers enchanced his beauty even way more. "Sumanai, it's nothing." He said after he calmed himself. Siegfried wanted to hug Karna now, but this wasn't home so that would have to wait.
"Hm," Karna looked at his mate, after sure Siegfried was okay, he nodded. "Understood, I'll be done soon. Please wait." He said, Siegfried nodded and Karna went to the backroom.
While Siegfried waited, a man entered the shop. A dark-skinned man with white hair. Karna quickly came out when he heard the bell. Even though it was the closing time, it might still be a customer. But it wasn't one. "Ah, Emiya," Karna called the man's name. "Cu had gone home earlier."
"Who the hell want to see that ass." Emiya sighed as soon as he heard that name. He looked to Karna and then to Siegfried. "I'm here for you," He said and then smiled to the couple. "I haven't congratulate you both yet," Emiya had been leaving the town for two months for the special course to get his lisence. But he had heard the news from Cu. The two had been roommates for years already. "Here," Emiya said as he handed a box of sushi to Karna. "It's my latest creation."
"Thank you." Karna was happy with the gift. Karna's eyes were shining as he looked to the box. He knew it better than anyone that Emiya's skills was amazing. Some years ago, Karna and Cu used to be Emiya's test pigs for his new dishes. But most of them were good. Siegfried also thanked him.
But of course they would still have to make the omurice. There was no way ten piece of sushi could be enough for Karna's. He was eating for two after all.
They went to the supermarket to grab some eggs and meat. That was when Karna was called by a sales, introducing him a product named 'chopper'. "You can chop anything with this! Onions, vegetables, anything. Just change the blade for the desired shape and size!"
Karna bought the chopper, thinking that he could finally chop onions without crying. Because Karna didn't want to make Siegfried do all the work.
They went home and Karna was the first to try the item. "I'll make the omurice." Karna claimed.
Well, he did said it but Siegfried was on his side all the time, in case Karna might need help. He did need help. The chopper does the job on cutting the stuff, but Karna turned the fire for some time before he put on the onions, they burnt. He had to redo it again after learning the mistake first hand.
At least the omurice turned out 'okay' according to Siegfried. He just didn't want to make Karna feel bad. But the omurice lacked the proper taste because the salt didn't mix well. Siegfried coughed when he bit on the salt lump. "Sorry," Karna apologized as Siegfried gulped his water quickly. He frowned sadly for his failure. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay. You can try again," Siegfried forced a smile, trying to comfort his mate. "With enough practice, you'll get better." But his face was sour because of the saltiness in his mouth.
Karna nodded. "Sorry, I'll try better next time."
They couldn't finish the omurice. It was sadrice. But at least they got the sushi as the tastebud savior. Karna opened the box, beautiful variation of sushis lined together. He picked up a piece of it and ate it. "Emiya's skill is amazing as ever." Karna commented.
Siegfried watched Karna eating one and another piece. He took one and tasted on his own. "Hm, this is indeed very good. How did you know him?" Siegfried asked in whim.
"He was Cu's friend. They know each other at the cafe they worked at," Karna said as he put another one into his mouth. "I lived with them for a month because I got fired. That time, Emiya was apprentice cook. He used to make us eat his test dishes. But they were so good, I don't know if those were supposed to be called 'test' dishes. Also we used to play baseball together,"
They were broke and poor kids learning to be adults. Karna was orphanage child, he got kicked out when he was fifteen and was clueless what to do. Cu was leaving home because Fergus was just incompetent. Emiya lost his family in a natural disaster, he got adopted, but he left the house as soon as he turned eighteen. It was fun to live with them, though, Karna couldn't stay with them for long because he was different. He even caused problems to them, until now, Karna would still feel guilty for what had happened.
Karna wasn't done yet with his story. He liked his friends so much that he told Siegfried the full story from their meeting until today in detail, including when they went fishing that day. They got some fishes, Cu and him almost burnt down their flat for trying to grill fish indoors when Emiya wasn't home. They both got scolded for that. Siegfried laughed a few times and Karna was smiling the whole time as he told the story. "They still live together until now."
"I see," Siegfried sighed in relieve. "I'm glad you have good friends."
Karna looked at his mate and looked down to the sushi. He had ate eight of them already, only one left in the box and he felt very guilty. "Sorry," Karna apologized and pushed he box to Siegfried.
"You can eat that," The alpha said as he got up and ruffled Karna's hair.
But so, Karna didn't feel right if he ate all the goodies. Siegfried deserve to eat delicious food as well. So Karna took one and stand up. He stood close to Siegfried. "Ahhh," he smiled innocently and the sushi was on Siegfried's mouth.
More than the sushi, Siegfried was more into Karna himself. Blush crept onto his face and his heart was working fast. Because Karna was too cute. He opened his mouth and ate it while blushing. Siegfried wondered when he would actually get used to this. These kind of small closeness never failed to make him feel like teenager.
But he wasn't alone. Karna realized Siegfried's thoughts and he also got embarrassed. Both of them blushed awkwardly while looking at each other.
Siegfried closed his eyes pulled the man for a tight hug. He had been wanting to do this since the sunflower sight. Karna hugged back and they stayed like that for a moment. They were really an awkward couple, but nonetheless a happy one.
Siegfried decided that he would take Karna for their first date this weekend. For sure.
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The sunday came, Siegfried planned to take Karna out for lunch, a movie and just walking around the town together. Yes, just like usual date. He had asked a few of his students for tips on what to do as well. Oh, Siegfried was so nervous the whole night that he couldn't sleep even after their long night fun.
He went to the bedroom to wake Karna. The omega often sleep to noon at sundays. It was understandable because of what they did the night before. The beautiful man was sleeping under the covers buck naked. Well, it was a normal sight and Siegfried himself sleep naked as well, though this was out of habit.
Siegfried sat on the bed and start calling and gently shaking his lover. He did it for three whole minutes before Karna slowly opened his eyes. "It's eleven now." Siegfried gently whispered to Karna's ears and then kissed his temple.
Karna sat up and rubbed his eyes. "Morning..." he said and yawned. After a minute of sitting, Karna finally woke up. He smiled to Siegfried very lovingly.
"Karna," Siegfried nervously called. Asking out on a date was something completely new for him. He was blushing a little as he held on Karna's hands. "Do you want to go... that... out for a...date?" He asked.
Karna's jaw dropped and he looked at his mate in disbelief for a few seconds. And then, he blushed heavily. "Un," he nodded shyly.
This is so awkward... even though we've been married for more than a month. Siegfried nodded as well. "We'll go after you done showering..."
Karna went to shower as he was told. He get back to the room and picked his fanciest shirt he had, but it didn't fit him anymore. He couldn't button them anymore. The stomach was getting some size in the thirteenth week. Karna looked at his shirt in disappointment. He had kept this one special for occassions. Seems like he didn't had the chance to wear it the second time.
Siegfried watched in awkward. "Sumanai..." he apologized. Well, technically this was his fault. "I'm really sumanai." He apologized again.
Karna chuckled at Siegfried's sorry. His alpha was being overly self-concious again. "I don't mind it, I am very happy with this." Karna said as he picked a loose no print white T-shirt. Siegfried had to clutches his chest again.
The belly was showing under the shirt, but not really that big so people might or might no suspect it. Karna took his jacket even though it wasn't cold at all. But it was better to stay hidden. He wore it and smiled to the man.
"Let's go." Karna was really looking forward his first date.
And so, they went out and started their first date. Siegfried could only hope everything went as he had planned.
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Fancy restaurants might sound cool for dates, but it was a big no-no for Karna. Because he prefer quick and a lot of food on his table rather than one fancy looking decorated food that would be gone in a minute. Siegfried understood this very well and brought him to the local diner.
Karna ordered fish and chips for main, and then after that, pancakes with honey, and lastly neapolitan ice cream for dessert. It was really a good sight to look at. They say when you are in love, you will feed your lover a lot. So, it was true. Because nothing was better than to watch than Karna looking so happy as he eat.
Karna was very low cost and maintenance, he was okay with most of things and mostly demanded nothing except for food. To be honest, Siegfried would like to buy him some more things and had been asking if there was anything he wanted. Karna would say nothing or just food. Even their rings were regular paired titanium rings. And they even splitted the fee because Karna didn't want to make Siegfried shoulder everything.
Really, Siegfried couldn't ask for anyone better. Karna was a blessing from the sky itself. Siegfried couldn't stop admiring his beautiful mate. Sometimes, Siegfried felt that he wasn't good enough. I haven't done anything for him... I want to make him happy.
Karna finished his fish and chips, and was cutting the pancake. He took a piece and about to put it inside his mouth when he noticed Siegfried hadn't touched his sandwich. All he did was staring at Karna. "Siegfried," Karna called the name. "What's wrong?" Lately, Karna had caught him staring a lot when he eat that he wondered if he was getting fat.
Maybe I eat too much... I should start dieting. Because Karna himself realized he had been binge eating ever since the start of his pregnancy. He never cared about his looks at his younger days. But recently, he had been a bit uneasy about this. Because Karna didn't feel like he was good looking enough for Siegfried. Especially when Siegfried was a handsome alpha. A lot of people must be at least attracted to him.
Being called, the man was taken aback from his daydream admiration. "Ah, sumanai, it's nothing." He said and started to eat his sandwich.
The ice cream came last, Karna ate it. Swearing to himself that would be the last ice cream he ate until next sunday.
After the lunch, they went for the movie. Siegfried had researched the movies' playtime. At first, Siegfried thought watching romance was the best option for a date. But Medb told him horror was a better option for date nowdays. And so Siegfried brought Karna to watch the horror movie 'taken from real life'. She taught him the details and where to go after that.
Siegfried wanted to buy Karna popcorns and soda, but the person refused. "I've ate enough for today," He said and then he looked to the poster of the ghost lady.
Siegfried was a bit confused, usually Karna never refused food, except for those moments when he had his morning sickness. "Do you feel unwell?"
"I'm fine." Karna replied.
"You really don't want any snacks?"
"Ah," Karna said and nodded. Siegfried felt weird but if Karna said so.
They went in with no snacks and sat on their chairs. Other people entered the studio and the movie started with scary music.
The movie was intense. The ghostlady scare jumped and a lot of people screamed. Siegfried also jumped a bit. The audio was making the whole situation creepier.
Siegfried looked to Karna at his right side and he was smirking. Karna was smirking as he watches while other people screamed and cried. The couple behind them hugged each other while crying.
At the last part, the ghost appeared again, crawling creepily to the protagonist that was frozen in fear. The protagonist screamed 'help' but nobody came to save her. The friends chose to flee and let her die. Siegfried was quite disturbed at the scene, he was sweating cold as he watched the protagonist being killed. But the he heard chuckles on his side. It was Karna. Siegfried looked at Karna, not understanding which part of the movie was fun. The whole movie was nightmare for Siegfried.
They went out from from the movies and Karna seemed very pleased with the movie. They went to the park and sat at the bench. "That was a great movie," he commented. "The last part was so good."
Siegfried nodded reluctantly. He was glad Karna liked it, but why, Siegfried would never know. "I see. I'm glad you liked the movie. Do you want to eat some crepes?" He asked as he found a crepes stand nearby.
"I'm good. Thank you." Karna refused the offer again.
Siegfried looked at Karna weirdly, his mate was being so weird today. When they were at the movie, it was understandable that Karna didn't want to snack. But it had been three hours since his lunch, usually, he would be eating something by this time. "Do you feel unwell somewhere?"
"I'm fine," Karna replied. "I'll want to go to the toilet a bit."
"Be careful." Siegfried nodded and watched Karna walked to the toilet.
Karna came out after three minutes. Siegfried walked to the man and noticed that Karna's hair was a bit wet, he tried to tidy it. Weird, because Karna never cared about his hair. It was always messy. Well, it still was messy. He couldn't get them down just by water.
It was when a few girls called and walked to Siegfried. "Sensei!" The pink haired girl, Medb called. She was with Ushiwakamaru and Karen.
Karna put his hands in his jacket pocket. Hiding the ring from the girls' eyes. Karna realized that Siegfried might be scorned if they know they found out he married a male omega. Karna had lived long enough to know that he had to hide his secondary sex as much as possible. Especially, now with Siegfried's image on stake, Karna would not reveal his identity. "Your students?"
"Yes." Siegfried smiled and nodded. "My homeclass' students."
"Sensei's hanging out with a friend?" Karen asked as she looked at Karna with curious eyes.
Siegfried was about to tell them about Karna, but the man answered the question instead. "Yeah." Karna nodded to the girls with flat face of his.
Siegfried didn't like this. He also noticed Karna was hiding his hands. Even though Siegfried wanted to introduce Karna to them. He know they might look down at him, but he still wanted to acknowledge Karna as his proper pair. Siegfried loved his mate. It hurt him when Karna did this.
Medb knew Karna was not Siegfried's friend, after all, Siegfried did asked her for advices on his date. She knew this man was Siegfried's so called 'wife'. So, she decided to play a game.
"Sensei~" Medb grinned and quickly grabbed on Siegfried's arm and put it in between her boobs, which was revealed because of her low collar. The pink bra under it was visible from Siegfried's view. "Had you got bored of your wife already~?" Siegfried jumped back but Medb was still holding on his arm. "Sensei, I am always available for you~"
Siegfried pushed the girl away by shoulder. "Please don't do this again." He said, a bit angry. Which was very rare and the girls noticed it.
Ushiwakamaru joined the scolding. "Medb, don't do that. Sensei might get into a problem if he get seen like that."
Siegfried looked to Karna, his mate was frozen and shocked. His jaw was dropping. He was looking at them in disbelief and Siegfried felt really scared now. "No, it's not like that!" The alpha was tried to explain.
Karen bowed to Karna, apologizing for her friend. "Sorry, Medb is always like that. Sensei's not committing any crime." Because laying hands on a student and a minor was a crime. Both Karen and Ushiwakamaru thought Karna might be shocked from that. Because a lot of people were shocked seeing Medb trying to seduce adult men.
Karna was so shocked that he couldn't say anything. Ushiwakamaru apologized once again, and the two girls pulled Medb away. He was still frozen even after they went away.
"Karna," Siegfried nervously initiated the conversation, he had waited for a minute and Karna was still silent. "...I don't have anything to do with her. I swear!" He tried to explain. "She's always like that!" And that made it worse.
"She... always hold on you... like that?" Karna asked with very light voice. That arm was supposed to be his exclusive holding spot when they were sleeping together.
"No, not like that!" Siegfried got panicked as he saw Karna's expression dropped into a frown. "I mean, she always do that to other people!"
"I see..." Karna nodded slowly. He knew Siegfried wasn't cheating on him or anything. Siegfried would never do that. Still, that was a bit of shocking. "I see... I understand" Karna gave his mate an assuring smile. Siegfried sighed in relieve, Karna wasn't mad or anything.
But, that sight from earlier had caused Karna to question himself now. Because Medb was beautiful. Her curves, her body was perfect, and she had her boobs on Siegfried's arm. Her stature and height made her looked very cute. Any men would have desired her. She looks cute beside Siegfried...
And it hit Karna again, Siegfried was not choosing him out of free will, but because of their accidental bond. Karna realized, even if he tried dieting or making his hair, he could never be as pretty as Medb. He didn't have boobs or soft body, and he couldn't dress in pretty outfits like her. And his voice couldn't be as cute as hers. Because he was born physically a male. For the first time in his life, Karna hated himself.
At three in the morning, Karna left the bed. He usually does got up on the midnight. But he wasn't getting up for snack. He went to the convinience store and bought a bottle of conditioner.
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(See Karna's Extella-Link Alternate Outfit Hairstyle)
The next morning, Siegfried was surprised seeing Karna had his hair made. It was tidy and flowing down. He sat down and ate a piece of the toast and the egg. That was all. "You're not eating much since last night. Do you feel nausea again?" Siegfried was worried.
Karna shook his head. "I'm fine," He said and smiled to the man. Karna was, of course, very happy to see Siegfried being so caring. But he had decided to eat normally now. Not just gouging everything like a trash bin.
"You changed your hairstyle. Why?" Siegfried asked as he looked at the new look.
Karna raised his brows and his fingers brushed on his hair. He was trying to fix his hair because he was nervous. He never made his hair this way before and was unsure if it fit him or not. "Did it not look good?" He asked.
"No, it look very good," Siegfried replied almost instantly. He liked it. Not that he disliked the messy hair of Karna, he liked both. This one and that one had their own charm. But Siegfried would choose the messy one because that was how he was used to Karna. The sudden change of hairstyle and Karna's less eating was just confusing. Plus he didn't touch his ice cream last night. Though, Siegfried remembered Karna leaving the bed at the midnight. He thought Karna was snacking. "I like that hairstyle."
"I see," Karna sighed in relieved and smiled. "Thank you."
They went to work like usual and walked home like usual. This continued for three days and Siegfried tried so hard to figure what was wrong.
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They made microwave herb salmon for dinner and Karna only had a bowl of rice, he also skipped his ice cream. Siegfried was very worried and scared if Karna felt sick or anything. He never skipped ice cream, and now he didn't touch his ice cream for three days. "Do you want to see the doctor?" Siegfried asked as Karna washed the bowls and plates.
Karna glanced back, his hair was soft and light, they motioned as Karna moved. "No, I'm good," he said as he sat down again. "How are your students?" Karna asked. He wasn't interested in Siegfried's students... until that sunday that was.
"They're okay, still not paying attention like usual."
Karna chuckled lightly. "I see," He mumbled and then drank his green tea. Because packaged juices contain too much sugar. They were just liquid candy. "Must be hard."
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They went to bed together. But this time, Karna didn't give any invitation. He kept his comfy shirt on. Instead, he directly went do to Siegfried's dick. He pulled out the dick from the pants and stroked it gently, trying to get it harden up. Then, his head went down. Karna's slender fingers combed his bangs and put them behind his ear. He looked very feminime like that. Siegfried gulped as he watched.
He was surely turned on, but he didn't feel like he wanted to make Karna blow him. He never did a blowjob anyway. Siegfried just didn't feel like he wanted to do it. No, no! He wanted to do it but not like this. Karna didn't look like he was having fun doing this. So he sat up and pushed Karna's shoulders.
Karna stared at the man in confusion, his mouth was open. "What's wrong...?" The omega asked. He was about to service Siegfried, but got pushed away. He never did a blow job, but he was trying. Because he wanted to please Siegfried.
Siegfried sighed and touched Karna's cheek. "You're being weird for some time... did I do something wrong?"
Karna glanced away, trying not to look at Siegfried's straight gaze on him. "No," he briefly looked at Siegfried but look away again. "Sorry... I'll stop this." He said and left the bed. He waked passed the mirror and saw his own reflection. He was disappointed in himself. He walked away and face the wall, his back was facing Siegfried. He frowned down and sighed deeply.
Back then at the orphanage, Karna had no friends. The other kids often bullied him, calling him a freak. The sisters didn't want to deal with him. In their religious teaching, male omegas were equivalent to dirty and sinful existence. They used to call him child of demon. He was just kept there because of the regulations. He got thrown out even before he reached the age of eighteen. Not only that, Karna had caused so many problems to the people around him, including Siegfried. Siegfried was being dragged down into this problem.
Siegfried said he loved Karna. There was no lie in his words and Karna knew it. The man was kind and gentle, even if their relationship started out of responsibilites, they had grown to love each other. But, Karna really had nothing to repay Siegfried's kindness. Nothing at all. Siegfried could have picked anyone else And they would be better than me. Not enough... Not enough... I can't do anything... Karna wished he was born a woman. Female omegas were accepted in the society, even prized. A lot of politicians and rich alphas kept female omegas as trophy wives. If he was a woman, then Siegfried could proudly show him off to his friends. But in a body like this, Siegfried would be looked down.
Some of the customers and people were already looking at him in disgust because his stomach was showing under the apron. Karna just ignored them the whole time. Will this child be looked down as well because of me? He thought as he touched his belly.
Siegfried watched Karna. He had never seen Karna drowning in sadness like this. His face sure was flat, but his eyes were showing that he was very distressed. Karna stood silently, and Siegfried too, thinking so hard how to talk to Karna. Because Siegfried wasn't smart with words. He didn't know what to say or how to cheer Karna like this.
Siegfried went to Karna. He held on Karna's shoulder and slowly turning the man. He looked at Karna's emotionless face. "Sumanai ga, can you tell me what you're thinking?" He asked.
Karna looked up to Siegfried. He was tired. He tried to force a smile, but he couldn't hide his thoughts anymore. He had faked smiles today, and faking wasn't Karna's strong point. It was mentally draining him just to keep up the act. "I can't be as pretty as your students... sorry. I'll try to be more useful from now on. I'll do the cooking and the cleaning. It might be awful, but please bear with it for a while."
Hearing those words, Siegfried embraced him. He had expected it was because of Medb's doing, but didn't dare to bring it up. It made sense of Karna's sudden change of hairstyle and eating habits. "Please don't say things like that," he said as he rubbed on the cold back. "I like to watch when you eat a lot... and I like to cook for you. Please let me do that." he whispered next to the ear. "And I like your messy hair better. You're already beautiful at the first place."
Siegfried smiled warmly to his love, placing his hand on the pale cheek. "Before I meet you, I was alone. I don't have anything I wanted. But you came and you give me meaning for my life. I only want you. Please stay with me."
The warmth filled his chest. Being loved was so overwhelming, so much. "Are you really okay with me?" He asked with light laughters. The shift of emotions caused his tone to be a bit confusing though. But he was fulfilled for sure. The blessings were heavy and it was hard to breathe, but it was a really warm and kind.
"To be honest, I've never seen anyone more beautiful than you," Siegfried said and blushed as their eyes met.
"I've never seen anyone more handsome than you as well." Karna replied softly.
Siegfried smiled proudly in that, blushing red. Karna's praises would always made Siegfried scream joys interally. "...I'm flattered.. for you to say that..." Siegfried was too happy that he clutched his chest.
They stayed on each other's arm for some time. Feeing the warmth, filling the hole in their hearts.
"Siegfried,"
"Hm?"
"I want pancakes for tomorrow morning."
Siegfried chuckled. Finally, his sun of life was shining again. Karna had made his lonely life meaningful. The life he lived just because he hadn't died yet. Before he met Karna, Siegfried didn't care if he live or die. He had no one who wanted him. A loner met with another loner. Now, he had Karna whom he will weave his story with. And they had another sun for them, waiting to be born.
"I understand. Pancakes for tomorrow then. What topping?"
"Honey."
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Siegfried was reading his class' essay papers from the wednesday. They were supposed to get extra points from this. This essay wasn't exams, it was like extra score for the students. Well, it was better and less depressing to read the essays rather than the exam papers. Because there were no crying students in this essay. And Siegfried didn't have to read them with deadline in head. The students weren't pressured to make it perfect either, there were so many errors that somehow made Siegfried laugh.
Karna say across him on the dining table, he was streaming his anime on the tablet. Karna would always marathon watching episodes of his anime every saturday night after dinner and go to bed later at midnight. Of course, they didn't straight go to sleep. They would spend some (a few more hours) quality time together on the bed.
Karna had his messy hair back. It was so refreshing to see it. He was snacking on biscuits as he watches. Karna expression would slightly change as the story progressed. It wasn't much change because Karna's face was flat block, but Siegfried could see it when Karna was amused or confused or many other expressions. Karna was very cute this way. Hmm, this way is better.
Karna looked up from the screen and caught Siegfried staring at him again. The words Siegfried whispered to him days ago was still in Karna's head. The omega blushed as he remembered it while Siegfried looked straight to him.
Siegfried awkwardly smiled. He got caught again. "Sumanai, I don't mean to stare for too long..." Siegfried apologized.
Karna glanced around, embarrassed with the stare. But he liked it. No, he wanted Siegfried to look more. "It's okay..." Karna said as he looked back to the man. "You can stare more..." he said in small voice with red cheeks.
An arrow striked trough Siegfried's chest again. Siegfried could burn calories just from watching his lover. He clutched his chest again, closing his eyes, trying to handle to cuteness. I can't! My heart really can't last if this keep going on! I'll die! But I don't want to die yet! I want to live long with Karna!
Karna shrugged as he watched Siegfried acting weird again. His husband had a habit of holding his chest at times. Karna waited until Siegfried let out his calm sigh and return to his normal self. "What's wrong? Did your chest hurt?" Karna asked, worried. "You've been doing this a lot lately."
"No," Siegfried shook his head. He gulped and answered while flushing red. "You're too cute... I feel like my heart is going to explode..."
Karna was silence. His jaw was dropping. He looked at Siegfried with red cheeks. Now, it was his turn. His chest felt like it would burst. "... thank you..." Karna said, more like whispering because he was too happy to speak normally. He was smiling weirdly.
Siegfried coughed awkwardly and returned his eyes to the essay papers, he had finished and marked half of them. Siegfried wanted to finish this by tonight so he could have a full day with his Karna tomorrow. Ahem, for the fun. Because having to remember that he still had some work to do was a killjoy.
Karna finished the episodes by eleven at night. "I'll take a shower." He said as he got up from the chair. He throw away the biscuit's empty bag and then went to the bathroom.
He came out with the towel on his waist and it was his stomach very clearly showing. At week eighteen, Karna could no longer hide it under his jacket. It was visible to anyone that he was having a bloated belly. He also could no longer lay on his stomach and had to settle with choosing which side he wanted to lay on.
Cold milk after warm shower was a common sense for Karna. He used to drink the milk from the carton but since he lived with Siegfried, he stopped that bad habit and had the milk poured into his mug. He sighed in satisfaction after he gulped the chilled milk. After he washed the mug, he sat next to Siegfried. Because he was waiting.
Karna didn't bother to wear anything after shower at saturday night, because they would pretty much do it right after he was out from the shower. Karna looked at Siegfried as he waited. They were shy for the little things but when it comes to this, both of them were bold. This happened because they skipped the early stages. They started with the end goal.
Seeing Siegfried was on the last paper, Karna kissed the man's cheek and went to the bedroom first. He spread a piece of towel above the bed and sat down after he took off his towel.
Siegfried came into the room and sat on the bed. He pushed Karna down and they started with kissing while hands exploring each other's body. Siegfried touched the belly and smiled. He liked the feeling of their child.
Siegfried kissed on Karna's temple and breathe in as his hands trailed down. Reaching to the man's dick, touching it for a moment, and then he went to the hole. He pushed two fingers in. Karna held on the wide back as he enjoy the fingers moving inside him.
Karna was getting wet, he would like the dick now, but his mate decided to add the third finger just to tease him. "Mmhhhmm..." Karna closed his eyes as the fingers spreading his insides even more while their mouths were connected.
He stopped fingering. He moved up and teased the erect, by brushing on the tip. Karna was leaking both places. Siegfried's foreplay was amazing. The alpha had enough experience to know how to please and play with the man.
Karna wanted to cum. Foreplay was good but it wasn't enough. He had been filled so many times by his mate's huge size, he needed Siegfried inside him to release. Mastrubation couldn't make him feel good anymore. Siegfried noticed that Karna wanted him now. He smirked, proud that he had made his mate so lewd, his eyes were begging as he looked at Siegfried's.
Siegfried brushed their dick together and then he went down to the entrance, teasing more by pushing the tip in. Just the tip. Giving the omega a huge disappointment, so clear on his face. He was waiting for the thing to be pushed deep inside.
"You're... not putting it... in?" Karna asked. He looked at Siegfried with disbelief.
That face was very lewd and Siegfried wanted to see that more. The face of Karna asking to be fucked by him was very enticing.
Siegfried pushed inside again, but only halfway through and he moved slowly for a some time, teasing more. And suddenly Siegfried pushed in quick, deep inside. Giving Karna a good thrust. So good that Karna flinched and twitched inside. Siegfried paused a moment for the omega to feel it. And then, he proceeded to move. Slowly at first, thrusting in and out, stirring Karna's insides.
"Sieg...fried— ahhnnn..." Karna called the name in his hot breath as the dick moved slowly inside him. He could hear the wet sound. "Please..."
That one 'please' was enough to make Siegfried to pace up and fuck Karna the way he liked. Moving in and out fast, hitting the ass on every thurst, making the omega dripped and moaned like crazy. "Ahh! Ahh! Hhaa... ahh" Karna half screamed as he felt Siegfried grew bigger inside while moving. It was so hot. "You're... ahh! So huge! Ahhnn!" Karna's eyes were teary from all the pleasure rushing into his head. He shuddered and came while being fucked. Karna drolled a bit and Siegfried licked it away before pushing his tongue inside.
The alpha held on the omega's hand and kissed him as he came. He pushed inside to the deepest part and released. His low groans were right next to Karna's ears. Karna smiled to his man with sheepish eyes and hot breath. He wasn't having enough yet. His eyes were still saying he wanted more.
That was just the appetizer. Siegfried continued again shortly after he came.
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"Sensei!"
Siegfried looked back at the street. Medb was there. He hadn't been wanting to deal with her since the thing she did and cause Karna self-worth questionaries. No, Siegfried didn't hate her though. He would never hate his students. But it was just a bit awkward to talk to her, and Siegfried wouldn't want to let Karna see her anymore. But, they were right outside the shop.
"How's your wife doing~?" She asked with a grin.
Siegfried sighed. "Sumanai, can you please not bother me about that?" He asked politely. And he felt like he needed to enforce her with the fact that his 'wife' was a mate. "My mate didn't like what you did that day."
Karna heard Siegfried's voice outside. He could easily know it was him. Mates could sense each other's presence better than normal people. In the case of voice, the brain had registered the unique frequency. Just like the smell.
"Sieg—" Karna called as he went out and saw Siegfried and Medb again. And his expression, from a smile soured instantly to a frown. He didn't like Medb at all.
Medb looked at Karna, initially with a smirk because she wanted to piss the man off. But her expression dropped as she saw the belly, bloating under the apron. She covered her mouth as she gasped.
Siegfried cursed himself internally. Karna's frown switched to a terrified one as he realized what he had caused. He quickly went inside the shop again. This is bad... she saw me...
"What's wrong?" Cu asked as he looked to the person in panic.
Next was the bell above the door ringing. Karna looked back and it was her again, running inside and Siegfried trying to stop her. She looked at Karna in disbelief as she stood right in front of him. Male omegas were rare and it was the first time she saw a pregnant one. And she checked to the stomach. This one is legit.
Then, she looked to the blue haired man. She liked him, totally her type. She ran to him, and grabbed his arm, hugging it in between her boobs, just like what she did to Siegfried. "Onii-chan, do you want to play with me~?"
"Wh— what!?" Cu grinned widely as he looked at the sexy young woman. Finally!
Siegfried looked at Karna nervously. He was scared if Karna would be down again because of her. "Sumanai, she's always like that..." Siegfried said as he sighed.
"I see," Karna glanced to him for a second, before looking back to Medb trying to seduce Cu. She was brushing her finger in Cu's abdomen, smirking casually.
The door opened once again, Emiya was there. And he saw Cu and Medb closely. His face was showing he was pissed and somehow hurt. He closed the door after a few seconds of staring and walked away.
Cu looked at the door, confused with the behavior of his roommate. "What's wrong with him?" He asked as he scratched his head.
What was wrong, was very clear to Karna and Siegfried. They felt so bad for Emiya just now.
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The next day, Medb decided to come and play with Cu again. But the air was very heavy because Emiya was right there, resting on the cashier counter, watching Medb holding on the blue haired man again.
Siegfried even sweated cold as he watch these people. Karna was behind the cashier, standing in silent, just staring.
"Is that your girlfriend?" Emiya spoke up.
"Yeah!" Cu proudfully nodded while cradling the short girl in his arm.
"I see. Congrats," Emiya said. "You finally got a girlfriend after these years."
"Thanks man!" Cu replied.
Siegfried couldn't believe there was someone who was even denser than him. Karna had told Siegfried last night, that Cu and Emiya had been sharing house for eight years ever since they were teens. Karna thought they were just good friends because he was dense. He only know these kind of feelings recently. He never realized this thing had been going for years.
Cu walked out from the store. "I'm going for a date with Medb tonight! You don't have to make my dinner!" The blue haired man happily said as he waved back and Medb pulled him away.
The three was left in awkward silence. Siegfried was thinking hard wether if he should say something or stay silent. I shouldn't say anything. Karna looked to Siegfried, also thinking the same thing. Both asking internally what should they say to break this heavy awkward silence.
Emiya chuckled lightly. But it sounded weird. "I'm going home. See you later." He said as he closed the door.
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