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"Nat" Bruce said softly as he touched her shoulder, she couldn't stop the flinch that ripped through her body.
"Nat you have to do this" he whispered so softly he wasn't even aware he could do that. He also didn't know if she heard him,
"No" she whispered, looking up into his eyes. He could see the raw pain in those beautiful eyes and it was killing him, he has never seen so much emotion in her eyes she always hid it from everyone but right here and now it was clear as day how much she was hurting,
"No! I refuse, I can't, I will not kill you Bruce" Natasha cried, she knew Steve could hear them, he was in the next room but right now she couldn't care less if he heard this convocation, normally she would but not at this moment.
"I'm not losing you, not again. I can't lost you… I love you" Natasha cried Bruce sucked in a harsh breathe, he's never heard her say those words before and to hear them for the first time, but he knew she loved him, but hearing her say it was so different it felt so right, and that is why he asked her to kill him, so he could save someone else. He has caused to much death in this world and if he left things would be better well that is what he thought anyway.
"Don't make me do this… please" Nat whispered,
"Can't you kill me instead?" Nat asked, god she would do anything just as long as she didn't have to do it to Bruce
"I could but I would never forgive myself" Bruce admitted as he ran his fingers through her blonde locks.
"Then why ask me to kill you? You think I would be able to forgive myself if I had to do it to you?" Nat snapped, her stubbornness coming through, Bruce sighed he knew this convocation wasn't going to be easy but he thought they would of come to a conclusion by now.
"Because, it's got to be me Nat, Hulk. He is to dangerous, I don't want to hurt you" Bruce said quietly
"I'm not scared of Hulk, if anything I love him just as much as I love you! why can't you see that. I trust you, and I trust him. I know neither of you will hurt me on purpose" Nat said and hit Bruce on the chest, it wasn't hard but it made her feel that little bit better
"We can never have a family Natasha" Bruce looked at the blonde sadly
"I don't want a family, I don't know the first things about being a mother nore will I ever, I am not mother material, I just want and need you" Natasha whispered tears running down her cheek.
"Nat please" Bruce whispered he was trying to be a hero and she was making it so dam difficult, she pressed her lips into his, the kiss was passionate and hard, Bruce could feel everything Nat was feeling in that moment, they both wished the moment could last longer but Steve walked in. He hated himself for having to ruin this moment but he had no choice
"I'm sorry to ruin the moment, but it's time to go" Steve said quietly, no one has spoken at a proper volume since everyone turned to dust how could they? They were all scared that someone else was going to disappear before their eyes. Nat didn't say anything she pushed herself away from Bruce and walked after Steve, Bruce cursed himself as he chased the fiery blonde. She didn't look to bad as a blonde but he did miss her red hair. Natasha could feel Bruce and Steve watching her, her eyes where straight ahead as she tried not to break down.
"You know he is only asking because he loves you as well" Steve said looking at her Nat glared at him and Steve gulped and looked straight ahead he knew not to push this matter anymore then it needed to be pushed, the time drew nearer tear's feel down Natasha's face
"Please don't make me do this" she pleaded, Bruce stood straight and was waiting for the blow, both of them closed their eyes waiting for the impact when Nat opened her eyes she let out a broken scream.
"I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I let you kill him, I've been alive to long it's about time for me to go" Steve whispered as his body feel forward
"Steve!" Nat screamed shaking his body trying to wake him up
"Nat" Bruce said in a shocked voice, she loved him as well, he didn't know how to feel. Part of him knew that she loved him but to actually have it thrown into his face like that kind of hurt, but that didn't matter, they both just lost one of their best and closest friend so he just gathered her into his arms as she cried into his chest. He carried her to a car and drove away from the scene, away from the battle they didn't them it was over anyway. He ran her a bath and helped her wash herself, he then put her into bed, climbing in beside her. He brought her into his chest wrapping his arms around her holding her tight as she cried over killing her best friend. Bruce knew that if it was him who died she would be in Steve's arms right now, he felt numb he didn't exact that at all, and he knew that she was going to be broken for a few days, but hopefully she will get back to normal. He wondered who they brought back to life with that sacrifice right now it didn't matter it could wait.
