A/N: OMG! I'm so sorry of how long it has been, life has been pretty hectic after my last update that it's been years. I've also realized my grammar has not been the best in this story I'll update them though and I do plan on finishing this story I was pretty lost right after chapter 3. I had the other chapters ready but they were deleted, and I was stuck at what to write. But no worries guys my grammar has improved, the way it's gonna be set up is gonna be different I hope int this form you guys will understand better and the chapters will be longer I have a full-time job now and I'll be updating whenever I can. Appreciate all the support you guys have given me and I'm sorry for the long wait.
Yupina: I'm back!
Ikuto & Amu: We've missed you *hugs yupina*
Yupina: *giggles* its okay I'm back now and full term now! Okay ready… 1.2.3
Ikuto, Amu & Yupina: Let's get to it!
CHAPTER 4: TADASE...
As time went by Amu and Seungri relationship got stronger they weren't dating yet but it would lead to that at this rate. Tadase noticed how Amu would sigh and smile to herself from time to time and he wonders why but didn't dare ask her since he was scared of her answer.
'Could she have fallen for someone else?'
Tadase paced back and forth in his room as he thought of the last moment he had with Amu in her room the day her parents disappeared, how broken she was and the way she cried into his arms. Just the sound of hearing her cry hurt him deeply inside he would risk his life just to save Amu, but that night specifically he felt helpless he couldn't confront her properly, of course, her parents are dead.
'I'm her knight and shining armor, for fuck sake and yet I couldn't confront her…. I love her so much… what do I do?'
Tadase sighed and shook his head in confusion about his feelings towards Amu, the idea of her seeing someone else didn't sit right with him. He bit his lip as he thought of Amu kissing, feeling and smiling to another. But he couldn't control her either it's her own feelings and he couldn't control that, he sighed and looked at himself in the mirror he wasn't acting like himself all because of Amu. Tadase was however determined to win her heart and make her his, he looked at himself again in the mirror and smiled with a new determination in his eyes. He walked away from the mirror in search of Amu.
Amu sighed as she thought of her little moments with Seungri at this point she actually developed feelings for him, which she denied for a while now but every time she was with him her heart raced and she felt butterflies in her tummy, her feelings were on full force now and there was no denying it she, in fact, loved him. She had feelings for Tadase before but now its kinda a small crush, Amu thought that she would've probably married him having dreams of her having kids with her knight and shining armor and being a happy family but now all she thought about was of Seungri. He was the opposite of Tadase which she never thought she would ever be attracted to, it's almost like she grew another head.
Amu has noticed that Tadase been watching her every time she left to see Seungri, he had this sad look in his as soon as she stepped out. She sighed again and shook her head Amu realized that she was slightly confused about her feelings with Tadase and Seungri, but at this point, she had more feelings for Seungri than Tadase now.
Amu stepped out her room without realizing it she bumped into a strong chest and almost fell back towards her open the door but felt a stronghold around her waist as it steady her right up, Amu placed her hand on the strong chest and felt it vibrate in a small chuckle she looked up and saw light mahogany colored eyes look into her golden eyes. She slightly blushed as she realized that it was Tadase.
Amu: "Ohhh… Hi Tadase…"
Tadase: "Hello my princess. How did you sleep?"
Amu: "I slept pretty well... And you?"
Tadase: "Pretty well… umm... Amu would like to ask you ou…"
Rima: Hmm...
Before Tadase could finish his sentence Rima appeared right next to them and Tadase let go of Amu slowly she stepped back from his embrace and walked around them.
Tadase: "Amu where are you going…?"
Amu: "I'm just heading out for a small walk, I'll be fine…"
Rima watched as Tadase tried to stop Amu and take her hand but she was too quick for him to catch her in time. Tadase sighed looked at his hand and clenched it into a fist, he felt that Amu was so close to him but yet so far. Rima felt guilty that she interrupted them she sighed and looked at Tadase.
Rima: "I apologize for coming at the wrong time Tadase"
Tadase: "It's fine Rima no worries I just wished I could've asked her out on a date at least…"
Rima: "Maybe, it's not too late you can go catch up to her. And ask her don't give up yet…"
Tadase looked at Rima and patted her head while smiling at her, he walked away in search of Amu. Tadase stepped out of the big castle doors and started to run slightly to catch up to Amu while walking further into the woods something caught his eye it was a bush of roses and lilies he crouched down and took out a small dagger and cut some roses with lilies. Tadase scraped off the thorns from the roses and put the lilies together making a beautiful bouquet, he knew that these were Amu favorite flowers Tadase examined the bouquet again and smiled at his work.
Tadase started to walk again not really sure where to go since he knew by making the stop he lost Amu trace of Amu, he kept walking further into the trail seeing more roses and lilies the deeper he went a few moments later he heard giggling curious about the giggle he walked into the flower garden, Tadase's eyes widen as he saw Amu in the arms of another man.
Seungri was holding Amu up while she looked into his eyes and giggled she leaned down and kissed his forehead, then she leaned down and kissed him in the lips and pulled away. He then placed his head against her chest and felt her slight rapid heartbeat, Seungri felt Amu stiffen and her heartbeat accelerate he looked up at her and noticed she was looking at something or someone. Her eyes looked slightly guilty he slowly turned his head to the source of her sudden change in demeanor and noticed a blondie with light mahogany eyes with a bouquet of flowers in his left hand that fell to the ground. Amu squirmed a bit Seungri placed her down he saw her walk towards the blondie, Tadase took a step towards her as well and looked at her face with pain in his eyes he clenched his fist out of anger he didn't know what to do he was right.
Amu: "Tadase- kun… I…"
Seungri: "Who the hell is that?"
Amu reached out for Tadase but Seungri came between her and put her behind him Tadase glared at him then reached out and held Amu's right hand, while slightly pulling her towards him. Amu stood between Seungri and Tadase as they glared at each other.
Amu: "This is Tadase, my knight…"
Seungri: "Ohhh… he doesn't look like a knight to me" haha…
Tadase: "I'm more of a knight than you'll ever be"
Amu: "Tadase!"
*PUNCH* Amu whipped her head back to see Seungri punch Tadase on his left cheek he stumbled back and wiped the corner of his lip, looked at Seungri and strutted towards him and threw him a punch at his chin. Seungri laughed and leaped towards Tadase and threw him more punches but Tadase dodge them swiftly, he crouched down and twirled on his heel and tripped Seungri onto his back. He climbed onto him and held him down Amu tugged onto Tadase clothes to pull him off Seungri, but he wouldn't budge at all. Seungri chuckled under Tadase and looked at him intently.
Seungri: "Will you look at that we have a fighter, I've been itching to have a fight"
Amu: "Tadase get off!"
Tadase: "Amu do you really trust this guy?! He could be playing with your feelings for all we know…. And I won't let anyone hurt you Amu…"
Tadase looked deeply into Amu's eyes but then it turned to confusion the second he heard Seungri laugh even louder, he looked down and pushed down hard to stop him from laughing. Seungri eyes turned cold and serious then pushed Tadase off his body with a strength that caught Tadase off guard he stood up and cracked his neck slightly while stretching and breathing in the fresh air.
He brushed himself off and looked at Amu that reached out towards him but he brushed off her touch, she felt hurt at the fact that he didn't want her to touch him. Seungri just leaned in and kissed her forehead turned away and left the confused duo to themselves looking at his back as he walked away, Amu took a step towards Seungri silhouette but felt strong arms wrap around her into an embrace she stood there confused not knowing what to do and only cried.
Tadase: "Don't go please…."
Amu: "Tadase I don't know what to do… I have feelings for him…"
Tadase let go of Amu and faced away from her for a slight second but turned around and extended his hand and patted her head while she slightly cried.
Tadase: "It's okay Amu... please don't cry anymore.."
Amu: I'm sorry..." *hic*
Tadase: "I really don't trust the guy, I just don't want you to get hurt that's all."
'Should I tell her?'
Tadase thought to himself as he wiped away Amu's tears his hands have placed either side of her cheeks, her nose was slightly pink from all the crying. Tadase looked into her honey pools that were slightly puffy from all the rubbing she been doing, they looked into each other's eyes and slowly Tadase leaned in hovering over Amu's lip. Her eyes widen at the short distance that suddenly changed between them, Amu felt Tadase slight breathe over her beautifully pinked lips her heart started to race harder almost trying to escape out of her cage. Tadase tilted his head slightly to right, Amu closed her eyes tight as she braced herself for the feel of his lips against her but it never came instead she felt a slight warmth under her left eye by her cheek she opened her right eye. To see Tadase slowly rise up and place his forehead against hers his locks of hair made a small curtain of blond shade around her vision, Amu looked at Tadase in awe at the small simple gesture he gave her a small and leaned away from Amu taking a few steps away from her.
Tadase extended his left hand out to Amu so she can take it, Amu extended out her right hand and placed it against Tadase's own as he slowly started to walk leading his little princess back to the castle it was already evening by the time they reached the castle. Tadase walked Amu to her room, he watched her open the door to her room and look up to him and give him a small smile.
Amu: I'll be okay Tadase thank you"
Tadase: Anything for you please be careful I don't want you getting hurt..."
Amu smiled at him and closed the door behind her she sighed as she slowly started to remove her clothes and placing it to a basket in the corner of her room, Amu put on a light peach silky camisole with a pair of matching shorts to the outfit. She laid on her bed looking out at the night sky seeing all the stars twinkle, almost like if they were blinking at her. Amu started to think of Tadase words about Seungri she really wasn't sure what to do, Tadase could be right.
'What if he's only playing with my feelings, but it's too late now I have feelings for him... What should I do?' She sighed again and rolled over to her side while placing her head into a pillow and slowly drifted off to sleep.
Yupina: And scene... thank you so much for reading my story. Please review and let me know what you guys think about what I can improve on and what other ideas I can put into the mix...
Ikuto: Sooo... like when do I show up?
Yupina: Don't worry, Ikuto very soon... maybe in two chapters shhh...
Ikuto: *happy kitty eyes* yess..
Yupina: *sigh* Anyways... Thanks for reading
Ikuto & Amu: Till next time!
