Okay, in the begining chapters there's going to be a lot of Hisana refernces and Hisana/Byakuya fluff. But, it IS FemByakuya, and Renji fanfic. It just needs time to develop like any other relationship.

The chapters may appear short cause THIS IS A SIDE PROJECT. It might becomes something I update more, but for now, it's a side project.

It might turn M in LATER chapters only because it bears significance.

In this fanfic Byakuya is known as Hikari. It might get confusing and all, but please remember, Hikari= Byakuya.

Sorry for not updating as much... Got too wrapped up with my other fanfic feather that's emotion packed...


Through the lingering silence in the dimly lit room, questionable tension was felt between Byakuya and Renji. Both were unsure about this current situation. Renji, meeting Byakuya's twin sister. Byakuya, in the dilemma he is in.

"My name is Hikari., But you may call me Kuchiki Sama..." Byakuya quietly yet shamefully uttered. She didn't exactly plan ahead on what would happen if Renji were to meet her-yet alone, think about it-and the name Hikari may seem ridiculous for Byakuya,but there is great significance behead the name Hikari. After all, Hisana was the one who coined the name when she was pregnant with Byakuya's child. But, fate, as fickle as it can be, likes to play a game called, "Up yours!"

Hisana was stricken with nothing but sheer grief and pain when she and Byakuya heard the inevitable, "I'm sorry...We did all we could."

Hisana spiraled down into the pits of depression refusing to eat-Byakuya?

Byakuya had to be the safety net for Hisana. He doesn't have the luxury of breaking down like Hisana does. Not when he's the head of the Kuchiki clan and Hisana's safety net. He has to be strong for Hisana when she's in pain.

But...

"Kuchiki sama... I'm sorry but there is no known cure for her..."

The pain eventually started to eat Byakuya alive-though he kept it hidden. He had to for Hisana's sake.

Hisana is as sick as she can get and he fact that she doesn't have much time left?

Byakuya knew he mustn't show any emotional distress. After all, Byakuya is the head of the Kuchiki clan and he has to appear strong and sturdy even if he is crumbling inside...

Though, maybe someone might be able to help put together the pieces of Byakuya's roughly repaired heart...

Maybe a red haired man?

Anyways, all things aside, the odd introduction between Renji and Hikari was short lived once Renji walked right in sighing- Well, what should his reaction be? He spent last night drinking when an obnoxious drunk subordinate of another division bumbled her way towards his room while he's drinking alone? She even had the audacity to steal his sake!

Needless to say, Byakuya sending his "twin sister" to watch over Renji's progress is bad enough but, Renji not even knowing Byakuya had a twin sister to begin with?

Mind blown.

The day went by smoothly-well, as smoothly as is can get when Hikari would occasionally leer over Renji's shoulder and comment on Renji's chicken scratch hand writing to Renji's horrible slouch when he sits-nearly driving Renji to his breaking point with Hikari's snide comments, lunch break comes rolling around which means sake with Rangiku and company is in affect.

Though, Byakuya would like to differ.

"Where do you think you are going?" Byakuya's femine voice softly chimed as her brown eyes faced Renji's back. Renji has yet to finish his morning work and he's going out on a lunch break? Byakuya is most unpleased with Renji's lackadaisical attitude with paper work-Byakuya wants to change that.

Letting out a groan as Renji face palms and mumbles, "I'll finish it when I get back."

"What's so important than paper work?" Byakuya firmly questioned as her eye narrowed and pink lips shimmered once Renji slid the shojo doors open.

"Taking a break from paper work." Renji huffed. This Hikari Kuchiki is really getting n Reji's nerves. Even if her slender fit body makes goddesses cower in shame- Hikari would be the last person Renji wants to be with at the moment. At least Byakuya wasn't watching his everyone move.

Hikari, on the other hand, watches Renji carelessly waved his hand at her, as he saunters out the shojo door, closing it behind him, annoying Hikari who couldn't really do anything. She's just "Byakuya's twin sister", not a remember of the Gotei 13. She has no rule over any Shinigami.

But.

It doesn't mean "she" can't make a report to Byakuya about Renji's lackadaisical attitude about the paper work that could have been easily done-not to mention, Renji's chicken scratch hand writing.

Letting out a deep huff, Byakuya ties her long black silky high up in a pony tail, slightly revealing the two lumps hidden beneath Hisana's light blue Kimono decorated with pink sakura prints.

Byakuya, grabs two ink blocks and two calligraphy brushes and sets them upon the desk, slightly scooting the paper work to the side, Byakuyua lets out a heavy sigh and starts as he waits for Renji's arrival back.