Stupid plot bunnies...

NEW READERS!

In this fanfic Byakuya is known as Hikari. It might get confusing and all, but please remember, Hikari= Byakuya. But, if it's still confusing, you'e better off reading the first few chapters to understand what's going on.

Please note, It's a FemByakuyaXRenji and RenjixOC fanfic. It takes time for relationships to develop and all. So please be patient.

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The cool night breeze slowly seeps through the now closed windows as the candle lights slightly flicker. It's been hours and Renji is still struggling to write, "properly." This Hikari chick is really getting on Renji's nerves-but he can't do anything about it. Not when she's Byakuya's twin sister with the body of a goddess Renji just wants to-whoa-whoa! Renji gives himself a mental slap in the head as he internally panics and slighty slants his brush stroke. Hikari frowns.

"Abarai san..." Byakuya narrows her eyes as she firmly addresses, "What happened to your writing?"

Rubbing his temples with his calloused hands, Renji lets out a deep huff, "It was just a mistake..."

Byakuya slowly peers over the warmth of Renji's broad shoulders and sniffed against his neck, slightly tickling him. "The scent of sake never ceases to you leave you, does it, Abarai san?"

Flush red from the personal space invasion, Renji keeps his composure- but the scent of sweet cherry blossoms radiated all around Renji?

This started to form questionable feelings he has for "Hikari." Hell, he swore to himself he will never get emotionally invested in some random girl-but technically, Hikari isn't really a random girl. She's Byakuya's twin sister...

So Hikari isn't categorised in the group of random girls, right?

A burst of cold air runs through out the room as the windows slightly open ajar- Byakuya notices the bright moon hovering above the seireitei and realized something...

He hasn't visited Hisana...

Withdrawing herself from Renji's broad shoulders, Byakuya collects herself as she stood behind Renji, dismissing him and advising him to stop drinking sake. Renji merely lets out a deep huff and leaves Byakuya who ponders if she should go and vist...

"Hisana..." Byakuya's soft voice mumbled. She is now stabding before the alter of his dearly deseased wife. It's been days since Byakuya visited Hisana... Days since the horrible "incidence"

Swiftly, Byakuya grips her lilac blue kimono decorated with pink sakura leaves. She's ashamed of what she became. Every night Bykuya thinks, What would Hisana think of this blasphemous life style I'm currently living?

-Flash Back-

With all the love in the world Byakuya could muster, it wasn't enough for his dying wife. His wife he loved so much- he went against the Kuchiki elders orders all for her.

Hisana.

The love of Byakuya who wanted nothing more than his love and cherished every moment she had with him.. But fate being the villain it can be, curses Hisana with a incurable sickness... Darkness now looms above the loving couple.

It was early noon when Hisana and Byakuya had their last heart to heart... Hisana knew she was coming to an end soon and all she wished for Byakuya simply was...

"I simply wish you could feel the loved you have given me..."

This left Byakuya beyond conflicted. How could be possibly love another woman more than Hisana? The woman whom he broke the rules for? The one who will always reside in his heart?

Tears started to form once Hisana coughed out blood smiling, "I love you Byakuya sama..."

With the slightest of gasps, Hisana passes away with a smilke.

A smile that will forever be engrained in Byakuya's mind...

-Flash Back end-

Taking a glance at the bright moon floating in the dark abyss, Byakuya lets out a sigh, "Is this the life you wished for me?"


It's been a long day for Renji and all he wants to do is relax-and what better way to relax than popping open a bottle of sake? That Hikari chick can't do anything other than snitch to Byakuya. Hell, after going through what he went through with Hikari, Renji is in need of Sake.

The glow of the bright moon hovering within the dark abyss beams into Renji's room once he slid the shojo doors open. His eyes look around and spots a half empty sake bottle-at least she didn't take all of the sake... Renji mentally thought as he grabbed the sake bottle, popping it open-

He waits.

He waits for the self claimed, "Therapist."

...

Nothing.

Just as Renji suspecte as chuckles and brings the sake bottle to his lips-

"Hey, hey, hey!"