Chapter two Secrets and lies
The day after I awoke went past like a blur. Rangiku had taken me to see Captain Unohana, to get me stitched up. Everyone was of course worried about me and had begun to ask me a lot of questions about what had happened. I still don't remember how managed to be asleep at my desk and the fact that I had gotten a massive head wound. They said that I had returned to the society after my week vacation, but I don't remember that ether. They said that I was the same old Captain that they knew and loved, and I had gone to work that day without any injuries. No one knew what had happened, and of course Rangiku had been out on vacation as well and Hadn't gotten back until she found me pasted out at my desk.
Another thing that was weird was I didn't feel like myself any more, I'd look in the mirror and expected to see a girl looking back at me and was starting to feel like a girl myself. I also had started to call myself she and her and it's seemed normal to do so then to call myself he and him. Even though I was a guy and knew this as a fact, but for some reason it seemed right to be a girl instead. I would never admit this out loud to anyone not even to Momo let alone Rangiku. Luckily though I have managed not to trip up and call myself a girl, but I'm not sure how much longer I could keep it up, I felt like I was going to lose my mind. Unfortunately, no one had the answers for me and I still hadn't had time to read what I was writing about with everything going on.
"Toshiro, you are in so much trouble" said Momo.
I jumped out of my chair in shock as Momo walked in the room. Momo was hardly ever pissed, I couldn't remember the last time she yelled at me.
"Well, what do you have to say for yourself" she said as she stood behind my desk with her arms folded looking angry at me. I collected myself and tried to answer her the best I could.
"Momo, as I told everyone I don't remember what happened to me, I'll I remember is Rangiku waking me up at my desk and have a having a massive head wound" I said.
"Fine, just be more carful next time" she said trying to keep up her anger but falling.
"Ok, I'll try and be safe and since when have you been allowed to call me by my first name, I thought that you were under the same rules as everyone else or is my memory even more messed up" I said as a thin smile came to my lips.
"Oh, very funny Captain Hitsugaya, But I'm glad that you're ok" said Momo.
My smile grew even bigger, Momo had that effect on me. No mater what was go on and mater what I felt, Momo always knew how to make me happy. But lately a new felling was starting to emerge, but I wasn't sure what it was exactly. Then before I had a chance to responded Rangiku came in a started talking.
"Oh, hay Momo, what are you doing here" said Rangiku.
"Checking up on Captain Hitsugaya as he prefers to be called as so I've been told" said Momo and then she winked at me.
If me and Momo were alone I might have blushed, but I didn't need another reason for Rangiku to pick on me.
"I see" said Rangiku who had turned and looked and me smirking.
"Yup, that's all" I said.
Turning back into that cold icy hearted captain not wanting any emotions and to keep myself from calling myself girl. But for some reason that made my stomach turn and my head spin and it seemed harder to turn off my emotions.
Then Rangiku dumped a giant stack of papers on my desk. I almost jumped about five feet out of my chair.
"Rangiku, what the hell is all this" I said
"Left over paper work form squad five" she said.
I sighed, I had just finished a giant amount of paper work and there was more.
"I Would help, but squad Five needs me back the bunker to help with the rebuilding" said Momo and waved as she left.
"Ok Rangiku, let's get this over with" I said as I started separating the papers.
"Sorry Captain, but like Momo I gotta run, I got a meeting with the girls today" said Rangiku.
"Fine, we'll have fun, I'll be here working on paper work" I said.
"Thanks Captain, Bye" she said and ran out the door.
I was alone, so I pulled out the story that was working on, hopefully now I could get some answers to what was going on. I began reading, then suddenly I felt dizzy and lightheaded as if I was going pass out. Then I went completely numb and my mind went blank. I heard Aizen's words in my head telling me what to do, and I fallowed them without question. I looked down at the paper work I didn't need to give Society any reason to suspect my betrayal. But Father need me to weaken the Society's walls, so he can get in. Rangiku would be gone for an hour I could get to squad nine; I could be gone and be back here and no one would not that would have left, it was perfect. But what to do about the paper work, I let out a whistle then out came one of my father minions.
"Hello Master Yuri, how may I help you" the minion said.
I rolled my eyes annoyed.
"I need you to do this paper work for me, do you remember what they call me" I asked.
"Yes, Master Yuri, they call you Captain Hitsugaya" said the minion
"Good, I'll be back in an hour, don't get caught" I said
"Yes, Master Yuri" said the minion
I left the squad 10 bunkers and headed to the ninth division to week their defenses. The fifth division was already down after the last attack and would be for some time, so that was one less division to worry about. Father wanted me to weaken all the divisions of the society so that they couldn't recover when he managed to get in. The only reason that I was allowed in was because to them I was Tōshirō Hitsugaya, their Captain of their tenth division, not Yuri Suzuki, Aizen's long lost daughter. Although not that they knew I was really both of them Yuri and Toshiro and that I knew the truth about what really happened to me that night and what they forced Kiyoji to do to me, and what they had done to my Father and Mother. I wanted to get revenge for what they had done, and I wanted like my Father for the rightful god to take the throne. I stopped laughing at that line because both me and My Father both new the real reason why he was doing this, it was all for his little princesses. So that she could get that castle that she was owed. I had put on cape that hid my face and my spiritual pressure so that no one would see me. I looked up at the ninth bonkers and smiled, Father had told me everything that he knew about the different squads the stuff the that they don't want you to know about plus my knowledge as Captain Hitsugaya this was going to be a walk in the park.
I snuck in through the backdoor, listening carefully to what was going on. Captain Muguruma was talking to Lieutenant Kuna and Lieutenant Hisagi. I couldn't make out what they were saying but I waited until they were gone and walked into Captain Muguruma office and continued to the safe that was in the back of the room. I pulled out the device that Father gave me and put it on the safe and the door opened with ease. I saw all of Captains Muguruma's and previous Captains notes, everything that the squad nine need to be able to function all in one place. Then I activated the device and shut the door. After snuck back out the Captains office and out of the bunker, running back to the 10ths. I just barely get back to my office before the bang goes off. The minion that was doing the paperwork came over and snapped his fingers. I blinked forgetting everything; my brain became hazy and I wasn't sure what was going on. Then minion put me back in my chair and disappeared taking part of my story with him.
I blinked again not sure what had happened, my head hurt like hell and I felt like I had been hit by a train. I put my story away, sighing I didn't think that I would be able to read it now anyway. Then Rangiku came run in to my office yelling her fool head off.
"Captain are you ok" said Rangiku worried.
I stood up from my desk alarmed.
"Rangiku, what the hell is going on" I asked.
"Squad nine is gone Captain, I was worried that you had gotten hurt as well in the whole thing" she said.
"What, how, who would have managed to get in and destroy the bunker with out us knowing" I said still in shock at what I was hearing.
"I don't know Captain, it just happened so suddenly without warning we didn't even have time to stop it" she said sad.
"That means that it had to be one of us then" I said.
Then I looked away from Rangiku, they we going to question me as soon as the found out that I had not alibi for were I was during the attack. But I had been here the whole time hadn't I, the past hour had been a bit hazy for me and wasn't exactly sure what had happened. I bit my lip, was the society going to say that I committed treason and this time it was for real there was no evidence to say that I hadn't done it. I suddenly started to fell scared and wanted to hide form everyone and everything. I was already so confused about myself and really trust myself any more. Rangiku must have sawn the look on my face.
"Captain, what's wrong" asked Rangiku.
"Don't say anything, stick to the plan. You can't fuck up now!" She thought. "Or else she won't be able to do what she needs to do".
Toshiro wasn't sure he understood what he was thinking but for some reason he trusted the voice in his head. So, he quickly masked his thoughts and emotions so Rangiku couldn't see.
"I'm fine, I just have a bad headache" he said.
"Ok, Captain if you say so" said Rangiku not sure if she believed him.
"Well there probably going to call a meeting to discuss what happened any time now, so I should get going" said Toshiro.
"Ture enough, all though you sure you go if you have a migraine said Rangiku.
"I'll be fine Rangiku" said Toshiro.
Then a hell butterfly few into the room announcing the meeting in the squad one barracks.
Toshiro looked at the butterfly "Everything's going just as I planned, now all I have to do is play dumb" she thought.
"See you in while, and at lest try to do some work" said Toshiro.
"Oh, come on Captain how could anyone work at a time like this" Rangiku winded
Toshiro just ignored her and headed to the squad one barracks.
