"So what's the deal with you not eating lunch?" Amanda was driving Sonny to the hospital.

"I eat lunch."

"No you don't. At first I didn't notice it but then you started only eating a few bites, and now you don't even bring a lunch."

"Not hungry." He sighed, still holding his arm.

"You know that's not healthy, right?"

"Look Amanda, I appreciate the advice, but I'm fine."

They stopped at a light.

"Let me see your arm." Amanda demanded.

"It hasn't changed since before." Sonny protested.

"Damn it Carisi, let me see your arm!"

Sonny gently moved his arm towards her. She grabbed his upper arm, which lifted his wrist up.

"Carisi, if I was to look at your wrist right now, what would I see?"

"Nothing. There's nothing there. I'm fine. Let me go." Dominick was frantic. Amanda ignored him and looked at the underside of his wrist.

"Oh Sonny." She sighed. "You should have said something." The light turned green and she started to drive.

"What did you want me to say? I feel so crappie about myself that I did that? I'm a big boy Rollins, I can get by on my own."

"Yeah maybe. But you don't have to." She said. "So what started it?"

"I don't know. It was just after a case, and I was really stressed. I didn't know what to do, then Bella and I got in a fight."

"And?"

"And what Amanda? You want me to tell you what I used? How often I did it?"

"Yes. That's exactly what I want."

"A broken beer bottle, and I don't know.

"When did you stop eating?" Amanda turned into the hospital parking lot.

"About two weeks ago. But I do eat sometimes." Amanda found a parking spot and turned to Sonny.

"Why did you do it?" She asked again.

"I already told you." Sonny went to open the door, but Amanda looked them.

"No, I want the real reason." She demanded.

Carisi hung his head, and sighed. "I was lonely." He whispered.

"Oh honey, you always got me and Jesse. Always." Amanda gently lifted Carisi's chin. His eyes were glassy, and Rollins pulled him into a gentle hug. AManda let go and unlocked the doors. "Now let's get your arm fixed because I'm going to need my chief." They both laughed a little, and got out of the car.