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Chapter 4 - "Year 3– a suggestion"

Dean and Jims quarters

The last six months were hell for Dean. It wasn't the same with her gone. He missed her. He tried to bury his feelings for her in booze and one night stands for a whole month. He fucked every woman or man in his reach. Then he gave up, because even if the sex was phenomenal he still dreamed about their good bye with Izzy. Like every night since that day as well as this night, he had the same dream.

The three of them were in Hangar One and it was almost time for Izzy to board the shuttle. All of a sudden it was more than clear to Jim and Dean that they wouldn't see her for the next six months at least not in the flesh.

"What shall we do without you?" Dean asks her.

"Thinking." Izzy says with a mischievous smile.

"About what?" Jim wants her to clarify her suggestion.

"This." she simply says and walks up to Jim and kisses him. It was only of a moment, but Dean could see that Jim liked it. Then she stepped to Dean and kissed him as well. As soon as her lips were on his he know why Jim liked it. Her lips tasted like heaven and were so soft. But as fast as it started it was over. Without another word Izzy turned around and boarded the shuttle. She left them both dumbfounded and wishing for more.

The kiss is Dean constant companion. During the day he could replace it with studying, but while he was unconscious that wasn't possible. After he learned that sex couldn't get rid of the kiss, he stopped his amorous adventures. Because what was the point to have random sex besides fun, if you only ever think of one kiss. His conclusion to the situation was that he can't fight his feelings for her anymore.

Now she only needs to know about them. Be he is afraid to lose his brother, because Jim still ignored his feelings for her and he didn't want to steal her away from him. Not that she was a possession, but there was a code between friends. She has to decide, who she wants. That means for Dean's honor that he would back off until Jim accepts his feelings for her. Until that he dreamt about that kiss and so much more.

"Dean." he could hear form far away. "Come on, wake up." the voice said and his consciousness went in the direction of it. It took him some moments until Dean finally opens his eyes and looks into the face of his little brother.

"Sam?" he asks him.

"Yeah."

"What are you doing here?"

"Making a wakeup call."

"Why?"

"Why? … Have you forgotten what day is?" Sam asks his counter question.

Dean wasn't conscious enough to know which day it was, so he looks at his calendar and sees it is September, 2nd and the day was marked red. It was the day the U.S.S. Division would come back to earth and with her, Izzy. He jumps out of his bed all of a sudden and exclaims. "Shit. … How much time do I have?"

"2 hours, I didn't want you to be late."

"Thanks Sammy." Dean looks around the room and sees Jim's bed is untouched. Ok where is he? He wouldn't forget or. "Do you know where Jim is?"

"I think at the gym and I believe Bones will be talking to him." Sam answers.

"Good." with that Dean takes his stuff, went to the bath, to get him ready for seeing her again, the ghost, who haunted his dreams for the last months.


At the gym

Like Dean Jims only thought the whole time was the beautiful creature called Izzy. He missed her, but he still believes he isn't good enough for her. How could he be, if he even wasn't for his own mother? So he ignored it, had random sex with girls and men, all to forget her. It worked for him, because she was gone.

But now that she will be back, he can't do that anymore, he didn't want to hurt her. That would be a sign that he isn't good enough for her. He wants to work on himself, so that one day he could be worthy of her.

The only problem with that was Dean. Would he lose his friendship or better his brother, because that's what he is. The both of them were the bill board for the slogan that family doesn't end with blood. That's why he didn't go to sleep yesterday and instead hit the gym. He works his stress on the sandbag. Dean means as much as Izzy to him and for the love it, it felt like he has to choose, but he didn't want to.

That moment his conscious walks to his side in form of his best friend Bones. "Not a good hide out if you don't want to be found."

"Who said that I am hiding?" Jim gives back.

"Me. But the question would be why? Especially today."

"I don't know what you mean."

"Beside the common believe I know that you're not dumb, so don't play dumb." Bones stated.

"Your point." Jim says bugged.

"Izzy comes back after six months doing god knows what, while you and Dean have been only a shell of yourself. So please do us all a favor and talk to each other."

"About what?"

"That Dean and you love that girl and she the both of you. But you haven't talked to her since she is gone." he stated matter-of-factly and tries to hides his anger, because he was pissed after he learned from her that she hasn't talked to them at all.

"What gives you this inside?" Jim asks him.

"A blind man can see it … all of It." with that he walks away from Jim. His work is done. All is up to Jim now; he has to get his head out of his ass.

It took Jim only moments to think about Bones statement and surprisingly he was right. They all needed to talk, because they needed to know where they stood with each other and which impact that would have on their friendship. With that in mind he made his way to the bathroom to get ready, because Izzy would be back soon, only an hour left.


Shuttle omega of the U.S.S. Division

It's been six months since both Dean and Jim have talked to here, not that she didn't try. But every time she called them after they set up a date per mail they mysteriously weren't reachable. In the beginning she thought it was her fault, because she kissed them, which may be partly true because they avoided her because of that. But for the time of 6 months is a bit much.

Sam has told her in his last mail that he and Bones would kick their asses so they would welcome her back as soon as the shuttle has landed in Hanger One. In her opinion the needed a lesson, because they can't treat her like that. Good that she was sitting in the right shuttle for that, with Nikita, Michael, Alex, Shawn and Birkhoff. They become good friends during her time on the craft. Especially with the true duty on the ship, it was one of three ships, who were specialized in special ops like undercover work. Their goal the last six months was to get Intel on the Romulan Empire and their rebels.

She learned much during her time on this ship, besides her normal duties. Michael and Nikita improved her hand-to-hand-combat-technics as well as shooting, while Alex showed how her to get lost in a mess or to tail someone without them noticing. And nerd showed her his baby, shadow net, and how she could make it work. But of course all of that was as top secret as it can get and she wasn't allowed to talk to anyone about it, but it was fun to work with them. Especially with a tight crew like that, Captain Rose was not as impressed as the rest, he only acknowledged her. Maybe he believes that she still has so much to learn.

She was sure she can get them to help her. "Niki can you do me a favor?" she asks Nikita.

"What do you want?"

"Can I borrow Michael." she answers with a mischievous smirk that got the attention of the rest of them. "Do you remember Planet Vega 452?"

"Yeah, you and Michael played a loving couple." Nikita stated.

"Can we do that again, as soon as we enter the hangar?" Izzy asks her, because as Michael's girlfriend, she didn't want to get on her bad side.

"Why would you want that?" Michael wants to know. He has feeling that he didn't like where this is going.

"Dean and Jim will be there."

"Oh this would be good." Birkhoff says with a smile like a child on Christmas.

"You want to teach them a lesson." Nikita points out.

"Yes." was her short answer.

"Why?" she asks her.

"I kiss them and they both don't talk to me face-to-face for six months. I am not any candy they can pick up on in bar. I am their friend or at least I thought so."

"Okay that is a dick move, but why me. Can't it be Shawn?" Michael asks her.

"No, because they wouldn't believe that I would fall for him, I tend to like bad boys and they know it, because they are exactly that. Shawn doesn't fit the profile." Izzy replies.

"Ok that's right." Nikita and Alex say at the same time.

"Hey I am right here." Shawn says offended.

"We know, but you are not a bad boy, because you are too good … But you have other qualities." Alex tries to ease him.

"Ok, that would be fun." Niki answers after a sort moment of thinking it through. She knows she can trust Izzy.

"Really?" Michael asks his girlfriend, who simply shrugs as if it wasn't a big deal.

"Please let us all out first, so we don't miss the show." Birkhoff pleaded.

"Of course if Michael is okay with that." Izzy sees that he still isn't pleased with this idea, but she also saw his resolve breaking. To get him change her mind completely she used her puppy dog eyes.

One look at him and it was done. "Okay but no kissing."

"I know we can sell it without that." Izzy says. Hopefully Jim and Dean would learn their lesson.


20 mins later hangar one

On his way to Hangar One Dean met Jim and together they went the rest of the way. They didn't talk much with each other, which was new. Normally they couldn't shut up; they told each other everything or most of it. Both of them are a little nervous. They know that she would be pissed with them for not talking to her. But they hope that they could ease her, somehow.

They reached the hangar as shuttle omega form the U.S.S. Division started landing. It took only seconds till it reaches his position and they waited beside the parked shuttle. The first ones out were two hot women, followed by a nerd and someone like Cupcake. They all left the ramp and turned around as a group as if they wait for someone. What they saw next made Dean and Jim angry. Izzy was on the arm of an older guy, who had a bad boy wipe and they know that is her type. He was touching her and flirted with her like they were fresh in love. It made them sick, hasn't she kissed them only six months before here on this very same spot. They couldn't believe what they saw, that they were too late.

Izzy could feel their anger in waves reaching them and she even hasn't acknowledged them yet. She suggestively leans into Michael's touch, so she could whisper in his ear. "We are good, let's get to the final act." Michael laughed as if she has said something funny to let her know that he was ready to follow her lead. So she turns around and as she sees them, she acts surprised. "Dean … Jim … I didn't know you would be here." Her voice was shocked, like they had caught her cheating on them.

Dean with his short temper let his anger out. "Why wouldn't we. It isn't like we are friends or that you kissed as a good bye when you left." Jim on the other hand was silent, which was never a good sign. He would explode soon.

"Yeah I did that." she made a dramatic pause. "But what did you both do after … Right nothing, you haven't talked to me in months and expect of me to be like one of your fan girls and wait for you. … Sorry to disappoint, but I found someone new. Isn't that right, honey." she says to Michael.

"Yeah your loss was my gain. I can tell you I have never scored so much." Michael said, because he has the feeling that would anger them more. They like to watch out for her, not that she needed it. But it was a gentleman's gesture in his book, which brought them some points.

"Hey watch, how you talk about her." Dean yells at him. He was hurt that she found someone new and that he was too late. But he would always protect her.

"What is it to you? You let her hanging!" Michael says.

"You think I don't know that … that I am too late. But I am sorry, how I treated her the last six months." Dean answers and hopes that he wouldn't lose her as a friend as well, because he didn't know if he could live without her.

"At least one of you knows that he did something wrong." with that she drops the act. "Thanks Michael for your help I think they learnt their lesson. I see you and the others at the final meeting in two days. Have fun with Niki and give her a hug from me."

Michael nods and walks away to his girlfriend. All of them were laughing now. He took Nikiti's hand and with that they all walked away to let them alone. Izzy turns to Jim and Dean, they were in different states. Dean was shocked, while Jim looks like a volcano only moments before he erupts.

"That was all show?" Dean asks her disbelievingly.

"Of course what are you thinking of me?" Izzy gives back.

"That you are someone, who screwed over his friends, family even." Jim finally yells at her with a very angry face.

She wasn't afraid in the slightest. "Funny coming from both of you, where were you two as I was in the quarantine for three days, because of some unknown virus? Where were you, as I killed for the first time and where were you as I had a panic attack because of it? Oh, I forgot not there for me. And I don't mean it as my lovers, which of course was wishful thinking on my part. I could have lived with that, that you don't return my feelings. I am big girl, I don't need protection. But I couldn't live without my friends, my best friends, the other two parts of the three musketeers, but they weren't on my side." she says in a dangerously calm voice at them as she gave them an unclassified version. At the end of her outburst she was in tears, which she hates, so she turns around and waits for their reactions. But nothing happens; they only stood there, dumbfounded as if she has slapped them. So she left without another word.

As they finally had themselves under control again, she was out of earshot. "Fuck, we screwed up." Dean yells.

"Big time." Jim adds.

"But her performance was so believable. … Wow." Dean has to give her that.

"Yeah have you expected something else from her?" Jim asks rhetorical. "But we deserved it." He feels horrible after he heard every word of her rent. They let her hanging.

"Yeah and more of that to ... Did you know anything of that?" Dean asks Jim. He could kick himself for being such an ass to her. Even if they weren't sure about their feelings for her, they always were on her side. But not at the time she needed them the most.

"No, Bones never said anything, but I bet he knew."

"I am sure so did Sammy." Dean says.

"Why didn't they tell us?"

"I think in their own way they did. Sammy bugged me to call her for months. I think that were the reasons for that." Dean answers. If he would have to guess, he would say that she made Sammy and Bones promise not to tell them. She wouldn't want that they would come to her only because she needs them.

"I think so too. What do we do now?"

"I am not sure." But they have to get their girl back that was clear for both of them.

"I think we should start by talking to each other. Clear the air." Jims signals with his finger that he means him and Dean.

"Ok, shoot."

"Do you have feelings for her?" Even if he knew that there was something there. Their talks about her in their dorms were an indicator for it, but he needed to know for sure.

"Yes and you?" Dean also wants the same reassurance. Jim nods and Dean says serious. "Great, what do we do now? I don't want to lose a brother."

"I see it the same way. We let her decide, who she wants and the other one backs off." Jim says.

"But we still will be brothers after that?" Dean asks somehow nervous.

"Deal." Jim holds out his hand to Dean to shake on it, of course he took it, with the same word. "Deal."

"Good what next?"

"Hell if I know. Maybe we should get some help?"

"Good idea, you talk to Sam and I talk to Bones, strategy meeting in an hour in our quarters." Jim says and Dean nods in agreement. With that the two of them went on their mission. Their mission was to get their Izzy back, they need her, even love her, even if it was too soon for that. But they know they have some serious crawling to do and they would do it. Because seeing her with someone else, who wasn't one of them, didn't let them breath. So they hoped that she would forgive them somehow.

Izzys room

It's been two hours since she left the hangar crying and she is still crying. Because of that she hides in her room. She doesn't want to see anyone; of course the universe has other ideas as the klaxons of her room alert her that someone was at the door. It rang again, but she ignored it and so it rang again. Someone really wants to get in, so she gets up from her bed and opens the door.

As soon as the door was open, big hands crap her and drag her out of the room. Even if she didn't saw, who it was, she knows that it was Sam, simply because of his ode cologne. "Sam what are you doing?"

"What I should have done a long time ago." was his mysterious answer, while he dragged her to the second floor. She had a gut feeling where the journey would end. She wasn't ready to see them, but she simply hasn't any energy left to fight Sam off. So she accepts her faith.

Only moments later she was in their room. Sam opens the door and pushes her in. As the door closed, he said. "We let you out, after the three of you have talked." Izzy sighed and steps further into the room. What she saw made her speechless. The two were sitting on one bed in the middle of candles and were waiting for her. Jim gestures her to take a seat on the other bed, so that she would be across from them.

She did as asked, because she didn't know what else to do. Jim looks from her to Dean as if he would request that he begins. The whole thing wasn't easy for them, because they never have cared for any woman like they did for her and they never have done something romantic like this. But seeing her in this state, with a tear stained face and so quite helpless, it gave them the rest. Because they knew that it was them, who broke their firecracker and they have to fix that.

They know they have to come clean, to let it all out. But talking about feelings was never their strong suit and Izzy knows that, so she gives them time. After some moments Dean starts, even if he wasn't sure where. So he begins with the obvious one. "Darling, we are so sorry. We know we screwed up big time. But we were out of our elements after you kissed us so we panicked."

"We ignored you, not because we don't have feelings for you. Quite the opposite we very much feel something for you. We didn't know how to act." Jim goes one and her heart starts beating faster.

"We hoped that we could ignore our feelings, because we both believe that we aren't good enough for you." Dean explains further.

"That's not you to decide." Izzy interrupts and looks from Dean to Jim.

"That may be true, but we felt or better we still feel that." Jim says.

"But you don't have to feel that way." Izzy declares. "You are both are good enough for me."

"So the only thing you have to do is to decide, who you want more." Dean tells her. He and Jim would accept everything from her.

For a moment Izzy is bewildered, what do they mean by decide. As in choose one of them, don't they see that she wants them both, that she loves them both. She has to bring her point across, got up and took the place in between them. A place where she hopefully will be staying for a long time, she took Deans left hand and Jims right one. Now they were bewildered as she sees that, she voices what she wants. "I don't have to choose, because I want you both, equally."

"What?" Dean exclaims, because he guessed many things, but not that.

"Did you really thing that I would kiss both of you … if I simply want one of you."

"But …"

"No buts. You are a package deal for me. You are like brothers. I would never want to come between the two of you. I fell for the package as well as for both of you as single persons." she never mentioned love because it was too soon to say and too soon for them to hear. They couldn't believe what she told them, that she wanted them both. Wow, but they didn't voice that or anything else. Izzy looks at Jim as she says. "I fell for you, because you are loyal to you friends and would do anything for them, even something reckless." Then she turns to Dean. "And I fell for you, because your sense of humor and you crazy ideas. We three could balance each other out, because I am the cunning one."

"Oh yes you are." Dean says after he found his voice again.

"You showed that today." Jim follows Deans thought.

"But how do we do it?" Dean wants to know, but Izzy and Jim looks at him with a raised eyebrows, like they want to tell him threesomes are easy. "Not the sex, I bet that would be phenomenal … I mean the emotional stuff." As if Izzy understood what he was talking about, she kisses Jim with passion. As soon as her lips were on him, she begged him to let her in and he happily obeyed her, while they battle for dominance in the kiss. One of Jims arms sneak around her waist and pull her in his lap, while the other one cared her check. They kissed with the world forgotten for some moments, before they break apart for air. They connect their foreheads and look into each other's eyes. Surprisingly it was Dean, who voiced the common thought of the three of them. "Wow." That was turn on for him like nothing else before. He wasn't bothered that Jim kissed her; no he liked it, if the feeling in his cock is an indicator for that.

Not to let him be an outsider Izzy crawled from Jims lap into Deans before she could kiss him. He kisses her back with passion and took control of the kiss and she likes it. Dean turns the both of them so that Jim has access to her back. Jim starts to kiss her neck, while the hands of both of her lovers start to touch her body. Izzy was responsive to their touch and moans into Dean's mouth.

Dean broke the kiss with a smirk to lift her shirt over her head and throw it somewhere in the room. Next Jim unhooks her bra and removes it from her body. He starts playing with one of her nipples while he showered her back with butterfly kisses. Dean on the other hand enjoys the view at her breast for a moment. "Beautiful." and then he takes the free nipple into his mouth and sucks on it. She enjoys the attention she receives very much and let herself lean back on Jim's chest to give them more access to her body.

She feels Jim's hard-on on her back, with one hand she reaches for Jim cock and starts pumping it through his pants. He moans into her ear as he ghost with his breath over it, which send shivers down her spine. With her other hand she tries to undress Dean, she wants to get him out of his shirt. He chuckles as he notices that she is unsuccessful. He stands up to undress himself. "Is that what you want, Baby?" he asks her in a husky voice, as he loses the shirt.

"Yes." she whined.

The sight in front of him is such a turn on. She leans on Jim's chest while he works on her breast and she has her hands on his cock. Both of them moan in pleasure. She waits for him to give her more pleasure, who was he to deny her something she wants so badly. He kisses her perfect lips and let her tongue massage his. After some moments he bit into her lips before he trails kisses down her body over her breast to her navel, while he let his hands slide along her long legs down and then up to her center again. In one swift move he removes her skirt as well as her panties so that she was bare in front of them. "Beautiful." Dean says again, before he claims her mouth again and opens his own pants to get rid of them. As he left her mouth he could see that Jim was starting to undress himself as well. His cock was as hard as never before and he knows that it isn't only because of her, because he likes the view at Jim as well.

She reaches for his cock as soon as he was free and starts pumping it in the rhythm as she works Jims cock. Both of them enjoy her handy work very much and moan together. But Jim has to stop her somehow, because if she goes on like that he wouldn't last any longer. So he stands up to get rid of his jeans. She whines because of the missing contact, but he gently pushes her in Dean's direction. She follows like a good kitten with a big smile on her face, like she enjoys to be ordered around. To test his theory, he leans down to her ear and whispers in a husky voice. "Come on Baby take his cock into your beautiful mouth." Dean heard him and looks interested at Jim's intentions. He was curious if she would comply. He even had finished that sentence, before she was on her fours, pushes Dean onto his back and slowly takes his cock into her mouth. Her mouth was so wet and hot it was all he dreamed of and so much more. He moans "Oh God."

"You get a reward for your compliance" Jim says with a smile and with that he inserts slowly one finger into her wet center. "Oh god you are so wet for us."

She simply nods as she sucks Dean's cock. The view was beautiful to Jim and such a turn on. He wasn't the only one that was turned on as he could feel her climax approaching. But he didn't want to give her that just now. No, no, more fun was needed. So he removes his finger form her core. As soon as she feels that, she stops sucking on Dean's cock.

"No, please more." she whimpers, straightens her up so that she was on her knees with her legs akimbo on the bed. She looks so delicious and sexy.

"What … more?" Jim asks her as he tastes her juice from his finger. A glance at that let Dean and Izzy moan in pleasure. He could get used to this.

"Everything, suck, lick or fuck me. I need it, so much."

"Why kitten?" Jim whispers in her ear.

"It's been too long." she declares.

"How long, kitten?" Jim asks her while he slowly inserts a finger into her wet core again.

"Almost three years."

"Why that long?" Dean wants to know as he watches the scene in front of him. Because of Jim's slow penetrations, she only moans. So he asks her again in demanding tone. "Why?"

She sighs and tries to concentrate. "Because every guy, who wanted to get near me was scared away by the both of you." she moans out as Jim increases him tempo a little bit.

"That's good, because you are ours." Jim says and Dean takes on his game and says to her after a moment. "You have to say it that you are ours or you don't get anything."

She likes that game very much. "I am all yours and only yours."

"Good." with that Dean takes over Jims work on her pussy while he instead wants to explore her other tight hole. But first he let her take his fingers into her mouth to lube them. Like a good little kitten she does as she was told. Jim slowly begins to prepare her and starts with one finger. Dean distracts her not only with his finger in her wet, tight pussy, but with mouth as well. So he asks her, because from the looks of it she likes dirty talk. "Tell us Baby, what you did to get your release?"

She moans into the touch from both of them it was hard to concentrate. But she tries to formulate a sentence. "I worked … myself with … a vibrator."

"And where did you put it?" Dean asks curious as he adds a second finger into her pussy.

"In my pussy … and my ass … but that is not the same … as cock in me." Jim slowly scissors her open as he inserted a second finger as well.

"Wow Baby you have such a naughty mouth. What do you say Jim should we give her some release?"

"Maybe is she says what she wants."

She babbles out. "Both of you in me now." That went straight to their cocks and their resolve wasn't good enough anymore, especially because they waited almost two years to be in her. Jim releases his fingers first and gentle presses her down, so that he can enter her easily from behind. Slowly inch by inch he moves into her. As he is completely sated in her, he stops moving, because he knows that she needs time to get used to him. But like always she surprises him and starts to move on his cock.

He likes it, but she wants to be dominated. So he can't have that, they are in control not her, so he stops her by forcing her up and taking her wrist into his hands to hold her in place, if her moaning was an indicator for it than he did the right thing. It looks she likes it, very much. Oh their little kitten liked man handling and being ordered around in the bedroom. Oh so much fun.

He presents her to Dean so that he can enter her wet tight pussy. First Dean enjoyed the view of her being controlled by Jim. Like Jim before him he slowly enters her inch by inch. The warm feeling to be inside her was overwhelming, but he has to hold still, before he embarrasses himself. As he was sure he has control over his body again he looks at Jim and they slowly start to move together in sync. The double penetration was better than every imagination and her climax was in full force on his way. It took only some pushes and she saw stars. She comes with "Oh my god … Dean … Jim … YES." She climaxes around them and the walls of her pussy as well as her ass took them with her over the edge. They came with her name on their lips.

They all collapsed onto the bed still connected and fall asleep because of exhaustion. All three of them were happily satisfied, but couldn't wait for their next encounter. They all were on the same page that this thing between them was a treasure and they would do everything to keep it. Not only because the sex was phenomenal, no it is like Izzy said they need each other, together they balance each other out and could do everything, should they decide to set their mind to something.


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