I'm kind of wishing I'd written this point of view for the contest. I hope you think its as hot as I do.


BELLA'S POV

What was I thinking? Why would my dumb ass think I could chase down a vampire? Now here I am, cold, wet and lost in the woods.

At some point in our relationship, I began to doubt my feelings for Edward. The more I think about it, I knew exactly when my feelings changed, in Phoenix. You are wrong; you are worth it.

The words were playing over and over in my head. I don't want you. I have no intentions of letting you die. You are just a distraction. I have no intentions of letting you go.

The words of both Edward and Jasper were bombarding my mind.

FLASHBACK

Once I woke up the next morning, my mind reeling with thoughts of Jasper. I got up from the comfy confines of the hotel bed and went to take a shower. Once I got out of the shower, I realized I hadn't brought my clothes. I peaked out of the bathroom door only looking towards the door, leading to the central area of the suite, and saw it was still closed. I walked out, completely naked towards the closet to get my bags.

"What a lovely sight," I heard his southern drawl from the opposite corner of the room. The sound of his voice is startling and jolted me. And as always my feet got tangled in themselves, and down to my knees, I went, bracing myself with my hands to keep myself from faceplanting on the floor. With a woosh of air, I felt him behind me.

"Oh, darlin' what a position you've found yourself in, all open and pretty for me. It's takin' every ounce of control not to take you just like this. But I smell your virgin blood," I knew at that moment he was not talking about taking my blood, but my virginity. His cold fingers ghosted down my spine to my ass, and then he ran a finger lower, tracing my lower lips.

I quickly scurried away from his touch, as much as I wanted to feel what else he would do. His touch was so sensual, but I wasn't his to touch, was I? Edward had never come close to touching me like this.

"Here, Darlin' let me help you up?" he said as he held a hand out to help me up.

"Now you want to help?" I said to him in a huff

"My apologies Darlin'. You on all fours like that is like looking at a fine piece of art. You can't help but admire its beauty," He says, as he pulled me up and wrapped his arms around my naked body, pulling me flush to his. Through his clothes, I could feel his hard member pressed against my stomach.

"J—J—Jasper, we can't do this. You have Alice, and I Edward, they won't understand," I told him. He ran his nose along my neck and jawline, then his lips ghosted over mine. I inhaled his scent. He wasn't sickly sweet like Edward. Jasper smelled like a man, like leather and spice. I wanted to taste him, as I looked at his lips. As if he knew what I was feeling, He pressed his tongue to my lips not asking but demanding entrance. Duh, empath! God, how was I supposed to get him out of my mind now?! He tasted even better than I imagined. Like whiskey and something else I'd never tasted before, but it was heavenly. I could feel the wetness dripping between my legs. Edward had never kissed me like this. He was too fearful of hurting me. Then he chuckled.

"You'd better get dressed, Darlin'. I was coming to tell you that we need to leave when we both got carried away," he said, then his hand gripped one of my ass cheeks before it reared back and came down in the middle of my ass, stinging both cheeks. It wasn't enough to cause damage, but the sting caused me to hiss then moaned, wanting more. Did I really just moan like a wanton harlot?

Hurry up, Darlin'," He said as his hand made contact with my ass again then let go of me. My head was in such a fog I almost fell again, but this time, Jasper steadied me before letting go and walking out of the bedroom.

I hurried and got dressed, once dressed, Jasper came back in and gathered our bags, and we headed downstairs.

"Where are we going?" I asked as we got on the elevator.

"I'm not sure. Alice called while you were in the shower and said we needed to leave. She's downstairs waiting for us," he told me. My heart began to race. Had James found us? Had the others been hurt?

"Calm yourself, Darlin'. I told you, I'm not letting you die," I then felt a wave of calm come over me. One we were in the car with Alice, she gave both Jasper and me a knowing smirk.

"Took you guys long enough," Alice said. Of course, she saw what happened. That was stupid on Jasper's part as well as my own. But he didn't seem to care. He sat in back with me, with his arms wrapped tightly around me.

"Edward, Carlisle, and Emmett are on their way here. James gave them the slip. Edward wasn't sure what to do, so they are coming here to try and track him. We need to get to the airport," she told us. I pulled out my phone to see if there were any missed calls or messages from Edward. There was, but it was from my mom's house. She isn't even supposed to be in Phoenix. She's in Florida with Phil. I tried not to let my panic get away from me, or Jasper would feel it.

As soon as we were at the airport, I told them I needed to use the ladies room. Alice offered to go with me, but I said I would only be a minute.

As soon as I hit the bathroom, I pulled out my phone and listened to the message

"BELLA! BELLA! Where are you?" It was my mom's voice. Then I heard his voice.

"Yes, my little human puppet, where are you indeed. If you ever want to see your mother alive again, you will come to your old ballet studio, or I will rip her throat out, and it will be all your fault, Bella." All I kept hearing was my name as his voice forced it out.

I peeped out the bathroom door. Alice and Jasper were arguing though their voices were not raised, the anger that showed on their faces told the story. Too caught up in their fight, apparently over what Alice had seen happen between her best friend and her mate, I slipped past them quickly enough and walked up to one of the many taxies lining the airport.

END FLASHBACK

Ever since that day, the day I knew Edward stop the change from where James bit me. The day he sucked the venom out and nearly sucked my life right along with it; my feelings for Edward had changed. I could think of nothing but Jasper

Where Edwards control over me was condescending, Jasper's was commanding, as if he knew what I wanted but didn't know how to ask. I craved him like I craved my favorite food. I needed him to touch me again, the way he did in that hotel room like I needed air to breathe.

Edwards touches were careful as if I were a porcelain doll, too fragile to touch. Jasper touched me as if he needed it as much as I needed him to. Where Edwards kisses were too light to detect nearly, the chaste kiss just to appease me, Jasper's kiss was full of want for me.

I was in Carlisle study one day, on the very rare occasion that Jasper was here alone with me, though it wouldn't be long before the others were back. Edward, now Alice didn't trust me with Jasper. He walked up behind me while I searched for a book from Carlisle's vast collection

"I feel what you feel for me, Bella," He said in a seductive purr. His cool breath on my neck as he moved my hair to one side exposing my neck

"I feel your lust and desire when your body aches and chase a release that will never come from your boyfriend," my body shivered as his chest barely made contact with my back. I moaned as I leaned back into him.

"You are playing a dangerous game, my pet. But one day soon, you will beg me for it," he said as he trailed one finger down my neck to my shoulder and down my arm. Just as suddenly as he was there, he was gone; leaving me wanting more.

Now I lay here on the cold, wet ground, wishing I could curl into a ball and die. They were all gone. Edward, my pixie best friend, and Jasper. As I thought his name, I almost thought I smelled him. The leather and spice, and a hint of whiskey. Just as suddenly as they all left me, it too was gone. Must be my desire for him, making my mind hallucinate. Then I felt like I was floating, no not floating. I felt I was in someone's arms. Big strong arms. Not as big as Emmett's but more prominent than Jasper's but not a scent I recognized. This smelled earthy, like the woods

Then I heard Charlie's worried voice "Bella, baby girl, Thank God," Charlie carried me upstairs and laid me on my bed. I wrapped myself in my blanket, but I was still shivering. Charlie came and piled more blankets on me. So I began to warm, but I was still wet, though I couldn't muster the energy to take off my wet clothes.

I finally let sleep take me.

I had just gotten out of my truck when I saw his silver Volvo. Why was he here if he wasn't in school? His face was emotionless when he asked me to take a walk with him.

"We're leaving, Bella," He said once he got me down the path in the forest from my house.

"Okay, let me think of something to tell Charlie," when he didn't reply I knew that wasn't what he meant.

"When you say we…" I trailed off

"My family and I," he said

"Take me with you," I said out of desperation. Not caring so much to be with him. But the others, Jasper.

"I don't want you…" my mind went into a fog. No, he's not thinking, he's still angry from what happened at my party. But realization finally set in

"You. Don't. Want. Me. That changes everything," I vaguely got out. I heard the rest of the words he said, but they meant nothing at this point. All I remember is Edward was gone, at vampire speed through the woods. Me trying to run after him

"Edward, Please," I sobbed as I ran after him. Edwa…"

A cold hand clamped down over my mouth as I sprung up in bed from my dream, ready to scream Edwards name.

"Sshh, Darlin'. None of that," my eyes flew open at the sound of his commanding voice. I knew my eyes must have been wide as saucers at seeing him standing there.

"I am going to remove my hand, and you will not utter a word, am I understood?" Jasper said in that commanding voice that made my panties moist. I nodded my head

"Good Girl, now when I let go, I'm going in the bathroom and run you a hot bath. When I come back, I want you in nothing but your underwear," Suddenly I felt as though I wasn't good enough; not desirable enough

"I will not repeat myself, If I come back and you are other than what I have instructed, there will be a punishment. Do I make myself clear? God, I have wanted this, wanted him. The feelings he stirred up inside me was like nothing I've ever felt before. I knew, no one else could make me feel like this.

The first night, he took care of me like no one else had, since…well, fuck, EVER. Probably not since I was a small child. He showed just how much he loved me, from the moment he stepped into my bedroom. From running my bath to undressing me, and GAHHHHH! When he pressed his nose right up into my vajayjay, he had every nerve ending in my body tingling. From when he washed my hair to shaving me with his precise hands. I craved every single touch from him.

By the end of the night, I was saying, thinking, FUCKING EDWARD WHO?

He told me in Phoenix, I was worth it, that he had no intentions of ever letting me go. He showed me just how much I was worth to him. He was never overbearing, yet still attentive and commanding at the same time.

Over the next couple of weeks, everything got more intense. Every day after school, Jasper would drop me off so I could get dinner ready for my dad and so he could go hunt. I never realized just how trying it was for him to be with me in school. He hunted every day after school to maintain his control. I wanted to get him just to stop; I didn't want to see him agonize over being in school with me.

"Like that is ever gonna happen, Darlin', there is a lunatic vampire bitch after you," Jasper told me.

One day, Jacob called and asked if I could come down to the Rez, he wanted to show me something. Because I didn't want to call Jasper away from his hunt to escort me, I hopped in my truck and drove down to the reservation. When I got there, Jacob showed me the two motorcycles he'd fixed up from scrap bikes he found on the side of the road, for him and me to ride. I was crazy excited.

"Jacob, I don't know how to ride, but I've always wanted to learn. Will you teach me?" I asked.

"Sure, Sure, Bells. I guess now we can be friends again now that your favorite tick Edward is out of the way," Jake asked me.

"Um, yeah, something like that," I told him. I wasn't ready to give the full details to Jake yet. I knew he would only overreact. Jake just narrowed his eyes at me. He took me out to a deserted road just off the rez with the bikes on the back of my truck. Once he showed me how to guide the bike, the brake and throttle, I was ready to try out my bike. I took off slowly at first. When I felt I had the hang of it, I started to speed up, but the front wheel hit a rock in the road. I went flying off the bike, rolling a couple of feet before I was stopped by my head hitting a boulder.

Jacob was at my side in no time, but I had a cut, just below the hairline on my forehead.

"God, Bella, are you alright?" Jake asked

"Yeah, Jake I'm fine. I've had much worse. Remembering the time Edward pushed me into the wall and I came down on the glass table. But as I stood up, I felt dizzy, and my stomach flipped, and I lost my lunch.

"Shit, Bella!" Jake said, taking off his shirt and using it to place over the open cut on my forehead. "I gotta get you to the hospital," Jake was panicking.

"Jacob, I'm fine really," I told him. I was about to say something when everything went blank and then faded to black.

The next thing I remember is waking up with the worst headache I ever had in my life. I heard the beeping of machines around me. When I opened my eyes, I saw the most beautiful topaz eye sitting in the chair next to me, that looked pained beyond belief. But his jaw was clenched tight, and I could see the muscles straining in his broad neck

"W—What happened? How did I get here?" I asked as I tried to sit up in bed.

"Sshh, Darlin', I'll get the doctor and your dad," he told me as he got up from his chair and went out of the room. Dr. Grandy and my Dad walked in shortly after. The grimace on my dad's face was undeniable. He was upset.

"Bella, how could you be so stupid. Do you know you could have been killed riding that death machine without a helmet?" I ducked my head.

"Well now, let's see. Good to see you again Isabella, too bad it's under these circumstances," Dr. Grandy started. You have a concussion young lady. I've placed sutures on the cut, but I need to keep you overnight for observation," I groaned at that news.

"Is that really necessary, I feel fine," I told him. With that Jasper lift his eyes towards me. They had gone from pained to anger just that fast. I again ducked my head and laid back down on the pillow.

"Yes, I'm afraid so. If you had not been unconscious for the last 20 minutes, I might have considered letting you go home and your father or boyfriend watch over you for the next 24 hours. Since we did a CT scan and there are no fractures in the skull, I think observation for the next 12 hours is warranted, and if you can keep food and liquids down, you may go home in the morning," I just nodded my head. My Dad was looking confused at the term boyfriend Dr. Grandy used for Jasper, and my dad looked back and forth between Jasper and me.

"Chief Swan, If I can talk to you for a minute outside please, then I will leave you to spend some time with Bella. Bella, I will be back later to check on you," Jasper said before leaving out of the room with Charlie.

"Ya did good kid, that one there's a keeper," Dr. Grandy said giving me a wink. I'll be back to check on you. I will send some pain meds by one of the nurses for that headache." Dr. Grandy said as he pats my leg under the blanket before exiting my room.

My dad returned to the room a short time later. "Now that one I like. I can tell, he's so much more mature, and seems to care about you more than that Edwin. If I ever see that kid again I will ring his scrawny little neck," Charlie said with a chuckle. "But Bella, are you sure going from one brother to another is a good idea?" he asked.

"Dad, I'd gotten pretty close to Jasper before he left for college. He's the reason Edward got so jealous and broke up with me. Jasper didn't even know until he came back. They didn't even tell him they were leaving," I told my dad. It was what Jasper and I had already planned to tell my dad.

"Poor kid, so where's he staying?" My dad asked.

"He got a small apartment in Port Angeles," I told him.

"Well young lady, I hope you've learned your lesson about riding a motorcycle without a helmet and protective covering. I'm not going to tell you not to ride, but I would hope you'd reconsider. You're an adult now. There's not much more I can say," Charlie said. I could see how sad he was that he felt like he was losing this little girl. Then the anger riled up again. "But I will be having a talk and giving Jacob Black a ticket," he said with a scowl on his face.

"Yeah, Dad. I don't think Jasper will be letting me get on any more motorcycles with Jake anytime soon," I told him. Charlie smiled.

"Yep, like that kid already," The nurse was coming in with my pills. "Well kiddo, I'll find out what time they will be releasing you. I have an early shift, but I will try to see if they can release you early enough to get you home.

"That won't be necessary Sir. I'll take Bella home when they release her," Jasper said in his classic southern drawl, as he entered the room.

"Well that's good, thank you, Jasper. But please, call me Charlie," my eyebrows shot up above my hairline and made the place where my sutures were hurt. I grimaced. Charlie never offered that to Edward.

"I promise to get her home and take good care of her," Jasper said. I bet he will take care of me. Fucking me senseless until I scream his name and my throat is raw. Fuck my panties were getting wet just thinking about it. Once Charlie left the room, Jasper strolled over to me in his slightly bowlegged gait.

"And you, Darlin can just cut that out right now," Jasper drawled angrily. "Do ya know how much pain and worry you caused me. I know the moment you went unconscious. The tug in my chest pulled me straight here," His voice itself was like sex. The smooth deep velvetiness in his lilt. He came and set right next to me on the bed and bent his head down to whisper in my ear.

"You will not be getting a release until I collar you on Friday night. Saturday morning you have an appointment with one of my paddles. You will not masturbate for release for the next three days. Now get some sleep Darlin' while you can. They will be wakin' ya up every two hours to make sure you're okay. I'll see ya in the mornin', Darlin'," Jasper told me before plunging his tongue into my mouth. The kiss was full of passion and domination. I whimpered when he finally released my mouth.

As I watched him retreat out the door, my mind started reeling at how in such a short time, I had come to love him. I loved how well he knew me. How my body responded to him. His every touch of his very skilled hand played my body like a fine-tuned instrument.

FLASHBACK

Sunday night and Jasper decided not to uncollar me before bed. He said he had something special in mind and would remove it in the morning before school. Jasper had removed the actual collar that morning but replaced it with a slave-locked anklet. I was going to the reservation with my dad, and he thought it inappropriate for me to wear it there.

When I got back with my dad, I went up to my room to find Jasper was just returning the mattress, after installing the mattress restraints

"Go shower darlin'. Come back in just ya towel," Jasper told me as he took the key and removed my slave ankle bracelet. I scurried in and grabbed my shower bag and hurried across the hall to take a shower. I made sure I was still smooth shaven, before drying off and flying back across to my room. My cushion was on the floor, and Jasper was standing in front of it in just a pair of faded button-fly Levi's, shirtless and in bare feet. How the fuck could this man be walking sex all the way down to his feet. I slowly lowered myself onto my cushion, hands behind my head and my eyes looking at his sexy ass toes. He then placed my collar back around my neck.

My Major walked around me; his very light touches sent fire to where ever his cold fingers touched my warm skin.

"Perfection," he finally said as he touched the top of my head for me to look up at him. "Darlin' I have been straining in my pants waiting for that sexy pretty little mouth of yer's to be wrapped around my cock all day. Take me out, Darlin' and show me just how talented that tongue of yer's is."

I slowly unbuttoned every button of his button fly's and lowered his jeans to his knees. When his huge cock sprang free it nearly hit me in the face; it was so hard. The saliva in my mouth started to build as soon as I saw the veiny member with its bulbous head.

I let the saliva build a little more in my mouth, not swallowing it back, as I lifted his shaft and started at the underside at the base. I flattened out my tongue out and ran it up the base to the tip like I was licking my favorite popsicle.

"HOLY MARY AND SWEET BABY JESUS!" Jasper gasped as I got to the tip, I swirled my tongue around the head before swallowing his shaft into my mouth. I then placed both hands on where my mouth did not fit, YET. With counteraction, I twisted my hand around his cock, as I sucked him relentlessly. If he thought he was going to pussy torture me without me giving him a little of the same, he as sadly mistaken. After all, a good sub is the one with the ultimate control. I'd managed 18 years to keep my virtue, not like I hadn't been trying. But now that cherry was popped, so were my inhibitions. Hey, just because I'd never driven a car, didn't mean I didn't use the simulation, i.e., internet porn.

"Move your hands, pet, take me all the way into your mouth, I taught you what to do. Not that you are not doing well my pet, but I want your mouth to fuck me, not your hands." Jasper growled. Okay, I thought; take this fucker.

On my next pass over his cock, I pulled back to the tip, hollowed out my cheeks and sucked as hard as I could, all the way to the tip; almost to the point of releasing him from my mouth. I bobbing back down as close to the base as I could get and pulling back again in the same action. The next pass I did as he taught me, I relaxed my jaw, and took him completely into my mouth, lifting my chin and taking him down my throat, never once gagging. I looked up through my lashes into his face, and it was almost comical, the expression on his face as he tried not to cum. I went to pull back to the tip again, but Jasper grabbed the back of my head and held me there. A growl was rumbling in his chest as he throbbed in my throat. Are you serious? You think you are going to escape the inevitable like that? I thought to myself, HA! Fat chance! I groaned in my throat around his cock.

"FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, SHIT, FUCK! BELLLLLLA! He stage-whispered as not to wake my dad, and he shot his load down my throat. Once I pulled back slowly to his tip, cleaning him as I went, I released him with an audible pop. I then used my thumb and forefinger to wipe the corners of my mouth, to demonstrate I hadn't wasted a drop. He snatched me up by both arms pinned down to my sides from my kneeling position and had me at eye level to him. He looked at me with a squint and cocked his head from side to side. I just gave him an innocent puppy dog eyes look. A smirk played on his lips.

"Are you sure this is how you want to play this? What's your color?" He asked. I looked over at the clock quickly. It was 10:30.

"Oh, don't worry, thirty minutes is plenty of time for what I have in mind for you, you naughty little minx," Jasper said with a light chuckle. I smirked back at him.

"Green, Major," I said. Before the words could leave my lips good, he had his tongue plunged into my mouth. One arm snaked around my waist and held me before the other gently snaked through my hair and the nape of my neck. As it reached the middle of my head; my head was thrust back as he sucked on the hollow of my throat. GOD! HE WAS TURNING ME INTO A SEX CRAZED LUNATIC! I couldn't get enough of him.

With a whoosh, I was laying on my stomach on the bed; a ball gag thrust into my mouth. My arms restrained to the headboard. He pushed me up onto my knees, with my thighs restrained to my forearms. I knew I was going to be so sore the next morning, but I really could give a fuck at this moment. I was entirely open for him to do with me as he pleased, and I wanted all of it, all of him; in me, on me, around me. I could feel myself already dripping with anticipation of what he was about to do.

I then felt a cold liquid in the crack of my ass, the enter my pucker hole. His fingers were preparing me for what was to come. All I could do was moan into the ball gag. I then heard the vibration before it entered my ass. My eyes rolled back in my head. The red and yellow balls were thrust into my hands. I had to hold on to them tightly as to not let them go because I did not want any mistake that I wanted this to stop.

I then felt a cool gel-like substance enter my pussy. But as it made contact, it began to warm. The feeling of the contrasting temperatures was blowing my mind. Jasper then entered me fast and without warning. The pace he set, had me almost not being able to catch my breath. His hands were at where my waist and ass met. There was nothing I could do but lower my head and ride out the ecstasy. Then one hand left my waist, and the vibrator in my ass was being thrust in and out of my ass, counter to the thrust of Jasper in and out my pussy.

"DO NOT FUCKING CUM, ISABELLA. I'm not done with you yet," Jasper commanded. "I keep telling you little girl; you are playing with fire. You thought you were going to torture me, is it? Baby, you ain't seen nothing yet," I felt nothing but ecstasy in every fiber of my body. How is it possible for a man to bestow this much pleasure on a woman?

I needed to cum. I had held it as long as I possibly could. The need was so intense, I could feel a vibration that wasn't coming from whatever was in my ass. Then with one more thrust, Jasper was buried within me to the hilt. He leaned forward and rolled his hips on my ass, and whisper into my ear.

"Cum for me my beautiful pet. Show me what I have just caused in you to explode," He pulled almost entirely out of me and one final thrust he reached around and pinched my clit. What was released from me, at that moment, felt as if I had been holding this in my entire life. Every pleasure, every pain, every joy and all the sorrow in one mind-blowing orgasm. I couldn't stop cumming, and Jasper kept fucking me through the orgasm.

I released everything I had. And I couldn't take it anymore and before I knew what I was doing both balls rolled to the floor just before everything went black.

When I came to, I was in a pair of my favorite boy short cotton pajama and a tank top, pressed firmly against Jasper with a blanket between us. Jasper was placing soft kisses on my neck and shoulder and purring

"Bella, I'm sorry, I'm so, so, very sorry," Jasper said softly in my ear. I was confused. Why was he sorry? I tried to turn over, so I could face him, and my entire body hurt. I winced at the pain. The back of my legs and ass was sore I had bruises on my hips and waist. The bruises on my wrist and thighs from where I pulled against the restraints.

Jasper slipped out of bed, and I saw he was still naked. He ran across to the bathroom at lightning speed and came back with Advil and a glass of water. I winced again as I tried to sit up to take the pill with the water and Jasper looked like he would cry if he could.

"Jasper it's okay baby, yes I'm bruised and sore. But you didn't break me," I tried to reassure him.

"But I could have, Bella. I got so caught up in how good you felt, I've never felt anything like it in my entire existence, and I never wanted to stop. If you hadn't fainted, I would probably still be fucking you right now. You know, I have no refractory period," Jasper said climbing back in bed and carefully pulled me back into his arms.

"Are you telling me that we could fuck and never have to stop?" I became very excited.

"Don't even think about it Darlin'. As it is until I change you, I'm gonna have to treat you with kid gloves," Jasper told me

"But…" I started to panic. Is Jasper going to start acting like Edward? Will he leave me because I am too fragile for him to love.

"Ssshhh, Darlin, get some sleep. Stop worrying. I can feel your emotions, remember. I'm not going anywhere, baby. Until I can turn you, I'm just going to have to come up with more…creative ways for us to play, because, Darlin', even though you were bruised. That shit was smokin' hot!" Jasper said with a bright smile. I returned his smile. I nuzzled in next to him, trying to get comfortable and I happen to notice, these aren't the same sheets.

"Jasper, did you change the bedding?" I asked. He chuckled.

"Yeah, Darlin', I put a waterproof cover on your mattress when I put the restraints on your bed, just in case. But I swear on all that is holy, I didn't know a woman could cum that much. Your sheets were a little wet," He told me.

"You did all that while I was passed out? And changed my clothes? How long was I out?" I asked.

"About two minutes, I also cleaned you up. Now go to sleep woman, before I have to punish you for missing your bedtime," he said pulling me closer to him and pushing my head under his chin. Suddenly my eyes got very heavy, undoubtedly with the help of Jaspers gift.

The next morning, I was awakened in Jasper's arm as we approached the bathroom. "Good Morning my pet. I took the liberty to draw you a hot bath after Charlie left. You will undoubtedly be sore. I will go down and make your breakfast. When I'm done, I will come back up and put some cream on those bruises to help you heal," He told me. He then stripped me of my pajamas and placed me in the warm bath.

From that day forward, every piece of BDSM equipment was removed from my house. We still had sex there, quite often. But it was sweet and gentle lovemaking. The only time we did scenes were on the weekends when we would go up to Seattle to his penthouse. That next weekend was when I was introduced to the stockade and his fucking machine.

END FLASHBACK

As promised, I was awakened every few hours by the nurses, making sure my head injury hadn't forced me into a coma or something. Once they were sure I was okay, I was left to sleep. I drifted back off to sleep, and I began to dream about when I was first introduced to the stockade and fucking machine.

"Darlin, while I love seeing you rode hard and put away wet…literally, I'm not able to do that without bruising you," Jasper told me as I kneeled naked before him in the playroom looking down at his sexy ass bare feet. He then stooped down, so he was level with me. He lifted my chin so that I could see into his eyes and he caressed my cheek.

"And I don't want my delicate peach bruised," His mouth then bathed mine in a kiss as if he were tasting a juicy piece of fruit. He moaned into the kiss. I whimpered as he pulled away.

"So fuckin' tasty," he whispered almost too low for me to hear. "What I can do to you without damage, is fuck that tasty and pretty little mouth of yours. Essentially, you are going to be spit roasted," Jasper tells me as he reaches for me to take his hand. I get up from my kneeling position, and he takes me over to what appears to be a medieval period stockade, with the holes for your head and hands. But between the padded leather stockade and the contraption known as a double penetrating fucking machine is a padded table of some sort.

Jasper guides me to stand in front of the table, that stands as tall as my waist. He tells me to spread my legs. I do as he asks. He straps my legs to the table legs using leather straps with sheep shearing on the inside against my skin. One at each ankle, mid-calf, and thighs. He connects thick padding to the table's edge. I hear it lock in place. He then instructs me to lay forward on the table, and I realize that the padded is, so the edges of the table does not cause pain to my stomach.

"I don't remember this being a part of the set-up when I was here before, Major," I told him.

"Yes, It's new. I ordered it special for you," he told me. "No more questions or would you like a spanking before we begin," I purse my lips together and adamantly shake my head no.

"Good girl," Jasper replies. He continues to adjust me on the table. As I lay forward, my neck comes to rest in the neck hole of the stockade. I go to place my hands in the holes, as I thought that's where they were supposed to go.

"No, place your arms behind your back," Jasper tells me. I do as he says. Jasper walks over to one of the supply drawers and comes back. He places my arms so that my forearms are one on top of the other behind my back and buckles forearm restraints on them. He then slips a finger into each of the restraints on my arms and legs to make sure they are not too tight. He then checks the padding that is against my stomach before running his hand from where my forearms rest on my back, down my spine, and over my bare ass. His hand stops suddenly, though, never leaving my thigh.

"I owe you a punishment," he finally says.

"SIR?" I panic. What did I do wrong? I don't remember doing anything wrong.

"I owe you a punishment for giving us the slip and going to James. You knowingly put your life in danger. That is rule number 10 on my list. You will not knowingly or unknowingly put your life in danger," Jasper tells me as he walks over to the wall. He hasn't closed down the top of the stockade yet, so I can turn my head. I see him pick up a paddle.

"SIR, MAJOR, I didn't even know about that rule yet. How can you punish me for something I didn't know I was doing wrong?" I ask him, hoping he will see my logic

"ISABELLA!" Oh shit, I know I'm in trouble now. He used my full name. "If James or even Edward had killed you, we wouldn't even be having this discussion. Do you not understand that by putting your life in danger of being killed, by extension you are killing me as well? I may have had a bad beginning to this existence, but now that I have found the other half of my soul, I am not that willing to give it up. And if you die, you are taking me with you to the afterlife," He told me. With that explanation, I was willing to take whatever punishment he was going to give me. I fell even deeper in love with this man if that were even possible.

"Yes, Major, I understand," I told him.

"Here, I chose a very lightweight paddle, since this is your first time," He came up behind me and place the paddle in my hand behind my back. It was a leather paddle and very light in weight. He then took it from my hand.

"I am going to give you five warm-up spanks with my hand. Each one will get progressively harder. Then Five on each ass cheek and five on each thigh for a total of 20. You will count them. If you miss a count, I will go easy on you since it's your first time. I will not start over. But this is the only time you will get leniency with me. Do you understand, my pet?" He says to me as he stands in front of me and closes the top of the padded stockade down around my neck. He then checks that it's not to tight and that I can breathe okay.

"Yes, Sir, Major," I reply.

"What is your color, my pet?" He asks

"Green, Sir,"

"Very Good little girl," Jasper says. He then gives me a chaste kiss on the forehead before going back towards my ass, that is sticking up, bare, and ready for punishment.

He begins with the warm-up spanks with his hand. They are right in the middle of my ass, and I immediately start to feel the sting.

"Now the paddle. You will begin your count," Jasper tells me.

THWACK!

"OW, FUCK! ONE!

He rubs where he just struck. The coolness of his hand does soothe the burning.

THWACK!

"Two," I whimper with the next one which is to the thigh below the ass cheek he spanked first.

THWACK!

"Three," and the tears are forming in my eyes.

By the time he gets to eight, two on each ass cheek and each thigh, I am sobbing uncontrollably and can't count.

"Yellow!" I call out. The next thing I know, Jasper is in front of me wiping my tears from my cheeks.

"If I stop now, Darlin', you still owe me. I can either keep going, or I can give you two more to make it an even ten. The next punishment, the ten will be added, on top of whatever punishment you will be receiving for that infraction," He told me. I thought about my options. I would just have to make sure I didn't do anything wrong to get another punishment.

"I'll take my chances with the next punishment," I told him.

"Very well, it's your red ass," He said as he went back and gave two more spanks and boy did he make those count.

THWACK!

THWACK!

Right in the middle of both cheeks. No pause to count, and harder than any of the others. He left for a moment, and next, I felt a cool towel draped over my ass and thighs.

"That will take some of the stings out," He told me. He walked away again. When he came back, he took the towel off and smoothed a cooling gel on my ass and thighs, that took away all of the pain and burning.

"Now we can have our fun," He told me. I wasn't quite in the mood for fun at this point.

"Aww, my sweet. You will have to learn, that if I follow the pain with pleasure, you will start to enjoy the pain all that much more," I doubted that very seriously. Boy, was I fucking wrong. Because what came next…I don't even have the words.

After preparing my pucker entrance and eating and finger fucking my pussy until I came in his mouth, Jasper positioned the fucking machine at both my entrances. He then walked around to my mouth. When I saw his painfully hard cock, I began salivating. I could see the veins throbbing at how hard he was.

"Open that pretty little mouth of yours," Jasper told me. As he placed his tip on my tongue, he raised a remote in his hand, and I heard the machine behind me start whirling. The alternating thrusts of the two dildos at my entrances, had me gasping. Jasper took that opportunity to thrust entirely into my mouth. Now I understood 'spit roasting.' I was like a rotisserie chicken, ready for an open flame, except the fire was at each end.

If I thought I released everything I had in me the night Jasper fucked me senseless, I was so wrong. Jasper kept up the assault on my mouth, while the machine fucked my pussy and ass to oblivion.

Jasper came twice in my mouth, and I don't even know how many times I came before he went over to the sofa and sat down to watch. Turning up the speed on the fucking machine every so often, until the cum was pouring out of me and running down my thighs and legs. I could feel the puddle at my feet on the floor.

"ISABELLA!" I was awakened from that dream by Jasper staring me with those beautiful gold eyes.

"I don't know what you were dreaming about little lady, but I could smell your arousal all the way down the hall. And the moans could be heard by the nurses' at the nurse's station. They thought you were in pain. One of the nurses told me that I needed to take care of that 'itch of yours', because you were masturbating in your sleep," My eyes widened at that information.

"OH GOD! Just kill me now!" That's all I needed was for it to get back to my dad that I was finger fucking myself in the hospital.


Maybe one or two more chapters and this will be completed. I have one more contest to promote. Don't forget about the Bada$$ Babes Contest. And the new one beginning July 16th; Twilight goes to Hollywood Contest. This one is the Twilight Characters we know and love, replaced in a favorite movie. Example Pretty Woman, instead of staring Julia Roberts and Richard Gere, will be staring Bella Swan and Edward Cullen. Do you get the idea? Links to both contest can be found in my Favorite Author's link.