Today wasn't my day at all. Once again, I woke up with a bad headache. I fell down the stairs causing my head to hurt more. I slipped climbing down the truck. My school bag ripped making all my things scattered all over the floor. I wasn't even mad at that but the fact that Jasper saw me and literally just watched me. He stood there and watched me get down and picked up my things piece by piece. He didn't even fucken help me. And when we were in the hallway he bumped into me causing me to hit the lockers. I turned to him but he continues to walk. That isn't the beginning, during Government class, he screamed at me for not knowing an answer. Sorry, I didn't know what was the Virginia Plan. Not all of us are over 150 years old and know everything because we repeated high school for the billion of time! And then when lunch rolled around he knocked down my tray and didn't even apologized, helped me, or even freaken looked down. He continues to walk leaving me to pick up the mess. Thankfully Jake was there to help me. Jake even apologized for Jasper. Honestly, I felt attack, I was being brutally mistreated for no apparent reason. I mean what the fuck did I do to him so he can act like a total jackass? All I did was touched his hand but apparently, that's a no-no to Jasper. So my fucken punishment is being treated like shit by him.

Coming out my chem class, I notice Jasper, Alice, and Edward waiting for Rosalie and Emmett. I saw Rosalie and Emmett reached them and they all turned to me. I waited for them to leave or at least move aside. They were blocking my way to get to the gym. I was having an intense staredown with Jasper. Suddenly my vision was all black, shaking my head I closed my eyes. When I opened my eyes again I wasn't in the school's hallway. I was in the middle of the forest. Confused I looked around trying to figure how in the world I was here. I was about to walk but stopped when I heard someone's crying. Turning away I was shocked to see what was in front of me.

Directly in front of me was me. But this me wasn't me she was different. This me was standing there crying, a spot of light shining underneath her. She was absolutely beautiful, breathtaking, pale white skin shining like a diamond, long wavy chocolate brown hair, but what shocked me wasn't how beautiful she was. It shocked me that she resembles someone else. She had bright red ruby eyes, instead of crying regular tears she had red blood tears coming down her perfectly pale face. She held something in her hand which I couldn't quite place. She looks at me and begins to scream.

"I HATE YOU! LOOK WHAT YOU HAD ME DO! LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME INTO! YOU TURNED ME INTO THIS! YOU TURNED ME! HOW COULD YOU, JASPER? HOW COULD YOU TURN ME! JASPER!"

When this me began to scream, I backed away from her as she steps closer to me. I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say, I didn't know what was going on. I felt something touched my feet, looking down I saw my father's dead body laying there. I saw his empty cold eyes staring at me. I looked at my father's body with wide eyes. I covered my mouth from screaming. I heard someone's bitter laugh. Looking up I saw myself, laughing holding Bella. Bella was looking at me scared, tears coming down her face.

"Jazz help," she said in a shaky voice. Bella continues to cry and once again my different self-laughed.

"He can't sweetheart," she told Bella and then she looks at me.

"THIS IS YOUR FAULT, JAZZ. YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TURNED ME" She yelled out before biting into Bella's neck. Bella screamed out in pain. I launched forward but before I could reach Bella I was magically brought back to the school's hallway.

I blinked back tears, I turned around and saw everything as it was before. However, Edward was staring at me with wide eyes, almost as scared as me. I turned to him, tears threatening to fall out. I turn to Jasper who looked at me with concern. Ignoring them I ran straight past them so I could head to the gym. I heard Jasper and Alice call out to me but I ignored them. I ran to the gym and went to the girl's restroom. I locked myself in one of the stalls trying to calm myself. Trying to come up with some kind of explanation when I couldn't, I gather all of my courage and left the stall. I tried to clean myself before leaving the restroom.

During gym, Bella continued to ask me what's wrong but I just said my head hurts. She offered to take me to see Dr. Cullens after school but I decline. Saying I'll just drink my meds and sleep it off. Thankfully she let that conversation go and we went to play basketball with Jessica and Mike. I convinced Bella to leave straight afterschool and not wait like we usually do. She agreed because she knew how much my head was hurting. I wasn't lying to Bella, my head did hurt from all the thinking and confusion. After school, Jasper stopped me in the parking lot to talk. I didn't want to but he kept on insisting.

"Annie" Jasper began.

"We shouldn't be friends... or be near each other," he said in a serious tone. I looked at him shocked, confused, disappointed, hurt, and furious. I was physically, emotionally, and mentally hurt. How can someone say that to someone else? I understand he didn't want to be friends but he hated me that much to not be near me? Am I truly disgusting?

"Excuse me?" I asked shocked.

"Annie we shouldn't be fri-"

"No" I stopped him from continuing. Jasper looked at me confused.

"I heard you the first time but for a split second, I thought I heard wrong," I said. Jasper continues to stare at me.

"You don't want to be near me?" I whispered.

Instead of telling me his reason he kept quiet. He just stared blankly at me. To begin with, that idiot didn't even say sorry. I mean yeah I been having weird as vision or what they are but that's no excuse for him to tell someone to stay away from them. I turned around to walk away so he wouldn't see my tears.

"Annie look-" Jasper called out. I turned to him furiously and glared at him.

"No, you don't have to explain yourself, Jasper. You don't have to give me a bullshit reason why you don't want me near you. You don't have to come up with some lame excuse for me to believe you. Just by you saying you don't want me near you is enough for me" I turned and walked away but turned back around and stared at him with tears threatening to fall.

"Honestly... I thought... I hoped you were different. I thought you weren't the bad guy in this but I guess I was wrong. I was so wrong" I said wiping away a tear. He looked away disappointing me even more.

"Jerk" I whispered and walked away. I ignored everyone's stares including Bellas and the Cullens. I climbed into the truck and Bella quickly stared the engine. I didn't even bother to look at Jasper. Not only did he hurt me but he humiliated me in front of the entire school. Who does that nowadays?

When we got home I went straight to my room and cried. I cried because I thought he was different, I thought he wouldn't hurt me, stupidly I thought we were friends. In the beginning, we were somewhat friends, we talked like friends, we made jokes, we laughed, what the hell happened for it all to change so fast? Did I really offend him by touching his stupid hand? If I knew he had something against people touching his hand I would have never done it in the first place.

I felt the bed dipped and someone laid next to me. I slowly looked up with red teary eyes and saw Bella looking at me. Frowning she held me tight as I cried. I didn't know why I was crying this much but I couldn't stop. I couldn't stop crying, I couldn't stop feeling like Jasper stabbed me in the heart, I couldn't stop feeling like he ripped out my heart and brutally smashed it on the floor, I couldn't stop feeling so devastated, so disappointed, so heartbroken, I couldn't stop thinking about him, I couldn't stop my feeling for him.

I thanked God that my dad wasn't here because I didn't want him to see me crying over some boy. I didn't want him to go to Jasper's house and have a talk with him. Charlie respected the Cullens, he didn't have a problem with them, and dad was the few who actually like the Cullens. Besides, I didn't want my dad to hate Jasper. Yeah Jasper is acting like an ass, he treats me like shit, he doesn't like me but I don't want him to be hated. That's the last thing I ever want.

The following two days I have been ignoring Jasper completely. In government class, I would pretend that he wasn't there. It's awkward because I could hear the others whisper about Jasper and me. Whenever I walked down the halls they would stare at me with their pathetic pity eyes. Like it didn't add salt to my opened wound. I also changed the subject when someone would mention Jasper or anything that had to do with him. If he doesn't want me to be near him then I'll act like he doesn't exist.

On Thursday, something changed in Edwards and Bella's situation. Bella and I entered the cafeteria and we walked towards our table. I turned to Bella and she was staring at the Cullen's table. I turn to their table and Jasper was staring at me. Feeling the anger, hurt, and disappointment I rolled my eyes, looked away, and continue to walk. When we reached the table, Bella drops her bag on a seat and took a seat while I stood up. Eric looks at Bella and me.

"La Push, baby. You guys in?" Eric asked.

"Should we know what that means?" Bella asked confused.

"La Push, it's the beach down on the Quileutes rez," I said. Bella looks at me confused.

"How you know?" she asked. I playfully rolled my eyes and smiles at her.

"Jacob." I simply said hoping she understand and when she didn't I sighed.

"Jacob Black. He lives down there. We used to go when we were little" I said.

"Ohh, right" Bella finally remembers. At the mention of Jacob Black, I notice that the Cullens slightly turns toward us.

"We're all going after school. Big swell coming in" Mike said.

"And I don't just surf the internet," Eric said standing up, posing as if he was surfing. I smiled at him, he can be such a dork.

"Eric, you stood up one. On a foam board" Jessica said. We all laughed at him well besides Bella, but she smiled.

"If you guys don't wanna surf, there's whale watching, too. Come with" Angela asked.

"La Push, baby. La Push" Eric said in a weird voice

"I'll go if you stop saying that," Bella said smiling. We laughed at Eric and he frowns. Then they all turned to me.

"Hey, I'm down. Maybe I'll see my old friends down there" I said.

"You know the rez boys?" Jessica said. I turn to her and smiled.

"Yeah, I know some. They're pretty hot" I said laughing. Bella nudged my side and I turn to her.

"What it's true, you'll see"I smirked at her. Bella shook her head smiling. She got up and went to the salad bar station. A few minutes later, Edward joins her and they talked. As I watched them talked I couldn't help but feel jealous of her. Even though Edward acts cold towards her in a way he treats her kindly. Silently bitterly laughing, I turned away from them, I don't need to feel worse about my situation. After Bella and Edward's little chat, Bella told us she invited Edward. And let me just say the guys weren't on board and the girls were shocked. Bella turns to me with a frown.

"Do you think it was a good idea to ask him?" she asked.

"Don't know if he'll actually come but hey, at least you were civil with him and treated him nicely maybe perhaps if he feels like it, he'll come," I emphasize the words civil, treated, and nicely because I knew Jasper was listening to our conversation. I wanted to make him feel guilty for treating me bad.

"And besides if he does come. Well finally know the truth" I said. Bella looks at me with a confused look. And I turn to the Cullens. They were staring at me, wondering what I meant by that. I smirked at them.

"We'll finally gonna find out if Edward..." Edward smirked at me probably reading my mind. Jasper narrowed his eyes and look at Edward and me.

"If Edward has a six-packed or not," I said smirking. I turn to Bella and smiled. She rolled her eyes.

"Idiot," she said.

"What I been dying to know," I said laughing however Bella didn't think it was funny.

After school Bella and I waited for the gang by our truck. She turns and stares at Edward and his siblings.

"You know if I didn't know any better, I say he likes you"I comment. I saw Edward and the other turn to me.

"What you mean?" Bella asked.

"Let's face it, Bells. Yeah sometimes he stares at you like he doesn't understand, or looks confused, frustrated, perhaps a little angry but in the end, he looks at you as though you're the only girl in the world. He may treat you cold but maybe that's his way of showing he cares. Perhaps deep down he truly wants to be with you but he's afraid you won't like the real him"I say looking at her.

Bella turns to them and thinks about what I just said. I turn to look at Edward who was staring at me. And honestly I was done with him trying to understand us, maybe he'll never truly understand. And in my point of view, that's okay to not understand someone or something. Just because you don't understand something doesn't mean it's not worth your attention. I slowly turn to Jasper and he's staring intensely at me. I couldn't tell what he's thinking but whatever it was, it was something important. I had a feeling whatever he was thinking might change everything. A hunk brought us back, we both turned to see Tyler's van, the one that was about to cause our death.

"Let's go," Tyler said as the door opens for us. Bella and I turn to each other before getting inside. And so we head towards the famous La Push beach, where the wolves hide between the shadows of the trees.

~~~~~~~~~~~La Push Beach~~~~~~~~~'

Bella, Angela, and I were sitting around Tyler's van. Angela sighs and turns us.

"I keep thinking Eric's going to ask me to prom, then he just... doesn't" she sadly says. Bella turns to her and offers her a sad smile.

"Then you should ask him" Bella suggest. Angela looks at her shocked,

"Yeah, who said the guys could only ask the girls?" Bella turns to me and nods.

"Ask him, take control. You're a strong independent woman" Bella tells Angela.

"I am?" Angela sweetly asked. Bell nods and I smiled at her.

"Bella! Annie!" We heard Jake's voice called out. The three of us turns and sees three Quileute boys approaching us. See, I was right they're hot.

"Jake!" I called out to him. Jake smiles and hugs me. I turn to the other two boys and offered them a smile. At the same time, they reached us Mike, Jessica, and Eric came.

"Guys, this is Jacob." Bella introduced him to the gang. I turn to Jake and smile.

"What are you doing here?" Bella asked.

"Stalking us," I said smirking. Jake rolls his eyes.

"You're on my rez, remember?" he said and I smiled at him. I offered him some candy and he took some. I turned around and offered the boys some candy and they took some.

"You surfing?" he asked. I turned to him shaking my head.

"Definitely not," Bella said making Jake smile.

"Keep her company, her date bailed," Jessica said teasing.

"What date?" Eric asked. I turned to Eric and gave him a 'are you for reals' look. We had this discussion back in lunch and the whole way here. She invited Edward freaken Cullen.

"She invited Edward" Jessica said snickering.

"To be polite," Bella said embarrassed.

"I think it's nice she invited him. No one ever does" Angela said defending Bella and Edward.

"Because the Cullen's a freak," Mike said causing Sam and Embry, the two Quileute's boys laugh.

"You got that right" Sam says. Bella turns to him and frowns.

"You know them?"

"The Cullens don't come here," Sam said sharply. Jake shoots Sam a look, shaking his head. Bella notices this and pulls Jake aside.

"Wanna look at the tide pools?" Bella asked with an awkwardly flirtatious smile. Jake, being a naive little boy, he smiles and accepted. Bella turns to me,

"Wanna come?" She asked.

"Nah, it's cool. I'll keep these boys company" I said pointing to Sam and Embry. Bella nods and takes Jake away. Eric and Angela both left Sam, Embry, and I alone. I turn to the boys and offered them a smile.

"So, boys. What are your names?" I asked. Like I didn't know their names or who they are. Embry offers me flirtatious smiles and slides over to me.

"Names Embry Call and this is Sam Uley. And you are?" he asked.

"AnneMarie Swan but you can call me Annie," I said.

"You're the one who got in that freak accident?" Sam asked. I turn to look at him and frown.

"Freak accident? Don't know about that but I was in a small accident" I replied.

"Billy told us, you okay?" Embry asked.

"Yeah, good as new," I said smiling. I turn to Sam who was staring at me. I didn't know what to do so I looked around awkwardly.

"Sooo.." I began to say. Embry and Sam both turned to me.

"Hear the Quileutes are supposedly descended from wolves," I said. They both looked at me shocked.

"How you know that?" Sam asked.

"Read it in a book somewhere, it talked about your tribe." I lied. I shrugged my shoulders as if it wasn't anything serious. However, Sam stares at me not believing me.

"So is it true?" I asked. Embry turns to Sam and I sighed.

"C'mon I can keep a secret," I said smirking. After a long pause, Sam stares at me and sighs.

"Well, it's only an old scary story. But yeah, Quileutes are supposedly descended from wolves" Sam confirms. I looked at him and smirked.

"So does this means you guys can turn into a wolf?" I asked, teasing. I knew they would but they didn't. Sam looks at me with a 'are you stupid' face.

"No, idiot. It's just a myth. It's not real," Sam says. If only you knew the truth, Sammy, if only.

"But it would be awesome," Embry said, Sam rolls his eyes and I smile.

"Wanna go for a walk down the beach?" I ask turning to Sam. Sam frowns he was about to talk but Embry beat him to it.

"He already has a girlfriend, her name is Leah Clearwater," Embry said

"I asked if he wanted to walk, I didn't ask him to marry me,"I said smirking. Embry looks away embarrassed. I laughed and he turns to me.

"Wanna come with us? So Leah wouldn't get mad at Sam for walking down the beach with some random girl?" I asked Embry. Embry smiled and nods. I turn to Sam waiting for his reply. He nods and we began to walk. We walked the opposite side of Bella and Jake. Halfway through our walk, I began to ask some more questions.

"So why don't you guys like the Cullens?" I asked. Sam looks up at me,

"Why so interested in the Cullens?" he asked. I shrugged and turned forward.

"I'm new, they somewhat new. Just trying to know the people I live around" I come up. I turn to Sam once again already staring at me.

"You don't want to be their friends, Annie. They're freaks" Embry said and I turn to him.

"Okay so they're freaks, but why? Why do you guys ban them from you rez? And not the others? What makes them so special?" I asked. Sam continues to stare at me.

"Who knows, all we know is that our tribe had banned the Cullens from entering our rez," Sam said.

"Mmm, interesting. What did the Cullen's do something to you guys?" I asked.

"No more like we made a treaty with them. Jacob's grandfather made some sort of treaty with them" Sam says.

"Treaty?" I asked.

"Yeah, the Cullens claimed to be different. So we made a treaty with them" Exbry explains.

"Like they can't move in here without permission?" I asked.

"Something like that" Embry said.

"so this treaty what is it?" I asked.

"The treat says that if they promised to stay off Quileute lands, we wouldn't expose what they really were to the pale-face," Sam said smirking.

"So what? They Cullens are descended from an 'enemy clan'" I asked joking. Sam laughed and nods.

"Yeah, that all we know but the elders know the truth behind the story," Sam said.

"But wait I thought they just move here?" I asked. I really wanted to know what Sam would say. Sam turns to me and smiles.

"Or just moved back," Sam said smirking.

"AAAAAAGH!" someones screamed. Sam, Embry and I turned around and saw Angela being chased by Eric. Sam turns to me,

"So what are you gonna do with this new information about your friends the Cullens?" he asked.

"What you mean? It's just an old scary tale, right?" I asked. I smirked and starts to walk back to the group. Sam and Embry caught up with me. We changed our conversation to something else. Bella and I spend the rest of the day with Jake, Sam, and Embry. When it was time to go Jake said he'll come and visit soon.

"See you around, Annie," Sam said I turned around and looked at him.

"See you around, alpha," I said smirking. Sam rolls his eyes and smiles. Bella turns to me wondering what just happened. I simply shrugged my shoulders and climbed into the van. Tyler dropped us off at the school so we can get our truck.

When we got home, Bella went straight to her room and locked herself there. Dad was already asleep. I went to take a nice hot shower, took my meds and went to sleep. Once again my last thought of the day was about Jasper, himself.