DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own Ouran High School Host Club
Man I'm on a roll with updates
I'm never late with updates. I always update once a week, usually on the weekends.
Anyways this chapter is a little big on the warnings this time
Warnings: Yaoi, cursing, a sad part somewhere in there
Enjoy the chapter!
Chapter 10
I regret this. Izumi cursed and glanced over at the clock on the nightstand. Are you serious!? It's 3 o'clock in the fucking morning! Izumi sighed and glanced up at the ceiling.
Maybe if he wished it, it'll stop. But after a few minutes it never did. He tried pushing it away but it kept coming back. I swear if you don't stop right now. Izumi threatened.
Unfortunately the damn annoyance continued, slowly but surely. Izumi had woken up to something nudging him. When he opened his eyes he noticed two things: 1. He was lying on his back, and 2. Kaoru was humping him.
The boy had his left arm thrown other the raven haired's chest with his left leg between his. Kaoru's head was on Izumi's outstretched arm. His body was nearly on top of his. Kaoru was humping Izumi slowly and lightly; every once in a while he would thrust into the raven haired's hips. Still even if it wasn't much, Izumi wasn't about to let it go.
He sighed in annoyance as Kaoru moved his hips again and muttered something lowly.
"Kaoru." he called out through gritting teeth.
Yet the boy didn't wake up. Another thrust and Izumi snapped. He abruptly sat up, forcing the boy to detach from him.
"Kaoru!" he growled out loudly.
The sudden movement and yell woke up the auburn haired with a start. "Wha-what's wrong?" Kaoru asked in a groggy voice.
"I can't sleep with you humping me like a damn dog!" Izumi growled, glaring at the half-asleep boy.
I humped him? He was confused and glanced down at his lap, just noticing the half erection in his boxers. "Oh. Sorry." Kaoru yawned and scratched the back of his head.
"Sorry!? Is that all you can say!?" Izumi screamed in exasperation. The auburn haired cringed at the loud voice, his ears were quite sensitive with sleep. "Stop screaming; you're too loud." The raven haired glared at him. "Well I wouldn't be screaming if I didn't have to wake up with you probing your damn dick on my leg!"
Kaoru sighed, annoyed with him. "Jesus, I said sorry already. What else do you want me to say?" Izumi growled, "Don't do it again." The auburn haired rolled his eyes, "I was sleeping; I can't control my actions." Izumi began scowling but didn't say anything. He's such a drama queen.
He heard Kaoru sigh and flop back down in the bed. "Are you done? I want to go back to sleep. And if I hump you again, deal with it; don't you dare wake me up." Izumi turned towards him and continued glaring. "You are not going to hump me again. Do you hear me?"
The boy raised an eyebrow at him and turned to the side, facing away from him. "Kaoru are you listening? Don't hump me again." Izumi said firmly. The auburn haired ignored him, and that irritated him. "Kaoru!" he yelled and grabbed the boy's shoulders, turning him to his back.
Kaoru tried to turn back but Izumi put his hands on each side of his head and hovered over him. His knees were on each side of the Kaoru's hips. Well isn't this an inappropriate position? Kaoru thought sarcastically.
"Don't ignore me!" Izumi scolded.
"Alright. What do you want?" he asked plainly. "I want you to stop humping me in your sleep." the raven haired said normally, for once. "In my sleep?" Kaoru almost smirked but held it in. Izumi tilted his head faintly, "Yes."
Oh God this was perfect! "Alright sure. I can do that." he answered slyly. "Good."
Izumi was about to get off the auburn haired when hands grabbing his hips stopped him. He furrowed his eyebrows at this, feeling confused. But before he could say anything Kaoru did something unexpected.
In one bold move he brought down Izumi's hips as his went as high as they could go between the knees straddling him. Their crotches touched lightly.
He smirked at the raven haired's confused, most likely blushing, face. With the lack of light it was hard to tell. Kaoru did it again, harder this time.
"S-s-stop it!" Izumi stuttered out trying to get up. He moved his knees and immediately regretted it. The auburn haired used this opportunity to bring up his legs and wrap them around Izumi's hips. Successfully trapping him. Damn it! He cursed.
He chuckled a bit, loving how easy this was. "W-what are you d-doing!?" Izumi shrieked. He continued smirking and said, "What? You told me to not hump you in my sleep. So I'll do it while I'm awake." Thrusting up to prove his point. The raven haired gave him a shocked look, "That's not what I- Shit!"
Izumi wasn't able to finish his sentence. He was beginning to feel the effects of the movement on his crotch. This is not what I meant! He thought but wasn't able to voice these words. Instead he started to pant lightly along with Kaoru's own breathing. Damn him!
The auburn haired no longer had a smirk; instead he flushed and panted. His heart beat began rising as his arousal grew. Still he continued moving his hips. He already proved his point, but it felt too good to stop.
The raven haired just groaned and closed his eyes, gritting his teeth together. Kaoru moaned and rolled his arousal against Izumi's slowly growing one. "Ah! Screw it!" the raven haired growled.
He couldn't take it anymore. He needed something more! Izumi put this forehead to Kaoru's shoulder, hiding his face from view. He didn't want the auburn haired to see him like this.
Just as the boy under him thrusted Izumi brought down his hips to cause a stronger friction. This was humiliating but he couldn't stop himself from doing it too. Kaoru moaned loudly when he did that, turning him on more.
The room's temperature climbed up as both males filled it with their heavy breathing. What started out as a playful tease turned into an intimate foreplay. They moaned, groaned, gasped, and groped as they thrusted their crotches together. Izumi had his head buried in Kaoru's neck. The latter arched up and tighten his legs around the raven haired's hips, trying to add more friction.
"Izumi." he heard Kaoru whimper in his ear.
His heart skipped a beat and he moaned back as a response. But then something happened. He wasn't sure what triggered it. Either from calling his name or the activity, he wasn't sure.
"IZUMI!"
A face he hoped he wouldn't see this weekend appeared in his mind. He wanted this little vacation in Osaka to be free of that man. He had succeeded all day and was disappointed that he had to appear on his mind now of all times.
What triggered it wasn't from Kaoru calling him; what he remembered was his dad screaming angrily at him. It was what they were doing that caused it. And not just that; being with someone, having a partner, liking them.
This is why Izumi tried so hard to control himself around Kaoru. He didn't want to end up hurt again. He didn't want to feel the pain of losing someone he loved again. Just like what happened with Luke.
Damn it! Why can't I just enjoy this!? He cursed and picked himself up, knowing he had to stop what they were doing.
"Wait Kaoru stop! Let me go!" He grabbed the boy's legs that were around him and forced him to let go.
Kaoru gave him a confused look and sat up as Izumi backed away. Why did he stop? He was fine a few seconds ago. The raven haired looked frustrated and troubled as he ran his fingers through his hair. "Um, I'm sorry. I just can't right now." Izumi sighed out.
He seemed a bit embarrassed about it. But Kaoru didn't question it. They weren't even supposed to go that far in the first place. He was disappointed they stopped but that 'right now' Izumi said let Kaoru hope this wouldn't be the first time. Either way his arousal already withered away.
"It's fine. I understand." Kaoru replied with a smile. Izumi gave him a thankful look for not questioning it. He wasn't ready to tell anyone anything yet. "We should go to sleep anyways. But first," Kaoru crawled over to Izumi. He was confused and tilted his head out of habit.
Kaoru grabbed his face and leaned in, kissing him. It was a simple short kiss that only lasted a few seconds. The auburn haired backed away and grinned, "I want a goodnight kiss." Izumi couldn't help but give a genuine smile back.
Both boys lay down on the bed, ready to go to sleep. They were closer this time but they still didn't touch, their hands just barely brushed each other. "Goodnight Izumi." the youngest of the two said softly. "Goodnight Kaoru." And they both fell to sleep; entering a peaceful slumber that would last all night.
The morning sunlight beamed through the window and illuminated the hotel room. A bang followed by a string of curses filled it; waking the sleeping boy on the bed. Amber eyes peeked a look and immediately shut again from the bright light.
After a few seconds of squinting the auburn haired was able to glance around the plain ceiling above him. The boy sat up slowly while rubbing away the sleep from his eyes. His eyes glanced to the side, taking note he was alone on the bed.
There was another bang and a, "Ow! Hot hot hot!" that reached the ears of the boy. His amber eyes tore away from the bed to the half-opened door of the bathroom. A yellow light shined through it.
The boy smiled a bit and ruffled his hair; stretching his limbs afterwards. His whole body felt relaxed, having slept well for the first time in a while.
The auburn haired slowly crawled out of bed and made his way to the bathroom. Peeking in he noticed the raven haired struggling with something. It seemed like he just showered based on his wet hair and different boxers.
"What are you doing?" The sudden voice startled him into jumping slightly and dropping the bottle in his hand. The bottle was heavy and it landed on his foot.
"Ow! Shit!"
Izumi tried to soothe his poor injured foot but unfortunately, with the floor still damp with the shower he had just taken, he slipped. Two arms wrapped around his chest and steadied him, stopping the painful impact that was bound to happen to his ass.
"What, did I scare you or something?" the boy holding him chuckled out. Izumi scowled and pushed away from him.
He proceeded to picking up the bottle and continued with his task. "Don't bother me. I'm trying to do something." He glanced at the bottle and the band-aid that refused to do its job. Damn it, how does Ryuu do this!?
"Which is?" Kaoru urged behind him. Izumi sighed and turned around. "I'm trying to put this band-aid on here." he said as he gestured to the nearly healed up wound on his abdomen. "But it won't stick on!" he growled as he crumbled up the useless band-aid and threw it away.
The auburn haired raised an eyebrow, "Did you keep taking it off or it just didn't stick from the first try?" Izumi sighed, "It didn't work from the beginning."
Kaoru hummed as he thought about it. "Can I try?" he asked feeling a little curious about the wound more than anything. This is the first time seeing it without bandages or band-aids. "Go ahead." Izumi sighed and handed him a new band-aid.
"Sit on the counter." Kaoru told him. The raven haired tilted his head so he added, "Come on it'll be just like playing doctor." The boy rolled his eyes but otherwise sat on the counter.
Kaoru walked up and stood between Izumi's legs. He was about to take the paper behind the band-aid off to stick it over the wound but he noticed something. "Um Izumi?" he asked seeing the problem as to why the boy was unable to do it himself.
"Hm? What is it?" Kaoru looked up at him, Izumi was giving him his usual sideways glance.
"You kind of put too much ointment." He looked back at the wound, taking in the large area covered in the ointment. "Yup, you definitely put too much." he sighed out.
"Isn't that a good thing?" Izumi questioned, not understanding why that was a problem. The more the better right? Kaoru turned his gaze up again, "Are you stupid? If you cover yourself with this much ointment then the band-aid won't be able stick on."
Izumi made an 'oh' face as he finally understood the problem. Kaoru shook his head and turned back to the wound. He frowned and walked over to the mini closet by the counter. He grabbed a small white towel and walked to one of the sinks, Izumi was between both of them. He wet the corner of the towel and stood in front of the raven haired again.
"Does it still hurt?" He asked cautiously, hoping he wouldn't hurt Izumi as he rubbed the ointment away. Izumi shook his head, "Not really." Kaoru nodded and wiped the edges of the wound.
The wound was a stitched slash, It wasn't that long just two inches. It kind of looked like Izumi got stabbed which concerned him. "How did this happen?" he asked softly in curiosity.
"It, um, happened two weeks ago." he replied, telling Kaoru 'when' instead of 'how'. "I'm asking you, how Izumi?" He mentally cursed at that. He didn't want to tell anyone. The only ones that knew other than Ryuu and Liviya were the chairman and Tamaki. That's it, and Izumi refused to let anyone else know.
"It's fine if you don't want to tell me now. But," Kaoru started as he placed the band-aid over the wound, sticking for the first time. "I'd like it if you told me eventually." he finished as he stared at Izumi's scars.
He traced the scar that was longer than the rest of them. It was the one that started from the middle of his chest all the way down to his stomach, nearly reaching his naval. It was faint, as if it happened a long time ago. The area after his naval was scarless. He kept looking down and noticed the few scars on Izumi's thighs for the first time. They were short horizontal lines that went down to his inner thighs. His eyes narrowed and he looked up at the raven haired again. "Damn it, I want to know what happened."
Izumi's expression dropped and he pleaded, "Kaoru please." Please just stop! I don't want to go there! He didn't want to think about it, not right now.
Last night was too close, far too close. And now he was trying to make sure it wouldn't happen again. But damn it Kaoru please stop insisting!
"But what Izumi!? What happened to you to get this many scars!" Izumi turned away, looking troubled about something. "What!? Where you abused or-"
Kaoru stopped as Izumi looked at him with a face of horror. "You were?"
The raven haired began shaking his head frantically. "Kaoru please." he repeated in a shaky voice. But Kaoru ignored it. "Who was it?" he asked in a strong voice, wanting Izumi to tell him.
"Kaoru." the raven haired whimpered softly but he still chose to ignore it. "Izumi! Tell me who!"
The boy flinched at the loud voice but still refused to say a word about it. His heart began racing and he tried his best to control his breathing. It was too close. "Do I have to name people?" No please don't!
"Was it Ryuu?" No not him! "No? Alright Liviya?" Wrong! "Someone from school?" Wrong, he isn't that young! "From America?" Wrong again, he isn't American! "Still no? Jesus I don't know! Your father!" Bingo.
The last thing he said triggered something. Izumi abruptly pushed him away and got off the counter, running out of the bathroom.
"Izumi!?" he called out racing out as well. Izumi was trying to put on a shirt over his head fast as he grabbed his jeans. The raven haired had his back to him as he tried to change into clothes. He was trying to leave.
"Izumi what are you doing!?" Kaoru yelled out and grabbed the boy's arm, not understanding why he wanted to leave. Izumi froze and dropped the shirt and jeans on the floor. "Izumi?" he said in concern. The boy began shaking and trembling.
Kaoru pulled Izumi to turn a bit and his heart broke. Izumi had a flood of tears streaming down his face as he bit his lip to control the sobs. "So it was?" he asked quietly.
Izumi tried to wipe his eyes and nodded faintly. "Izumi I-" he stopped him and wrapped his arms around Kaoru's neck, hugging him. "Please don't." he choked out still trying to contain his sobs. "I don't want to."
Kaoru was confused, he didn't want to what? But hearing the shaky gasps of breath made him think twice about asking. "It's fine Izumi. You can cry." he assured the boy as he hugged him back. Izumi choked out a sob as he let it out. Kaoru rubbed his back in a soothing way.
He noticed how the raven haired started to leaned more on him so he walked them over to the bed and sat down. Izumi immediately detached his arms from his neck to around his waist; he buried his head in Kaoru's chest and sat down between his legs. Izumi continued to cry and sob while the auburn haired sighed and leaned back on the headboard.
"I'm sorry." Kaoru whispered softly knowing he pushed Izumi past his limits. The boy just whimpered and hugged him tighter.
His shirt was beginning to stick to his skin as Izumi's tears and hair wet it. But he didn't care. He kept holding onto the crying boy. He wanted to see him smile or scowl at him, but instead Izumi was crying his heart out. And it hurt Kaoru. A lot.
"The group that manages to find more hosts wins and gets to kiss the host of your choice!" The girls cheer in excitement. "Alright, does everyone understand the rules!?" Renge yells out towards the crowd of ladies. They all nod.
The cheering got louder by then. Izumi cringed at the noise; he had a major headache from all the crying earlier. He felt better but for some reason refused to separate from Kaoru's side. He felt insecure and scared whenever Kaoru was hauled away. Kaoru noticed this so he would end his conversation with whomever and quickly head back to Izumi.
It's a good thing we're paired up with our roommates. If Kaoru and Izumi were to separate, well, he didn't know what would happen. He saw how terrified Izumi got when he had to step away to talk with his brother and a couple of girls. He immediately told them he had to talk to Izumi about something important and went to the boy's side.
Kaoru talked with him and made sure he was okay. Izumi looked like he was about to break down again but he assured Kaoru he was fine.
The girl besides him sighed, "This isn't how you pay Hide and Seek." Renge had just announced the game to begin. The girls were to count to 100 while the hosts go and hide with their roommate.
"It's not that bad." the raven haired mumbled as they all separated in search for a hiding spot. Izumi was glad they got to hide with their roommate. Without that rule he probably would've bailed out with Kaoru.
They both walked to the furthest hallway, which was off limits, and entered a random room. The room looked like a ballroom and further in there were more rooms. They went inside one of them that happened to be empty. The room was a little spacious and had a small light bulb hanging from the ceiling.
Kaoru took in his surroundings and snickered. "This kind of reminds me of the first time we met." he muttered lowly but got serious afterwards. "Are you okay?" he asked the raven haired in front of him.
"I told you already. I'm fine." Izumi sighed irritated at him. The auburn haired frowned, not fully convinced. "Are you sure? Because I don't want you to push yourself too much Izumi." Kaoru told him in a sweet voice that annoyed him. "If you want we can just tell Kyouya you're feeling sick or-"
This feeling, he hated it. "Stop it! I said I was fine! And I am!.. I'm fine."
The last part came out softly, losing the harsh tone. "Izumi, you're not fine." Kaoru replied softly. He reached out and touched Izumi's arm. "You have to understand that-"
The raven haired suddenly jerked away from him and glared, "You're the one that has to understand! I don't want your fucking pity! So just stop already!" Kaoru was left stunned at the outburst. He didn't mean to give him pity.
Izumi noticed the stunned look on Kaoru and immediately regretted yelling at him. It wasn't his fault he was like this. "I'm- I'm sorry.. Shit, I didn't mean to yell like that." he apologized. The auburn haired frowned and shook his head, "No I'm sorry. I really shouldn't have pressured you."
Izumi nodded but didn't reply. He glanced around the room they were in. "So we're staying here until the game ends." Kaoru sighed out. "Seems like it." the raven haired replied.
"Hey I think it came from here." A high-pitched voice said. "Um, isn't this side off limits?" A timid voice replied. The males froze, hearing the girls from inside their little room. The raven haired turned and glared at the other. "Look at what you did! They found us!" he whispered loudly. Kaoru glared back.
"Excuse me!? You're the one that screamed first!"
"Well you made me angry!"
"How!? I was trying to make sure you were fine!"
"And I said I was!"
Izumi and Kaoru whispered back and forth loudly. The girls outside caught it and they walked up to the door. They shut up once they heard them approach the door. It opened and one of Izumi's regular guests, Yuka, stood there grinning wide. "I knew it would you guys!" she shouted excitedly. "What I tell you Mai!?" The shy girl besides her, another one of Izumi's regular guests, nodded as she smiled at the raven haired.
"Ha yeah you found us! Great job!" Izumi told them. They walked out the room and out the ballroom. Yuka turned back and said, "You guys were in an off-limit area, you know?" Izumi laughed sheepishly, "Really? We weren't aware?"
Idiot way to make things more obvious. "Oh but don't worry. We won't tell anyone~" The girl continued and winked at Izumi. The girl giggled and turned back around. They both thought about it for a while. "Um do you think..?" Kaoru whispered slowly. "Yeah.." Izumi whispered back. That girl definitely had idea on what was going on between them.
It turns out that Yuka and Mai had found Tamaki and Hikaru before them. In other words they won the game. Everyone else either didn't find any group or only found one. "Yuka, Mai you two won the commoner's game Hide and Seek! So who do you two want to kiss?" Renge asked them.
"Izumi!" Yuka yelled out without hesitation. "Figures." Izumi sighed out. "Oh nice choice! What about you Mai?" the otaku asked the timid girl.
Mai started fidgeting under the pressure. "Um, I would like Izumi too." she answered in a soft voice. Renge grinned in relief, she didn't want them to pick Kyouya. "Izumi it is! You're quite popular Izumi!"
The raven haired sighed again and walked up to the two girls. For some reason the scared feeling of being away from Kaoru went away after their talk in their hiding place.
"Nooo! Izumi you can't kiss them!" Tamaki shouted childishly. "Tamaki you agreed to the rules, you can't break them now." Kyouya reasoned. "I agreed as long as Izumi and Haruhi don't kiss anyone!" The raven haired turned around, "Since when do you decide who I can't kiss?" The blonde pouted at him and declared, "Since you became my love affair!"
Izumi rolled his eyes and turned back around. He walked up to the jumping red head and leaned in close to go kiss her. "Noooo Izumiiiii!" The blonde whined and ran over to the couple, wanting to stop them before they kissed.
Izumi narrowed his eyes at the blonde's childish voice. "Izumiiii~" Tamaki continued.
The raven haired turned around in frustration just as Tamaki went to grab him from the girl. "Would you just shu- Mfgh!?" Izumi's words were halted by the impact Tamaki caused. And worst part yet, because Izumi turned around so suddenly, they ended up kissing.
Izumi widened his blue eyes in shock and stared at Tamaki's equally shocked violet one's. But that wasn't it. The impact of the blonde's body caused Izumi to lose his balance; they both fell with their lips locked. The fall caused Izumi to close his eyes and open his mouth wider as he gasped. Tamaki, being on top of Izumi, stopped kissing him with his face beet face. The raven haired also had an equally dark red face. But Tamaki noticed something: the girls.
They were squealing and screaming, some even fainted, including Yuka and Mai. They love it! They enjoyed seeing Izumi and Tamaki kiss. The blonde glanced down at the raven haired beneath him and got an idea. So he did something incredibly stupid that didn't guarantee the safety of his balls. He kissed Izumi again.
"Mmhh!" Izumi's startled words weren't able to make it out. Tamaki gave him a simple kiss, but when the girls pleaded for more he forced Izumi's mouth open and tongue kissed him. But Izumi was too lost in shock to do anything and let the blonde have his way. It was only when the blonde beamed enough that Izumi immediately kneed him and cursed him out.
"Aww Izumi are you a tsundere uke?" the girls cooed at him. "What!? No!" Izumi replied with a blush. And now Izumi was seen as a tsundere uke. Which made Kaoru laugh; which in turn made Izumi fluster.
I'm sooo happy it's finally Summer Break! I hate school!
Oh well I'm half done with it anyways. But summer is here meaning I get more time to work on my story! Yay!(it's not like school interfered with writing. I was always on my phone working on it the whole time while class was going on)
..anyways..
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