The following day I stayed home since Carlisle told my father I couldn't go to school. I was alright with not going, I wasn't up for it anyways. People would just stare at my neck and whisper some horrible things about my father being abusive or say it's Jasper. Jasper wasn't here in the morning which I expected. Since i knew what was going to happen I spent my morning waiting for the inevitable to happen. I waited for him to come to tell me lies so he can break my heart.
It was around afternoon when Jasper finally came. I turn to stare at him however, he wasn't looking at me. He kept on staring at the wall. Minutes passed by and when he finally turns to me he has this blank face. Showing no emotions whatsoever, it's blank and that's when I knew this was it. That's when I knew it was all over. He's going to leave me here and frankly, I don't know if I could forgive.
"We're leaving Forks," Jasper said in a nonchalant voice. I stared at him and nod. I mean what could I say? Stay? I know he wouldn't. Jasper said at the handprint on my neck and quickly looked away. I saw his fist tighten a little before he looks at me with the same blank face. He stares at me for a few seconds before turning away, but before he could leave I called out to him.
"Jasper" my voice cracked at the end. Jasper stopped but didn't turn around. He stayed like that so I continue.
"You leave now, everything we been through will go to trash. And when you come-" I stopped when Jasper laughed. I stared at him shocked that he would laugh. He turns around and laughs in my face.
"You think I care if you forgive me or not? Annie, everything we went through meant nothing to me. You're just another human" he said. I was hurt, beyond hurt I was disappointed. I understand that he'll have to say some mean words to let me go but this was too much.
"You mean nothing to me. Alice is the love of my life. This is what we do, we like playing with-"
"Don't you dare bring her in this. This is about me and you. Don't you bad talk about Alice. Just because your a coward doesn't-" I stopped when he growled at me and for a split second, I became afraid of him. I back away from him and he saw that.
"You're scared," he said And for a split second, he let me see how he truly felt. His eyes showed hurt but he looked away and turn to me with a smirk.
"Pathetic, you humans are weak. Well, it was nice having fun with you, " he said.
"Jasper don't you do this. Don't stand there and lie to me. Don't dare lie-"
"Who said I was lying? I'm not. Why would I lie to you?" he asked tilting his head sideways.
"Jasper don't you lie to me. I know you, so please don't lie. Please, I beg of you. If you want to leave then leave. Don't stand there and tell me lies. Don't you stand there and lie to my face because lying makes it worst. If you wanted to leave without hurting me you could have left without saying anything. I rather have you leave without saying anything instead of you hurting me, lying to my face. I don't want to hear those damn lies. Wanna choose the easy way out, fine. But don't forget this. If you leave I can't promise you'll see me again. I won't wait, I won't stay with you. You leave out this door and that's it," I said as tears fell. Jasper laughed once again.
"Oh honey you don't know me at all," he said smirking.
"I don't love you. I don't need you and I don't want you. How could I when I have someone like Alice? When I leave here I won't even remember you. I won't even recall your name or how you look like. You're just another human who will die soon. You mean nothing to me, Annie. You never had and never will. To be honest, I only wanted you for the sex and it wasn't so hard to get." he said. And that's when I lost it. I grabbed the lamp that was next to me and threw it at him. Obviously, Jasper would dodge it without a problem. He looks at me with a smirk and I glared at him. I screamed at him not even caring if I hurt my throat even more.
"YOU FUCKEN BASTARD! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!" I threw him a book and he dodges it.
"GET OUT! I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN! I FUCKEN HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!" I screamed and threw him my pillow. Jasper was standing there with a smirk on his face.
"GET OUT! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU SO MUCH, JASPER! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE. GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE! GET OUT!" I screamed at him while I continue to throw him things.
While I was screaming, throwing things, and crying I didn't notice Jasper tormented expression. I didn't notice when he left nor when I notice that I destroyed my room. I didn't care, I didn't care about anything or anyone. Jasper hurt me, I expected him but not this way. I didn't expect him to murder me. I didn't expect it to end this way. I don't think I could forgive him. He's a jerk and he broke my heart, how could he? I chose him, I stayed here for him and he leaves. He leaves me here and he told me lies to make it easier for him. I chose him and he chooses to leave. He chooses to lie to me when I begged him not too. He chose to walk away. He chose to hurt me. He chooses to make me hate him. He chose this and this is all his fault. I was going to forgive him when he came back. I was going to forgive him and love him again but now, I don't think I could.
After a few hours, I decided I wouldn't cry for him. I will not cry for Jasper. He doesn't deserve my tears and he won't get them. Anything that has to do with him I'll ignore. He wanted to leave so I'll forget about him. He hurt me and that's unforgivable. Bella hasn't shown up, so dad and Billy got some people together to search for her. She was somewhere in the woods alone and it was already getting dark.
"I'll try to Cullens place again," dad said getting worried.
"For the hundredth time, they left town, dad," I bitterly said.
"Good riddance," Billy said making me roll my eyes.
"Where did they go?" Jake asked turning to me.
"I don't know. Canada?" I rudely said.
"You should know, your Jasper's girlfir-"
"Ex," I said making dad turn to me.
"He broke up with you? When did this happen?" he asked surprised.
"This afternoon. Dumped me and abandoned me. What a great guy" I sarcastically said.
"That's not right. He just asked to mar-"
"Dad he broke up with me, just leave it alone," I said getting angry.
"Charlie, we'll find Bella. Don't worry" Harry Clearwater reassures my father.
"Thanks, Harry" Harry then turns to me and holds my hand.
"You'll be alright, honey. There are a lot more guys out there" he said with a kind smile. But I didn't want anyone else I wanted him, I wanted Jasper but he didn't want me. I didn't want to be rude so I nod in response. Suddenly someone called my father outside and we all went to see what it was about. Sam walks out of the woods, holding Bella and dd rushed over to them.
"She's alright," Sam says. Dad takes Bella away from him. Bella opens her eyes and stares at dad before she starts to cry again. Dad takes her inside without a word. Sam comes next to me and sadly smiles.
"Thanks for bringing her, Alpha,"I told Sam and he nods. Sam, Billy, Jake, Harry and I were standing here in a circle when a native middle age man comes towards us. He nods at Billy and Sam.
"They're gone," he tells them. Billy and Sam nod before the man left. Jake turns to me with a frown.
"So they're really gone?" he asked. I turn to Jake and rolled my eyes before heading to my house. I left the boys out there and I felt their eyes on me. I didn't want them to see me cry, it'll give them another reason to dislike the Cullens. I shouldn't care anymore but it hurts. it hurts knowing that the one person I trusted hurt me the most. Funny how the world works.
I went upstairs and saw dad hugging Bella while she cries. I walked into the room dad and Bella turn to me.
"H-he l-left, A-Annie" Bell sobbed. I went over and hugged her. She hugged me tight and cried. I let her cry as I tried to calm her down. I whisper sweet nothings in her ears hoping she'll get over this but I knew better. Bella wouldn't get over it anytime soon. And it's alright, I'll be there to help her and dad. I won't let this break up ruin me, I won't let him win.
