DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own Ouran High School Host Club
Warnings: The usual
Enjoy chapter twenty-five!
Chapter 25
Fingers gently caressed his face making him sigh completely in serenity. He could hear the thumping of Kaoru's pulse in his ear. He felt safer and at ease listening to it. It assuaged his nightmare, making it just a blurry memory.
Izumi nuzzled his head against Kaoru's neck more, shifting his body comfortably on top of the other. He felt the arm around his waist slightly tighten. A second later, Kaoru spoke up.
"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked in a quiet, soft voice.
Izumi stayed silent, debating with himself on how to answer. Should I tell him everything? Or should I just tell him parts of it? Maybe I shouldn't even tell him. But then, I would feel bad. But… I… I can't tell him either… it's too…too—
"Izumi?"
Izumi sighed, raised himself off of Kaoru, sat down on the bed, and faced away from him.
Kaoru frowned and sat up as well, staring at the back of Izumi's head. What's wrong with him? He usually just tells me straight up he doesn't want to talk about it. He's never been this hesitate before.
"Izumi." Kaoru called out again, this time sounding more irritated. Yet, Izumi just ruffled his hair and kept his back to him. He was getting frustrated with himself.
Kaoru glared when the raven haired ignored him again and crawled over to him. He really hated it when someone ignored him, and he wasn't about to just wait around and let Izumi do it. Nightmare or not. He wouldn't let him.
Kaoru roughly grabbed Izumi's shoulder and turned him a bit, grabbing his face with the other hand. He glared at Izumi's surprised expression and squeezed his cheeks, making the boy's lips pucker out.
Izumi uttered some complaining whine and tried to pull his head away.
"St-st—ugh Kuruh!" Izumi said, his words coming out muffled.
Kaoru just smirked, his hand holding on firmly.
"What, now you want to talk?" Kaoru mocked, his other hand holding the back of Izumi's head, preventing him from moving back.
"Ugh Kuruh!" Izumi complained, his hands trying to take the ones off his face.
Although, Kaoru saw this and just shoved the raven haired down on the bed, making him lay down.
Izumi grunted and tried to sit up again, but Kaoru straddled him, making him unable to move.
"Kuruh geh uff!"
Izumi wriggled and squirmed around, trying to get the auburn haired to let him go. But the boy held his grip on his face and smirked down on him, finding it all amusing.
"Sorry, I don't understand you." Kaoru teased, squeezing Izumi's cheeks a little more.
"De leh go!" Izumi shouted. If he can't understand then he should just let go! Damn it!
Kaoru snickered at the annoyed look on the raven haired's face. Then he observed the situation they were in.
Izumi's cheeks were squeezed together, making him pucker his lips. He was glaring at Kaoru, and his whole face was beamed red. He looks so adorable like this.
Kaoru leaned down, close to Izumi's ear, and whispered, "I like this."
Those three simple words made Izumi's blood run cold. He heard that before. In his dream—well, nightmare. It made him feel terrified, thinking the nightmare will repeat itself.
But then Kaoru just pulled back a little and kissed Izumi's puckered out lips. Izumi moaned in surprise, but it calmed him down. It reminded him that he wasn't in the nightmare anymore. He was awake. He was with Kaoru.
Kaoru let go of Izumi's cheeks and his hands gripped the back of the boy's head instead, wanting him to be closer. They had been intimate earlier but Kaoru just couldn't get enough of Izumi. And the raven haired seemed to have felt the same. He gripped Kaoru's hips and slowly rocked their clothed crotches together.
The auburn haired moaned and pulled back suddenly. "Wait," he started.
"You still didn't answer me." he pouted.
Izumi furrowed his brows and tilted his head in confusion. What did I not answer to? Did Kaoru ask me something? He couldn't even remember anymore.
Kaoru sighed and shook his head. "Do you want to talk about what happened?" he repeated.
Izumi was silent for a few seconds, trying to process the words correctly. What was his answer? He was still at lost on what to do.
"I… don't want to. Sorry." Izumi finally said, looked over to the side, away from Kaoru's face.
Kaoru frowned in disappointment. He knew Izumi was going to say that, but still...
"You always say the same thing." Kaoru complained, pouting slightly in irritation. He was just about fed up with Izumi being all secretive. He was his boyfriend, so of course he'd want to know what was wrong with him. He wanted to be able to comfort Izumi whenever he had a nightmare.
But it was a little impossible with the raven haired keeping to himself all the time. Kaoru wanted him to open up to him more. He wanted Izumi to tell him his problems. I mean, we're dating. He should tell me when something is wrong. He should trust me.
Izumi turned his head back to Kaoru and frowned. He didn't answer though. He didn't want to risk saying the wrong thing.
"Do you not trust me?" Kaoru asked, his voice soft.
"That's not it." Izumi sighed out.
"Then why don't you tell me anything?"
"I... I can't." Izumi said, trying to make Kaoru understand. "I can't tell you."
"Why not?"
"I just can't!"
"But we're dating!"
"That doesn't mean anythi—"
Izumi cut off and his eyes widened at what he just blurted out. Kaoru wasn't going to let this one go.
"You..." Kaoru eyes narrowed in anger, "You asshole!"
The auburn haired got up in a fury and off the bed.
"Wait Kaoru! That's not what I meant!" Izumi shouted, getting up as well.
Kaoru ignored him and just stomped over to his clothes, snatching them from the floor.
"Kaoru, please wait!"
Izumi grabbed the boy's arm and pulled him back. Kaoru turned and glared at him.
"Let go!" he shouted.
Izumi pulled him harder, but as soon as he got close Kaoru elbowed him in the ribs.
"Uff!" In an instant Izumi let Kaoru go to protect his ribs.
"You little... fucker." he moaned out.
Kaoru smirked, feeling a little bit of pride. He went over to the hunched over Izumi and grabbed his face, tilting it upwards, and stared straight into those sapphire blue eyes.
"You deserved that." Kaoru stated. Izumi scowled at first, but then he sighed and nodded.
"Sorry." he apologized.
Izumi looked at him expectantly, hoping that Kaoru would forgive him. He hates how he always blurts things out when he's stressed about something. He never really thinks about what he's going to say. And when he notices, it's already too late. So he can only hope that Kaoru would forgive him.
Kaoru smiled and laughed at the raven haired. He couldn't stay mad at Izumi. He was far too adorable to do that.
Kaoru, with his hand still on Izumi's chin, pulled him closer and pressed their lips together. Izumi made an assented noise and attempted to bring Kaoru even closer.
But the auburn haired ceased his wrists and walked forward, then pressed Izumi to a wall. Leaving him trapped there.
Kaoru kissed him aggressively while pinning his wrists to the wall. Izumi growled and bit Kaoru's lip. The auburn haired whined and pulled back.
Izumi growled again and leaned forward, capturing his lips again. Kaoru moaned in protest since his lip stung, and tighten his hands around Izumi's wrists.
The raven haired whimpered slightly when he did. Kaoru immediately let them go, remembering he had tied Izumi up last night. Just earlier he had also forgotten about them.
"Hurts. Don't grab me there." Izumi mumbled.
"Sor... Ugh!" Kaoru was surprised when Izumi turned them around and slammed him to the wall.
Kaoru was given a breathtakingly, ferocious kiss. Then Izumi shoved his knee up Kaoru's groin, making him whine out in pleasure.
He moaned and yanked Izumi in closely by his long raven hair, the knee shifted and slowly rubbed against his clothed member. Izumi then growled and nipped Kaoru's lip again, making his whimper.
Izumi tilted the auburn haired's head to the side, whose breath hitched in anticipation. But Izumi noticed two dark red spots on his neck, reminding him that he had bitten Kaoru yesterday and earlier today.
He didn't want to hurt Kaoru anymore, so instead he lightly kissed the area.
Kaoru gasped when the raven haired's lips pressed against the two bite marks. It stung, especially the recent one. It sent a tingle of pain through his whole body.
Izumi pulled back, pecked the boy's lips again, and hugged him. He buried his face on Kaoru's neck and wrapped his arms around the boy's waist.
"Izumi," Kaoru whined, moving his hips against the knee, which made it move away from his groin. "Please." Kaoru whimpered.
Izumi hummed and held him tightly, ignoring the auburn haired's pleas. He just wanted to hold him for now.
Kaoru sighed in frustration and moved his hips, just barely managing to touch Izumi's. "Izumi!" he protested.
Izumi growled and pulled away from the auburn haired, making him whine.
"We should go get ready." Izumi said, walking over to his bed and sitting down.
"Yet you sit down." Kaoru muttered with a frown clear on his face.
Izumi sighed and leaned back with his hands supporting him from behind. He gave Kaoru a knowing smirk.
Kaoru's face flushed deeply as he bashfully walked over to the other. This is what he wanted but when Izumi looked at him like that, he became all shy.
He grabbed Izumi's face and hesitantly went to kiss him, which Izumi found unacceptable and grabbed Kaoru's arm, yanking the boy on top of him, their lips smashing together.
Kaoru moaned in surprise and adjusted himself to straddle the raven haired comfortably. The heat in his body heated up immensely as he felt the warmth of Izumi. He tangled his fingers through Izumi's hair and yanked on it hard, causing the boy to growl and nip his lip again.
Izumi grabbed the auburn haired's hips and pulled him closer, their torsos pressed against each other. Kaoru moaned and thrust his hips, savoring the pleasurable moment.
The movement caused Kaoru to whine, feeling an intense pressure under his naval. He stopped moving his hips and cupped himself in pain.
"What's wrong?" Izumi asked while tilting his head, noticing the scrunched up face of the auburn haired.
"I need to pee." Kaoru softly whimpered.
"Then... go pee?" Izumi answered, raising an eyebrow.
"I can't!"
Izumi, who still had his head tilted, frowned in confusion. Kaoru looked up at him and pouted. "I'm haaarrrd." he whined.
"Oh?" Izumi inwardly smirked and guided Kaoru's hands away from his crotch. Kaoru furrowed his brows when he did. Izumi just swiftly ran his hand down the boy's clothed shaft, fast and hard.
Kaoru whined out loudly and took Izumi's hand off of him. "I'm serious I need to pee!"
Izumi smirked for real now and turned them around, immediately kissing Kaoru as he hovered over him. Kaoru moaned in content, despite knowing the other's intentions.
"You can't pee if you're hard." Izumi whispered in a husky voice.
Kaoru moaned out, his hips bucking, which Izumi grabbed onto to cause a stronger friction.
Izumi gazed down at Kaoru's flushed face, quivering lips, and glistening amber eyes that were staring back at him lustfully.
"Oh god." Izumi groaned, feeling his erection pulse painfully.
"Haruhi~ I want to sit next to you~" Tamaki exclaimed, arms full of snacks as he made his way over to where the girl was sitting.
Haruhi nodded nonchalantly as she stared up at the big screen in the front, which was playing commercials. She was planted in the middle of the row, so Hikaru went over to her other side and sat down quickly before anyone else could. Tamaki noticed and frowned as he sat down too.
Hikaru grabbed his bag of popcorn and held it out to Haruhi. "Here have some." he said with a smile.
Haruhi thanked him and was about to reach inside, when another popcorn bag got in the way.
"No have mine!" Tamaki exclaimed, using his bag to push away Hikaru's. The elder twin glared and shoved it back.
"I offered first!" Hikaru shouted.
"Haruhi wants mine!" Tamaki declared, pushing the bag back.
"No she wants mine!"
"No mine!"
"Mine!"
"Mine!"
Haruhi sighed in annoyance as the boys kept shoving each other's bags in front of her. These two were so childish and stupid.
"Stop it both of you," she ordered. "I don't want anything."
The two got quiet but still glared at each other. Then they slowly took their bags away and eat in silence. Haruhi sighed in relief and her eyes landed on the screen once again.
Kyouya sat down next to Tamaki, Honey and Mori sat down next to Hikaru. Izumi saw how there was no more space after Mori so he began to walk over to Kyouya, but a hand held him back. Izumi turned around and tilted his head when Kaoru shook his head at him. The auburn haired nodded towards the back and pulled him towards it. Izumi frowned but followed either way.
Kaoru walked them all the way to the back, away from the group who sat in the middle row of the movie theaters. Kaoru smiled when he saw how no one was sitting in the back, in fact there were barely any people here. This place was kind of expensive after all. But at least this one doesn't have seating arrangements like the rest. It was picked especially for Izumi so that it felt more like the movie theaters in America.
The two boys sat in the last two seats in the back, the raven haired was the one at the end. Izumi sighed as Kaoru insisted on the arrangement. He didn't feel like arguing though, so he just listened. Honestly, why the hell is he being so picky? Izumi wondered to himself as he went to drink his slurpee.
Kaoru saw and quickly yanked the cup from Izumi's hands, putting it the cup holder away from him. Izumi froze for a bit, as if trying to understand what happened. Then he turned towards the auburn haired and scowled at him.
"Kaoru." he growled, his voice fading a little with the sound of the commercials playing in the background.
Kaoru blankly stared at him for a second, before picking up the slurpee and drinking it himself, ignoring the glare directed at him.
Izumi growled and reached for his slurpee, though he did not expect Kaoru to jab him in the ribs with the hand not holding the cup. Kaoru smirked as he saw the boy grit his teeth as he rubbed his side. He loved messing with him.
Kaoru placed the slurpee in the cup holder away from Izumi. Then he pulled up the one between them and grabbed Izumi's face, tilting it towards him and pressing their lips together. Izumi didn't protest and just let him do it. So Kaoru slyly palmed Izumi through his jeans, causing him to let out a startled gasp. Kaoru took this opportunity to slip his tongue inside the boy's mouth and open his own.
Izumi would've moaned at Kaoru's actions but instead of the usual make out sessions they have, a cold, fruity liquid flowed into his mouth. Izumi swallowed it—unable to do anything else—and jerked away from the auburn haired.
"Kaoru!" he whispered out angrily, glaring at the amused face of his boyfriend.
"Didn't you want some?" Kaoru whispered back with the sly smile still on his face.
Izumi scowled and glanced around, making sure no one was looking their way. But everyone seemed to be intrigued with the commercials and trailers of other movies. He turned back to the auburn haired. "That's not what I meant." he growled lowly, reaching across the boy and taking his slurpee back.
Kaoru pressed his lips together in a thin line as he watched Izumi open his mouth and take in the blue straw. How badly he wanted to drink from that mouth like he made Izumi do. It seemed so erotic and sensual, sharing from each other's mouths.
Izumi rolled his eyes as he saw the longing look displayed on Kaoru's face. Izumi tried to ignore him and just enjoy the tropical flavor of the slurpee. He sipped it and savored the sweetness of the icy drink. Still, from the corner of his eye Izumi could see that Kaoru was staring at him in the same way. The boy's amber eyes fixed intently on him as he drank the slurpee. It was kind of unsettling.
"Stop staring at me like that!" he complained in a whisper, trying to not cause attention to himself.
The auburn haired pouted and childishly said, "Do it to me too."
Izumi blinked at that and stared at those amber eyes staring back pleadingly.
"What?" he asked, not understanding what Kaoru was telling him.
"Hold it in your mouth and give it to me. Like I did with you just now." Kaoru elaborated.
"Wha—Why!?" Izumi shouted, a little too loud. He glanced around nervously, but no one seemed to have listened or even cared. He sighed in relief and glared at the auburn haired, who had a blank face.
"Because... it's romantic." Kaoru answered, unsure of what to even say. He just wanted to see how it felt like. He was curious and wanted to try new things with Izumi. Plus it seemed cute when he did it to him. "Please, I want to try it." Kaoru pleaded.
The boy stared at Izumi with big amber eyes, giving him a puppy look. Izumi felt his face burn up and scowled. He hated it when Kaoru looked at him like that. He's doing it on purpose. "You little fucker." he cursed under his breath.
Kaoru's eyes lit up as the raven haired looked around to make sure no one was looking. He was eager to do it.
Izumi saw no one looking again. So he gave Kaoru one last glaring look before sipping some of the slurpee and holding it in his mouth. He put the drink in the cup holder not pulled up and turned back to Kaoru, who was already scooting his ass closer.
As soon as Izumi grabbed hold of Kaoru's jaw, the boy opened his mouth slightly, looking at him with excited eyes and a faint blush. Izumi rolled his eyes and leaned down, his own mouth opening once their lips touched, allowing the liquid to pass through.
Kaoru blushed immensely as he tasted the liquid going into his mouth. The feeling was strange, but somewhat erotic. He swallowed the bit Izumi gave him and pulled back.
Izumi turned back to the slurpee and just drank it in silence. Kaoru was left breathless, still processing the moment. It felt strange drinking something that came from Izumi's mouth, but he liked it. He wanted more.
Izumi ignored Kaoru and just concentrated on the movie that had finally started. It was some type of romantic comedy, Tamaki's pick. He was getting into the movie when Kaoru's hands grabbed his face and forced him to turn to the side, giving him a small peck on the lips. After that followed another peck, then another. Soon they forgot about the movie and engaged in a heated kiss. And it wasn't until Kaoru tried to get on his lap that Izumi pulled away.
The auburn haired almost whined when that happened and gave Izumi a pleading look, which just caused him to scowl. "That's enough." Izumi whispered, pushing the boy back on his seat.
Kaoru pouted but listened either way, turning his attention to the screen. Izumi sighed and turned towards the movie as well, grateful that Kaoru didn't protest this time.
The movie was pretty good but somewhat of a cliché, at least for Izumi it was. Kaoru was actually getting into the movie. He was at the edge of his seat when the conflict came by. Izumi smiled at him and focused back on the movie.
Halfway through the movie though, Kaoru turned towards the raven haired and grabbed his hand, their fingers laced together. Izumi's blue eyes tore off the screen and looked at their hands, then towards Kaoru's amber eyes. They gazed at each other for a while before Kaoru smiled at him sweetly, and leaned forward.
Izumi figured the auburn haired was going for a kiss, so he was shocked when the boy pecked his cheek instead. Actually, the action caused Izumi's face to burn up. Kaoru giggled and grinned when he saw Izumi blush in embarrassment. It was a victorious feeling for him.
"You're so cute Izumi." Kaoru cooed, cuddling up against the raven haired and turning his attention to the movie again.
Izumi scowled and turned back to the screen, all flustered now thanks to his devil of a boyfriend.
By the time the movie finished and everyone was leaving, Honey asked Izumi and Kaoru why they were seating way back. Kaoru didn't answer and just looked away, so Izumi just plainly told him they preferred to seat there. Honey, of course, was satisfied with that answer and let it go, climbing on Mori's back.
Tamaki and Kyouya didn't care or even wonder in the least. Hikaru knew the reason so he didn't think twice about it, so as not to be scarred for life any further. Haruhi was the only one who actually looked at them suspiciously.
She knew they had been getting closer lately, but was there really a reason to seat all the way in the back? And just because they preferred it up there? Couldn't they just have told the rest where they will be seating? Haruhi gave them a frown. She couldn't understand what was happening.
Izumi noticed the look Haruhi gave them and cursed. She was thinking way too hard about this than what was necessary.
The crew all walked out of the movie theaters and parted ways. Kaoru stayed with Izumi as usual.
"Haruhi's noticing." Izumi said as he drove towards his house.
Kaoru furrowed his brows at that, "She is?"
"Yeah."
Kaoru frowned and stared out the window. "So?" he asked, not really seeing why that was a problem.
Izumi stayed quiet and just stared at the road. But Kaoru could clearly see the frown on his face. So he added, "Shouldn't we tell them already?"
The car jerked forward as Izumi slammed his foot on the brakes.
Kaoru grabbed onto the side handle for dear life and glared at Izumi. "What the hell!?" he shrieked.
Izumi kept staring at the road they stopped in the middle of, not saying anything.
"Are you crazy? You're lucky this is a dead road. What if there were cars around?" Kaoru scolded, his heart racing from the incident.
"Sorry." Izumi mumbled, starting the car again.
Kaoru took a deep breath and slowly calmed down. Then he brought up the same conversation they were having before the near heart attack Izumi gave him. "As I was saying, shouldn't we already tell everyone about us?"
Izumi frowned again. They should tell them, but…
"Izumi?" Kaoru called out when the raven haired stayed quiet for a long time.
He didn't want to argue with Kaoru about something so simple, so he agreed despite his worries. "Yeah we should." he answered softly.
Kaoru grinned at that and leaned over, kissing Izumi on the cheek, giggling when he saw his boyfriend blush again. He's so cute when it comes to these things. Kaoru said in his mind. He just loved it how Izumi was wild when it came lewd things but bashful towards the innocent things. He was cruel enough to bite Kaoru sadistically, but blushes with just a peck on the cheek.
Kaoru smiled and held Izumi's hand, the one that was not holding onto the steering wheel. Izumi looked over with a scowl and turned back to the road again, forgetting temporarily about his worries.
*Movie theaters in Japan either have seating arrangements or you can pick it yourself while purchasing the ticket. You can't just sit somewhere that's not your seat. Which is why I made the one in the chapter that you pick wherever you want to sit.
*And what happened to my reviewers? I've been getting less lately. Is this story turning bad or something? If so, then tell me what's wrong with it. I need more feedback.
Okay so last time I forgot to mention that I was going to an art camp for the week. I'm in an art school, so yeah art camp. I got back on Friday and hadn't written anything for this chapter. Bleh. I'm not too happy with the outcome. Kind of a boring chapter.
But they literally killed me in art camp, I was so sore(still am) and my hands hurt like hell! My art is creative writing(duh) so I had to write A LOT! My poor hands D:
So I'm a little late, sorry(again)
By the way, have any of you played the BL game DRAMAtical Murder? Or watched the anime? I'm been sooo into that game lately! I love it! So much yaoi! Whoo! \(^o^)/ (Not the anime though, just in the game there's yaoi)
PLEASE REVIEW, FOLLOW, AND FAVORITE \(^.^)/
