By: Katthiea Uraboku is Boy x boy, if you don't like please don't read thank you
This war of mine
Chapter 5: Too Important
I was expecting it to be bad still, I'd seen the wound myself after all... but it looks somehow worse than before, the smell of blood was is all around the room and other non pleasant chemicals smells... just how bad is he hurt?
Yuki looked at Luka lying on his stomach, still unconscious, he had IV's and blood bags hanging near and Yuki looked over to the doctor worriedly "What can I do?"
The doctor was already standing on the side closest to Luka's wound and signalled Yuki should g on the other. "The thing is Luka is a General class Opasts Yuki, if it wasn't for his Zess mark he be the strongest off them all probably or near enough, who did it?" the doctor asked "Luze his twin brother" Yuki answered straight away. "A twin huh, that makes sense, it's good he didn't hit you, despite how your feeling Yuki, You'd have died straight away and where would that leave us or Luka for that matter?".
I know he's right... Luka wanted to protect me and did so... he can survive this wound, I wouldn't have but... Why does anyone have to get hurt? All of this and I didn't even get any answers I wanted! No... I did, get one... but it just confused me more...
"The thing is I need you help as God's light, you can heal his wound so that it stops bleeding I'll do the rest, alright? Moreover if get tired Yuki tell me... Luka wouldn't want you pushing yourself and I can keep him stable enough till your ready to heal him more alright?" the doctor was trying to get Yuki to agree to him being not reckless well Luka life hung on the line, Yuki simply nodded and started to heal Luka's wound, which told the doctor all he needed to know, Yuki wasn't going to rest one bit.
I'll make the pain go away Luka so just hold on...
Takashiro was pacing, a rare thing especially for him. Convinced by the Zweilts and Tachibana that Luka need to be treated first before anything else he had gone surprisingly quite making Ibuki worry. "Takashiro-sama would you like some tea?" she asked glancing around the room for support "Oh that sounds lovely, yes please Ibuki!" Toko and a few others of the zweilts got the hint and Takashiro finally sat down and nodded in response.
Sipping tea and nibbling biscuits in silence was awkward all on its own, Toko was fidgeting trying to think of a topic that hard. When Hotsuma finally had enough, "What's taking so damn long? Yuki's been in there ages" "Don't worry Hotsuma the doctor knows what he's doing and he'll keep a watchful eye on Yuki, knowing that Luka is the patient" Shusei said quickly to calm him down.
"I'm not worried!" Hotsuma said embarrassed "Sure you're not" Kuroto responded sarcastically, which made him even less calm. "Oh stop it you two, we are all worried its why were sitting here waiting to hear something but news flash, people don't get better without some time Hotsuma, even Duras" said Lia a little mad at their immaturity. "The wound was quite deep; do you think he is okay Lia?" Toko found Luka and Yuki in the garden where the portal had dropped them first, so she was shocked to see Luka so hurt as well.
"He'll be fine, that wouldn't stop Luka after all, and he has Yuki to look after" Shusei says in response "Well put Shusei, at least one of the males has some maturity around here" Lia says as she pours more tea in her cup. Takashiro was no longer listening to the bickering and was looking at his own cup of tea in his hands, he knew Yuki would have to stop healing Luka soon or he'd collapse, the question was would he be smart about it or reckless and keep healing him till he collapses.
"I can hear Yuki's thoughts, I think their done, he seems relieved" Tskumo looks at Takashiro as he says this and the Zweilts stop their bickering. Takashiro stands up and heads towards Doctor Isuzu's office.
Finally I'm so glad!
Holding the hand of a now conscious Luka, part of him doesn't believe it to be real. Only until a few moments ago he had barely improved and then the wound closed up so quick it surprised the doctor a little. Still a little out of it Luka's first question was 'where is Yuki?' which admittedly made Yuki laugh. Luka smiled when he saw him and said "I'm glad you're not hurt" this made Yuki want, to tell him off but he couldn't. If he had been in Luka's place he would have protected him too.
"Seriously that was a little reckless Luka, you had me worried there" "I'm sorry Yuki I acted on instinct" he reached a hand up to Yuki's check and whipped away a tear that Yuki hadn't even noticed. The doctor was still standing right next to them but Yuki was lost in relief and Luka simply didn't care, he was being to wonder if he should leave them alone when a knock at the door made the all look over. Takashiro walked in, making Yuki quickly wonder if he should apologise or just run and hide.
"I'm glad to see, you're alive. I hope you didn't use too much of your power Yuki?" perhaps knowing Luka would worry over being healed by Yuki, Takashiro had be awfully mean in stating it straightforwardly. For once Yuki felt a little upset at Takashiro.
Why? I know he is mad at me but don't make Luka worry, just because of that!
"Yuki you shouldn't have, I would have been fine after a while" Luka said towards him worriedly, "You didn't see your wound Luka" replied the doctor trying to help Yuki a little "Your brother didn't hold back, you would have been asleep for months even with my help. There's no way Yuki was going to help you knowing that right?" Luka didn't reply but his face said he understood, he knew Yuki better than anyone after all.
"You didn't have to state that so straightforwardly, Takashiro-san. I know you're probably very mad at me and with good reason but that don't mean you should be able to take it out on anyone, other than me." Yuki's defensive response surprised even Luka and Takashiro asked "Can we talk in the hall Yuki, Luka should rest" Yuki nodded and smiled at a worried looking Luka before he left.
"Do you understand why I'm made Yuki?" Takashiro asked him. "That's because I asked the Zweilts and Luka to take me to Regia without your permission" Yuki stated believing in his answer but Takashiro shook his head. "There is that but that's not why I'm mad" he said quickly "I'm mad because you didn't rely on me, you can make decisions on your own Yuki, you proved that today but relying on people is different. You asked the Zweilts is there a reason you didn't ask me, other than you thought you might trouble me?"
No... I had another reason, but you won't like it...
"I... thought if you came with me you'd want to talk with me and Regia too but let's face it the second you see each other you fight! And I had to talk to him about my memories" Yuki said honestly but Takashiro looked stressed and a little impatient, "So that was why you went? Because you think you are somehow Yomi reborn?"
Yuki nodded and Takashiro spoke slower "Yuki it's not possible, I told you. I mean the chance that her soul survived was slim to begin with but if it did the chances of it being re-born as you? Do you understand how insane those odds are?" Yes, he understood.
Regia he said she was dead also, but I know different... because I remember...
"He said she died too... not Killed...died" Yuki spoke.
I was there that night... waiting for Regia... but by the time he was there it was too late
"He didn't murder me, I killed myself... I had too" Yuki finished.
The Zweilts who had followed but were waiting down the hallway a little were shocked to hear what Yuki had just said but none of them had a reaction like Takashiro. Yuki was expecting shock, anger maybe even sadness from frustration but Takashiro did something he had never done, at least to Yuki before; he yelled "Enough! Yomi died Yuki! Regia...He is trying to trick you somehow... I need to figure out how"
Takashiro was mumbling his thoughts very loudly, and the Zweilts could only look at him in worry, they knew nothing they said would help. Yuki still taken aback by Takashiro's shouting was watching Takashiro mumble about Regia in thought angrily. Yuki thought he might be angry with him but to jump to the conclusion that Regia was definitely up to something, was that normal?
I know a thousand years of fighting is a long time... Me telling him that I did not die by Regia's hand, but by my own must have shocked him... I just wish he would believe me for a moment but its like Yomi soul still existing is scary to him somehow?
"What are you scared of Takashiro? Is Yomi, my soul existing a bad thing? I don't understand" Yuki asked outright and Takashiro stepped towards him to respond. "You're wrong I'm not scared, not of Yomi..." "However you're scared of me, because I'm a new life of hers. You are afraid of what Yomi, of what I will think of you, aren't you?" Yuki asked.
At this point Takashiro went numb, he didn't move a muscle and the worried the Zweilts even more. Yuki was looking him right in the eyes, he knew he had to be honest with Takashiro is he was to believe in him.
Takashiro was always someone I saw as pure, a pure human, though not perfect, a great example of a human man trying to make the world a safer and better place for everyone. He cared for his family and friends...looked after Regia like a brother. Takashiro was like a brother to me, just like in this life... but to him I was more than a sister, a friend... I was someone he loved...He knew I didn't feel the same so he said nothing even though the Elders wanted him to propose marriage. He left...and when he returned all that had once been important to him was destroyed, by no other than the one he thought to be his best friend.
"You are asking me if I am mad at you. If I am disappointed?" Yuki spoke out loud. "No... I'm upset at the situation, I'm mad at myself but you... you simply did what you thought was right. Who am I to say no to that?" Yuki leaned his head onto Takashiro's shoulder and spoke again. "I killed myself because Elder Alga he went out of control. He broke the barrier and he attacked Regia. He was dying so I gave him my strength and Regia sealed him away in the infernos with the Opasts he had summoned. It was too much, I was already weak and for that Regia had been looking after the barrier more than me, but giving him my strength was the final straw, I died but not before seeing the Elders accuse him of everything. The wanted an excuse to blame him and they found one."
Yuki stopped talking, he didn't want to talk anymore it hurt and even if Regia hadn't killed him, he still killed the Giou clan members, Alga and even other Elders, because from that moment on humans didn't deserve to live as far as he was concerned, but he alone didn't have the right to make that judgement.
I wish we could all just sit and talk like we used too...
But now...I either fight this battle to the end, or hope a thousand years of hatred can be healed, so that maybe Regia will end the battle himself.
Takashiro finally spoke "You're really her?" "Yes" Yuki answered simply he didn't have the energy to prove it to him anymore than he had done already. Takashiro placed his arms around Yuki, protectively and a little harder than usual; perhaps checking that Yuki was real. Yuki didn't mind he let himself and Takashiro have this moment, it was well over due. Takashiro wasn't crying but he looked like he was about to, the zweilts were watching feeling his and Yuki's pain but were also glad that Takashiro was having this moment.
Just then Yuki went limp in Takashiro's arms, "Yuki?!" It shocked him, and everyone around. Luka came running out the doctor's office despite the doctor trying to make him rest. Yuki had collapsed from simple exhaustion.
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