A/N: This is the rape scene from Kari's P.O.V. There is more afterward so for those of you who won't be reading the first part, I'll place another author note at the end.

KARI

I wasn't sure how long I laid there thinking before I fell asleep. The next thing I remembered was Edward'svoice.

"Wake up, human." he said and was shaking me. I thought if I didn't respond he'd leave me alone. I was wrong. The next thing I knew, he was right by my ear yelling, "Wake up, human!"

My eyes snapped open and my hand flew to my ear. He smirked at me. I recoiled just slightly. He grabbed my wrist and yanked me out. I whimpered in pain as he dragged me to the bed. He pushed me down on it and straddled me.

When he grabbed both of my wrists and pinned them above my head, I knew what he was going to do. I began to panic and try to wriggle free of him. He simply smirked at my pathetic attempts.

"Please, don't!" I cried. He slapped me.

He barely put anything into it but I still felt the sting. I had a feeling he was holding back. It felt like he didn't want to hurt me. This confused me.

He leaned down to kiss me but I kept my mouth shut. He bit my lips. It wasn't hard enough to break skin, I could feel that. It did; however hurt enough to make hurt. That was his goal because the second I parted my lips to gasp, he slid his tongue into my mouth. I swallowed back the bile that was rising in my throat as I refused to kiss him back. I was vaguely aware of the part of me that wanted to kiss him back. I was sobbing as he continued from my mouth to my neck.

"Please stop." I tried again. He just slapped me again and yelled,

"Shut up and lay still."

He continued his kisses down my neck to just above my tank top.

"I have to let your arms go. I need both hands." he said. "If you know what's good for you, you'll leave them there."

There was no way I was going to let him do this to me when I could try to fight back. Once he released my wrists and went to pull up the shirt, I slapped him forgetting it would have no effect.

"Big mistake!" he yelled and punched my in the stomach.

I gasped and sputtered to get some air. By the time my breathing was back to normal, he had pinned my wrists above my head again. He leaned down to my ear.

"Listen carefully, whore," he said. "I don't want you to move your arms. If you do one more time, I'll snapped both of them. Do you understand?"

He looked at me. I stared back at him hoping my fear wasn't apparent on my face. After a minute, I nodded. He released my arms once more. I didn't move. He pulled my shirt up and began trailing kisses down my upper body. I was still wriggling and pleading for him to stop but he ignored me. I felt him put one of my nipples in his mouth and begin sucking. I let out a whimper of pleasure. Ashamed, I hoped it came out like on of pain or disgust.

How could someone possibly take pleasure in somebody else doing this to them? I was confused and ashamed at the part of me that was enjoying every minute of it. What was wrong with me?

When he got to my skirt, he pulled that, along with my thong, down to my ankles. I whimpered some more. He forced my legs apart then put his hand between my lips, found my clit and began rubbing it with his index finger with a bruising force. It took all my will power to let out a small whimper of pain as opposed to actually crying out. I wouldn't give him that satisfaction.

Still, there was that small part of me that wanted him to keep doing. I pushed back those thoughts as I heard him speak,

"You like this don't you?" He looked and I shook my head. He began to rub a little harder. Something I didn't think was possible. "Say it!" he said.

"I like it." I choked out and was once again ashamed by the part that did.

"So, tell me," he said as he removed his finger and undid his jeans. "Are you a virgin?"

I nodded.

"Perfect." he said with a twisted smile.

"Pleas, don't do this!" I pleaded as he positioned himself above me. He simply placed his hand over my mouth and rammed himself into me.

I let out a muffled scream of pain. It felt like he was ripping me apart inside. I continued pleading with him to stop. He continued to push himelf deeper into me. I was crying and fighting as he continued to without taking noticed. The pain was so intense I nearly passed out from it.

Finally, after one final thrust, I felt his icy sperm spill into me. He collasped on top of me and laid there until his breathing was back to normal. Once he did, he pulled out of me and crawled back down between my legs. I felt the wetness there and knew what he was going to do.

(A/N: This is not the end of the rape scene so keep scrolling down if you don't wanna read. This is just a slightly more disgusting part. So I thought I'd warn those weak stomached people. Read at your own risk.)

"Please, just leave me alone now." I said.

I felt him lick the blood off my legs then he licked what was still between my lips. I had to force the bile back down my throat. I felt so dirty and ashamed. Once again, there was that small part of me that didn't want him to stop.

He was down there for several minutes before he was satisfied he got all of it and got up.

(A/N: Now it's all over. The rape and the disgusting bit. So stop scrolling down.)

He put clothes clothes back on as I laid on the bed still sobbing.

"Get dressed!" He growled once he was completely dressed.

I sat up slowly. It took ten agonizing minutes to get myself dressed. I hurt everywhere and could barely move. Edward simply stood there watching me. I refused to look at him. Once I was completely clothed, I couldn't take the pain anymore and collaspedto the floor.

A second later, I felt Edward standing over me. I tensed myself for a blow but it never came. Instead, he reached out his hand as if to help me. I looked at his hand then into his face. I could see several emotions in his eyes. There was the anger that they always carried. There was also a desire to help me, sympathy, and regret. I was confused by all of this but I wasn't about give him the satisfaction of knowing he hurt me enough to accept his help.

"Are you kidding me?" I said. "You do that to me and then have the nerve to offer me help. I don't think so."

Everything I had just seen in his eyes, disappeared in that instant. Now, they held only anger.

"Fine," he said walking over to my cage. "Then crawl."

It took my ten agonizing minutes to get to my cage. When I finally got there, I crawled in without even looking at him. I collasped and just started crying. I was barely paying attention when he said,

"I'll send the doctor up in a few minutes."

I didn't even know they had a doctor. That definately confused me. I didn't spend much time thinking about because the shock finally took over. I fell into the realm of unconciousness as I heard Edward close the door.

A FEW HOURS LATER...

STILL KARI

When I regained conciousness, I was laying in the bed with Edward standing over me, again. I panic and jerked my body to get away. Pain shot through my abdomen.

"It's okay." Edward said. "I'm not going to hurt this time. I had the doctor check you out while you were out of it."

"You guys have a doctor?" I asked curious about that.

"Of course, Esme doesn't like to get new girls very often." he replied. "She likes the ones who know what is expected of them. Which is why we pay Dr. Garfunkle to make sure you guys aren't hurt too badly. He's the only human allowed to give us orders. And that's only when it comes to you girls."

I nodded. I noticed that he was trying to keep his cold and detached. I could see all the concern and regret in his eyes so I didn't buy it.

"He has ordered that I not do anything to you for four days." Edward continued. "I figured those four days would be more comfortable in the bed than in the cage."

Once again he tried to sound like he was only trying to follow the doctor's orders but I could tell different. He was radiating concern, kindness, and regret. I just couldn't understand him. It was like he was fighting not to care. I mean, I know why he shouldn't care but why wouldn't he let himself care. Or at least let it show for what it was.

"I have to go see Carlisle. I'm going to have Caroline bring you up something to eat." he finished then walked out.

I laid there, staring at the ceiling trying to figure Edward Cullen out. I knew there was something in his past that made him what he is today. I also knew that for some reason his old self was trying to push its way through. At least, that's what it seemed like to me. If only, I could figure out what happened in his past. Maybe then, I could figure out how to help him.

I didn't know how much time past before the door opened again. Terror filled me as Bella walked in. She stood there staring at me as though she wasn't sure what she was thinking.

"I don't fucking think so!" she yelled. "First, he takes you in our bed and now he's going to let you recover in our bed. Over my pile of ashes!"

She was by the bed in an instant. She grabbed my arm and yanked my off. She then kicked me in the stomach hard. It happened to be in the same place Edward punched me earlier, so not only did it knock the wind out of me, but it sent wave of pain through my stomach. As I tried to catch my breath she kicked me in a couple other places. Then she picked me up and slammed me into a wall.

"Listen well, you little slut." she said in a truly terrifying voice. "If you ever let him touch you like that again, I swear you'll beg for death by the time I'm through wth you!"

"Let him touch me!" I yelled. Like I would ever do that. "If it was up to me, you could have him!"

She backhanded me. Her wedding ring cut into my cheek as I fell to the floor. She didn't seem interested in the blood like Edward would've been. She just kept kicking me wherever her foot landed. My whole body was throbbing. She didn't even give me a chance to beg her to stop.

"BELLA," I heard Edward voice. "STOP IT NOW!" It was truly terrifying. I never saw him that angry again. Bella stopped and turned to look at him. "It's one thing to beat on the family slaves but it's another to beat on mine." Bella growled at him then said,

"Well, I wouldn't have to if you would stop screwing them!" Bella yelled. "If you have to screw somebody, why can't it be another vampire?"

"First of all, if you would screw with me then this wouldn't be an issue." Edward said. "And I use the humans because you're the only vampire, I want to screw!"

Bella didn't say anything after that. She looked at me and gave me one last kicked in the stomach. As she walked out the door she glared daggers at Edward.

Once Bella was out of the room, he walked to me.

"Alice?" he said as he kneeled next to me.

"Yes?" Alice replied as if she had been standing there the whole time.

"Can you go get Dr. Garfunkle?" he said.

"Certainly." Alice replied.

"Are you alright?" he asked me as he picked me up.

"I think so." I replied and he laid me back on the bed.

"I'm sorry." he said.

Once again his attitude was confusing me. Alice returned with the doctor.

TWENTY MINUTES LATER...

STILL KARI

"She'll be okay." the doctor said. "Just some bruises. I'm going to extend the order to a week. Just to be on the safe side."

Edward nodded and the doctor left. Alice was still there. She and Edward were staring at each other. It was like they were having a silent conversation.

"We'll talk later." Edward told her after a minute. "Kari, I know I said the bed would be a more comfortable spot to recover but the cage might be safer. I'm the only one who has the key. Bella, won't be able to get to you in there."

I nodded. Alice and Edward helped me up and over to the cage. I got in and Edward locked it. Neither her nor Alice said anything as they headed to the door and Edward clicked off the light.

I was left in the dark. I let my confusion about what was going on in Edward's head take over. It made me forget about the pain. I thought about all the different possibilities until exhaustion took over.

A/N: I know this is a confusing chapter. Especially Edward and Alice. Edward's head is a very confusing place right now but I promise you will understand soon. As far as Alice goes, my next chapter is all about her. With the doctor and the slaves having meals and being able to rest and all that, I hope you guys understand that I was to show that The Cullens still have some humanity. I hope I didn't confuse you too much.