John Shepard was the exact opposite of his sister Keira, standing at just over 6'2" tall and weighing in at just under 200lbs, with dark brown hair and pale blue eyes, compared to his sister's petite 5'2" height and 110 weight, with deep auburn hair and green eyes like emeralds. They were just as opposite when it came to personality, Keira you had to rile her up to get her mad, but John, he would be off at the drop of a hat. So it was surprising at how close they were, so when Keira was sent to BAaT when John was 12, he had been crushed, it was like he was losing his best friend – which in a respect he was. So John sent email and tried to contact Keira as much as he could, he found out just over a year ago that they had been blocked by the instructors at BAaT.
He had been disappointed when she hadn't come home after BAaT closed; instead entering into the Systems Alliance as soon as their parents had signed the waivers. He had understood her reluctance to return to Mindoir, she hadn't exactly left on the best of terms with their parents. When the guys from Conatix showed up to offer a spot in BAaT for Keira, their parents had jumped at the opportunity, having been afraid of Keira since her biotics had manifested.
Since BAaT closed, he had been able to reestablish communication with Keira, though she didn't get to talk much, they did email as often as they could. Most of her time was spent in training, he knew she was getting much better training with her biotics in the year she had been with the Alliance than the almost three years at BAaT, she was also receiving some tech training, and had applied for N training. He was proud of his sister, even if his parents wanted to pretend she didn't exist. So that was why after school he was down at the comm center instead of heading home, it was her birthday and he had made arrangements to call her on Arcturus.
Keira had taken a two week leave for her birthday, she was between sessions and still had not heard back on her N application, with the hope that she would be accepted, she had requested and received a two week leave between classes. So that found her in a small two bedroom apartment near the base waiting on her friend of four years, Kaidan Alenko.
After the incident at Jump Zero, the students had been sent home and discouraged from talking to each other. Keira wasn't much of a stickler when it came to rules like this, so she had stayed in contact with Kaidan and a few other members of her class from BAaT like Hendel Mitra, who had just been assigned after training so their contact was sparse.
Kaidan had been the more difficult person to keep up with, after being home for a few weeks, Kaidan had left home and kind of dropped off the grid for the time being. About eight months ago, Kaidan had shown up on Arcturus, knocking on Keira's apartment door. He had needed time away from everything to come to terms with what happened the year before. So she helped him find a job on the station and find an apartment, letting him stay with her until he was able to get his own place. Now they got together weekly for at least lunch, though they had plans for the week because of her birthday.
Keira's omnitool chimed softly with an incoming transmission, tapping a key lightly on the holographic interface, "Shepard," she spoke firmly.
"Cadet Shepard, we have an incoming call for you at the comms room, it's from Mindoir."
Keira arched an eyebrow, "Of course, thank you lieutenant, I'll be there shortly," she responded, standing up and grabbing her jacket.
When she stepped out of the apartment she ran into Kaidan, "Hey Kaid," she said, stepping aside to let him into the apartment. "I have to go take a comm, I'll be back shortly if you want to make yourself at home," she told him.
Kaidan hugged her on the way by, "I'll be here, mind if I grab something to eat?"
Keira shook her head, "Nah go ahead and help yourself," she said, returning the hug and pecking Kaidan on the cheek, "I shouldn't be long, it's probably John," she told him, turning and making her way down the alley to the academy. She went in through a side entrance closer to the comm room than the main entrance, flashing her badge to the guard as she walked through the door and headed down a corridor that would lead her to the comm.
Stepping into the partially dark room, she nodded to one of the operators and stepped over to one of the comm terminals and tapped the appropriate key, "Hey John," she said when the image appeared.
John stood at the terminal in the small colony comm center smiling at Keira, "Happy birthday KeKe," he replied to her greeting.
Keira smiled at the use of John's nickname for her, "Thanks John, but you shouldn't have done this, real time calls from the Traverse are expensive," she admonished her brother.
John chuckled, "I know, but I've been saving for this, figured for your birthday you deserved an actual call instead of the normal email or vidmail," he told her.
"I'm glad to hear from you John. How's everything going out there, any word of problems with raiders?"
John shook his head, "We haven't heard anything other than a couple of colonies have been hit, we figure that we are far enough into the Traverse to not be bothered," he explained.
Keira looked pensive, "I know John, I just worry about you out there, and you're still really close to Batarian space, so I just want you to be careful."
"We are KeKe. We're well within Alliance patrol routes, so I doubt the Batarians would chance it."
Keira sighed, "I know, I'm just being over cautious. Listen I want you to take care out there, I'm looking forward to you coming to visit me in a couple years. If you can get the folks to agree, you're always welcome to visit anytime."
John chuckled, "You know very well they aren't going to let me go out there, it's like you never even existed to them."
"I know John, that doesn't mean…" she started, cut off by the loud static.
John glanced over at the Tech, "What happened?"
The tech glanced over his panels, "I don't know John, it looks like all communications are down. I'll have to run some diagnostics. I'm sorry John," the tech told him.
John let out a sigh, "It's alright, I got to give her a birthday present, so I'll just shoot off a vidmail when things settle again."
Keira sighed, it wasn't the first time a connection to Mindoir went down, so while frustrating, she was wasn't worried. She walked back into her apartment to find Kaidan lying on her sofa, she smiled as she walked over and pulled a blanket off the back of the couch and covered him up. She knew from glancing at the table in front of the couch that he was suffering one of his migraines, keeping that in mind, she made sure the lights were down and settled down in one of the chairs across from the couch, picking up a data pad that had some stuff she needed to get ready for her next training session, starting in just over two weeks.
Keira hadn't realized she had dozed off until she felt a light touch on her shoulder, snapping awake in that way it seems only soldiers can do. "Kaidan," she said, calming down when she realized who it was. "How are you feeling?" she asked.
Kaidan shrugged, "Better now that I've had food, meds and a nap. Sorry I crashed on your birthday," he said.
Keira smiled at him, "Don't worry about it, I'm the last person to give you grief over the migraines," she replied, taking his hand and squeezing it.
Kaidan chuckled, "Very true, but I'm still sorry," he told her with a smile. She was right, if anyone understood the migraines it was Keira, already a sufferer before her implant, the L2 just making them that more frequent and that much worse. "So what was your call about?" he asked, turning to sit back on the couch.
Keira stood and stretched, settling down on the cushion next to Kaidan. "Just John wanting to wish me a happy birthday, unfortunately the comm cut out before we could talk much," she said.
"Well at least you go to talk to him a little bit, with the shaky way colonial comms are sometimes."
Keira nodded, "Yeah I know. Sometimes I wish he would stick to vid mails or email and not spend the money on the live calls."
Kaidan used their entwined hands to pull Keira against his chest. "Something else is bothering you, you're usually much more upbeat after talking to John," he said softly, his tone inquisitive.
Keira rested her head against his chest, sliding her arms around him as she thought for a moment. "I don't know something just doesn't feel right. I can't put my finger on it, guess I'll just have to wait and see," she replied, her voice muffled against Kaidan's shirt.
Kaidan raised his free hand under Keira's chin, lifting her head so he could look at her. "You shouldn't worry about it until it's something that you can do something about," he told her gently.
Keira smiled, "So what was your plan for this evening," she asked.
"Figured dinner and a movie, maybe hit a tavern…" he started to be interrupted by the door chime.
Keira frowned, "One sec," she told him, walking over and keying in a code to open the door. "Oh, Commander Anderson," she said quietly, her body immediately assuming the rigid stance of the soldier she was. "Sir, what brings you here," she asked.
Kaidan had walked over behind Keira, "I guess I'll go take a walk, I'll be…"
Lieutenant Commander David Anderson raised a hand, "If you're a friend you might want to stay, I have some news for Cadet Shepard," he explained.
Keira couldn't stop the eyebrow that raised up her forehead. "Sir?"
"May I come in Cadet?" Anderson asked.
Keira nodded, stepping back to allow the officer to enter the apartment.
Anderson stepped in, taking a cursory look around the room. "Cadet, you might want to sit for this," he told her apologetically.
Keira shook her head, "Sir if you're here to tell me I didn't get into the N program, I don't need to sit for that," she told him quietly.
Anderson had to smile at this, "No Cadet, actually on that front, you were accepted to the N program, starting as soon as your leave ends. Though I had intended on that being the next thing I told you. Again, I suggest you sit down Cadet," he told her again, indicating the couch.
Keira settled onto the couch, sitting on the edge of the seat. She didn't noticed that Kaidan had settled next to her, a look of worry on his face. "So Sir, give it to me straight please."
Anderson nodded, he had watched Shepard for her short time with the Alliance, knowing about her experience at BAaT and knew her to be a straight shooter. "After losing contact with Mindoir early this afternoon, an Alliance ship picked up a distress signal from the colony," he told her.
Keira took a deep breath, "I knew about the comms were down Sir, any news on what happened?"
Anderson sighed, catching a glimpse of the soldier this woman could become, "It seems the Batarians hit Mindoir early this afternoon. So far we haven't heard of any survivors," he told her. "I am sorry Shepard," he said softly.
Kaidan had moved closer to Keira, putting a hand lightly on her shoulder.
Keira took a deep breath, tears threatening, "So John…" she began.
Anderson nodded, "Presumed captured or dead," he answered the unspoken question. "As soon as the Einstein reports in with more information, I will be sure to relay it to you."
Keira nodded, "Thank you sir, if you find John's body, I would like to have him brought to Earth for burial," she told him quietly.
Anderson looked at the woman questioningly, "You wouldn't rather he be buried with your parents?"
Keira shook her head, "I have no parents Commander, just my brother John, and I would like to see him buried on Earth," she explained.
Anderson decided now was not the time to pry, "As you wish Cadet. You're leave has been extended to four weeks to give you time to make whatever arrangements you need to. Again I am sorry for your loss," he said, standing waiving Keira to remain seated. "I'll see myself out Cadet, feel free to contact me if you need anything," he told her, laying a card with his comm code on it on the coffee table before leaving the apartment.
Kaidan tapped the lock code for the door into his omnitool before reaching out and pulling Keira against him, "What can I do Keira?" he asked.
Keira felt the tears slipping from her eyes as she buried her face into the soft material of Kaidan's shirt. "Just stay, please," she whispered, almost begging.
Kaidan ran a hand lightly over her back, "I'm not going anywhere Keira," he told her, hugging her close, tugging her into his lap to hold her as close as he could.
Keira snuggled into Kaidan's arms, burying her face against his shoulder, letting the tears fall. "I can't believe it," she whispered. "John can't be gone."
Kaidan just held his friend, sitting quietly with her on his lap, running his hands up and down her back trying to sooth the pain she was feeling. "If he's half the fighter you are, he'll make it," he whispered continuing to rub her back.
Keira sniffled, "You think so?"
Kaidan smiled against Keira's hair, "Yeah I think so," he answered.
Keira curled further into Kaidan's embrace. "Thank you," she whispered.
Kaidan just settled back against the back of the couch, pulling Keira closer to him, just holding her and letting her get the grief out. After a long while, he noticed that her breathing had evened out. Sighing, Kaidan shifted gently, making sure not to wake Keira, as he stood with her still in his arms, taking her into her bedroom, settling her on her bed, he pulled off her shoes, tucking her under the covers. Kaidan quickly made his way back into the main room, grabbing a handful of protein bars before heading back into the bedroom. He set the bars down on the dresser before kicking of his shoes and pulling his shirt over his head and crawling into bed next to Keira, pulling her back against his chest and holding her close. Remembering all the times she had done the same for him after the incident with Vyrnnus. Glad to finally be able to begin repaying the gentle kindness she had shown him when others had shunned him.
Keira slowly swam up through the depths of sleep, her body instinctively snuggling into the warmth at her back. She was comfortable, she felt safe, secure, warm. She snuggled further back into the warmth holding onto the last vestiges of sleep until she felt something pressing against her lower back.
Kaidan woke up suddenly; Keira's wiggling creating pleasant if inappropriate responses within him as he felt his body reacting to the friction of her lower back and butt rubbing against him. "Keira," he whispered warningly, moving to disentangle himself from her.
Keira snapped fully awake, realizing what was pressing against her back. "Kaidan," she said quietly, blushing at the thought of what she had done.
Kaidan hushed her, moving back a bit to get some distance between them. "It's ok Keira," he told her quietly, his voice betraying a soft chuckle. They had been intimate a few times over the few months he had been on Arcturus, their friendship always leading them together when they needed someone. Just at this moment Kaidan didn't think it would be appropriate.
Keira rolled over on her back, "Sorry you had to put me to bed, I should have rea…"
Kaidan touched his finger to her lips, "You just heard that your home had been destroyed, your family either dead or Batarian slaves," he told her gently. "I think you reacted remarkably well," he finished, pulling her against his chest.
Keira laid her head against Kaidan's chest, one arm across his stomach, the other pinned between them. "I'm surprised I slept at all with all this on," she said quietly.
Kaidan smiled, "Well I figured you sleep was more important than waking you up to change clothes," he said lightly.
Keira sighed, her warm breath brushing lightly over his chest, made Kaidan wonder if it wouldn't have been a better idea to have been a little uncomfortable and kept his shirt on. Carefully Kaidan began to untangle himself from Keira.
Keira laid her hand on Kaidan's arm, "Please don't go yet," she whispered.
Kaidan groaned, "Keira…" he whispered.
Keira pulled lightly on his arm, "Please stay," she asked again, her eyes holding his.
With a deep sigh, Kaidan settled back on the bed, pulling Keira back against him. "You're going to kill me one of these days," he muttered under his breath.
Keira chuckled, "Somehow I don't think you'd mind going out that way," she said as she lightly ran her fingertips over the light dusting of hair that covered Kaidan's chest.
Kaidan growled, grabbing her hand to still it. "I don't think this is a good time Keira," he told her gently.
Keira let out a sigh, "Kaidan, you wouldn't be taking advantage, you know that," she whispered, as she began using her lips to trace lines on his chest.
Kaidan shifted both of them, resting his chest over hers, "Keira you just got news that would devastate anyone, of course I would be taking advantage if we did this," he tried to explain to her.
Keira shifted a leg against Kaidan's hip. "Maybe that's why it wouldn't be, maybe just maybe right now I need to feel alive, know I'm still here," she whispered.
Kaidan's resistance crumbled, his lips finding Keira's in a searing kiss, his hands letting her arms go as he ran his fingertips over her arms and down her sides, before breaking the kiss and meeting her emerald eyes with his caramel ones, "I want you to be absolutely sure Keira," he whispered. "You're my best friend, I can't lose you."
Keira moved her hand to the side of Kaidan's face, "I am sure, make me feel alive Kaidan," she whispered as she pulled his lips back to hers. "Please."
Kaidan gave in, his lips crushing against hers as his hands moved to the fastenings on Keira's shirt, pushing the material away, his fingers tracing the lines of muscle under the soft skin.
Keira wrapped her arms around Kaidan's back, pressing up against his warm chest, the soft hair tickling against her skin causing a soft moan, giving Kaidan the invitation he needed for his tongue to caress her lips and teeth, sliding into her warm mouth and tasting her, his tongue tangling with hers. Pulling away only to pull her up and push her shirt off her shoulders.
Kaidan looked down over Keira's exposed skin, pale from the time she had lived both on Jump Zero and later on Arcturus. Neither of them had time for relationships, Keira's training took almost all of her time, and Kaidan had just not really found anyone. They had first slept together while he was staying with her that first few weeks. When it hadn't seemed to have impacted their friendship, it just seemed that every so often they came together, something missing from each of them being filled by the other.
Keira watched Kaidan closely, her fingers lightly caressing the warm skin of his chest, enjoying the feeling of him under her fingertips. She loved the way he made her feel when he looked at her like this, as if she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. She ran one hand up to Kaidan's shoulder, using that hand to pull herself up and finish removing her shirt, tossing it on the floor next to the bed before reaching behind her to open the clasp that held her bra closed.
Kaidan reached out, stopping her with a light touch to her arm, his gentle caress teasing her arm from behind her back before sliding around and unhooking the clasp himself and slowly sliding the straps down over her shoulders and arms, before it landed on the floor next to her shirt. "Beautiful," he whispered, lowering his head to take one of her tightening nipples in his mouth, teasing it with his tongue and teeth, eliciting a whimper from her throat, a soft sound that went straight through his body to his groin.
Keira arched into the touch, as Kaidan's free hand cupped the neglected breast, rolling the tight flesh between his thumb and forefinger, pinching it at the same time as he lightly bit down on the flesh in his mouth. Keira's back bowed sharply, bringing her hips off the bed and pressing against Kaidan's, his erection pressed between them, eliciting a low groan from both of them. Kaidan pulled back, blowing a soft puff of air over the damp flesh he had just left, enjoying the sight of the shudder than ran through Keira.
Kaidan shifted, straddling Keira's hips, settling his weight on his knees as he ran his hands down over her firm stomach, tracing a scar that hadn't been there the last time they had been together.
Keira noticed his attention on the puckered flesh, the look of concern flashing across his face, "Training incident, fell onto a shard of metal when ducking into cover. It got between the plates on my armor," she told him, taking his hand and guiding it over the scar.
Kaidan nodded, he knew she was training for something few could ever hope to achieve, and he knew she would get hurt during that training. Shifting further back onto his heels, he lowered his head to trace the scar with his lips, reveling in the shiver he felt run through Keira's body. Now he followed the path his hands were taking down over Keira's abdomen until he reached the top of her pants, his nimble fingers making quick work of the button and zipper.
Keira shifted her hips allowing Kaidan to pull her pants and underwear over her hips and down her legs, standing at the foot of the bed to pull them off her body. Keira raised up on her elbows and watched as Kaidan pulled off his own pants and underwear, the sight of his aroused body making her breath quicken, the warm dampness between her legs increasing.
Kaidan gazed over Keira's body; it had been months since they had been together, Keira's training and Kaidan's job not meshing to allow them time together. This made the desire to take his time and treasure this moment. Kaidan lightly traced his hands slowly up Keira's legs, placing his knee on the edge of the bed to support his weight as he touched and caressed her body, brushing his fingertips lightly over the damp curls that covered her sex, the caress bringing even more beautiful noises from her throat as he watched her head roll back.
Kaidan knelt between Keira's thighs, pushing them apart to give him access to that most sensitive part of her, lowering his head, he nuzzled his nose into the coarse hair, inhaling Keira's unique scent before running his tongue along the edge of her sex, tasting the salty sweet flavor that was all Keira. He looked up Keira's body, back arched, hands clenching at the sheets of the bed, head against the pillow, short panting breaths escaping her lips. "Keira look at me," he whispered. Capturing her emerald gaze in his as he dipped his tongue into the sweet depths of her, finding and caressing the small bundle of nerves at the top of her sex causing her to cry out suddenly, her head falling back before she pulled it back to meet his eyes.
Kaidan slid one hand lower on her thigh, running his fingers along her wet lower lips, the slick wetness coating his fingers as he slid a finger slowly into her heated core, stopping to feel the muscles move around his finger before he began a slow thrusting motion, crooking the end of his finger when he reached the limit of her depths, each time pulling a soft cry from her. After several moments Kaidan slipped a second finger into the hot sheath, taking the small bundle of nerves between his lips and sucking it carefully as he curled both fingers against that spot deep within her, feeling Keira's body tense in preparation for the wave of ecstasy building within her. It only took another gentle pull on her clit at the same time he caressed her deeply with his fingers, and she was crying out his name, the sound causing his own arousal to ache, the need to bury himself deep within her almost overwhelming.
The control he had learned since Jump Zero was almost gone as he carefully moved his fingers and tongue over her as she rides out the wave of pleasure, only slipping his fingers from her as he feels her relax back into the bed. Slowly, torturously for him, Kaidan traces his way back up her body, the salty taste of Keira's sweat adding to the intoxicating taste of her skin, his tongue sweeping over first one taunt nipple then the other, his lips caressing her throat and jaw before possessing her lips once again as he settled between her thighs, the head of his throbbing erection pressing at her hot wet opening before he slid effortlessly into her depths. Their mouths swallowing the groans ripped from their throats as he filled her completely.
Keira's nails bit into Kaidan's shoulders as he started the slow dance of movement between them, the long slow strokes bordering on both pleasure and pain as they both felt the waves of pleasure moving through them, the desire to move faster against the other pushing them both forward, hips meeting in quick motion, each thrust harder than the last, deeper, each shifting of their hips changing angle just enough to increase the friction and pleasure between them.
Kaidan could feel his orgasm beginning to build low in his abdomen as he moved, watching each twitch Keira made, reveling in each small gasp, every tiny moan until he felt her entire body tense up again, the inner muscles surrounding his hard cock clenching tight as Keira once again was claimed by the waves of pleasure between them, this and the sound of his name in a growl from her throat pulled him over into ecstasy with her, her own name ripped from his throat as he buried himself as deeply as he could get inside of her heat as he spasmed within her.
As their breathing slowly returned to something resembling normal, Kaidan rolled to the side, pulling Keira against his chest once again and holding her tightly, his lips caressing across her forehead and hairline.
Keira nuzzled against Kaidan's neck, the words on the tip of her tongue, the words she had always known would change if not end their friendship, so she bites her lip to keep those words inside as she revels in the warmth of his body, the feel of his skin under her fingers as he holds her.
Kaidan noticed a change in Keira, something he would have missed had he not been holding onto her so tightly. "Keira," he whispered, "what is it?"
Keira smiled, looking up at Kaidan, "I'm just glad you're here, I don't know what I would have done if you weren't," she said.
Kaidan sighed and lifted his head to kiss her lips again, "I can't imagine being anywhere else right now."
Keira's smile brightened as she nuzzled once again into Kaidan's neck, just enjoying the feel of being in his arms.
Kaidan was in the shower when he heard the comm unit chime in the other room. He knew Keira was still out there getting dressed so he continued with his shower. He came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel to grab one of the sets of clothes he tended to leave at Keira's when he saw her sitting on the bed, head in hands crying. So instead, he walked over to her and sat down next to her pulling her against his chest. "They found John," he asked quietly, expecting the worst.
Keira nodded against Kaidan's chest, her hands dropping from her face to wrap around his waist. "He's alive Kaidan, they found him in some rubble near the comm station," she said quietly her voice breaking with the tears she was crying.
Kaidan reached down and tilted her face up, "That's a great thing Keira, how is he," he asked softly.
Keira sighed, "He got pretty beat up, apparently he was on his way home from the comm station when the attack came, he ended up under a bunch of debris when one of the buildings in town came down," she explained.
Kaidan nodded, "The rest of your family?"
Keira shook her head. "They found the bodies of our parents, the younger kids are missing. The Einstein is bringing John here," she told him, pulling back and wiping her eyes. "How am I going to take care of him Kaidan, I leave for N training in Rio in less than a month."
Kaidan pulled her back into a tight hug, "I bet my parents would love to have him stay, then he'd be on Earth for you to be able to visit when you get leave. It would also give him some stability to let him heal."
Keira looked up at Kaidan, "Do you think they would do that?"
Kaidan nodded, "Yeah I do, I'll give them a call after I get dressed. I'm sure they would be more than happy to let John stay with them. They know you're kind of responsible for the fact that I am still a sane and functional person," he finished, blushing slightly.
Keira smiled at him. "You would have come out fine on your own Kaidan, I just helped you along a bit," she told him, reaching out to caress his cheek. "The Einstein is due in soon. I'd like it if you would come with me," she said softly, her eyes dropping to the ground.
Kaidan took her hand and squeezed it, "Of course I will, we're still best friends aren't we?"
Keira nodded, "Always," she whispered.
Kaidan let go of her hand, "If we're going to head to the port, I should probably get dressed," he told her. "Given you haven't thrown out my clothes since the last time I stayed over."
This brought a chuckle from Keira, "No, they're in the same spot. Thank you for being here for me," she whispered, leaning up she lightly brushed his lips with hers before turning and leaving the room to let him dress.
Keira Shepard greeted Commander Anderson when they arrived at the port, "Commander, this is Kaidan Alenko, he is an old friend. I apologize for not introducing you yesterday," she explained quickly.
Anderson nodded to Kaidan, "Yesterday was a bit of a tough day for you, definitely nothing to be sorry for."
Keira's attention diverted to where an older Marine was coming off the gangplank from the Einstein. Next to him was her brother John, Keira moved before either of the men with her noticed the others approaching, she reached her brother and wrapped her arms around his waist, her head laying against his chest. "Oh John, I am so glad you're alright," she whispered, her eyes squeezed tight against the sting of the tears fighting to fall.
Kaidan watched the siblings, surprised at the difference between the two, John literally dwarfed his sister, and probably had another growth spurt in him. Though at that moment, it was John who looked dwarfed by his sister as he held onto her like a lifeline.
John Shepard held tightly to Keira, the last thing he had left in his life, "KeKe, I'm sorry I didn't save everyone," he whispered against her hair, his own tears falling into the short soft strands.
Keira looked up at her brother, "You did nothing wrong John, I am just so glad you are alright, come on I'll introduce you to a couple people and then we'll go back to my apartment and you can talk or sleep or whatever you want."
John nodded, his hand catching his sister's as they walked over to the two men standing off to the side, one wearing an Alliance officer's uniform with an N7 patch over the breast pocket, the other man was wearing a pair of jeans and a button down shirt.
Keira walked up to the men, "John, this is Lieutenant Commander Anderson, he has been my mentor throughout my training. He is also my sponsor for N training," she told her brother, introducing Anderson to him.
John nodded and took the offered hand but said nothing.
Keira turned her attention to the other man, "This is Kaidan Alenko, you remember me telling you about him from training before," she told him, trying to avoid mentioning BAaT or Jump Zero, since they weren't supposed to be in contact.
John nodded, "He's the one that you helped after the incident," he said.
Keira nodded, "Yeah he's my closest friend John."
Anderson watched the exchange quickly putting the pieces together. He knew a bit about what had happened on Jump Zero and the things Conatix had done, he had researched it extensively when he took Keira under his wing. He knew the kids were told not to contact one another, but wasn't surprised that Keira hadn't paid much attention to that detail. Nothing he needed to be involved in unless it affected her training.
Kaidan took John's hand, squeezing it comfortingly, "I'm sorry about what happened John, no one should have to go through that," he told the younger man.
Keira turned her attention back to Anderson, noticing for the first time the man standing next to him.
The man saluted Keira, "Lieutenant Zabaleta, I was on the ground team, I'm sorry we couldn't do more," he said softly.
Keira looked closely at the man before her, "I am sure you did everything you could Lieutenant, and I cannot thank you enough for bringing my brother back to me," she told him, extending her hand to him. "As far as I am concerned you will always be a friend of the Shepard family."
The man smiled, one that finally reached his eyes, "Thank you ma'am," he said.
Anderson clapped the lieutenant on the shoulder, "Let's let Keira get John back to her apartment Zabaleta, I think I might have an assignment that would be good for you," he told the lieutenant as they walked off.
Keira put her arm around John's waist, leading him away from the space port and toward her apartment, Kaidan following close behind. Kaidan moved ahead of them to enter the lock code into the door and let the siblings in. "I'll go grab us some food and give you guys time to talk," he said, turning and heading out of the apartment.
John looked around the room, eyes settling on a chair sitting near the couch. He walked over and settled down in the chair. "So he's the one huh," John said.
Keira sighed, "It's complicated John, he's my best friend and I'm not going to take that chance," she replied, settling down on the couch. "Do you want to talk about what happened?"
John shook his head, "Honestly I really don't know, I was heading home from the comm station and there was an explosion, next thing I remember was Lieutenant Zabaleta pulling me out of the rubble."
Keira nodded reaching out to take John's hand and squeezed it. "I'm glad you made it John," she told her brother.
John looked down at their hands, "So N training huh," he asked.
Keira swallowed, "Yeah it starts in just under a month," she told him. "I'm not sending you into the system though. Kaidan's parents said you were welcome to stay with them, if you're not comfortable with that, then I'll just turn down the N training and finish my training here on Arcturus so I can take care of you."
John shook his head, "No you've fought hard for N training KeKe, I would never ask you to give that up for me. Besides, don't Kaidan's parents live in Vancouver?"
Keira nodded, "Yeah, Kaidan figured that would make it easier for us to see each other while I'm in training."
"Yeah that would be good KeKe. I think I would like to get some sleep," John said quietly.
Keira nodded, "Come on I'll show you to your room, take as much time as you need, I'll be here for you," she told him as she led him to the spare room.
When Kaidan came back, Keira was sitting on the couch alone, her face sad as she stared at the closed door to the second bedroom in the apartment. He set down the bag of food he brought in, "Everything ok?" he asked as he settled down next to her on the couch, putting his arm across her shoulders and pulling her against him.
"I guess it's as ok as it can be right now, he knows about your family, and seems ok with it, I'm just worried about him," she said softly laying her head against Kaidan's shoulder.
They said no more as they sat and ate the meal Kaidan had brought them, the two biotics eating more than share, but still saving some for John to eat. After they ate, and Keira put the leftovers away they settled down on the couch and turned on a vid, watching it quietly, Keira curling into Kaidan's side as they sat in silence. When John hadn't come out after a couple movies, Keira got up and checked on him, finding him sound asleep on the bed, the paths of tears streaking his cheeks in the dim light, Keira softly closed the door, her own tears falling as Kaidan walked up to her and wrapped her up into his arms.
"You could use some sleep too Keira," he told her quietly, gently leading her toward her own bedroom.
Keira shook her head, "I need to be here for him," she whispered.
"You will be here for him Keira, but you need rest," he told her pulling her through the door, he quickly pulled off her shirt and pants, nothing arousing about this time, she was in shock now, so he got her into the shirt she slept in. Realizing it was one of his for some reason pulled a smile to his lips as he settled her in bed, tucking the covers around her before turning to leave.
"Please stay," Keira whispered so quietly Kaidan almost didn't hear her.
Turning around he settled down next to her on the bed, "I'm just going to go out in the living room and grab my bag, I had no intention of leaving you unless you want me to," he told her.
Keira nodded, letting go of Kaidan's hand as he got up and walked out into the living room, grabbing his bag taking it back into the bedroom, he pulled out a battered pair of sleep pants and stepped into the bathroom so he wouldn't disturb Keira who had fallen asleep in the few minutes he was gone and changed into the sleep pants. As quietly as possible he walked around the bed and slid in behind Keira, once again wrapping her up in his arms and pulling her back against his chest, noticing her body relaxing into the warmth of his. He buried his nose in her hair as he inhaled the citrus scent of the shampoo she used, the soft scent underlined with her own scent teasing his nose as he fell asleep.
Kaidan woke up first, Keira still sound asleep curled against his chest. Carefully he disentangled himself from her without waking her up and made his way into the living area, finding John sitting at the table and eating the leftovers from the night before. "Heh, just like your sister with that," he said lightly as he walked over to the cabinet and pulled out a couple protein bars and a protein shake.
John watched the older man for a bit, his eyes following his movements until he sat down across from him at the table. "She loves you," he said quietly.
Kaidan looked up startled, "Huh?" he asked dumbfounded.
"Keira, she's been in love with you since she met you," John said, his tone quiet as he continued eating the food in front of him.
"I think you're mistaken John, we care about each other, we've been there for each other through a lot of nasty shit…"
John stopped eating and met Kaidan's eyes, "You ever wonder why she never shunned you after Vyrnnus? Why she was always there when you woke from a nightmare, or couldn't sleep? Why she took you into her home when you showed up on her doorstep like a lost puppy?" he asked his voice never going much above a whisper.
Kaidan thought about the things John said, his mind refusing to wrap around what he was saying.
"She would have stayed back and watched you and Rahna from a distance never telling you. She probably will still fight telling you until she has no choice. So I'll tell you now, if you don't want more than a casual fuck from my sister, you get your shit and you get the fuck out of her life," John finished sharply. Going right back to his eating as if he hadn't just threatened Kaidan.
"I…" he began.
John raised a hand, "I don't expect you to figure it out yet, you have time, she's going to be a long time in N training and we both know that. Gives you plenty of time to figure out what you feel about her."
Kaidan just stared at John, finally getting his wits about him to respond, "I care for Keira greatly, and never want to see her hurt," he whispered.
John smiled, "Good, because I'd hate to have to break you in half. So tell me about your folks and home, I'd like to know what I'm heading into?"
