KARI

I laid on the floor thinking. I refused to even consider what Bella proposed. I wouldn't let her hurt Edward that way. She had already hurt him enough for three lifetimes. He didn't deserve that.

I did breifly consider doing it then, after some training, tearing all three of them into tiny little pieces. That was until I recalled everything Alice and Edward had told me about newborns. It was possible that I could be like Bella. We were alike in so many ways.

The thing with Bella's tranformation was that she seemed to skip right over being a newborn. She had all kinds of amazing self control. The family never figured out exactly why or how it happened that way. It was too much of a gamble for me to hang my hopes on that. I wouldn't be any better if I killed a bunch of inoccent humans after killing other monsters like me.

I would just have to take what they did to me until the others could find me. I prayed they could.

I thought instead about my family. I wondered what would've happened if I didn't give up everything for them. Would they still have lived? Would Edward have taken any of them? Would I be laying in a cold basement waiting for Edward? Would we still be willing to give our lives for one another? This was the biggest question that burned in my head.

I thought about the Cullens. I remembered the stories of how close they once were. Then they lost Nessie and everything fell apart. It took years for it to get all the way over but it did. Would the loss of our mother have pulled us apart they way Nessie's loss tore the Cullens apart? I knew the subject was completely irrelevant but considering the circumstances, it was the best way to distract myself.

The pain in my rib was down to a dull throb but if I moved the wrong way or too suddenly then it shot through my entire body. I wasn't sure how long I laid before I heard the basement door open again. I looked up to see Jasper making his way down the stairs. I pushed myself into a sitting position, against the wall, as slowly as possible. I forced myself not to react to the pain.

Jasper walked down the stair and to my side. He walked at human pass with a look of amusement on his face. He seemed to be enjoying my struggle. Finally, he kneeled next to me.

"Bella tells me that she told you our proposal." he said.

"Did she also tell you what I said?" I responded.

"Yes, and I'm hoping we can change that." he stated.

"And how do you hope to accomplish this goal?"

He smirked and looked my body up and down. I didn't need him to say it. I knew what he was planning to do.

"Wow, you guys need to work on your persuasion skills." I said. "Because raping me isn't going to change my mind."

"Oh, I know it won't." He said leaning towards me and kissing my neck. I shivered. "But the only reason why we do it is because you're a human. You're beneath us. And your only purpose is to serve and entertain us. If you became one of us then we'd have no more reason to hurt you."

Then he brought his lips to mine with a bruising force. I reached my hands up and tried to push him off. I knew it wouldn't do no good but I had to try to fight. He simply grabbed my wrist, squeezing them, and slid his tongue in mouth when I gasped in pain. I forced back the bile as I felt his tongue move around my mouth. I refused to kiss him back. Finally, he left my mouth and began trailing kisses down my neck. I felt his teeth graze my neck and I flinched.

"You know, I could just bite you now and give you no choice." he said between kisses.

"You could but," I replied my voice shaking. "Then you couldn't be positive that I was on your side. There'd be no garuntee that I would kill all three of you. Edward did tell me that newborns were stronger than other vampires."

He stopped the kisses, still holding my wrists, and looked at me.

"Did my dear brother also tell you that, I'm an expert at killing newborns. I could have you in a pile a limbs, faster than you could even look at Bella." He smirked.

"But you wouldn't want to waste the talent. Which is why you won't force me. Besides, Bella would want to wait to kill me until Edward finds me. You wouldn't want to deny her that, would you?"

I saw his expression go from smug and haughty to angry. He stood and yanked me up with him. He threw me against a wall and brought his lips down on mine once more. I didn't fight him or give him any kind of response. I refused to give him the satisfaction. He held my hands tightly in his above my head.

His lips moved from my lips to my neck again. A shiver went down my spine. One of fear not pleasure. I fought against him but I refused to beg. I would not allow him to get a verbal response from me. However, I refused to give in without a fight. He continued down my neck to my shirt.

When he got there he shifted my hands so he could grasp them both with only one of his. It was just as effective as both. He used his free hand to rip my shirt off then he snapped the straps of my bra with his finger and thumb. He kissed my neck some more as he fondled my left breast. I choked back the sob that wanted to escape. I couldn't stop the tears, though.

He kissed his way down to my right breast taking a few moments to suck on the nipple. The tears wouldn't stop. I wanted to scream and beg but I had to remind myself that's what he wanted me to do.

Once he finished with the nipple, he began kissing and licking the rest of my upper body. He ripped of my sweat pants and panties. I was naked, helpless, and freezing. He trailed his free hand from my breast down my stomach and lightly caressed my. I wanted to throw up again.

"I bet you wish it was Edward doing this, don't you?" he whispered. I didn't say anything. "Answer me."

"Yes." I choked out. It was very true. The only time I did this with Edward was before we realized our feelings. It was before he cared about hurting me. I wanted to know what it felt like to have someone I love doing this. Someone who I wanted to do this with.

He smirked then rammed all four fingers inside me. He pushed them in deeper and harder with every thrust. It took all I had not to cry out. He continued ramming his fingers in and out and began whispering dirty things in my ear. I closed my eyes trying to imagine myself somewhere else. Anywhere else. It was no good. I couldn't make my mind think of other things.

I don't know how long it was before he pulled his fingers out. I opened my eyes to see what he was doing. The was blood on his fingers. Probably from his roughness. Just like the first time, he licked them off. Then I found myself facing the wall. He still held my wrists in one hand. I heard him using the other to undo his own pants.

I let out a small whimper as I realized where this was going. I heard him chuckle once.

"I've always wondered what doing this would feel like?" he whispered in my ear. "Niether Alice nor Bella would let me stick it here."

The tears were coming non stop. Then I felt him ram himself into my arse. I wanted to scream but the pain was so intense that no sound would come out. He continued to whisper dirty things in my ear as he thrust himself in and out. I was openly sobbing as I tried to imagine Edward rushing in and pulling him off of me.

The pain kept bringing me back to the moment. I just wanted it to end. I didn't no how long it lasted but he finally pulled out. When he released my wrists I slid to the floor sobbing. I laid there as he put his clothes back on. Then he grabbed my hair and yanked my head back until I met his eyes.

"Just remember, the sooner you take the offer, the sooner I'll stop doing this to you." He said.

"Then I guess that'll lbe never." I replied.

He forced my head back to the floor releasing my hair.

"Like Bella said, we'll see what a few days without food does to you." he replied. "And I'll be back tomorrow for another round."

He started to walk away.

"Go to hell." I whispered forgetting about his extrasensory hearing.

I don't know how he did it but a second later, I heard the crunching of the bones in my hand. Pain shot through my hand and up my arm. I screamed as I felt him increase the pressure of the foot that was on my head. He removed his foot after a few seconds and smirked.

"Watch your mouth." He said as he walked back up the stairs.

I craddled my broken hand as I curled into a ball. I laid there, naked and freezing, sobbing in anguish.

A/N: Sorry this took so long. We just opened the show last night and I had to work all day before that. I hope you think it was worth waiting for though. ONCE AGAIN AVOID THE FLYING MONKEYS AND REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!