After my mild break down, a stupid fight with the Doctor not even minutes after meeting him properly, we decided that we'd investigate on how to cure my father deep inside the TARDIS libraries, I remember walking through the doors of the little blue box and feeling like a kid in a candy store, only it wasn't like I imagined or how my father described her or even drew her.
"Well it had some renovations, isn't she looking fantastic?" Said the Doctor showing me the place.
"I'm not sure I imagined it being more ... I don't know messy, this is too proper too clean and nice for what I was expecting... I mean I am still esctatic to meet her, it's been a dream of mine since I had memory, all the stories, all the history within her, all that has been or will be she has seen it. " I said taking her all in, Looking around, walking around the control panel. All my life preparing to meet her up close.
"She's beautiful" I said softly.
"Wait till you see the library she holds." Nardole said matter of factly.
"Don't go complimenting her too much, then she gets cocky." Said the Doctor in his melodic scottish accent.
"But she is very beautiful." he said almost whispering.
he walked around the amazing equipment, regardless of how many times I had heard of her, how she looked and all of the wonders within her.I was never prepared to see her like this so up close, so personal. Much much better than I could ever see her in my mind.
"Well if you don't mind me I'm going to go find some sort of cure for my father in the laboratory." I walked through the door that connected the control room with the rest of the TARDIS. I walked with confidence and stopped for a second.
popped my head back through the door.
" That is located... where?" I asked admitting my ignorance. The Doctor was pressing buttons and levers while he avidly spoke with Missy.
"If you don't mind me asking... Where are we going? " I asked because I knew he wasn't 'parking' her.
"We can't stay in the back of an alley to be smart, what kind of pro do you think I am? One that stays in an alley to study? I think not." The Doctor said cockily.
"You completely avoided the question." I said.
"What question, we are just going to put her somewhere else. Was that a sufficent answer for you? Or what should I tell you every move we make. Okay let's start, now I'm going to push this lever." He said a bit annoyed as he almost mockingly slow pushed the lever up... I will ask him to teach me how to fly her someday and I will find out what does that lever do. Not today , cause there's important things to do, and I am too bitter with him from our early argument that I don't want to make him feel smarter.
"Fine I won't ask again. Nardole ,my sweet, will you show me where the laboratory is please." I asked the little man who didn't want to be part of me and the Doctor's bickering at all.
The man with glasses led me to the room that was very, very far from the main console.
I dived into a few books I could get from the computer such as C.J. Akrotiri's reaserch in dendritic pathway alteration and plenty others of taking time looking into the remedies and chemicals that might hep my father, The Doctor didn't join me cause he was still to busy 'Finding where to park the TARDIS' so I didn't bother him, at least I had reaserch materials I couldn't find within my universe so I was grateful.
As I was returning to the panel to ask the Doctor about some inconsistencies in a book I was reaserching from, Missy was reprimanding the Doctor.
"You two haven't met for less than a day and you can't seem to stop arguing about the silliest of things, how old are you? Cause you are acting like a 73 year old child. I can't believe I'm telling you to control yourself. You are acting reckless again , remember when you sent out your Confession Dial to me because you were sure you were going to die, me and Clara had to pull you out of that mess you made for yourself, giving Davros some of your regeneration energy, what were you thinking. You are out of control." She said containing herself from smaking him across the head.
"To be completely honest with you I don't remember her." said the Doctor almost inaudibly.
"Theta Sigma what have you done? Tell me you stupid Time baby, What have you done? " asked Missy colour being drained from her face, suddenly her mischievious aura dissapeared, she looked like she was about to faint, but no such thing happened she shook him violently.
"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?" Missy demanded again.
"I wasn't thinking..." he said as he paced around.
"She died..." he mumbled.
I wanted to save her..."
"Fixed point in time..."
" The Time lords extracted her..."
"The General regenerated..."
"Stolen TARDIS..."
"A neural block..."
"I forgot..."
He mumbled a lot of words he seemed dazed, a bunch of senseless words came out of his mouth, I couldn't understand.
And then it hit me
he was planning to make her forget but it backfired.
After all this years the man still doesn't know how to solve problems he just makes them forget.
To hell if he tried to make my father forget too.
I was looking for a man who was as helpless as Donna was when he made her forget.
He made himself forget, by mistake but he forgot.
I was looking for a man whose only path to saving lives is forgetting him.
He was not going to make my father forget.
I would drag him to hell, if he tried to make my father forget.
I took a deep breath, and moved over to him.
Pretending not to have listened to what he said before.
"Hey, Doctor could you explain this study of happy prime numbers, this line here doesn't make sense, I'm not very well accquainted with Time lord studies." I asked him.
AUTHOR'S NOTE
Hello there Earthlings
I'm sorry it took so long for me to update. I am trying to make this story as Doctor Who accurate as it is humanly possible. I hope you aren't mad at me. I had school and I have so much to investigate.
The next chapter isn't ready and as much I like uploading two at the time. Today it's a different day. I had school so forgive me. I will try to upload weekly.
lots of love and TARDISes,
Charlie Sorin.
