A few days of non-stop reading taking notes and swan diving into piles of books and archives in the tardis databases, by myself , cause the man hadn't dignified to join me at any point. Nardole was helpful he brought me tea, he took away the books I no longer needed. Whilst the Doctor kept going about his usual life, messing with the universe, as per usual. I kept going he wasn't going to stop me from getting what I wanted, to save my father.

Missy left us about 2 days ago, she told us to pick her up once we both behaved. We haven't yet we still bicker like sibbilings, to think that he is almost a millenia and a half old and he is still as whiney as a baby.

It didn't matter he wasn't kicking me out or anything of that sort so I was extremely grateful.

I needed my mum, right now I couldn't think without her by my side, I am only 18 after all I am only just a child. I wanted my universe, my people , my torchwood, but none of that was possible. I needed to continue reading and fnding what could be done .

I heard a slight knock on the door so faint I hardly heard it.

"Come in" I said with my already tired voice from the sleep deprived state I was in.

"Hello Comet" said the voice I hadn't heard in what felt like months.

I looked up to see a Doctor with a slightly apologetic smile.

I didn't mean to glare at him but my eyes were giving in to tiredness. I furrowed my brows.

"Hey Doctor what's up?" I asked with a mildly annoyed tone.

He looked like he wanted to turn back and leave but stopped himself.

" You haven't slept well and I was wondering if you'd wanted to come outside, see the sun, you look pale and in desperate need of a shower." he said

"Oh great so have you come to judge me?" I said standing up from my cramped up position.

"No, not at all, I just wanted to say I've been a terrible host, come with me let's explore, to get fresh ideas, fresh air, to have a look at our universe. I bet you want to do that, give it a rest for just one second I promise you won't regret it. Also I'd like to get to know you better child after all I'm like your uncle." He said opening the door better.

"Can we do that after I have slept and taken a shower?" I said stretching.

A little yawn left my lips.

I went to the room I had been given, the moment my head touched the pillow, sleep found me instantly,

The dreams that that slumber conjured were not very pleasant

I was badly injured.

"Come here" said a sweet mother like voice .

I was drawn towards it following it knowing it was my only hope

I fell to the floor, my body painting the floor like a crimson river, a sudden light emrging and lifting me up.

I was not a Time Lord I could not regenerate, not even if I tried.

a light engulfed me

I woke up, breathing heavily, I could barely remember the images in the dream previous to the few things I could recolect. remembering the sweet voice calling me, made chills run down my back. i took a shower quickly ignoring the uneasy feeling in my stomach. It was nothing more than a dream.

I ran outside were the Doctor was waiting for me,

"Ready to explore?" He said almost ceremoniously .

"Where would you like to go first?"

"Pyroville? Akatosh? Poosh? The universe is yours my child pick wisely!" he said excitedly.

I took a step towards the console looking at her for a moment .

"Why don't we let her choose" I said absent mindedly.

"She hasn't killed you yet" I said childishly

"But she has tried" he said

"A little scrape here and there won't kill you, let's let the TARDIS choose for once in your life Doctor." I said resting my hand on his shoulder.

"She chooses where we go without me wanting to or telling her to." Said the Doctor between his teeth.

I laughed

"Alright Comet. she'll choose, you hear that dear? you get to choose, take us somewhere." He said yelling excitedly

as soon as the words left his mouth.

"Vrrrrrmm" the TARDIS turned on and started to taking us somewhere, neither of us knew where but it was exciting nonetheless.

The Doctor gave a cheerful laugh , he had a wonderful laugh, maybe it was because he always looked so angry, that seeing him like this made it the more magical. ( To be honest I personally think he looked angry beause I had only seen him angry, after arguing so much, or haven't seen him at all so my views of him may be a bit obscured by first impressions)

The noise of the TARDIS's halted and we landed.

"Well come on then." he said to me whilst he made his way towards the exit.

The doors opened revealing a market place, with all kinds of alien kind exchanging goods, the smell of sweet forgein fruit filled my nose, we had just landed in the place where we would get our breakfast.

"I know where we are!" said the Doctor excitedly.

"We are in the Neptune flee market it is quite wonderful indeed, it is only done twice every 100 years, it is quite the event to be a part of" The Doctor said basking in the market's scent.

"We ahould try fruit from Abydos, it quite wonderful, we should go there some time, it's a leisure planet, it has all sort of etretainment and realxation activities."

he talked about the places in the universe where different produce and things came from, he talked about the different alien races that we encountered , and expertly manuevered around the salesman that came around with their products to sell to us.

We settled in a little shop that allowed us to view the whole of the market place, it went as far as the eye could see,shoppers coming and going the trade and life this place had was magical, it made you feel alive.

As we ate breakfast the Doctor and I talked about our lifes I talked about my childhood , about my uncle Tony, about Torchwood and how wonderful working with them was, I talked about how earth was going I talked abotu my grandparents and how they spoiled me a bit , I talked about my mum and how wonderful she was, how she raised me and everything she had done for me,

"I remember when I was little how my mum would put me to bed telling me her adventures with you, she told me about Cassandra, I remember everytime something mildly resembled her I would say 'Moisturize me' my parents found that hilarious when I was 5" I told the Doctor whilst taking a sip of something vaguely similar to coffee.

He talked about adventures he had after he last saw my parents, he told me about Amy, Rory, River Song and all who he had met, all but Clara.

"I forgot her, I feel desperate cause I know she is important to me and yet all of my memories of her are gone cause I was greedy."