A/N: Okay this chapter is going to go back to Friday night because I had only one person vote in my poll and they wanted a little of Edward in this so I'm going to put a little of him in it. I will warn you though his thoughts will be a little confusing. He isn't quite sure how he feels about some aspects of what he's doing. Also, yes, Edward is friends with the "bad vamps" but no they aren't really vamps. I'm haven't decided if I want it to turn into somkething later or just leave it the way it is. I guess I'll see where the muses take me. They told me to use those characters so that's what I do. We'll just have to wait and see where it goes.

EDWARD

Once Bella was inside, I sighed and walked back to my car. I cursed myself as I pulled out my phone and hit the number two speed dial. I hated myself for doing this to Bella almost every night but I had needs that she wasn't willing to provide. It only made sense for me to go to someone who would provide them, right?

"Hi, Edward." Jessica Stanley answered in her seductive and teasing voice. "What? You didn't get enough of me earlier?"

"You know I can never get enough of you." I said in the same teasing tone.

Yes, I hated myself for hurting Bella. Yet, at the same time, I loved the time I had with Jessica. She was so much different than Bella. Bella always wanted me to be gentle in the little buit that she allowed me to do. Jessica, however, liked it rough. I know that sounds like a terrible thing to say about a woman but there's no other way to describe it. The girl actually let's me tie her up! Bella would never allow that even if we were having sex. That's why I needed Jessica. She gave me everything that Bella couldn't and wouldn't.

I didn't love Bella any less, though. If I had to choose between her and Jessica, it would always be her. Jessica was a whole different world. She was smart and funny. Not anything like the airhead she pretended to be because she thought it attracted men. She was quite insightful on a lot of things. She was not just my "fuck buddy" she was a good friend and really great to talk to.

Yes, she could be cruel to Bella at times, but can you really blame her. You'd probably act the same way if you had to watch the person you were sleeping with, hang all over some other girl. Still, that's one of the things that makes her so different from Bella. She's not afraid to tell Bella what she thinks. Sometimes, she does it inm unacceptable ways. And I did tell her when I lthought her attitude was unacceptable.

I mean it's not like I was lying to Jessica. She knew going into the whole thing that it was for the sex and that's it. Granted, we had become friends over the eight months that we've been sleeping together. However, she knows that I'll never leave Bella for her. I supposed that's what made her so mad about the situation.

I knew I was hurting them both but I couldn't stop. I liked the thing Jessica did for me and how great a person she was to be around. However, I couldn't imagine my life without Bella. I just couldn't decide which one I needed more. So I would continue to hurt Jessica and eventually Bella. Until I lost them both. Too bad I didn't know just how soon I would lose them.

"So does that mean you want me to meet you at the apartment?" she asked. I could hear the smile in her voice but it was laced with sadness. She knew our relationship would never go beyond that room. I think that hurt her worse than anything else.

"Yes, I'll be there in twenty minutes." I replied. I tried to sound at leasty some wait happy but I was feeling extremely guilty about this whole situation.

I didn't understand why Bella couldn't have just given me what I wanted. Then I wouldn't have had to resort to this. That way we could all be happy. Well, except maybe Jessica. She wanted me for so much more than just sex. I could never give her everything she wanted, though, because those parts belonged to Bella and they always would.

"Alright." she replied. "I'll see you there."

"Yup." I replied and flipped the phone shut without even saying goodbye.

I drove for another five minutes before I realized that I almost forgot to call my father. I needed to give him some kind of lie about where I'd be tonight. He'd probably kill me if he knew that I was going to his and my stepmother, Carol's private apartment. It was where they went when they wanted to be alone without having to worry about myself or Alice walking in on them. Sadly, it's happened before, with both of us.

Jessica and I had been using that ever since our first night together. As guilty as I felt about alll of this, that memory still brought a shudder of pleasure through me.

FLASHBACK

It was the week of spring break our sophmore year and my best friend, James was throwing a party. It was supposed to be the biggest bash in the history of Forks, Washington. He older brother, Laurent, had just turned twenty-one and was able to get a keg along with several other alcoholic beverages. The party was actually in the woods so there was less chance of us getting caught by the police.

Bella had refused to come because her father, Charlie was the chief of police and she didn't feel right drinking underage because of that. Plus, her mother had been brutally raped and murdered by a bunch of drunk guys in Port Angeles when Bella was ten. Drunk people, specifically drunk men, scared the hell out of her because of that. I understood her feelings completely but I liked me some alcohol and James was my best friend. I couldn't just tell him that I wasn't coming because drunk people freaked my girlfriend out. I would be laughed at. Not only by him but by his brother and most of our friends.

Besides, it was the perfect night for her to spend time with Alice and Rose. They had known Bella since they were five and six which meant they were pretty close to her mother. The whole drinking thing freaked them out too. It wasn't as bad as with Bella but it was still there for them.

Instead of going to the party, the girls stayed at home and watched chick flicks all night. I had spent most of the night drinking and talking with James, Laurent, and James's girlfriend, Victoria. We played beer pong along with the whole have/have not game. I was sadly disappointed to be losing a lot of the game.

Mostly, they were all talking about sexually acts. Now, before I met Bella, I was having sex at least once or twice a week, sometimes more. Girls just couldn't get enough of me but she didn't want to have anything to do with any of that. I supposed it had something to do with what happened to her mother. I understood her feelings but it didn't help my male ego. I didn't want to admit that I been dating Bella for four months hadn't gone beyond second base with her. I knew I couldn't get away with lying. Victoria had an uncanny way of being to call people on there lies. So I had to admit it to everyone as the game went on.

Natrually, I got more and more drunk as the game continued. A bunch of other kids joined us as we played. Jessica was one of them. She was already three sheets to the wind by then. I didn't think she could take much more.

She wasn't much different drunk then sober. She was still trying to hopelessly throw herself at me. I tried to ignore her but there was soemthing different about her that night. I wasn't sure if it was the alcohol or something else but she suddenly looked pretty than she ever had. Hell, she actually looked sexy in her extremely short skirt, fishnet tights, stilleto boots that went up to her knees. And that beautiful tight leather corset. I didn't know why but I suddenly wanted to put my hands all over her body. Bella wasn't even a thought in my mind.

"I have not slept with my ex-best friend's boyfriend." she said with a suggestive smile at me. I returned the smile thinking how great the would be. I was finding it very hard to keep it down while she rubbed up against me as most of the circle took a drink.

"I have not cheated on my girlfriend with her ex-best friend." I said winking at her. She winked back as most of the circle, once again, took a drink.

We continued playing the game for another twenty minutes or so. Jessica continued with her slut act. I was surprised to find that I wasn't finding it replusive at all. Don't get me wrong, I'm a man and I enjoy sex. However, I can't stand women who act like it's all they want. Yet, I found Jessica actions that night, quite arousing.

At some point in the game, she wrapped her arms around my neck and pressed her lips to mine. I wasn't sure if I would've poushed her away, had I been sober or not. All that pent up frustration from Bella's refusal was getting to me so I kissed Jessica back hard and furiously. I let my fingers tangle in her hair. All thoughts of Bella were gone from my mind.

"Do you wanna get out of here?" she asked breathless as we pulled apart.

"Yeah." I replied with a drunken half smile. "I know somewhere we can go."

Now, I'm not stupid. I left my volvo parked outside the trees and we stumbled to the apartment building where it all started. It was only about a ten minuted walk from where we were. Dad had given me a key in case I ever got drunk and needed a place to crash. Well, I was drunk and I did need a place to crash.

I'd just keep the part about the girl a secret. The minute we stumbled into the apartment, Jessica's lips were on mine and she was frantically fumbling with my belt. Minutes later, I was experience the most amazing blow job I'd ever had. I remembered thinking, if she was this good when she was drunk, I wonder what she'd be like sober.

Just before I released, I tried to remove myself from her mouth. I knew a lot of women were digusted at the idea of having someone cum in there mouth. She, however, refused to open up enough to allow me to get out. I ended up cumming down her throat. She, simply swallowed it. I don't know what it was about that but it got me off even more.

I, of course, flipped her over on the bed and returned the favor. She tasted amazing. She moaned when my tongue flicked her clit. I did it a few more times just to tease her. Her moans continued as I switched from my tongue to my fingers.

You can probably guess what happened from there. It was the most amazing sex that I had ever had. I didn't think I could've ever felt anything better.

The next morning, however, was a completely different story. Once I was sobered up and the full effect of what I had done hit me, I felt terrible. How could I have done that to Bella? I loved her with all of my heart and soul. Why did I let one drunken slut get to me like that?

I disentangled myself from a still sleeping Jessica and got my clothes back on. I wanted to beat my head against the wall until I beat the stupid out of myself. Not only had I betreyed Bella in the worst possible way, I had made it ten times worse because Jessica was Bella's best friend turned worse enemy.

I knew then that Bella could never find out what happened. She'd probably leave and never forgive me. I didn't think that I could live with this. I paced the room for two hours before Jessica woke. She didn't remember exactly what happened at first. I, however, remembered most of it and explained to her everything that happened. I told her how sorry I was and that it was a mistake. I wanted Bella and no one else. I told her I couldn't be like this with her ever again.

She cried a little but understood. We had breakfast then walked back to the volvo and I drove her home.

END FLASHBACK

I wished it really had ended that day but a month later, Jessica called me crying. Her boyfriend, Mike Newton had dumped her for Eric Yorkie (A/N: Sorry that seemed like a funny pairing I had to.) She told me that she needed someone to make her fell loved and beautiful. That particuliar night, Bella and I had a make out session turned fight about sex and I needed a relief. So we met at the apartment and did it again, several times.

We decided that from that night on, whenever one of us needed a release, we'd be there. It was happening more and more as my relationship with Bella got more and more intense. I swear the girl got sexier everyday. It was hard to even sit next to her without getting aroused.

Jessica and I had taken to getting together three or four times a week. We even got together a couple times on some days. I felt more and more guilty as time went on. At the same time, though, it got more and more comfortable. I couldn't imagine getting through a lot of my tension without Jessica.

I pulled myself out of the past and flipped my phone back open. I pressed the number three speed dial and it rang twice before my father answered.

"Edward?" he answered.

"Hi, Dad." I replied. "Listen, I'm going to stay at James's tonight. Bella and I had a fight and I need to relieve some tension. I hope that's alright."

"Of course, it is." he stated. "Thanks for letting me know."

"No problem. I'll see you tomorrow."

"Alright. Just behave yourself."

"I will. Bye dad."

"Bye son."

I flipped the phone shut and drove the rest of the way to the apartment. I saw Jessica cute little lime green bug convertible (A/N: My dream car.) sitting in the parking lot. I parked a good distance from it, not wanting to attract attention. Then I headed into the building to repeat the mistakes that I had been making for the last eight months.

A/N: Let me know what you guys think of this one. I'm not very happy with it. However, whenever I think it's bad the reader's love it. So I'll wait and see what you think. Unfortunately, I don't know the mind of a cheater. One would hope there'd be some guilt but I don't know. I hope that it did turn out okay. Also, I'm sorry for the half ass sex scene. First, I'm tired and couldn't come up with anything good. Also, this is rate T and I wanna try to keep it that way. Everyone of my stories except three are rated M and I wanted a switch. I hope you like it anyway. Please review. Please be honest if you don't like it. I'll try it again if I get a lot of complaints.