A/N: Okay, I've decided to do somethings differently from my initial plans. I'll try hard to make so it still fits with what I've already written but I don't know how well it'll work. Please bare with me. I know my Team Edward peoples will enjoy the changes. But don't worry Team Jacob. I haven't decided who is going to win yet. And to avoid confusion, this is after Edward sent Bella to bed.

BELLA

I was standing outside in the rain. Being unsure of where I was, I looked around to see if I could get any clues. I gasped when I saw Charlie's cruiser smashed into a tree. I didn't need to go any closer to know that he was dead. I collasped to the floor and let the tears come.

"Get up!" A cold voice growled.

I looked behind me to see a red eyed Edward standing there. He had an evil grin spread on his face. The smile told me that he was the one who caused it.

"Why?" I cried out.

"Because if I can't have you then I'll make sure that no one can." he said. "This way, I can take you wherever I want and nobody will come looking. Now, GET UP!"

I just kneeled there in the mud. I was too shocked to even move. My Edward wouldn't hurt me like this. I felt his hand grip my hair at the roots and yank me off the ground. I let out a whimper of pain and watched as the scene changed.

I was laying on the floor of a warehouse and my hands were chained behind my back.. I could smell the lindering scent of dried blood. I looked around and found Edward standing in front of me. The evil smile was still apparent on his face and his eyes were blood red. I closed my eyes praying it wasn't really happening. Edward would never do something like this. I heard his footsteps coming towards me. I try to get my breathing under control.

He chuckled at my accelerated heartbeat before kicking me in the stomach. He then yanked my head back so I had no choice but to look into his eyes.

"You're stuck here with me until you die." he whispered letting his lips brush my ear. "You better get used to it."

He leaned down to kiss me but I spat in his face and he backhanded me. I flew across the room and landed next to something hard. I looked to see what it was. I began screaming as I realized it was my mother's head.

The door banged opened as I sat straight up in bed. To my horror, Edward was the first to arrive at my side. He reached out a comforting hand and I shrinked away from it. I saw the hurt look in his eyes but couldn't bring myself to let him touch me. I curled into a ball as far from him as possible. The other Cullens (Roxanne included) were right behind him.

Edward looked back at them. He shrugged and turned back to me. His eyes were the beautiful topaz color that I knew. Yet, I couldn't the image of the red ones out of my mind. I tried to calm my breathing and heart rate by telling myself it was just a dream. That didn't work. There was only one way I was going to calm down and I knew how bad it would hurt him. But it was the only I could calm myself.

"E-E-Edward," I stuttered. "Can you leave, please?"

I saw the pain in his eyes as he nodded and went out the door. Alice was at my side next. I let her sit down next to me and stroke my hair.

"What happened?" she asked.

I shook my head. I was too embarassed to say. They would hate me for even considering Edward to be a monster like Kyle was.

"Could you guys give me a minute with her?" Roxanne's chime like voice put in. "I think I know what happened."

The others nodded and started walking out the door. For some reason, I didn't feel quite comfortable sleeping here anymore tonight.

"Esme?" I said.

"Yes, dear." she asked in her maternal voice.

"Could you call Jake and ask him to come get me?" I asked. "I think I need to be in my own house right now."

"Of course." she replied and followed the family.

Roxanne walked over and sat next to me. I relaxed a little. I was surprised at how comfortable I was with her. I was finally getting my breathing under control.

"Will you tell me what happened?" she asked.

"I dreamed that Edward did the same thing to me that Kyle did to you." I choked out.

"Oh honey." she said with a sad smile. I felt her cold arms wrap around me. "I'm so sorry. I didn't think of the psyclogical effect my story woud have on a human. Especially one with as strong a connection to a vampire as you."

"It's not your fault." I said. "But I don't think I could look at him without fear anymore especially after everything that happened to us."

I was afraid he'd try to take revenge for the pain I put him through. Roxanne shook her head at my words.

"It's different with you and Edward." she stated. "He loves you. Even now after eveything that's happened. He could never hurt you."

"How do you know that?" I asked. "You've only known him for a couple hours."

"True but I've been watching all of you for three weeks now." she responded. "I can see how much he still cares about you. He's not going to hurt you."

Before I could reply, there was a knock on the door and Esme poked her head in.

"Jake's here honey." she stated.

"Thanks, Esme." I stated. "I'm sorry I worried you guys."

"That's okay, dear." Esme replied. "Sometimes we forget that you're only human."

Roxanne and I went downstairs. Jacob was standing by the door. He had his arms crossed over his chest and looked ready to murder.

"What the hell is she doing here?" he growled in Roxanne's direction.

"She's safe Jake." I explained. "She's going to be joining the family."

"I'll be contacting Sam about dealing with the treaty in the morning." Carlisle stated before Jake could respond.

I looked around the room and noticed Edward wasn't there.

"Where's..." I began.

"He didn't want to make you anymore uncomfortable so he left." Alice cut me off.

"Oh." I said. I felt terrible for making him leave. "Could you tell him that I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt him."

"He knows dear." Esme replied and pulled me into a hug.

"Thanks for everything." I said. "I'll see you guys tomorrow."

My family yelled their goodbyes as Jacob and I walked out the door. He opened the door of the rabbit and I climbed in.

"Are you going to tell me what happened?" Jacob asked as he got into the driver's seat.

"I had a nightmare that's all." I said.

"What about?" he questioned.

I shook my head. I didn't want to tell him because then he'd ask what brought it on. I didn't want to betray Roxanne's trust. I was going to give her a reason to start trusting people again.

"I can't tell you. It's too personal." I replied.

"Bella, I'm your boyfriend." he replied. "If it's too personal for me to hear then there's a problem."

"It's not too personal for me, Jake." I tried to explained. "It's all tied in with Roxanne and her story. She told us what happened to her and I dreamed about it happening to me."

"And you won't tell me exactly what because you don't want to betray her trust." Jake questioned.

"Exactly." I stated.

"Will you tell me why you wanted to leave?" he asked.

"I just needed to get away from those thoughts." I replied. "I thought it might help."

"Well, is it?" he asked.

"A little." I replied. "It'll probably help more when I can talk to Edward about it."

I instantly regretted those words. Pain shot across his face followed quickly by fury. His body was trembling and his shape blurring. I didn't mean to hurt his feelings or make him upset. I quickly leaned over and trailed kisses along the spot on his neck. I felt his body relaxing and his breathing calm.

"I didn't mean that I don't feel better talking to you." I said quickly. "The dream was about hurt him and I had to make him leave after I woke up. I think I hurt his feelings and I feel horrible about it."

"I'm sorry." he once he became completely calm.

"No, I'm sorry." I said.

We were in the driveway of my house by now.

"Will you stay with me tonight?" I asked.

I didn't want to be alone. Even though, I knew Edward would never hurt me, something just felt so real about that dream.

"Of course." he replied.

He pulled me out of the car and carried me to my room. I was soon asleep, in his warm arms.

EDWARD

It hurt to know Bella didn't want me to comfort her. It was even worse when she had to kick me out to calm me down. I didn't even know what happened. She looked so terrified and I made it even worse. I didn't understand it and not being able to read her mind didn't help. I let out a loud growl of frustration and punched the nearest tree. I heard a nervous chuckle from behind me.

I turned to find Roxanne standing behind me. She looked sadder than she had in the living room.

"You didn't do anything." she thought. "It was my fault, really."

"How do you figure that?" I asked.

"I shouldn't have gone that in depthe with the story in front of her." she stated. "It's psychological. She dreamed that you would do the same thing to her as Kyle did to me."

"Oh." I said. I hadn't thought of that as a possibility. Did she honestly think I was capable of that? I would never hurt her no matter what. She had to know that. "But why would she think that, even subconciously?"

"The human mind works in a strange way. She knows how bad her dating Jacob has hurt you. And her subconcious doesn't want her to forget it." Roxanne explained. "It's crazy, I know and so hard to explain. I wish I could but..."

"I think I understand." I said. "Is she afraid of me?"

"No. She knows you would never hurt her. She trusts you with her life. That's never going to change."

I nodded. She sat down next to me.

"You should probably talk to her about it tomorrow, though."

I nodded again.

"I'm sorry." she said.

"You have nothing to be sorry for." I told her. "It wasn't your fault. Bella wanted to hear the whole story. She hates when people suger coat things for her. Believe me, we've had many fights over things like this. If she wants to do or hear something then she will, no matter what anyone said. That's just the way Bella is."

I let out a sad laugh. Roxanne to my hand in his.

"You really miss her, don't you?" she whispered.

"More and more everyday." I replied.

"Maybe I could help you with that."

Before I knew what was happening, her lips were on mine and her tongue was in my mouth. I allowed myself to kiss her back. It was nice but nothing like kissing Bella. It did, however, make me feel at least semi whole again. I liked it. I simply gave in to it because I knew it was the best thing I would get for the rest of this existence. It was definitely something I could live with.

Besides, I knew she needed this as much as I did. Even if it wasn't love, we could still help each other get over the terrible loneliness we were both feeling. I pressed myself closer her as I intensified the kiss. It felt wonderful to not have to hold back for once.

We broke after a few minutes and tried to catch our breaths. She smiled at me and I knew she felt the same way I did.

ROXANNE

"Maybe I could help you with that." I said.

I wasn't sure what I was doing as I found myself kissing him. I thought he was going to push my away and be angry with me for taking advantage. I was surprised to find him kissing me back. I knew it was wrong that I was doing this. He loved Bella not me but I needed this as much as he did. I needed someone to get rid of this god damned lonliness. Someone who wouldn't take advantage of it. My heart was telling me that he wouldn't

I knew he didn't love me and I didn't think I loved him. Still, as he pulled me closer and intensified the kiss, I couldn't help but feel at least feel a little better about the decisions in my life. This feeling was so much better than anything else I'd ever felt in my entire life. It was a feeling I could live with for enternity. Not love just contentment. I could live with that.

We broke after a few minutes and tried to catch our breaths. He smiled at me and I knew he felt the same way I did.

A/N: I hope this one turned out okay. Special hugs for Iheartquestionmark95 (S)He guessed that Bella was only dreaming. I hope my Team Edward fans are happy. He's not in love with her and she's not in love with him. I hope the dream talk didn't confuse you. I not completely positive I even know what I'm talking about. I have the beginnings of a sequel going on in my mind. Which means that this one is going to be over soon. Don't worry. We're gonna go out with a bang. I promise. I also wanna make sure you guys know the title also applies for Roxanne and Edward. They're only human, figuratively speaking of course. However, they both have a need to not be lonely anymore. That is a completely human emotion.