I really hate when authors do with but I wanted to give you guys and update. I feel the best when I vent and I am sorry I try to post a new chapter every month but as you can see for the month of April I didn't post anything. My family has been grieving, and I am so sorry that I didn't update when I had the time. but if you read the foot-note at the end of chapter 4 you would've notice that I announced that I was pregnant. I had a miscarriage at 14 weeks. It hit me really hard and I tried to put my emotions on paper but it didn't really help. This can go either one of three ways. you guys ignore it, your guys support me, or you shame me. I hate to say it that way but thats how it goes. I don't want pity. I just wanted to let you guys know why I was away for so long.
The new chapter (Chapter 5) is about half way done, it follows Disney's Hercules - Go the Distance.
I want to say that it will be up this week. but most likely will be up end of this week early next week. I am also writing out chapter 6 so hopefully you guys will get 2 chapters this month. ill keep you guys posted.
P.S I am also think about writing a VILLAIN DEKU story, do you guys have any plot bunnies you think I might like?
P.S.S I also got a new job, I work 1st shift now so posting will most likely be during the day not at night like this.
Thank you for the continuous support,
BL-chan
Sorry for the OC-ness… All characters should go back to normal next chapter. And I know that this chapter might be a little rushed in terms of time line, but theres a reason for that. 1) to move on with the story and 2) secrets! : :D
Follows My Hero Academia - Go the Distance by Shade1214 on YouTube.
-Go the Distance -
"Izuku, sweetie. Are you sure that you want to go back today?" My mother inquired. "I have no problem to call you in today."
"Mom I'm fine. All Might is meeting me on the way. He has your number he will tell you if I have a panic attack." I told her, I know she is worried but I need to get on with my life. "Mom, I know you're worried but they deserve.. No I need to face them, it's been two weeks since I tried to kill myself." I pause and I see her flinch. "But mom they are my friends, I want them to see that I'm doing better."
"Is Katsuki going to be there?" My mom growled.
"Mom we have been over this, I don't blame him. I know you do, but just don't. This is my choice, I will let you know even if he speaks to me. I doubt that Todoroki will even let him be near him, Todoroki has your number as well. Mom, I am leaving now or I'm going to be late." I said as I walk out the door.
" Well, that does make me feel better….Izuku don't run off on me I wasn't done with y.." her voice quieted at the sound of the door meeting its metal frame.
I have often dreamed,
Of a far off place
Where a great, warm welcome
Would be waiting for me
As I descended from the final step of my apartment building, I stop and breathe. Taking in this moment, a moment I thought would never happen again. The crunching of my red sneakers against the cool morning cement, the low buzz of the awakening city, the smell of cut grass as I walk past the park, the sweet taste of the bakery doors that open with each customer, and the other student from different high schools meeting with their friends on their way to school. With each passing step a new emotion floods into my system, every couple of steps I take a deep breathe to center myself. I find myself daydreaming and lose track of time, when I looked at my phone I realize that I'm almost late to meet with All Might with this new sense of urgency I quicken my pace to rush to All Might.
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be
I will find my way
I can go the distance
I glance at my phone for the millionth time growing more concerned with each passing second, Izuku is never late. He isn't technically late yet, I thought to myself, but he usually gets here early just in case if a villain attacks and then he would have extra time… while my back and forth banter contines inside of my head I didn't notice that a one Izuku Midoriya appeared in front of me. I jump in shock as I see a messy head of green curly hair enter my vision.
"All Might, is everything okay? He asks as a I clutch my heart from the sudden appearance.
"Ah, Young Midoriya, yes I am fine you just startled me that's all. How are you doing on this fine morning?" He opens his mouth to start speaking then shuts it when he doesn't know what to answer. "Let's walk Young Midoriya." Starting at a slow pace, we fall into rhythm.
"All Might…" I glance at him "I don't really know how I am… I mean honestly, four weeks ago I selling selling all of my stuff so mom would have extra money after I was gone. Three weeks ago I was planning how I should kill myself and two weeks ago I acted on that plan. I feel like this isn't real, I feel like I did die that day or that I didn't and I'm in a coma and I'm dreaming all of this. I feel like everything is too perfect, that something is gonna go wrong."
"Midoriya" I stated "You are alive! Do you feel this?" I ask as I flick his forehead.
"Oww"
"That pain means you're here, right where I need you, right where your mother wants you to be, and right in front of all your friends. If you need to name all of the people who need you say their name to center yourself, but remember that people you list are only the people you have meet so far and you meet so many more as a person and as a hero. I will say it again and I will say it a thousand times if I have to. You are strong and you are needed. Now come Young Midoriya as I welcome you again to your hero academia."
I'll be there someday
If I can be strong
I know every mile
Will be worth my while
I will go almost anywhere
To feel like I belong
I stare at the giant doors of U.A.'s Class 1-A of the Hero Division, and I feel my start to panic, and I remember what All Might said earlier If you need to name all of the people who need you say their name to center yourself, I place my clammy hand against the cool metal. Closing my eyes I start listing names. Iida, Denki, Asui, Toru, Uraraka, Kirishima, Ashido, Shouto… Kacchan, but remember that people you list are only the people you have meet so far and you meet so many more as a person and as a hero. Every person I am going to help, every person I am going to aspire to be a hero and every person I make a connection with. I'm not just doing this for myself I am doing it for them. I slam the door open and everyone stares and the room goes quiet.
I am on my way
I can go the distance!
I don't care how far
Somehow I'll be strong
I know every mile will be worth my while
I can do this. I am doing this for myself. I am doing it for them. I am going to conquer this. I. AM. STRONG.
I would go most anywhere to find where I belong
"I-I-I'm back."
This is really random, but i have a question for you guys. If Toga uses her quirk on Toru, does Toga turn invisible? I mean toga quirk just copies appearance but Toru is invisible because of her quirk, right? How would you guys handle this situation?
With Love
BL-Chan
