BakuDeku (勝デク) / all time low moenochrome
You are either going to love me or hate me by the end of this chapter I'm sorry 3
Bakugo POV
Everyone rushes towards him. I take a hesitant step forward but find no opening to speak to him, to say something, to do something. I sit back down, not knowing what to say.
"Bakugo, are you alright man?" Someone asked.
"Shitty-h...K-Kirishima. I'm fine. I just wanted to make sure that nerd….I wanted to make sure that Izuku was alright."
"Is this about we were talking about the other day?" the redhead asked.
I was the knight in shining armor in your movie
Would put your lips on mine and love the aftertaste
"OIO, why did you call me into your office? Why is Shitty hair here? Why is half-n-half here?" I yelled at our rodent president, only to feel ice at my throat. "Oio what the hell, half-n-half?"
"Shut your fucking mouth once in your life Katsuki!" I stare at the half-n-half teen in front of me, no one has ever stood up against me like that before. "Once in your life, think before you fucking speak and read the room for god sake!"
"All right Young Todoroki, that is enough! Melt the ice, I don't need another student in the hospital." the teen was reluctant to melt the ice but did so. "This is stressful enough for everyone, Young Bakugo was on the other side of U.A. when Young Midoriya had his accident." The rodent president stated.
"Why the would I care that, the shitty nerd got hurt again? He probably deserved it, he has been getting really cocky lat-"
THAWCK
I felt a fire punch to the side of my face before I felt the ice binding my to the wall. Everything happened so fast that I had no time to react. I had half-n-half ice covering my body before i could get out a single word out. I felt the heat of his flames right above my face.
"For Fuck Sakes, Katsuki! SHUT THE FUCK UP! This is your fault! I should have put a stop shit earlier, it's your fault he's in the fucking hospital!I shoul-"
"THAT IS ENOUGH!" The rodent president demanded. "Young Todoroki, you are in this room per Izuku's wishes. But one more outbreak from you and I will make you leave you the room!" The teen grunted in response and backed away from the frozen teen. "And you Young Bakugo, I advise you to take your classmates advice and shut up!" my eye freeze on the president I nodded in response.
"All right. To answer your questions Young Bakugo you are here, Todoroki, Bakugo, and Kirishima. As a part of a deal I made with Young Midoriya. I understand that you know what had happened?" we nodded "That statement is false, I made a deal with Midoriya that everyone in this room will know the full and whole truth and that truth must stay in this room. Young Todoroki, release Bakugo from the ice thank you."
I fall from the wall as the ice melts from my chest and walk to the middle of the room.
"Young Todoroki is here to give you a letter from Midoriya, Bakugou. I want to say thing before I want to say something to Bakugou. I just want to let you know, that through this entire ordeal that Young Midoriya was thinking about your future Bakugo. He was extremely adamant that you would not be punished for this, you have an extremely good friend Bakugo. If I were you I would treasure that friend, that brings me to the reason that Young Kirishima is here for. Midoriya wanted you to have support through this and he has notice that Kirishima is the only one of your classmates that can fit the bill. Now that I have answered your questions, can I get to the point why you were called here?"
I nod.
"Good! Now I have to tell you this will a heavy heart, but Bakugo and Kirishima, you were brought here to the learn the truth about Midoriya's accident. To the media and everyone of U.A. exempt for class 1A and a handful of 1B students. One Midoriya Izuku fell off the roof of UA when he tripped on his shoe lace. However, the true reason that Midoriya was on the roof was…" he pauses and breathes deeply. "Was that he jumped off the roof with the intention to end his life. He tried to kill himself. Now Young Todoroki, please give Bakugo the letter, and please leave." My breathing has stopped, images run threw my head. Words, words, words, actions, actions, actions, hurtful, hurtful, HURTFUL WORDS.
"If you wanna be a hero that badly, there's a quick way to do it. Believe that you'll be born with a Quirk in your next life and take a last chance dive off the roof!"
I notice an envelope thrusted into my face. "Here, I promised Izuku that I would try to be nice to you as soon as he was discharged from the hospital. But he hasn't been yet, so let me say one thing. He wrote this the morning he jumped. I don't want to stoop to your leave Katsuki, but for god sakes think before you speak, your actions and words have concounques. Think about that, Izuku has only ever wanted to be your friend, but what were you to him?" Todoroki whispered and left.
"Bakubro, you doing all right, man? Your crying." Kirishima asked. When he said that a dam broke.
"H-he's right! OMG, what HAVE I DONE. I all most killed DEKU! I Bullied, him I HURT him!" I scream and sobbed out.
"WHOA, take it easy man! It-"
"You dont understand, Shitty-hair. I told him to throw himself of the roof once before. Believe that you'll be born with a Quirk in your next life and take a last chance dive off the roof! I told him to kill himself. Oh my god, i can't be a hero if i told someone to kill themself."
"Shit, okay just breathe dude. I can see why Midoriya wanted me here, I don't like what you did but I didn't know you back then. I only know that Bakugu I know now. He won't give up this easily, tell me what happened dude, we can work this out. Now talk to me." I continue to sob into his shoulder.
Lost I'm a ghost, I call your name, you look right through me
You're the reason that I just can't concentrate
"Yeah, it is. I know that not everyone believes the the story that the teachers told us. I want to say so many things. I want to answer so many of his question that he wrote me. I just don't know where to start. I feel like if i try to approach him everyone will be on guard, and I don't want to stress him out any more that he is."
"Wait, he's stressed out? How can you tell?" Kirishima asks.
"Look at this hands, they are either running threw his hair on the back of his head or he is playing with the hem of his shirt. His eyes are trying to focus on the person who is speaking, but they are darting around when another group is having and side conversation, he thinks that they are talking about what happened. But every time his eyes land on half-n-Todoroki he calms down a bit, his breathing calms a bit."
"Whoa dude, I didn't know that you were that observant. I kinda that that was Midoriya's thing." Kirishima joked.
"Idiot, I grew up with him I know when he is stressed…" I trailed off.
"Bakugo, dude come back to me. You read his letter right? Did you follow the advice I gave you? I know it seems a bit girly but it helps me out a lot. How about we walk over and give him the letter together, other people got some letters too. I got one after I left you that day, it went on and on how to improve my hero costume and how a great hero I would be. I kinda wrote back to him too, asking why he picked me to help you. He said I was friendly but I want o know why he trusted me to help you out you know. We both walk over there and give him the letters, and that will start the conversation, alright. I doesn't have to be long. Just start the conversion and leave it open, i know you want to set stuff straight but let him come to you on that alright ,bro? Just let him know that you are available anytime anywhere alright? Okay, let's do this grab your letter and lets go."
I, I've been trying to fix my pride
But that shit's broken, that shit's broken
Lie (lie, lie), lie, l-lie, I try to hide
But now you know it
"Dear Kacchan,
I know you are going to have a hard time with this, I just wanted to let you know that I don't blame you. I did not take your advice you gave me in middle school. I've been dealing with this before you had said that. I have to say you did hurt me, the bullying didn't make it any easier but I still feel like you can the greatest hero! I wish we could go back to the old days when we use to play heros in the park. I want those days back Kacchan. I've always wanted to able to talk with you on equal footing. I want to be your friend again Kacchan. I've always want to talk about which hero agency you where going to apply for after you graduate. I wanted to ask you about your internship with Blue Jeanist. I wanted to fight villains next you Kacchan. All I wanted is to brag that I'm friends with Bakugo Katsuki Japans #1 HERO. I wanted to compete with you for the #1 spot. I want to say sorry that I wasn't strong enough to ask you those things. I know you would yell at me but I did it anyways. I'm being selfish and asing Kirishima to look after you after I'm gone. I know your not the best with your emotion, but Kirishima has been the only one that you would call a friend, and don't deny kacchan! I just want to make sure you can be a hero for the both of us.
That's about it, I am sorry that I can't be strong enough for you kacchan. On the back there's somes ideas I had about your hero costume.
Plus ULTRA
I'm sorry Kaachan. I wasn't strong enough to be at your side.
Your friend,
Izuku Midrioya"
That I'm at an all time
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I'm at an all time low
"Dear Midoriya,
Thanks for the advice on my hero costume! We will have to go to the support class together! I really don't know what to say man. I should have notice something, I should have been a better friend, I wanted to ask why you pick me to Bakugo? I mean I'm friendly to everyone in class but I was trying to break down some of his walls so he could be friends with everyone… Bakugo told me everything what happened between you two. I can't say what I think about his behavior in the past cause I really don't know what to do… Just let me if you need anything man, I am always here for you.
Thanks for the advice and the trust to leave Bakugo with me.
Yours truly,
Eijiro Kirishima"
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I'm at an all time low
"Dear Izuku,
I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.
Please if you can find the kindness in your heart I would like to talk you about what happened when I bullied you. I am so sorry. I know you don't want to hear that but I feel like I should say it. Thank you for everything.
I just wanted to let you know that you can talk to me anytime. I don't deserve to be a hero after everything I put you through. I'm going to believe in the words that you wrote to me. I'm dragging you to the support department so we can go over the hero costume you designed.
Just let me know we you want to talk. I'll be free when ever.
Your friend,
Katsuki Bakugo"
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We grab our letters and slowly make it across the room. He is sitting on his desk his fingers digging into wood turning his knuckles white. He forces a smile when he tries to make small talk with round face.
"Yo Midoriya! We got something for you." All eyes turn towards us. I feel roundrace glare at me. I see that Todoroki moves closer to him.
"We just wanted to give these to you, and to say that we are glad your okay, right Bakugo?" He stated as he handed him his letter.
"I-I-" I stammer to get the words out of my mouth, I'm staring at his desk. I feel a nudge from Kirishima. I let my eyes draw over his broken form, bandages litter his body, his right arm in a sling, and the red sunken eyes of his pale freckled face. I feel my eyes start to water… I did this I did this to him my head is racing. Tears flowing from my eyes.
"K-K-Kachhan?"
I'm at an all time
"I-I-I'm glad that your okay…..Izuku"
And there! It took me forever to write this. I've been rewriting this chapter for the past 2 months and it finally came out okay.
Thanks for being patient with me!
Love, BLXChan
