Hi everyone! Sorry for not updating my stories these past few weeks. I've been busy because the summer vacation here in Manila is over and school starts by next week. Anyway, just wanna say thank you again for all your comments and for reading this story of mine.

I'll be updating my other stories by this week before classes resume next Monday. So here you go (just a short update, forgive me). Be safe always everyone!

It's been five days since the accident and this day will be the hardest for Beca and Bailey. The mother and daughter arrived at Atlanta Airport together with Amy, CR and Beth as Emily fetches them who went back to Atlanta two days ago with her sister Stacie, Aubrey and Chloe's body.

Beca did all she can so she can bring home her wife to her hometown and uses her privilege as a celebrity to hire a private plane for them. This is also the day they'll bring Chloe to her final resting place.

As for Bailey, she hasn't talk to her mother since the night she found out what happened to her mom. The little girl didn't want to eat or talk to anyone, all she did was cry and look at her picture with her mother. The older Mitchell tried her best to reach out for her daughter but she was ignored.

Emily smiled a little when they say the girls; Beth is carrying Bailey and not even looking at her. The young brunette looks at Beca whose looking at her too with a sad look on her face.

They all ride the van. Beca ask if everything is okay and Emily says yes but they Stacie told her to bring the girls at Chloe's house first so they can rest for a while.

"I want to see my mom." Bailey said while looking outside the window "Of course sweetie but you need to—"

Emily stops on talking when the little redhead looks at her "I don't want to sleep, I don't want to rest, what I want is to be with my mother!" the young Mitchell blinks her eyes a couple of times so her tears won't fall.

"O-okay, I'll call Stacie and tell her that." Beth gives Emily an apologetic look but the young brunette understands what Bailey is feeling right now.

It takes them 45 minutes to reach the funeral home. There are lots of people, mostly the redhead's friends and colleagues. As they went out of the vehicle, Bailey immediately runs towards Stacie who is waiting for them outside.

"C-can I see her? Can I be with my mom before they take her away?" Stacie nods her head at the little girl and gives her a small smile; she needs to be strong for Bailey. She guided her inside the room with the girls are trailing from behind.

Stacie stops in front of the casket and looks at Bailey "Do you want me to carry you baby?" she asks.

Bailey nods her head as Stacie carries her. As for Beca, Aubrey gently pushes the brunette towards the two but it seems like her feet are stuck on the ground. Amy and CR know how devastated their friend is. She has this tendency not to say anything to anyone but when you look at her eyes, you know what she's going through.

"I d-don't want to see her like this. I c-can't Bree." Beca said trying her best not to cry "I know Beca but this is your last chance." The brunette shook her head and Aubrey sighs.

"Do you want to say something to your mom?" Stacie asks the little girl on her arms but the latter is just staring at her mother "You know she can hear you."

Bailey wipes the tears that roll down on her cheek "But even if she can, she's still going to leave me."

"I want her back Aunt Stacie, I promise I'll be good just bring her back to me please." The little girl added, Stacie bit her lip to stop herself from crying.

"I should have stayed here with her." She then look at Beca, the brunette's tears starts to roll down on her cheeks "I-I'm sorry… I'm sorry…" she said and run towards the door.

30 minutes later…

The Eulogy has already started, since Chloe has no family other than Stacie and Emily, the older brunette is the first one to say something to her. They didn't force the little girl to say something about her mother.

Stacie looks at Chloe's picture and smile "Thank you for everything Chloe, I would never ask for anyone to be my best friend. I love you." The brunette places the mic on the stand and quickly went to her chair as Emily hugs her.

They ask for Beca to say something but she refused. It's not that she doesn't want to but her mind is still refusing to accept that Chloe is again, that she might be dreaming and needed to be awake from her deep slumber but wherever she looks, whoever she talks to, the reality is striking her.

The reality were Chloe Beale is gone and not coming back.

BECA'S POV

After walking for twenty minutes, we finally reach the final resting place of my wife. I never thought that I'll see this day and I wish it didn't end this way. It's true that you regret everything you did and say when it's already too late. I wish I have the power to turn back the hands of time.

They ask to say our final words and bid goodbye before they lowered down her casket. I saw Emily whisper something to her, like me, she's trying her best not to cry but she failed. Beth is behind her followed by Stacie and Bailey.

"No please, don't take her away!" I hear Bailey shouting, Stacie is pulling her hand that is holding the casket "Please mommy, wake up. I need you mom! Please I beg you."

"Bailey, sweetie…" Stacie said and still tries to pull her hands away. I look down on the ground; I can't look at my daughter knowing that it's my fault that her mother died.

"I want my mommy! I want my mommy." It breaks my heart to hear and see her like this. Why do I always hurt the people I love? Can't I do something right or good for them?

"Beca…" I hear Aubrey's voice; I look up to her and saw tears in her eyes "Its time." She said and I saw her, Amy and CR bid their final goodbye to Chloe. I tried to move my feet and slowly walk towards the casket.

Please if I'm dreaming, can someone wake me up?! I know my wife's not dead! She can't be dead!

My mind screams as I continue on walking but then I know it's not a dream. I am awake, wide awake. This is not an act to make me realize what I did. This is the truth, this is the reality but why does my heart can't accept the fact that my queen is gone?

I remember the conversation we had three days before I left her. We were watching a movie about a couple who got married at a young age and they are both suffering from the life they have. It resembles me and her, the only difference is, the guy tried his best for his wife, it's hard but they made it 'til the end because the girl didn't give up on him.

I remember what she said to me.

Always remember this; I will never give you up. I won't leave your side even though you don't want and love me anymore. I'll find a way to make you happy everyday Beca.

The tears that I've been trying to stop find its way to roll down on my cheeks. The reason why? It's because Chloe didn't break her promise since the very start of our journey as a couple and her being my wife but I'm so stupid and weak that I still left her despite of what she showed me and made me feel.

I look at her lying peacefully in the casket, she look like she's just sleeping. I slowly reach out my hand towards her head and trace her face using my fingers. I don't need to memorize her face, it's engrave inside my heart.

"Chloe…" I said still hoping that she's just acting to made me realize how much she means to me then we all laugh at the end "Chloe please…" I said again but there's no response.

I felt someone stand beside me and its CR "Beca they need to lower down the casket now." She said, I didn't answer or nod my head and I'm just staring at my wife.

CR places her hands on my elbow and slowly pulls me away from the casket. A man closes it and motion for the other one to lower it down. I hear Bailey cry out loud calling for her mommy.

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to think. Memories of her starts to flash in my mind, from the day we met until that night where I last saw her alive. Starting today, Chloe Beale is out of my life for good. I won't hear her voice anymore, see her smile, hears her laugh and most importantly she wouldn't know how much I love her and how much I regret leaving her.

"No… no, no, no, no…" I said and quickly run towards the casket, I open it and hold her hands which made the man stops it from lowering down "I c-can't live without you Chloe, you can't leave me like this!" I said and holding her hands as tight as I can.

"Beca..." I hear Beth's voice "She can't leave me Beth, I don't want to live without her anymore." I answered.

I look at Chloe once more "Open your eyes baby, please look at me."

"I know I hurt you and left you and I'll do anything to make things right again just please come back. I promise you, I'll be a good mother to Bailey and a good wife to you. Chloe please open your eyes!"

I don't know who's pulling me away from her but giving my all to not let go of her hand "Chloe!" I don't care if people will see me like this, I need my wife. I need her because I love her.

They manage to pull me away and they continue to lower her down, I keep on shouting her name, trying to get away from the hands that are holding me down. I feel a sharp pain on my chest but manage to scream her name once more before I close my eyes and let the pain succumbs into me.

"CHLOE!"

I shouted as I open my eyes and see a white ceiling. I quickly sit up and notice that I'm on a sofa and I'm panting. Beads of sweat are forming on my forehead and I'm hearing footsteps behind me.

When I look back, I saw Beth, Stacie and Aubrey running towards me but the taller brunette stops when our eyes met.

"Hey, are you okay?" Aubrey asks me and Beth give me a glass of water and I took a sip "We heard you screaming, what's wrong?" she asks me.

I shook my head and I felt a pain on my temple then I remember something. Before I passed out, I'm shouting Chloe's name while they are lowering her casket down.

I look at Beth then to Aubrey "I n-need to go back to the cemetery." I said and stand up "Cemetery? What are you going to do there?" Aubrey asks me.

"I need to be with Chloe. I want her to know that even if she's gone, I'll still be here for her." I answer and continue on walking but Beth stops me "Beca wait please, w-"

"You can't stop me! None of you can." I said as I cut her off, I saw Aubrey look at Stacie who shrugs her shoulder and I continue my way towards the door when I noticed something.

I look at Stacie then to Beth and lastly to Aubrey "What are we doing in my house? For how long have I passed out?" I ask.

"Beca, w-what are you talking about?" Aubrey asks me but I ignore her question "Where's Chloe?" I ask.

"You know you're just tired and-"

"Answer my question god damn it! WHERE IS CHLOE?!" I'm afraid to hear her answer. I'm thinking that they brought me back home without me knowing and took the opportunity while I'm unconscious.

Aubrey didn't say anything but she looks at Stacie, I look at her too and my heart starts to skip a beat when I saw someone standing behind her holding a cup as I run towards her and hugs her tight not wanting to let go.