Remember when 700 words was a lot for me? I do. I'm back for the year! Sorry for the long wait, didn't mean to seem like I'm dead. Well let's wrap this up and get on with this!
Good News Corner: I now qualify as a beta reader. If you need me, come knocking ;)
LAST TIME
Sure I've kissed many people before, but never like this.
Nothing so sweet
Nothin like all the other ones.
Nothing like anything before
And I loved it.
Lucy's P.O.V (As always when we start a new chapter XD)
"I woke up from a really bad nightmare. Then I saw laxus later at the fairy tail HQ.
"What do you want to do in life, Laxus?" I said, buying a margharita from the bar.
"I've never thought about it. And i'm glad I didn't."
"Um? What a terrible thing for the supposed role model father figure of my child to say." I said leaning away a little, hopeing that this won't turn into something big.
"Well, now that we have a baby together, it will be harder to become feared. And then It will be hard to become the Guild Master and have everyone under my control." Said Laxus, talking with his hands, no ounce of jokeing on his face.
"Now that 'we' have a baby together?" I said in air quotations, "Last time I checked, I was the one taking care of her all the time. She's 1 whole month old and you just got into her life 2 days ago." I started getting up, "And fear isn't how you control people. You think you would have known since the "Battle of Fairy Tail." I pointed my finger in his face, "Remember that? Remember how you got emkicked out of Fairy Tail?" Now here we were, both visibly angry. "And you can't raise a child with "force and control." I should know, do you even know how I was brought up?" I said tears forming in my eyes from the painful flashback.
"Yes, you came from the Heartfeleas. They own railroads." He said, trying to choose the best words, and getting up himself. "So?"
"SO? IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY? SO? WAS RAILROADS ALL YOU COULD COME UP WITH?" Anger boiled inside of me, and shot out of face in the form of tears. "Take me to my place. Take your stuff, and leave. Fall off a cliff. Don't come back. Don't you ever step foot near me or Layla again. Do you understand? I'll call the piolice." He looked taken aback. His face turned to rage, but became calm again.
We silently walked back to my place, never makeing eye contact. I unlocked the door, already having texted Erza saying to leave on my wizard phone, and let him past me, looking at my feet as he went.
It took him about a half-hour to get all of his stupid things, and yet as he was leaveing he leaned down and licked me on the forhead.
"Look Lucy, I'm sorry. I was stupid. I STILL am stupid. But I hope that one day you will learn to forgive me, even though I feel I don't deserve it." He said quietly. And then left, without a word.
Almost as soon as he left I just broke down. I texted Natsu.
"I need someone to pay my child support now. lol. :c" i was tryeing to keep happy and positive for the baby.
I leaned on the door Anna/Elsa style and just cried. When I felt a little better, I got chocked up again, and another round of tears fell from my eyes.
"WHAAAAAA!" The sound of Layla was what got me to stop. She didn"t even know what true sadness was. "WHAAAA!" I picked her up and started to shhhhhh her to sleep again. "Shhh, it's ok, it's ok. Crying won't help you. nobody can hear you." I said as I started crying again. It won't help, I kept telling myself, it won't help. I can remember the last time I cried this hard. but the baby was cryeing harder.
Flashback- Lucy's childhood (around 6-7 years old)
It was one of father's "bad" days, if you could call it that. He was screaming, punching, kicking, and overall, throwing a tantrum. Of course, no one dared to even look away, much less tell him he was behaving as a manchild.
Mom used to calm him down. It was never like this when mom was alive. At least, I assume. I was kinda a baby. When she died, it was like she took from everyone, even the maids. Of course, father thought he owned everyone, and that he the only one who lost something that faithful day.
"AND YOU" he said, pointing his finger at me, my infant self, a mad look in his eye, "DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON YOU, JUST STANDING THERE EVERY SINGLE DAY. YOU DIDN'T KNOW HER. I DID. I D-did no one e-else." his talking was cut off by his tears. By now it was pretty obvious he was drunk, and womanly emotional.
"ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME OR MY DAUGTER MRS. PERAWINDSKI ?" He pushed her aside, grabbed my phone, and levitated off of the ground.
"THIS IS YOUR FAULT, NO FOOD FOR, WEEK" he screamed in at her, spitting everywhere.
"N-no sir, this is my fault. Leave the child out of this." I winced at the word "child", as i was an infant, and shuddered when I thought of what he would do with her now. Everytime a maid dissobeys, my father and them would have a meeting in the office. It usually ended in a one star review on Yelp.
"EVERYONE GET OUT! GET OUT! EXEPT YOU MRS. PERAWINDSKI. It's time for a meeting."
After I was rushed out to my room, I cried for hours. I cried about everything. My mom, dad, the phone, the intense emotional pain, and about my new friend. i wanted to be fed.
Exept, I never saw Mrs. Perawindski again.
Haha, how did you like the extra long chapter? TWC 1456.9
