I am not sure if I am doing a good job or a terrible one writing these steamy chapters. I don't have much experience writing sexy fanfics. Let me know what you think and enjoy. Xoxo


At her young age, Emma was very lucky to get into awkward situations but this one was on top of the list. Looking sheepishly into her glass Emma tried to avoid any eye contact with Regina. She knew that this wine break was just a foreplay for what was going to come next. She felt Regina's eyes on her and everytime she moved, Regina moved with her. They were barely talking, the heaviness of the silence was both weird and arousing. Both women knew how exactly they felt about each other but neither of them dared to make the first step. Regina was repeating few words in her mind, words about this being a game. Emma had to work hard to keep her ideas and desires at bay to not push Regina against the soft sofa they were now sitting on. Her fingers were trembling, her lips were shaking. These involuntary movements weren't caused by fear, it was a pure excitement. Realizing this, Emma closed her eyes and tried to calm herself by taking few slow breaths.

„Do you like the wine?" Regina broke the silence because she couldn't bare it any longer. Emma raised her head and her eyes met Regina's. There was something new in her brown orbs that she has never seen before. Was it lust? Was it eagerness? Emma felt hot just from watching Regina's body language. Every single part of her body was exposed to her and her eyes couldn't stop travelling all over Regina's skin. Regina felt the same about Emma. Her fingers were eager to dive into Emma's long blond hair. A drop of wine got stuck on her lips. Using her left thumb Regina collected the drop and licked it deliciously knowing that it will make Emma jump. It took quite some time before Regina got an answer to her question.

„Delicious," was Emma's answer. If she was drunk she would probably say „Kissing it off your lip would make it even more delicious." Emma wasn't drunk unfortunately so she kept these words for herself. She couldn't decide if not being drunk was a good or a bad thing. Regina moved closer to Emma. Emma was surprised by the brunette's changed position and waited for her next move. Regina's hand slowly rose to touch Emma's exposed shoulder. There was one of the scars Emma still had from the car accident. She was afraid to show her scars to Regina thinking it would make her less attractive to such a woman like doctor Mills.

A finger gently landed on the damaged skin and Emma's eyes followed Regina's hand. Her hand then moved to cup Emma's chin raising her head up so their eyes could meet.

„Does it still hurt?" Regina asked, her voice light and silent. Emma only nodded and watched Regina's head move towards her shoulder. When Regina's lips reached her skin Emma closed her eyes to fully enjoy the contact. She wouldn't expect Regina to be so gentle and sweet. She imagined this night as something that will be unpleasant, at least for her, but she was enjoying it so far.

„Sometimes," Emma whispered, her fingers running through Regina's hair, pulling the wild strands of her black hair away from her face. Regina's lips left Emma's scar. The brunette moved even closer to the other woman not breaking the contact they shared through Emma's palm on her cheek.

This time it was Emma who closed the already narrow gap between their heads and kissed Regina on her red lips. It was a very restrained kiss because Emma didn't know if Regina would allow her to initiate something. Regina's lips carefully brushed against Emma's. At the notion of breaking the kiss Regina asked for another touch by pulling her head forward to suck Emma's upper lip inside her mouth. She needed to feel her, desperately. Emma understood and pressed her lips harder against Regina's. From careful and restrained kisses they moved straight to passionate and deep kissing. Emma's hands were exploring Regina's back, the brunette was carresing Emma's exposed legs. When Emma felt Regina's fingers under her dress reaching her underwear she placed her hand over Regina's to stop her. As much as the brunette didn't want to stop exploring Emma's mouth with her tongue, she was forced to stop and pull away to see the blond woman's face. She needed to know what happened and why Emma wouldn't let her touch her.

„What's wrong?" Regina asked feeling a little bit let down. Her arousal was noticeable and stopping her in what she was about to do made her feel frustrated. As if she wasn't frustrated enough from the previous moments when they were just sitting next to each other. Emma felt the same. She wanted Regina, she wanted to make love to her, she needed to feel her inside but there was something that was bothering her. It was stronger than her desire. It was fear. This was a game after all and she was about to give herself to this woman feeling unworthy of her. Her scars were her nightmares and being naked in front of Regina made her feel sick. Once this night is over they will go back to being just people who are connected through a sick child and everything will be normal again although they both will be forever changed. Emma didn't want this change to be rooted on a feeling of embarrassment by the way she looked now. It was hard enough for her to give in and surrender to this woman, she didn't have to be reminded of it by her scarred body.

„My body is not as smooth as it used to be. There are scars and I am not sure I am ready to be exposed to someone having these flaws," Emma confessed already missing Regina's touch on her. Regina pulled away from Emma to give her some space. She understood because she had a few scars herself and she could feel how scared Emma must have felt.

„Can you see this scar?" Regina asked after a moment of silence pointing her finger to her upper lip. Emma nodded looking at Regina's mouth. She wanted to kiss her scar. It was one of the things she noticed when they met for the first time.

„Did or do you mind kissing me?" Regina asked again looking into Emma's eyes. Emma smiled and moved forward to connect her lips with Regina's. Letting go of the brunette's lips Emma moved to the scar above her upper lip and kissed it softly.

„No, I don't," she whispered against Regina's mouth making the brunette shiver. Emma's hot breath reached Regina's mouth and she gasped. Emma knew her ways to play with a woman or she was a quick learner, Regina thought.

„Then I don't mind kissing you," Regina said almost kissing Emma's lips as a revenge for what the blond woman did a moment ago. Both women shared a moment of silence before Regina got up from the sofa offering Emma her hand. Emma knew what kind of an offer it was and even though her inner voice started screaming „No! Don't do it!" she accepted. Their fingers interlaced and Regina led them to her bedroom. Her bed was a better place to indulge in the sweet and tender moments. Much better than a sofa.

TBC