Craig was awoken by a soft kiss to his lips. Something that had become a welcome occurrence in the month that Tweek had moved in. Things weren't easy, they never did seem to be. But today had a certain aura of gloom and they both knew why.

"Come on Craig you need to wake up. You can't sleep all night you know." Tweek scolds shrugging his jacket on. Well, it belonged to Craig but it appeared that Tweek was going to be using it tonight.

"Babe, let me sleep five more minutes…" Craig grumbles out in his sleepy state rolling over. Of course Tweek wasn't going to let him get away with that. Tweek rolls him back over placing a gentle kiss to his nose.

"Well it's already 1 am and we have to get going. I'm sure no one would be out there at this time." Tweek says rolling Craig out of the bed and onto the floor. Craig groans unhappily at that laying on the floor for a few minutes before getting up and getting dressed. Waking up for work early was hell, waking up even earlier then that was heaven and hell battling things out on earth. Once they were both dressed Craig shrugs on his work coat, sense his casual coat was currently taken.

"Alright babe let's go." Craig calls insuring he had both his keys and phone at the ready. It was going to be a long drive. The two make their way out to the car and start the drive in utter silence. There was a heavy atmosphere that formed in the car that neither were willing to address. They were halfway there when Tweek finally broke the silence.

"Craig, it wasn't your fault." That was not what Craig wanted to hear. Craig's clench on the wheel tightens and his entire postures turns tense.

"Craig you did what you had t-" Before Tweek could go on Craig cut him off.

"We will not talk about that right now." He hisses sternly. Thankfully they arrived at where they needed to be. None other then the graveyard. Craig not willing to risk the chance of Tweek trying to start up the conversation got out of the car first. He made his way to the trunk opening it. There stored in the trunk of his car were three beautiful bouquet of purple hyacinth. Craig carefully takes each bouquet into his arms as he turns to the graveyard.

It was finally time for Craig to face his demons head on. With a shaky breath Craig made his way over to the fence climbing over it. Tweek stayed in the car knowing this was something Craig had to do for himself. He'd wait, he'd wait as long as it took for Craig to come back. Craig disappears from Tweek's sight as he made his way into the graveyard. He knew exactly where he was headed. That's when he reached his first stop.

"Wendy Testaburger." He looks down at the headstone that had beautiful flowers carved into it.

"I… You fought for what you believe in… You always have. Even as a kid I had this… Respect for you." Craig whispers out looking down at the headstone. He had to at least explain to her why he did it.

"Just as you were fighting for your love I was fighting for mine…" He chokes out a laugh.

"I shouldn't have been surprised that you and Bebe were a thing…" He rubs the back of his neck sheepishly to try and ease some of his own emotions that began to brew.

"But… I couldn't let you kill Tweek… He's messed up sure… Hell, I'm messed up but… I love him all the same…" He glances away from the stone.

"I… I'll follow this love… Probably just as blindly as you. I'm sorry… I'm sorry that I had to do that to you. I know you will never forgive me but… I hope you realize my reasons." Craig whispers out. He turns not being able to bare the sight of the tombstone anymore. He carefully places one bouquet of purple hyacinth in front of the tombstone. Once down two more to go, he wasn't sure he could even do this but he had to try. He walked through the cemetery keeping his gaze to the ground until he got to where he needed.

"Token Black." He whispers standing in front of the headstone. One of his longest friends and most trusted friends and he took his life.

"I… I don't deserve to stand here in front of your grave Token… I honestly don't… You were the smartest out of all of us." Craig let out a pained laugh at the memories that seemed to run through his head.

"I don't know why you did it… Why you drugged Tweek and I… Why you worked with Eric… But you must have had your reasons…" Craig clenches his fist into a ball to force back the tears that were forming in the corner of his eyes.

"I'm sorry Token… God I'm so sorry." Craig covers his mouth in a last ditch effort to stifle his sobs. He carefully places the second bouquet of purple hyacinth in front of the headstone before going to the last one. He couldn't stop the tears that fell down his face as he walked over. He could feel his will power getting weaker and weaker with every step that he took. He wasn't sure what to say once he got to the headstone he was dreading the most.

"Ike Broflovski." Craig had to stop there covering his mouth as he sobs. He killed a kid, Ike still had his entire life in front of him. He lost connections with one of his childhood friends. Hell, he didn't blame him. If someone had killed Tricia he'd kill said person where they stood.

"I'm sorry Ike… You had so much of your life in front of you… I…" Craig's voice cracks and he was suddenly at a loss for words. What was he going to say? What should he say? Nothing seemed to come to mind as he stares helplessly at the tombstone. He couldn't bare to be there any longer, he just couldn't handle the guilt. He places the last bouquet of purple hyacinth in front of Ike's tombstone before quickly heading back to the fence.

Both Tweek and Craig knew that he'd be a mess when he came back. That's why the moment Craig hopped back over the fence Tweek got out of the car and pulled him into a soothing hug. Craig lost track of time at that moment, he couldn't remember how many hours or minutes he spent sobbing into Tweek. Just by the time he was done he was exhausted. Once he had calmed down enough to the point he wasn't a sobbing mess he drove them both back home. It didn't surprise Tweek much when Craig walks right into the house and passes out cold on the sofa. He didn't even bother to take his coat off or put his away his keys.

"What am I going to do with you…" Tweek mutters to himself as he smiles down at Craig. Well first he had to get him to bed. He goes over and carefully lifts Craig into his arms bridal style. Once he was sure that Craig had no chance of falling he carried him to bed. Craig needed his sleep badly, and Tweek was not going to be the one to ruin it for him. Once Craig was safe in the bed Tweek tucks him in gently kissing his forehead.

"Night Craig… Sleep well." he whispers softly to the sleeping male. A soft smile forms on his face when Craig mutters illegible words under his breath. Sometimes it's alright to cry, as long as you can recover after.