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Chapter 9
Kenny's POV
"What did Kyle want?" Kevin asks me as soon as I meet up with him. No hi, how are you or anything.
"Karen told him about me using heroin. He offered to pay for me to go to rehab."
Kevin shakes his head. "You don't have time for that! You need to make this money!"
"Can't I just make money without getting drugs?"
"Yeah right, without drugs, you won't fuck these women!"
"I really want to get clean." I tell him sincerely.
"Why because Karen threatened to go to the cops?" He starts laughing. "She's bluffing!"
"I want to get clean for myself."
"Why? What are you going to do?"
I shrug. "Maybe I'll be able to get my life together." I start looking around and I'm beginning to feel really uncomfortable. "Can we go?"
Kevin shakes his head. "In a minute. Did you use anything today?"
I nod. "Heroin."
"You need some X. I need you to be in the mood."
"Please tell me this isn't someone I know."
Kevin smiles. "It's not!"
"Good! Cartman knows I had sex with his mom and now he's threatening to kill me."
"Well if you don't do what I tell you, I'll kill you!" He pats me on the back.
"What are you doing on our turf?" I turn and see five guys approaching me. I've seen them around before as they usually hang out in this alleyway to sell and do drugs. They don't like people who aren't affiliated with them hanging out here.
"Shit!" I hear Kevin mumble.
"We were just leaving..." I tell them as I start backing up.
"We?" One of the guys asks and they begin to surround me.
"My brother and-" I turn and see Kevin driving off in his car. Did he just leave me? What the hell?
"You were saying?" One of the other guys smirks.
The next thing I know, I have about 10 fists flying at me. I'm trying my best to defend myself, but against five people, I don't stand a chance. Why did Kevin leave me? One searches my pockets and takes my heroin and my needle, another one rips my shirt, while the other three are beating the crap out of me.
The one I presume to be the leader, grabs me by my hair and holds a knife up to my throat. "Don't you ever come on our territory again, do you understand?"
"Yes dude!" At this moment, I'm fearing for my life. A drug overdose has nothing on this moment right now.
"I think you should go ahead and slit his throat!" One of the guys yells out.
"I'm definitely going to send a message to him!" With that, he stabs me in the shoulder. "That's in case I didn't make myself clear! Now get out of here!" He shoves me away.
I'm staggering around hoping someone will notice that I need help. I try to call Kevin, but he's not answering his phone. I get down on my knees and start coughing up blood. This is a time where I want to get high, but I can't because they took what little I had left. I lie back on the ground. I feel like I'm going to pass out…
"Kenny?" I open one eye and see Kevin standing over me.
"Kevin?" I guess I did pass out.
Kevin helps me up. "Come on, you have work to do."
"Kevin, I'm hurt." I point at my shoulder.
"Yeah I can see that. Your face looks like hell too! But you still have money to make. Drew's tuition isn't going to pay itself, you know?"
"They stabbed me..." I whine.
"Let me see." He examines my shoulder. "It doesn't look like it went in that deep. You're good."
"Do you see how much I'm bleeding?"
Kevin shrugs. "It's okay. You're going to see another doctor. She can stitch you up."
"Why did you leave without me? This wouldn't have happened."
He nods. "Yes it would. Instead, both of us would've gotten jumped and they would've taken the drugs and money I had on me."
"You should've made sure I was with you!"
"I have more to lose than you do. Sorry." He shrugs nonchalantly. In that moment, I feel really hurt. I'm not sure if it's the physical pain, the betrayal, or a combination of both.
"They could've killed me! My son would've lost his father. How can you say I have nothing to lose?"
Kevin laughs. "Stop whining! You're still alive! It's time to go make some money!" We head to his car. I really don't want to do this…
When we arrive at the house, Kevin immediately gives me an ecstasy tablet. As much as I don't want to do this, I take it anyway. "Don't embarrass me like you did last time!"
"Kevin, I'm losing a lot of blood." I tell him looking at my shoulder.
"I already told you, it will be taking care of!" We get out of the car and I see a pretty blonde waiting outside for us.
"Hi Kevin!" She greets him with a hug.
"Hi Lisa. This is my brother Kenny." Kevin points at me.
"Hi!" She extends her hand, but then looks at me concerned. "Are you okay?"
"I was jumped and stabbed earlier." I explain.
"Oh my!"
Kevin rolls his eyes. "Can you take care of this? I'm sorry about this."
Lisa smiles and nods. "It's okay, come on in." We walk in the house and she closes the door. "This is why I always have my medical bag with me." She gets out her bag and begins to take care of my wound. "You may want to get checked out to make sure you don't have any internal bleeding."
"I don't-"
"Don't worry, he will!" Kevin glares at me after interrupting me.
"Well, now you're all taken care of." Lisa smiles as she finishes stitching up my wound.
"Good, now you two get to work. Time is money!" Kevin tells us looking at his imaginary watch.
"Come on Kenny." I follow her to the bedroom.
"Do you need something to take the edge off?"
I shake my head. "No, I'm good."
"Are you sure? You seem like you need something?"
"Kevin gave me something before we got here. I'm fine, really!"
"Well all righty then!" She rips off what's left of my shirt and begins rubbing my chest. "I've heard really good things about you, so I hope you don't disappoint!"
"I'll try my best." I take my pants off and she asks me to get on top. I look up at her and something about her reminds me of Bebe. Maybe it's the blonde hair, who knows. Well maybe that will help me get through this.
"Come in me," she whispers. She lifted herself up with her hands around my neck and kissed me. Then she reached down for me and pressed the head of my penis into her. "I want to feel us," she said. I lowered myself upon her and sank as deep as I could go. I watched her face as best I could. Those strange contortions that would be so horrible under any other circumstances. Her lips parting, stretching, her mouth opening in a silent howl. Eyes closed and then suddenly open, staring up at me with real helplessness, mixed with hunger and surprise. The heel of her hand hit my chest, it seemed for a moment as if she were going to try to push me off of her. But it passed. She was rising toward me, levitating, holding on with her hard competent hands. I could feel her reaching her climax and I almost stopped because I didn't want it to end. Each time I stopped, the eventual come would be more powerful. Each interlude would send us streaming closer together. But as I slowed my pace she quickened hers and her grip had a sternness in its strength, an under taste of fury. I thought that if I didn't carry through she might actually punch me in the mouth. So I slipped my hands beneath her so no matter what our bodies did they would be touching and I would stay in her as deep as possible. We were moving like mad and suddenly I could feel her inner walls in terrifying detail, as if I'd gotten fifty times thicker. We came, first Lisa and then me, moments behind her, holding each other, and our voices joining, forming one wild and unbearably lonely cry.
"You were definitely worth every dollar!" She kisses me.
"You think I'm worth it?" It's always nice to receive a compliment. It was great for me too, but I feel bad because I was imagining I was with Bebe the entire time.
"Yeah you were." She kisses me again and grabs her phone. I guess to text Kevin because he comes in the room about a minute later.
"That took longer than I expected." He frowns.
"Some things shouldn't be rushed!" Lisa winks at me. She then grabs a huge wad of cash and a bag of drugs and gives it to Kevin.
"$1500!" Kevin exclaims as he finishes counting the money in the car before driving off. "Man, I need more clients like her and Ms. Cartman! Good thing I'm connected to doctors. They're willing to pay!"
"I don't want to do this anymore..." I tell Kevin.
"Do what?"
"Screwing women for money and drugs."
Kevin laughs. "You don't have a choice. How is Drew's tuition going to get paid and how are you going to get your next fix?"
I can't keep letting him use that line on me. "There has to be another way to pay tuition. As far as getting a fix, I'm going to take Kyle up on his offer and go to rehab."
"No you're not! I need you to do your job!"
"Can't you find someone else?"
He shakes his head. "This is a family business! If I find someone else, it will be Karen!"
"NO! Can't we go into business doing something else?"
Kevin laughs harder. "Like what? You don't have any skills and you're dumb as fuck! The only thing you're good at is using your body!"
Now I'm pissed! A person can only take so many insults. "I'm done! That's it! It's over, I want out!"
"You want out?"
"Yes!"
Kevin abruptly stops the car. "Then get the fuck out of my car!"
"Don't be like that!"
"I mean it, get out!" He reaches over and opens the passenger door. I do what he asks. "You just made the biggest mistake of your life! I hope you know that!" He closes the door and speeds off. I did the right thing, I know I did. Now I can finally get the help I need and start to get my life together.
A/N: Do you guys think Kenny will get the help he needs?
