Disclaimer: So far, only Bee belongs to me. I DO NOT OWN GLEE
Previously:
"Bee, what do you have to show us?"
Bee sighed and stood up. She faced the class, opened her mouth, and started to sing.
Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
She remembered what had happened, the fear, the pain...
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated
Misplaced
Misunderstood
Barely anyone understands... except Kurt and Blaine... and them...
Miss no way it's all good
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Of course I'm second guessing, she thought I almost...
Underestimated
Look I'm still around
Barely...Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Less than perfect
Everyone's perfect compared to me...Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You are perfect
To me
Compared to me, more like...
You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead
No one could like meSo complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I'll see you do the same
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You are perfect
To me
Whole world scared so I swallowed the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice-cold beer
So cool in lying and we try, try, try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, 'cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that, why do I do that?
Yeah, oh
Oh pretty pretty please
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You are perfect
To me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Bee remembered his words... 'You are nothing. You are worthless'
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You are perfect
To me
Bee barely heard the applause over the roaring in her ears. Tears were streaking down her face as flashes of that night went through her mind. She barely heard the voices calling after her as she ran from the choir room. Blaine's, Kurt's, and... Sam's.
She was sitting against the wall in the auditorium when someone found her. She expected it to be Kurt or Blaine. But it wasn't, and she didn't care. Bee cried into the chest of the person who had found her, and he let her.
